tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71720033885738165562024-03-07T21:34:40.614-08:00Love, Lostlove ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.comBlogger20125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-8297909052879607222012-04-21T06:02:00.002-07:002012-04-21T07:15:58.138-07:00Faith 6 ;**<div style="text-align: justify;">Sorry for the delay, just bare with me I promise it will clear up, hopefully.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">As always I love you.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">------------</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She hated the power he had over her, ever since she met him but there was chemistry between them, a spark. Even Mesfer could tell which is why he tried to keep their introductions minimal.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">He trusted Mhra, and he trusted 9bee7.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">But his guy instinct told him to keep his guard up.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"why dont you look at me like that"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"you want me to?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"I do, but I cant"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"mm"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"mhoora"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"ya"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"6al3eny"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She put her phone down and slowly raised her eyes, searching for his gaze.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">It didnt take her long before their eyes met, and boy were his eyes mesmerizing.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She remember when they first met, almost 2 years ago.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">He walked into the branch, demanding to see the branch manager he was loud and rude.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She quickly stepped out.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"lw sm7t, tf'9al ana mderat il fr3"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">He eyed her down, head to toe.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"intay?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"ee n3m tfa'9al mktiby"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">He was annoyed that she was young, he was angry however, he found her pretty</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"intay cham 3mrich"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"I dont think that is relevant to the matter, let me know what the problem is and I will try and help you"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">He spent an hour complaining about the customer service and their lack of knowledge. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She calmed him down and was intrigued by his attitude, he was so out there, rude, blunt. She loved it.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"Aby rqmich"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"n3m?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"ee etha 9art ay mshkila aby adig 3laich, 3balich I am flirting"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She was mad.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"no, I will make a note anything you need they will help you with."</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"ana abeech intay"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She eyed him down.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"tdreen 3ndy 9a7by Mesfer, y9la7lich"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She couldnt believe the audacity on this man</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"I thing your time is over, like I said anything yo need it will be taken care of"</span> She stood up and smiled.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">"heheh mashy mashy, but this wont be our last meeting"</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">It wasnt, she started seeing him everywhere she went. He was never alone though he was always with a friend.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Mesfer.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She wanted 9bee7, but he wouldnt budge.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"il salam 3laikum"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"w 3laikum il salam"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"Mhra 9a7"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"ee n3m"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"I dont need introductions you remember me akeed"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"I do, how can I help you"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She was with Mizoun, 3thoob and 3thari. They were openly staring at the men.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">They were handsome</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"remember when I told you 3n my friend, hatha Mesfer"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She couldnt believe he just said that in front of everyone.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Mesfer quickly nudged him and apologized for his friend's behavior.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">9bee7 pulled a chair and sat down next to Mhra.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"bng3d m3akum"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Mhra and the girls quickly stood up and apologized and left not allowing the men to say a word.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"7ywan int"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"7beeby il bnt lik 9deqny"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6633ff;">"wnt shako feeny"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"kasr 5a6ry m3ndik a7ad, whya zaina"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"9bee7, mo chithi"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"3yal"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"I will get the girl"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"if you dont, I will"</span> 9bee7 was thinking to himself. He wanted her so badly, but was fighting something.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">What could it possibly be?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"t6l3n ba7ar m3ay?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"shloun?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"3ndy yacht"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"la 93ba"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"m7d yshofich nrou7 for the day wnrid"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"mn 9ijick"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"walla, ma5th yacht 5aly"</span> She knew he was referring to Sultan</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"I cant"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"why bring your friends your family"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"wnta btkoun alone?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"akeed alone mby a7ad yshofich, a'3aar ;p"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"yal 3yaar, mm meta?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"tomorrow morning"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"I have work"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"ditch, youm wa7id it wont kill you"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"dont you have work?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"ana b6aaly"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"aha, mm ill get back to you"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Calling Mizoun</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"just say yes or no"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9966;">"um ok"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"Osama ybeny a6l3 m3ah ba7ar for the day"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9966;">"no"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"okay"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"you are going right"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9966;">"ma adree"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Calling 3thari</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"Just say yes or no"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc9933;">"il naas tsalm"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"ma 3ndy wgt Osama ybeny al3 ba7ar m3ah for the day"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc9933;">"okay"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"really?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc9933;">"ee, life is short"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"okay your answer a7san mn mizoun she said no"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc9933;">"she is uptight like that, ana 9y3a oh can I come?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"you want to?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc9933;">"ee bs mby ayey bro7y"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"y3ne agola yeeb rfejik?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc9933;">"ee"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"3thari"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc9933;">"yalaaa call him"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Calling Osama</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"okay"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"haa"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"I will go, ill call in my supervisor and ask her to cover for me, I have one condition"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"golay"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"ill bring he food and drinks, and a friend"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"okay"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"okay?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"ee yuba okay"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"fehamt ana shno abee 9a7"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"ehehe ana ba6aly mo '3by lat7ateen"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">They agreed on the details and the time before she went to bed.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She knew it was wrong, but right now she wanted wrong.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"nayem?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"you are messaging the wrong guy"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"can I call you?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"Sure"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She had her pillow talk with him.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">9bee7,</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">not Mesfer.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Her "boyfriend"</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Sultan on the other hand was planning a way on making it work. How will she split her time between Kuwait and Abu Dhabi.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">What she will tell her parents?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Did he care?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">He needed her on this project for it to work, because if it crashes they will lose everything. That was the agreement he made with her manager, and with the CEO.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">They give him Mhra for the project, and he will drop the charges made against the bank.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Politics.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Thats what it always is about.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">The thing Sultan was not ready for was spending so much time with her, he was always fascinated by her work and her personality and knew this would be hard, separating business from pleasure.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">It has been a while since he has been with someone.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Does he want to go down that road with her?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">He wasnt even being honest.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">He brushed his feelings away before heading to bed.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">"7beebty shtswy?"</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Mesfer messaged Mhra, he felt like he was loosing her and at first he didnt care she was just a fling but he cant stop thinking about her.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">He might even talk to his mother.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"Mhoor what are we doing?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"we are talking"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"what are we really doing"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"I dont know"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#336666;">"dont you like Mesfer"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"I do, but"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"but shino"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"you are one to talk, he is your friend"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"mm, okay"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"tbeny a9kra?"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"laa"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">What was she doing, things were getting out of control.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">She knew it, but curiosity was getting the better of her.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Mhra, this cant be good.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com91tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-2900994185839931422012-04-16T17:57:00.002-07:002012-04-16T18:39:30.853-07:00Faith 5 ;**1. To those who read part 4 before I reposted, I changed a few mistakes that were made.<div><br /></div><div>2. a7is the blue font I am using y'9ayi9 9a7?</div><div><br /></div><div>3. Do you really like the story aw g3den itjamlony? I know I have been gone for so long and I might be rusty but I feel like no one is enjoying it ;/</div><div><br /></div><div>--------------------------------------------------</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"mhra"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"n3m"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"y3ne im39ba"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"you care"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"ee"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"laish"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"ma adree"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"osama"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"3youn osama intay"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"3n il 3yra"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Incoming Call Osama</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"mm"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"il nas tslm"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"laish already kalamtik and we were whats apping hm aslm now?" </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"aha"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"shino aha, ya kirhy hal klma"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"hehe shfeech 7beeby"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"what do you want from me"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"aby I date you"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"laish"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"3ajbtny"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"wtha ma aby"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"mo ib kaifich"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"ma a7ib hl esloub"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"tit3wdain"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"you havent dated much have you"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"3de laish"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"shno ga3id tswy shl iz3aaj"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"ga3id atjahaz 7g frashy"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"its a ceremony"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"ee I brush my teeth wdahan wlbis bejamty w6ub frashy"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"mt7u6 face mask"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"ya salam al7en itha il rayal ehtam ib nfsa y3yboun"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"ma glt shay"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"kl hatha o ma gltay"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"you are a strange one"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"yala golely qi9a"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>She did, oddly enough.</div><div><br /></div><div>She never did it before, but she fell asleep on the line with Osama, he dozed off before her and a few minutes after hearing him breathing evenly she fell asleep.</div><div><br /></div><div>She woke up bright and early, messaged Sultan asking for 1 more day before she made up her mind.</div><div><br /></div><div>Incoming Call Sultan</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"aloo"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"9baaa7 il khair, 9baa7 il wrd 9baa7y mhra"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"sultan did you get my message"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"laish baina messages, 5lena phone calls a7san"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"la I would prefer messages please"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"aha y9er khair inshalah, golely 7beeby trygtay?"</span> Was he serious</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"what are you doing"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"nothing laish"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"7beebty?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"ee shino 3dey bndish business together"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"so that gives you the green light to flirt"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"dont flatter yourself, I am not flirting ana ib 6b3y atkalam chthi"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"aha"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"latgolen aha m3ay"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"shino hal isloub"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"anyways, ana rayi7 abu dhabi so 3ndich all week to think then aby mnich khbr"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>He wasnt really giving her much of an option, but now she gets to talk to the lawyer first.</div><div><br /></div><div>She wore a stripped black and white dress, fell right at her knees, red blazer, black heels, pony tail her lipstick and a double coat of mascara.</div><div><br /></div><div>Off to Caribou.</div><div><br /></div><div>Then to the office.</div><div><br /></div><div>The night before there was a crises with the system, which meant a load at the branch.</div><div><br /></div><div>Today she decided to mingle with customers and her employees instead of hiding in her office.</div><div><br /></div><div>She helped even with the simple tasks of depositing money into accounts, helping the elderly with their ATM cards and so on.</div><div><br /></div><div>She was happy today.</div><div><br /></div><div>Also, she kept checking her phone hoping Osama would message her.</div><div><br /></div><div>He didnt</div><div><br /></div><div>Incoming Call Him</div><div><br /></div><div>1 missed Call Him</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"baby im busy"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"9ba7 il khair galby ;* okay oboy ana rayi7 il dawam 3ndina assignment so lmn a5l9 akalmich"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>He wouldnt, but it was what he always said.</div><div><br /></div><div>She didnt care she was annoyed by Osama.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"can we please go out today"</span> 3thoob sent</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"of course, yes please listen I want to cut my hair and do my nails so I will go after work so bilail n6l3 ana bgoul 7g mizoun wntay golay 7g 3thari"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>She called in for an appointment.</div><div><br /></div><div>Then called the lawyer, 9bee7.</div><div><br /></div><div>He was Mesfer's friend, she always had a crush on him but they were good friends and Mesfer got to her first.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yes, I know ladies all of you are shaking your head in disagreement with Mhra and her "lifestyle" </div><div><br /></div><div>She met with 9bee7, he was a flirt.</div><div><br /></div><div>She loved it.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"Shofay n9e7ty, go along with the contract its straight forward 1 year you go there for weekends to the consults and you are back. After the year itha tbeen tgdren itkamleen m3aa"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"la ma aby"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"I wouldnt want to be on Sultan's bad side, tara y9er 7g nseeb Mesfer"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Her world stopped for a second</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"bs lat5fen I am under obligation not to mention anything to him, I am assuming he doesnt know"</span></div><div>she just shook her head.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"9bee7"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"hala oboy"</span> he had his head down reading the contract</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"mm, sh9er 7g nseeb Mesfer"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"Y9er khalaa"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"9aber, Sultan y9er khal Osama?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"sh3rfich ib Osama"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"ams shfnah knt m3a Mesfer"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"aha, w5ray 3n il 3yla mhra krmal Mesfer 7tan lw mat7bna"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"Mno gaaliik..."</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"mn '3air la7d ygoul I can read you, you like him and you are good to him but it doesnt mean you are perfect, tara ma yklm a7d '3airich"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"adree"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"la ma tdren, Mesfer rayal Osama mo rayal"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"shako Osama bl mw'9o3"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"lw shyfa wyhich lmn gltay isma"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"Mhra ayshay y9er m3ach m3a Sultan awal ib awal tkalmny, ra7 a36ech raqmy il thany my private one"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Now Mhra was confused.</div><div><br /></div><div>How was she to pull herself out of this.</div><div><br /></div><div>Okay it seems easy, just ignore Osama right?</div><div><br /></div><div>-------</div><div><br /></div><div>She head home, got dressed into skinny dark jeans, a ruffly black shirt with her hair down. </div><div><br /></div><div>Simples. yes.</div><div><br /></div><div>Hot? definitely.</div><div><br /></div><div>They headed to Burger Hub.</div><div><br /></div><div>The area was packed, hot young men,</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"I like younger guys"</span> she was eying a young sugar candy sitting in front of her</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"how young"</span> Mizoun was worried</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"ma adre younger I guess, y3ne 3dy akalm wa7id 3mra 18"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc9933;">"btrbena?"</span> 3thari laughed</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"maybe" </span>She had a devious look in her eyes <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"abeeh"</span></div><div>The girls all turned and bluntly started at the eye candy. He loved the attention</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"mn 9ijich?"</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"Stop staring at the boy"</span> She was distracted by the message she got</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"kaify"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"why dont you look at me like that"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"you want me to?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"I do, but I cant"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"mm"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"mhoora"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">"Ya"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">"6al3eny"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>She put her phone down and slowly raised her eyes, searching for his gaze. </div><div><br /></div><div>It didnt take her long before their eyes met, and boy were his eyes mesmerizing.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-71723555694759483672012-04-16T14:15:00.002-07:002012-04-16T14:18:33.692-07:00Error ;**Dear Readers,<div><br /></div><div>It seems that I am not at the top of my game and I apologize, a reader mentioned something that in part 3 he went to see her at night after her meeting, Osama saw her.</div><div><br /></div><div>In part 4 I mentioned how he didn't know how she looked like, sorry.</div><div><br /></div><div>I will make sure I am more careful.</div><div><br /></div><div>I will repost it.</div><div><br /></div><div>Also to clarify</div><div><br /></div><div>Mesfer's sister is married to X, Osama is brother's with X, and Sultan is their uncle.</div><div><br /></div><div>Is that a little clearer?</div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-8253874668918499972012-04-16T06:44:00.003-07:002012-04-16T14:28:59.380-07:00Faith 4 ;** (edited)She woke up with a headache, today was going to be her last day at work.<div><br /></div><div>She has decided to decline Sultan's offer and will suffer the consequences she knew her parents would be proud of her for doing the right thing and will support her.</div><div><br /></div><div>Walking into the branch, her heart was heavy she loved it her. This was her baby, she helped make it into what it has become. </div><div><br /></div><div>She was remembering her customers who sent her flowers and gifts when she was promoted to branch manager, each coming in personally to congratulate her.</div><div><br /></div><div>She closed her office door and was looking down at her phone, a tear almost escaped her eyes when there was a knock at the door.</div><div><br /></div><div>She looked up and it was him.</div><div><br /></div><div>She pushed back her tear and smiled.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"9ba7 il khair"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"9ba7 il nour"</span> He sat down in front of her with a wide smile plastered on his face</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"so, what did you decide on"</span> She paused, then looked up at him with a smile</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I decline your offer, and I will suffer the consequences"</span></div><div>He smiled, rested back in his chair and pulled out a paper from the file he had in hand<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;"> "I am glad to hear you say that"</span></div><div>She was confused <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"what do you mean"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"you are a lady with morals, and that is what I need"</span> He placed the paper in front of her<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;"> "mhra I am a business man, not a fellon I love my job, my family and my country and would never do something against the law"</span> He eyed her down <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"I was testing you"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"you thought what you did was amusing"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"no, but I needed to know that I could trust you"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"why is that?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"shofay il contract jdamich"</span></div><div>She quietly read through it, and realized what he was asking her <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"you want me to over look a new bank you are opening up in Abu Dhabi?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"ee"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"sultan"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"hala yuba"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"mn 9ijik?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"ee, shofay your contract is a year you will be anonymous to the actual employees you will sit down with the head of HR to decide on the hiring, the strategies and the training. No one will know what you are doing. All week you are here weekends you come to me and you will be done"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I can't"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"you will"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"no I won't and I can't I will not risk my reputation"</span></div><div>He pulled out his phone and replayed the conversation the had the night before about the "illegal" transaction he wanted to do.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"shofay, don't push into doing this"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"you are blackmailing me"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"3rftay laish I want you, you are smart"</span></div><div>Her mind had stopped, she didn't understand what was going on let alone why this was happening to her.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"sultan"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc6600;">"mhra, 7beebty hatha il 3qd its a year no one will know so please spare me your lectures read it over tomorrow morning ana 3ndich, you will sign or else you will lose the first time I was testing you now I am serious"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>He walked out feeling smug about himself.</div><div><br /></div><div>Whatever he wanted, he got.</div><div><br /></div><div>Incoming Call Him</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"aloo"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"mhoor"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"hala mesfer"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"shfeech"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"mfeny shay mesfer"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"la feech shay intay mtnadeny ib ismy"</span></div><div>It was true<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;"> "Sorry bs bally msh'3ol"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"sorry 7beeby '9yqtich"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"la baby its okay, I miss you"</span> She did</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"walla 7tan ana oboy aby ashofich ilyoum"</span> She just got an idea</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ee sure at 7?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"mshy 7beebty 6l3ay mn il dawam o kalmeny"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>It was a rather busy day at worked and she couldn't wait until it was over. She arrived at home and got into bed skipping lunch.</div><div><br /></div><div>She woke up at 6 took a quick shower and got ready for her night with Mesfer.</div><div><br /></div><div>Usually she would go over to his place and chill, today they were going to pick up dinner then head over to watch a movie.</div><div><br /></div><div>They were at home slice, he was picking up the pizza while she waited in the car.</div><div><br /></div><div>Just as he was about to enter, he stopped to say hi to some guys, and one of them quickly caught her eyes.</div><div><br /></div><div>Osama.</div><div><br /></div><div>She panicked at first, then realized the car was tinted darkly either way she took a quick glance and turned slightly so that her back was facing the window just in case he wanted to take a sneak peak.</div><div><br /></div><div>He was handsome, different than Mesfer.</div><div><br /></div><div>She wanted to just sit there and watch him.</div><div><br /></div><div>Mesfer had left his phone in the car, which was what she needed and she knew the password to his phone, she didn't want to snoop around she wanted 1 thing only.</div><div><br /></div><div>The lawyers number, his friend.</div><div><br /></div><div>Mesfer got into the car and she pretended like she was messaging.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"mhoor"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"halla baby"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"ma a7ib tmskeen telefonich wna m3ach"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I'm sorry 7beeby"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"sorry 6wlt knt aslm 3la osama, o5o nseeby"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ee y7laila ma yshbh rayel e5tik"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"ee osama a7la"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>They kept the small talk until they arrived to the apartment, popped a movie into the DVD and enjoyed their pizza.</div><div><br /></div><div>She snuggled really close to him and closed her eyes to enjoy his smell.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"shfeech 7beebty mo 3jbtny"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"walla mfeny shay"</span> He was good to her.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"you know if you need to talk I am here right"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"adree 7beeby" </span>she looked up at him and gave him a quick kiss on his lips before he hugged her again and they sat there to finish the movie.</div><div><br /></div><div>At 10 she headed home feeling a little better.</div><div><br /></div><div>Tomorrow she was going to call the lawyer</div><div><br /></div><div>Incoming Call Osama</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"Hi"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"halaa"</span></div><div>.....</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"shfeek sakit"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"mdree"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"feek shay"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"laa"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"Osama"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"hala"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"you called 3shan tgoly hi o taskt"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"la"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ha 3yal"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"mm, wilaht 3laich"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ee goul mn il awal mo t36eny one word answers"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"wainich"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"rada il bait"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"isn't it late"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I said I am heading home, and I am 28 years old 10 is not late"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"leanich 28 m3nta shino tkoun bara il bait ly nu9 il lail"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"la, a9lan why are we having this conversation"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"khl9 insay bs knt bsalem 3laich, bye"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>He was a strange one this man</div><div><br /></div><div>Dialling il khaal</div><div><br /></div><div>"n3m"</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"khaaly"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"5aair"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"6lbtik"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"goul 5l9ny"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"aby il yacht hal weekend tkfa"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"6lbtik o tkfa 3shan il yacht, cham mra agolik la t6lib mny tby shay 3ndik raqam Thamer kalma o uhwa y'9b6lk kl shay, bs osamo in drait inkum imrkbeen banat wla feeh shrb my79el khair"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"khaly adree walla bs nby n6l3 in7adiq"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"okay yuba, youm il 5mees ykoun jahiz bl machla wl 3da intw ily 3laikum bs tyoun"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"mshkoor khaly"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"rayal shkbrik sh3r'9ik tgol mshkoor, rou7 bs" </span></div><div><br /></div><div>Sultan loved his nieces and nephews, he worked hard for them to provide everything for them. He knew he couldn't get children on his own which is why he spoilt them endlessly, but Osama was different.</div><div><br /></div><div>Osama was a copy of Sultan and he wanted him one day to take over and follow in his footsteps.</div><div><br /></div><div>-------------</div><div><br /></div><div>Let us take a step back ladies,</div><div><br /></div><div>Mesfer's sister's husband is Osama's brother.</div><div><br /></div><div>Mesfer's sister's husband's uncle is Sultan.</div><div><br /></div><div>Mhra is "dating" mesfer</div><div><br /></div><div>Mhra is "talking" to Osama</div><div><br /></div><div>And lastly, Sultan is going to change Mhra's life completely.</div><div><br /></div><div>This is going to be one hot juicy mess.</div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-87828713041069371362012-04-13T12:02:00.002-07:002012-04-13T13:18:14.479-07:00Faith 3 ;**Incoming Call 99123456<div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"aloo"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"il salam 3laikum"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"w 3laikum il salam"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"istatha mhra"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ee n3m, mno m3ay" </span>She knew who it was</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"sultan ilx, 3rftny"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ee n3m, ya hala feek istath sultan"</span> she had a private number, and a work line. He called the private</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">" mn '3air istath shryich"</span> She was confused</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"3la ra7tik, tf'9al shloun agdar asa3dik"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"mhra 3ndy mw'9o3 shway 7sas mumkin ntqabal"</span> Now she was confused and scared</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"we can't meet in my office?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"la walla I wish ina ykoun bra il bank"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"inshalah we can meet Java Detour, ily bl bd3"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"3la khair inshalah, 7 ynsbich?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"inshalah"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Her mind was shattered what could sultan possibly want.</div><div><br /></div><div>She got up to take a shower to relax her body and her mind.</div><div><br /></div><div>She had her evening tea with her parents before getting ready for her meeting with Sultan.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"3ndy meeting"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"shino hal shi'3il 9ub7 o 39er"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"yuba ashwa fr3na bs dawam wa7id, hatha meeting m3a VIP customer"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"shly yabeeh"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ma yndara ybayen b3d shway"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>-------</div><div><br /></div><div>knock knock</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600cc;">"il 3m sultan, ma buga shay 3la mw3idna"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"ee yala kany nazil"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"an6irik bl syara"</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"ily ga3id aswy 9a7?"</span> He kept asking himself that question since he ended the phone call with her.</div><div><br /></div><div>His mind was preoccupied.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"mt2kid in a ily bnswy 9a7?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"ee"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"wnd5lha bl mw'9o3"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"I have to"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>What are they upto?</div><div><br /></div><div>------ </div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"mr7baa mhra"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ya hala sultan shlonik?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"il7imdilah, I am sorry about the phone call and the short notice"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"don't worry about it, I promised you we would be at your service"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"this is not a bank matter"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"oh?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"il 9ra7a mhra, I want to go into some investment with you I am starting up a company, something small and I need someone to be in charge and I think you are the perfect candidate"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I am honored, but I am happy at the bank"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"I am not asking you to leave"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"2 jobs, is too much"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"all you would have to do is come in during the weekend to look over the books"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"So its an accounting kind of thing?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"Well, shofay I need someone with a good reputation, good credentials to approve the books and who better than a bank manager"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"what kind of investments are these?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"the less you know the better"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"3fwan bs sultan, you are asking me to do something illegal and you want me to abuse my name as a bank manager to sign off these transactions"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"yes"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"what makes you think I will say yes"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"because I know, without my bank accounts your branch will close down the end of the year"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"They have given me 2 years"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"I can make those 2 years turn into 2 months" </span>he moved closer to her <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"mhra don't underestimate my power over your bank"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"so now you are threatening me"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"la, I am just giving you a reason to say yes"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"wtha gltlik la"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"3la ra7tich, but there will be consequences" </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"my branch?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"your career, you leave the bank you leave the work field for good"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"mn 9ijik"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"ee"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"sultan"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"hala oboy"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"you are seriously dumping this on me"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"ee shfeech"</span> he stood up <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">"ana lazem amshee 3ndich till tomorrow to think about it"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Calling Osama</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"aloo"</span></div><div>crying</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"M"</span></div><div>crying</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"M SHFEECH"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I need to see you please"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"wainich ana yaylich"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>He ran out of the duwanya and sped off to see her.</div><div><br /></div><div>He found her in her car crying.</div><div><br /></div><div>This was the first time he saw her, he still didn not know her name.</div><div><br /></div><div>She had only seen pictures of him</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"M shfeech"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"if you had to chose between doing the right thing and loosing everything what would you chose"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"the right thing"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"but I will lose it all"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"then you weren't meant to have it"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>She paused and looked at him <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"inta 7lo"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>He burst out laughing <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"ya shgool"</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"mhra"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"shino"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"ismy mhra"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>She went to bed knowing what she was going to do, little did she know what tomorrow was holding for her.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-31787070197533708982012-04-12T13:11:00.006-07:002012-04-12T13:49:54.556-07:00Faith 2 ;**<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"shfeek ahbal"</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"haa?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"agolik shfeek ahbal masik telefonik wtibosim" </span></div><div><br /></div><div>He never shared with his friends what he did in his private life, and not because he did not trust them but out of respect for the girls. He was never in a serious relationship but the girls treated him well and the least he could do was not share every picture and incident with his friends.</div><div><br /></div><div>He was smiling like a dork because he was direct messaging a girl on twitter. </div><div><br /></div><div>M.</div><div><br /></div><div>She didn't have a picture or a name but the girl was hilarious.</div><div><br /></div><div>She had a sense of humor he didn't think anyone in Kuwait had.</div><div><br /></div><div>They didn't flirt but the direct messaged all day.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"lail7een mo nwya tgolenly ismich"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"mo a7la a'9el M it adds mystery"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"yeah it does, but I would like to have a name since I don't have a face ;p"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"LOL it took you long enough to bring up the picture, how long have you been itching for that"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"heey ana shglt, ana bs glt mfy picture o mfy name"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"aw baby boy mo mt3wd 9aa7 mt3wd they shower you with pictures"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"la yuba fahmtny '3l6"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"really, shout your timeline the only people who talk to you are girls"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"yeah well, I dont have a twitter account 3shan asolif m3a my friends"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"you have it to meet girls"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"LAAA yuba laa wallaa"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"so how do you meet girls?"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>The conversations went back and forth for hours, days, weeks and yes even months.</div><div><br /></div><div>He never brought up anything outside of twitter, and she didn't think much of it.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>--------------</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"he still didn't ask for your number?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"nope"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"is he gay?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"laa shako"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"I don't know, if it was any other guy mn ziman 6alib raqmich"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"he isn't he is different"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"ro7ay zain mako different"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"why don't you have hope"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"because all men are assholes"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"honey, did you date all men?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"no .."</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I had a few boyfriends and they weren't bad"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"um wainhum al7een?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"we ended on mutual terms"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"ahaa, assholes"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Somehow, everywhere you go, girls are always complaining about men and oddly enough men are complaining about women.</div><div><br /></div><div>Both are to blame, because it depends on the individuals.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyways, this is a story not a lecture about men and women morals right.</div><div><br /></div><div>I thought so.</div><div><br /></div><div>Like I said, it was months before he asked for her number.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"sm3eny"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ma agdar asm3ik, agdr agraak"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"3yal igraay"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"yaalaa"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"bgolich shay"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"gol"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"bs lat39been"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I won't"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"Akeed?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"akeedain"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"heheh mm ma malaity mn twitter?"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Calling Mizoun</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"n3m"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"he asked for my number"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"it took him long enough"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"inzain so?.."</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"36eeh"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"really?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"well yeah, I mean you message all day on twitter so not why message all day on whats app"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"leana it becomes personal"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"so let it be personal"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ma adree"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"just do it whats the worst that can happen"</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"9a7"</span> she thought to herself "whats the worst that can happen"</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"okay"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"intay wainich wain ri7tay"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"knt afkr"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"kl hatha tfkreen itha mtbeen 3dy walla bs glt as'hal o asr3"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"lw ma aby ma agolik okay bs in shr6"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"2mry"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I still won't answer any personal questions"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"adree"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"and you can never call me"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"okay"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"okay, yala raqmny ;p"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>And he did, he sent her his number and they started whats aping.</div><div><br /></div><div>She didn't feel anything towards him he was just someone to talk to. It bothered her a little bit because she couldnt find anything wrong with the guy.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"mny dzlha message"</span> He was talking to himself. He would purposely leave his iPhone in his car so that he wouldn't message her.</div><div><br /></div><div>She would be waiting all day for a message for him because <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I refuse to start the messaging"</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"kaifha akeed mo fa'9ya"</span> He would end the day on that note.</div><div><br /></div><div>Which is why they stopped messaging everyday, and it became every few days.</div><div><br /></div><div>That became every few weeks, and that became to whenever either was free.</div><div><br /></div><div>He liked her but he wouldn't admit it to himself, or her of course.</div><div><br /></div><div>She liked his presence and she wouldn't admit that to herself, or him of course.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>---------</div><div><br /></div><div>3 months later</div><div><br /></div><div>Incoming Call M</div><div><br /></div><div>1 missed call M</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I need you"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Incoming Call Him </div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"baby"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"hala oboy intay wainich mshtaglich"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"me too, mm can we go out?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"feech shay?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"mt'9yqa shway"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">"laish 3sa ma shr"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"agolik lmn ashofik"</span></div><div><br /></div><div>Why did he refuse to answer her call?</div><div><br /></div><div>Was she upset because he didn't answer her call?</div><div><br /></div><div>Or does Sultan have a role in this.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">"whats his name?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"Osama, his name is osama"</span></div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-54888575273675661812012-04-09T10:36:00.003-07:002012-04-09T11:04:35.198-07:00Faith 1 ;**<div align="justify">Remember we said she was single, well more or less.<br /><br />Then again, arent we all?<br /><br />Mhra woke up bright and early, she fell asleep without telling him and she knew he<br />wouldnt go looking for her she was use to his ways, it was fine it didnt bother<br />her.</div><div align="justify"><br />She got dressed in a mauve pencil skirt with a light grey crisp shirt, put her hair<br />up in a bun applied her eyeliner, mascara, blusher and lipstick.<br /><br />Slipped into her heals and off she was to work.<br /><br />She stopped at the nearest caribou got her caramel high rise before work.</div><div align="justify"><br />Sheparked in her designated parking as branch manager, took a quick look in the<br />mirror and headed towards the bank entrance.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"good morning" </span>to the security guard<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ffcc33;">"good morning madam"</span><br /><br />The branch smelled clean, the way she liked it. She asked the tea boy to light a<br />piece of charcoal for the incense she recently bought. The employees story<br />starting piling into the meeting room.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I am not happy about this early morning meeting, its the only<br />time I could sit and talk to everyone" she</span> hated small talk, which is why non of her staff liked<br />her<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"we have a problem"</span> she continued.<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;"><br />"we have not been reaching the minimal target as a branch, for the past two quarters we have been cutting short and management is not pleased. We need some changes because we are the smallest branch and it will be easy for one of the bigger branches to adapt us and let me assure you we dont want that to happen. We are a small branch, we all know each other"</span><br /><br />She took a long pause and looked around.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"I know I am strict and tough but I have to be, we are the smallest and youngest in terms of age not just me but all of you as well, and I did that on purpose I thought our ages would bring us closer as a team I am guessing I am wrong. I have been given this quarter to test you all in terms of reaching your target and if you dont some will be relocated will I recruite new<br />staff which I really dont want to do"</span><br /><br />They all looked at her coldly, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"do we have an agreement?"</span><br /><br /></div><div align="justify">They just nodded.<br /><br />As they were about to leave the meeting room.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"please help me help you, I promise I will be less uptight okay?"<br /></span><br />They laughed and headed out to start preparing for the opening of the branch.<br /><br /></div><div align="justify">She headed into her office, turned her computer on coming back from the weekend was<br />the worst and busiest time.<br /><br />Just on queue, her phone rang<br /><br />Incoming Call Him<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"9ba7 il khair"</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"hala oboy 9ba7 il nour shlonich baby"<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"il7imdilah inta shlonik"<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"zaain, ha at work?"<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ee"<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">"how was the meeting"</span> she always thought he didnt care but he remembered<br />everything she told him <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">“were you strict?”</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“ee I was, I think they hate me”</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">“bl3na let them hate you walla ma ra7 ylqoun mudera mthlich, a5 bs lw t9eren modesty”</span></div><div align="justify"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"mesfer khalaa9"<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3366ff;">“heheh okay baby I am sorry, ana a5leech you get back to work wna bgoum asb7 wrou7 il dawam okay?”</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“okay 7u6 balik”<br /></span><br />She was reading through her emails, answering the ones she needed to. Every now and then she looked up at her branch and her employees they were a nice group always smiling and welcoming of our customers.<br /><br />Every now and then the usual customers would pop in great her, and say a quick hello.<br /><br />She loved it here.<br /><br />Her secretary walked in.</div><div align="justify"><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">“Mhra, il istath sultan mwjoud”</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“mno il istath sultan?”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">“ma 3ndy fikra, ygoul you should be expecting him”<br /></span><br />Her phone rang and it was Bassam head of the VIP customers.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“rand I will get back to you dgeega bs”<br /></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“hala bassam”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">“ahlaain mhra shlonich?”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“im good, tell me about this sultan I just got richard’s email and I assuming you are calling about him”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">“he specifically asked for you, he didn’t want any other branch he wants to transfer to your branch even though he lives far”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“okay what I am looking into, 36ny his account number”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">“brace yourself”<br /></span><br />To say the man had money, was an understatement.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">“so?”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“he is here let me sit with him”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff9900;">“don’t turn him down do you know what this will do to your branch”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“ya I know, thanks bassam ill update you later”<br /></span><br />Mhra took her mirror out took a quick look at herself, reapplied her lipstick sprayed some perfume and got up to great il istath sultan.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“7yaak allah istath sultan”<br /></span>He was much younger than she had in mind, strikingly handsome she saw how the women looked at him.<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">“allah y7eech istatha mhra”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“tfa’9el nd5al mktiby”<br /></span><br />He gestured for her to walk in front of him, she waited until he was seated beforeshe sat behind her desk.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“sht7ib tshrab?”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">“qahwa turkya medium”<br /></span><br />She called the kitchen asked for 2 coffees, they exchanged small talk before<br />getting into the matter.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">“il 9ra7a istatha Mhra I am a big fan, I have followed your career and I am intrigued and impressed which is why I want to transfer into your branch”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“ykoun il shrf lina istath sultan, bs mumkin as2al laish tby t6l3 mn fr3na ily bl 3dailya, its just protocol”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">“yes akeed, il 9ra7a Iwanted a small branch where everyone knows me, and I know the staff and the branch manager hnak wayed kanat rude o nafsya wna rayal ma at7ml o ma wdy arf3 9oty 3la mra”<br /></span><br />The meeting with istath sultan lasted an hour and half, with a few minor interruptions from the supervisor and customers.<br /><br />They reached an agreement, she would do the paper work for the transfer.<br /><br />This was going to be something none of the bigger branches have accomplished, to get a client with multiple six figure accounts was something rare, especially since the bank was smaller in consideration to the other banks in the country.<br /><br />She wanted to show off, but had to act professionally<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“I need to show off”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“Golely”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“I got a customer, y7limoun il afr3 il thanya y79lona”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“mabrook”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“alah ybarik feek, sorry I am super exited I had to tell someone”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“o fakrtay feeny”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“mm ee laish ;s?”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“la that’s something nice”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“hehe okay, um shloonik ;p?”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“ana zain”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“feek shay?”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“no baby im fine”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“baby??”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“ee shino my9er?”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“ugh ma adree”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“shfeech M, its just a word”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“aha y3ne tgolha 7g everyone?”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“no bs its just a word”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“okay anyways I have to go”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“ya I know you have work you are busy 9a7”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">“yup”<br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“okay”<br /></span><br />She was irritated, she didn’t understand why.<br /><br />She just was.<br /><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">“shfeeha kathy” </span>He thought to himself.<br /><br />The thing is he never said that word to anyone, then again he was never serious about anyone.<br /><br />Do you want to know how they met?<br /><br />I mean how he got her number?<br /><br /></div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-35991511458156529702012-04-08T11:42:00.006-07:002012-04-08T13:06:04.994-07:00Faith Intro ;**<div>Here it goes, my new story.</div><div>I hope you like it, remember it has been a WHILE since I have written anything.</div><div>Enjoy ;**</div><div>-----------------------</div><div> </div><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">"iff malait"</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6600;">"shfeech b3d"</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">"I dont know, malait mn hal routine"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6600;">"3baly 3ndich salfa"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"3thoob"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6600;">"na3m mahoor"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"dal3ny I am your older sister"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6600;">"thats why intay mfrou'9 edal3eny"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6600;"><br /></span></div><div> </div><div>Lets talk about our characters a little bit shall we?</div><div><br /></div><div>Mhra, or mahoor as everyone calls her, is the main character more or less. She graduated with a degree in Economics at the age of 21 from Kuwait University and went into the banking world. She is the youngest, in the history of Kuwait, branch manager. She was a hard worker, first one in last one out.</div><div><br /></div><div>Plus, she worked for a small relatively new bank which is why she was able to climb the ladder in such a short amount of time.</div><div><br /></div><div>She is currently 28.</div><div><br /></div><div>Single,</div><div><br /></div><div>Well, more or less single.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>3thoob </div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>Her younger sister. Didnt attend university, does not work, has no goals in life all she wants is to get married.</div><div><br /></div><div>She is single.</div><div><br /></div><div>Completely the opposite of her sister who was ambitious and driven.</div><div> </div><div>------------------------</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>He was a quiet boy, work, nap, gym, duwanya. On weekends he would go out with friends or family and sometimes went to the shalaih.</div><div><br /></div><div>He wasnt very different then the rest the men in the country.</div><div>He worked in the oil sector.</div><div><br /></div><div>He dreamed big, but never did anything to really accomplish any of his goals.</div><div>He was tall, dark and yes handsome.</div><div><br /></div><div>Nothing special about his looks, he looked like your average Kuwaiti man.</div><div>And boy do we love the average Kuwaiti man, right ladies?</div><div><br /></div><div>He never had a serious girlfriend, but he did talk to girls he had them on his bbm but never asked to see them (physically or a picture) he wasnt looking for anything he just enjoyed chatting to several girls.</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>Except one girl, she was the only girl with his number. Even though she had a blackberry, they whats apped all day and she was the only girl he took interest in.</div><div><br /></div><div>He never went looking for her, but on the rare occasion that they did talk they would spend hours talking.</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>She always claimed "she was busy at work"</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">Shino hal wa'9eefa</span> he would think to himself.</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>All he knew about her was her name "M"</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"shino M"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ismy"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"7lfay bs, adree bs shino ismich?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"its a secret ;p"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"laish yuba tara bs ism"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"adree bs mo a7la chithi? mystery"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"la mo a7la intay it3rfen kl shay 3ny"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ma7d galik tgoly, I never asked you chose to share with me"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"ee 3dy, yala golely"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"nope, ismy M"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;">"3la ra7tich"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#3333ff;"><br /></span></div><div> </div><div>Who is M?</div><div><br /></div><div>Will she be a new character, or have we already met her?</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>------------------</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6600;">"laish btnameen now"</span> 3thoob whined</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"leana I have an early meeting with my staff"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6600;">"iff fine"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6600;"><br /></span></div><div>Mahra went up to her room, got ready for bed and crawled undr her sheets.</div><div><br /></div><div>Incoming Call Him</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"hii"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">"hala 7uby, shlonich"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"zaina you?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">"il7imdilah, twny ga3id ma adre shloun ra7at 3lay nouma"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"noum il 3wafy dgait 3laik cham mra bs shftik ma rdait glt akeed t3ban"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">"ee walla shagony shag il dawam"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"how come?"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">"ma adree shly 6ary 3laihum imswenla field training"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"weeh"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">"ee walla, intay wainich shswaity ilyoum"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"mako walla, ri7t il zwara then ri7t il salon ri7t shway shopping m3a 3thoob o rdait il bait"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">"9otich n3san"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ee walla 3ndy early meeting m3a my staff"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">"shday 3laihum"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"ehehe inshalah" </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">"ana bgoum a5th shower akalmich bbm aw btnameen"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;">"la klmny wtha bnam agolik"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;">"tamam, yala bye"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33cc00;"><br /></span></div><div> </div><div> </div><div>Remember, we said she was single, more or less. </div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-39501716810135071012012-04-08T10:08:00.001-07:002012-04-08T10:10:21.026-07:00So far ;**I have posted 2 of my previous stories, my two favorite ones honestly.<div><br /></div><div>Jawl and pixie dust.</div><div><br /></div><div>In a few days I will post something new and forbidden love.</div><div><br /></div><div>The others I cannot find or have not been completed.</div><div><br /></div><div>As always I love you all ;**</div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-52285438690438772112012-04-08T01:20:00.001-07:002012-04-08T01:21:28.407-07:00Pixie Dust part 3 ;**<div><br />Compose message bu sul6an<br />you alone?<br /><br />reply<br />m3a ahaly shfeech?<br /><br />um 7areb<br />mafeny shay I have to show you something BUT my hubby cant know<br /><br />reply<br />ee okay mo mushkila bs shloun?<br /><br />um 7areb<br />ill let you know when to come o pick it up okay?<br /><br />reply<br />okay<br /><br />So ri7t il bait thinking of a way to divert my husband from the transaction that was going to take place sine I dont want him to know just yet.<br /><br />Think Joun<br /><br />SEX<br /><br />So I walked into the house, up the stairs and into his office and sat down on his lap hugging him.<br /><br />3azzam: hala bl zain hala ib um 7areb<br /><br />Joun: hala feek 7yatie walhana 3laik<br /><br />I was unbuttoning his shirt as I was saying that since I dont have time to waste.<br /><br />3azzam: aah walhana 3ly WALHANA 3ly?<br /><br />Joun: inrou7 our room<br /><br />I got up, taking his hand leading him into our bedroom. I pushed him onto the bed and sat on his rock hard abs. Using my fingers I traced each, and every single defined muscle on his body.<br /><br />It drove him insane, I saw it in his eyes<br /><br />3azzam: baby<br /><br />he pleadingly said<br /><br />I kissed his neck playing with his hair, it literally moved him onto another planet.<br /><br />i7m, lets just say I took advantage of my husband and I am damn proud of it.<br /><br />I started playing with his hair cause I needed him to fall asleep, and it worked like a charm 20 minutes later he was fast asleep. I hopped into the shower after messaging Bu sul6an and telling him to come.<br /><br />I changed, and tip toed downstairs and waited in the garden, as soon as I saw his car I walked over to him.<br /><br />him: um 7areb shfeech 5ar3teny<br /><br />Joun: mafeny shay bs I have something I know I shouldnt give it to you but you have to read this.<br /><br />I handed him the diary.<br /><br />Joun: read it tonight, anything and everything you read stays with you fahem<br /><br />him: inshalah<br /><br />Joun: Drop it off at work tomorrow sam3?<br /><br />him: haha inshalah yala dshay before your husband thinks we are up to something<br /><br />Joun: w0uldnt you like that bye<br /><br />him: bye<br /><br />Dshait il bait wna 5yfa I dont know if I did the right thing or not, but 5ala9 I gave him the diary o allah yaster. I crawled back into bed with my baby and fell asleep happy and content.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />BU SUL6AN<br /><br />pixie shino pixie? fta7 il kitab o shft writing okay so its a diary bs whose diary is it. I put the book on the passenger seat o ri7t il duwanya g3dt for 3 hours b3dain 5thait bandero 3shan awady il bait<br /><br />bandar: shino hatha?<br /><br />him: ma adree<br /><br />bandar: ha shino ma tadree<br /><br />him: um 7areb gave it to me and asked me to read it o galatly il kalam ily maktoub stays with me<br /><br />bandar: ahaa<br /><br />he placed the diary on the dashboard respecting ina the book was meant for me o he know I would tell him once I read it.<br /><br />I took a shower and got into bed o started reading.<br /><br />"today they hit me"<br /><br />"I had to go to the hospital"<br /><br />"I know have 8 scars on my body"<br /><br />"jaikara"<br /><br />"no one loves you"<br /><br />"joun feels sorry for you thats is why she puts up with you"<br /><br />"I saw him"<br /><br />"I couldnt take my eyes off him"<br /><br />"I miss him"<br /><br />"I love him"<br /><br />"I hate him, but I love him"<br /><br />"him"<br /><br />"bu sul6an"<br /><br />g3dt 4 hours reading the diary 3ainy 6l3t she went through all of that, she dealt with all of that and she had no one to take care of her, to love her, to hold her la o foug hatha she not only likes me but she loves me.<br /><br />9aber 9aber<br /><br />it7bny?<br /><br />araya it7bny?<br /><br />ma gdart anam mistanis<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />9:00 am<br /><br />I took the diary o dropped it 3nd Joun bl dawam.<br /><br />Joun: so<br /><br />him: yeah<br /><br />Joun: any thoughts?<br /><br />him: laish ma gltely Joun<br /><br />Joun: I just found out ina she is in love with you<br /><br />him: not that part Joun her family<br /><br />Joun: bu sul6an hatha 3my he is family, I am not proud of it but they are what can I do ya3nee<br /><br />him: shloun they treat her that way<br /><br />Joun: I really dont know bs no one knows hm oboy ma yadre<br /><br />him: we have to do something<br /><br />Joun: we?<br /><br />him: ee we Joun ana a7ibha<br /><br />Joun: you think b9er shay bainkum?<br /><br />him: ma adre I hope so<br /><br />Joun: I dont know what 3azzam will say to this<br /><br />him: wana shako ib 3azzam Joun you know I am a good person, you know that the whole 5awla thing was all on her not on me<br /><br />Joun: I know but he doesnt<br /><br />I stood up, I was so mad<br /><br />him: wna shako fee<br /><br />I stormed out of her office o r7t il dawam wna afaker ma adre shasawi lazem asawi shay !<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />MAY 17 11:12 pm<br /><br />pixie I thought I lost you, my heart stopped if someone was to find you and read all the things I wrote ... I dont know what I would do ! I need to start doing something with my life, its real boring. Dr.3bdullah emailed me about doing some free lance work for him since I cant come into the office and I agreed but no one is going to know about this.<br /><br />I have been avoiding Saif's calls every time he calls me it seems like marriage is brought up and I just cant find myself marrying him, it wont be fair to him I would be marrying him as my ticket way out of this hell whole and not because I love him.<br /><br />You know how I love, and we know I wont be hearing from him.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />MAY 29 11:00 pm<br /><br />I dont write much cause nothing much is happening but something STRANGE happened today. I was laying in bed, you know the usual.<br /><br />Knock knock<br /><br />me: come in<br /><br />man9or: can I come in<br /><br />me: akeed<br /><br />man9or: shlonich?<br /><br />me: um zaina<br /><br />9ara7tan knt 5yfa laish yaya 3ndy, let me tell you something about my brother man9or, he is super sweet bs he doesnt have a strong personality and that is why my younger brother and father control his thinking and his actions.<br /><br />Even when it comes to hitting me, he never physically hurt me and would try to convince the others to ease up on me.<br /><br />man9or: arent you bored mn hal g3da?<br /><br />me: haha la 3dee I am use to it by now<br /><br />man9or: mm how about we go out<br /><br />me: laa its okay<br /><br />man9or: laish im hungry and I know you havent had dinner<br /><br />me: bs a5af....<br /><br />man9or: ana kalamt oboy dont worry about it<br /><br />I jumped out of bed<br /><br />me: okay can I shower quickly<br /><br />man9or: ee hm ana I need to shower o change, an6urich ta7at okay<br /><br />me: okay<br /><br />I was happy. For the first time in months I was looking forward to something, strange I know but I just needed to leave the house I was starting to feel like a prisoner. Samar and Joun came to visit me and I apologized to her for not being able to attend the milcha, but she assured me that it was just a small family thing but she still wanted me to join.<br /><br />I promised I would come to the wedding whenever it was.<br /><br />She was so happy, oh well obviously I figured out ina it wasnt him, it was his brother.<br /><br />She was glowing mashalah.<br /><br />Anyways, man9or and I headed to Fish market, we chose our food and settled in our chairs.<br /><br />man9or: so?<br /><br />me: haha I dont think we ever were out alone<br /><br />man9or: adree, sorry arooya<br /><br />me: its okay man9ory its not your fault<br /><br />man9or: it kinda is ana o5och ilkbeer I should be there for you to protect you<br /><br />me: I dont blame you I know its not you bs ana mo fahma laish they do what they do ana ma swait lihum shay<br /><br />man9or: its not you shofay ever since my mother baba was lost she was the love of his life, b3dain he met your mom o he was looking for someone to take care of him and his two sons your mother forget him and she took care of us then you came and he thought he would lose her to you at first he use to hit her for neglecting you and then when he knew he couldnt hit her anymore he would hit you because you were so young and fragile and for some reason 3bala rjoula o barako nisa5t oboy<br /><br />me: yeah<br /><br />man9or: i7na yayen in'3ayer jaw o you smile mo we bring up memories right<br /><br />me: right<br /><br />I faked a smile because my brother was trying right.<br /><br />While we were enjoying our dinner here is what happened at home.<br /><br />The house phone was ringing and after Loreta answered, she informed my mother it was someone for him.<br /><br />mama: aloo<br /><br />: il salam 3laikum<br /><br />mama: 3laikum il salam<br /><br />: sam7eny ya um man9or daga mit25er bs ana o banaty naby neyey inshouf bntkum<br /><br />mama: ee 7yakum allah ib bait baitkum<br /><br />: alah e7yech mita enasbich?<br /><br />mama: mita ma 7baitaw tyoun<br /><br />: youm il arb3a ensabich?<br /><br />mama: ee akeed<br /><br />: 3la 5air inshalah b3d 9alat il m'3rb inshalah<br /><br />mama: inshalah m3a il salama<br /><br />: alah esalmich<br /><br /><br /><br />After dinner man9or and I went for a walk 3l ba7ar then he got me some ice cream and we headed home.<br /><br />mama: zain sharftaw<br /><br />man9or: laish yuma 3sa ma shar<br /><br />mama: la bs t25ar il wagt wain kintaw<br /><br />man9or: 6l3na nit3sha o tmshaina<br /><br />mama: wintay ma 3ndich ilsan? ma adre shloun nas yayoun ya56bounich alah yaster bs<br /><br />me: shino?<br /><br />mama: ee youm il arb3a tjahzay byoun eshofounich<br /><br />man9or: mino yuma?<br /><br />mama: mo muhum aham shay iny bftak minha<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Dialing Joun<br /><br />Joun: babe dgeega o akalmich<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />him: mino araya?<br /><br />Joun: ee laish<br /><br />him: la bs so2al<br /><br />Joun: aha, anyways 3azzam shway o yanzilik<br /><br />him: myloug 3laich the strict mother<br /><br />Joun: really? damn it I dont want to be the push over<br /><br />him: la you wont 3azzamo will<br /><br />Joun: nan6er wnshouf<br /><br /><br /><br />so pixie, should I say yes to him?<br /><br />should I let him rescue me?<br /><br />should he be my way out?<br /><br />would it be fair?<br />My mother woke me up to take me shopping, apparently she wanted me to look good and she believed it would require a lot of work. We bought a dress, heels, she bought me a new pair of diamond ear rings, then we headed off to the saloon where I was waxed, plucked and polished, got my hair curled, got my nails done, we picked up our order of sweets and pastries, then we headed home.<br /><br />mama: abeech jahza 3l 6 sam3a<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br />I went up to my room, tied my hair up and took a short nap to pass the time. Roseline woke me up at 5 I took a quick shower then headed to my mother to do my make up, her orders not mine.<br /><br />Thankfully she kept it simple.<br /><br />The door bell rang at 6.<br /><br />mama: yala nizlay salmay 3la murt 5alich<br /><br />I looked up at her with, terrified.<br /><br />me: murt 5aly? wh ... why is she here?<br /><br />mama: mala da3y il as2la ro7ay salmay 3laiha kany nazla<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br />I walked down the stairs, with my heart beating louder than my heels against the marble staircase. I walked down the hallway making my way to the guest living room.<br /><br />me: il salam 3laikum<br /><br />um-saif: w 3laikum il salam hala arooya mashalah 3laich 9ij 3rous<br /><br />me: tslmeen 5alty<br /><br />6ab3an everything was clear to me at the moment, Saif was the one who proposed, but why didnt he tell me I know he wanted to marry me, he constantly mentioned it but I never thought he would go through with it.<br /><br />mama: hala 3lya shlonich?<br /><br />um-saif: b5air wain 5awatich?<br /><br />mama: they are on there way now, arooy gomay shofay Loretta 5aleha ityeeb il chai wl gahwa<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br />I got up and headed to the kitchen, but made a quick detour and called Joun.<br /><br />Joun: alaa<br /><br />me: its me listen its saif<br /><br />Joun: what?<br /><br />me: its saif murt 5aly tawha yat o 5alaty are on the way<br /><br />Joun: what are you going to say?<br /><br />me: ma adree, I have to go someone arrived I can hear them bye<br /><br />Joun: bye<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Joun's mind was racing, it couldnt be Saif he told her he was proposing.<br /><br />She called him.<br /><br />him: hala um 7areb<br /><br />Joun: WAINICK<br /><br />him: bwady il ahal bait araya shfeech<br /><br />Joun: WHAT?<br /><br />him: shfeech why are you screaming<br /><br />Joun: because murt 5alha is there and her son wants araya<br /><br />him: NA3AM<br /><br />Joun: akeed fee misunderstanding<br /><br />him: shasawi al7een<br /><br />Joun: you cant back out now, 5ala9 they are expecting you<br /><br />him: alah yaster, 5ala9 joun akalmich b3dain okay<br /><br />Joun: 6amny<br /><br />him: inshalah<br /><br /><br /><br />I sat down with my aunts and murt 5aly for about half an hour and then the bell rang again. I looked over at my mother and she had a smile on her face.<br /><br />I was confused.<br /><br />them: il salam 3laikum<br /><br />us: w 3laikum il salam<br /><br />mama: 7y allah mn yana<br /><br />his mother: alah e7yeech ya um man9or<br /><br />mama: nwartw il bait<br /><br />his mother: imnwr bhala<br /><br />They sat down, and were looking at me with a loving smile.<br /><br />Now I was really confused.<br /><br />his mother: mashalah hathy bntkum?<br /><br />my mother was now sitting next to me<br /><br />mama: ee hathy arayte il '3alya<br /><br />his mother: mashalah 3laiha alah e7af'6ha w5aleha lich<br /><br />mama: tslmeen<br /><br />My mother introduced my aunts and murt 5aly, and it was his mother, 2 of his aunts and both sisters. The ladies were talking and I was just staring in my lap.<br /><br />his mother: wain tsht'3lain araya?<br /><br />mama: laa bntna ma tsht'3l<br /><br />His mother was taken back by my mother, she didnt let me say a single word.<br /><br />his mother: o min wain t5arjtay<br /><br />mama: jam3at il kuwait<br /><br />rand: araya could you please show me where the rest room is<br /><br />I smiled and got up to take her to the guest restrooms.<br /><br />rand: araya<br /><br />me: na3am<br /><br />rand: mm, shofay bu sul6an asked me to give you his number wna il 9ara7a I refused but he is really worried about you and bs yaby y6amn 3laich<br /><br />I just blushed, I couldnt even answer her. She handed me the paper with his number and I held on to it as my life depended on it. His family were pleasant, talking and laughing and 2 hours later they excused himself.<br /><br />I heard Rand calling him and I couldnt help but smile.<br /><br />As soon as they left, the comments started.<br /><br />5alty Mais: haa shrayich ?<br /><br />mama: mn 9ijich no way<br /><br />my heart sank deeper than the titanic<br /><br />um-saif: laish mashalah 3laihum imbayn 3laihum 5oush nas<br /><br />mama: la la not my style<br /><br />5alty Mais: okay bs mo intay ily bta5then wldhum aroya is<br /><br />mama: whya malha kilma 3ndy, kalamy ana ily yamshe<br /><br />I ran out of the living room and up to my room, throwing myself on my bed. I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry.<br /><br />I wanted him.<br /><br /><br />2 hours later<br /><br /><br />Joun Calling<br /><br />me: *crying* please pick me up I dont want to live here please jouny<br /><br />Joun: 7beebty shfeech?<br /><br />me: please t3aly<br /><br />Joun: yala yala I am coming right now<br /><br />I got out of bed and pulled out a bag from the closet filling it with necessities. I quickly changed into a track suite and walked down quietly.<br /><br />Meanwhile,<br /><br />Calling Bu Sul6an<br /><br />Joun: bu sul6an bsr3a pick me up inrou7 3nd araya ana 7asa b9er shay<br /><br />him: wainich im coming now<br /><br />Joun: ana bl bait yala ta3al<br /><br />him: send me her number<br /><br />Joun: okay<br /><br /><br />The house was quiet, my heart was pounding I knew I shouldnt be doing this but I couldnt take it anymore. I made it down the stairs, across the hallway, down the few steps when my phone rang I quickly answered.<br /><br />me: aloo<br /><br />him: rytee<br /><br />me: *crying* I need you please ta3ly laish you left me<br /><br />him: im sorry 7beebty im sorry im coming now ni6reny im picking you up<br /><br />barak: ARAYA<br /><br />I froze in my place. I didnt turn around to see him, I didnt have to I could tell from his tone just how mad he was.<br /><br />him: araya ... araya ... alooo<br /><br />All he heard was a loud slap then my phone dropped to the floor.<br /><br />He shut the phone and called Joun.<br /><br />Joun: ha wainik<br /><br />him: JOUN WAIN 3AZZAM<br /><br />Joun: sh shfeek bu sul6an, shfeeha araya<br /><br />him: ma adree ma adree bs sm3t barak o he heard us talking wain 3azzam o oboch lazem eyoun<br /><br />Joun: inshalah inshalah<br /><br />Joun called her father quickly explaining everything. 3azzam and her picked up Joun's father and drove over to my house where he found bu sul6an waiting impatiently.<br /><br />He had a million questions but right now it wasnt the right time.<br /><br />They kept ringing the bell, and finally Roseline opened with a terrified look.<br /><br />roseline: she is not moving, she is not moving<br /><br />He pushed the door open and ran in to see me laying there on the floor lifeless in my own puddle of blood.<br /><br />3my: MBARAK<br /><br />baba: ....<br /><br />He carried me and ran out of the house with Joun. 3azzam decided to stay with his father in law in case things got physical. He had me in his lap and just kept saying my name over and over again.<br /><br />him: araya 7beebty araya talk to me open your eyes baby please araya .. araya ... rytee .... arooya baby 5ala9 5ala9 im here please gomay<br /><br />Joun: is she breathing<br /><br />him: ma adree ma adree ma adree araya araya araya<br /><br /><br /><br />3my: mn mita wnt i6ig bntik?<br /><br />baba: malik shu'3ul<br /><br />He moved closer to him grabbing his shirt.<br /><br />3my: INT MYNOON HATHY BNTIK BNTIK FAHEM SHINO Y3NEE BINTIK B'3AIT ITMWT-HA MALHA GA3DA 3NDIK SAM3 ANA B5TH-HA 3NDY<br /><br />baba: bs hathy bnty<br /><br />3my: int fahem shino ya3ne bntik?<br /><br />3azzam o 3my left my house and followed us to the hospital. I was sent to the operating room instantly since I was bleeding internally and they had to control that.<br /><br />Joun: wha... what if she ...<br /><br />him: please joun dont say it please<br /><br />3azzam: ha sh9ayer<br /><br />him: she is in the operating room twhum d5iloha we have to wait<br /><br />3my went to sit next to his daughter trying to console her since he was worried about her health with the baby.<br /><br />Bu sul6an looked at 3azzam with sad eyes.<br /><br />him: a7ibha 3azzam o abeha I dont want to play around, lazem itgoum please gouly ra7 itgoum<br /><br />3azzam hugged his friend trying to find the right words to settle his feelings.<br /><br />But he couldnt.<br /><br />No one knew what was going to happen.<br /><br />After for what seemed like days, the doctor finally stepped out of the operating room and he looked worried. Bu sul6an was the first one to reach to him.<br /><br />him: ha dictor shlounha?<br /><br />Dr: wain oboha?<br /><br />3my: mo mwjoyd bs ana 3mha<br /><br />Dr: tf'9al m3y shway bl maktab<br /><br />Bu sul6an was anxious he wanted to know if I was okay.<br /><br />3my: 3sa ma shar dictor 6amneny<br /><br />Dr: wala il 9ara7a ma aby alif wdour il bnt imbayn 3laiha she is being abused o 7ta itha btgouly it was an accident aw its coincidence that for the past 4 years she has been in here almost every other month ib ra7tik but I wont believe you<br /><br />3my: I wont say its not true<br /><br />Dr: the girl cannot take it anymore, not only physically but emotionally the girl is slowly dying every time she comes to us, intaw ma la7'6taw il bnt is out of life, she doesnt talk she doesnt laugh dymen brou7a o hal shay mo 6ab3y for a 23 year old girl<br /><br />3my: shino il 7l dictor ana ma knt adre bly e9er ana in9idamt lmn bntay galatly<br /><br />Dr: tgdar itqadem shakwa aw bala'3 3ly e9er and I have more than enough proof to show ina she is being abused by her family<br /><br />3my: lazem afaker dictor hatha o5oy<br /><br />Dr: il bnt bl 3nya bn5aleha for a few days intab3 7alt-ha o b3dain we will move her to a room<br /><br />3my: mashkour dictor!<br /><br />Just as my uncle was about to share the news of my health to everyone man9or walked in with tears in his eyes. He look like he has seen a ghost!<br /><br />man9or: wainha wainha<br /><br />Bu sul6an ran over to him grabbing him from his shirt, but 3azzam pushed him away<br /><br />him: 5alny athb7a<br /><br />3my: bu sul6an yuba hathy o5oha<br /><br />him: walla in ma gamat matloum ila nafsik SAM3<br /><br />man9or: 3my ... ana .... wainha ....<br /><br />3my: ehya bl 3nya al7en o m3a il ayam bnshouf 7alt-ha<br /><br />man9or: 3my walla ma knt adree, ana rdait il bait o rosey galatly o ri7t 3nd oboy o kalamta o walla 3my ana ma knt ra'9y bly 9eer o kl ma kanaw e6igonha knt a7awel fehum bs ma7d kan ysm3ly fa knt a6l3 mn il bait adre iny o5oha bs hathy oboy<br /><br />3my: bs man9or int il rayal mfrou'6 t7meha ehya shthanbha<br /><br />man9or: walla adree ya 3my<br /><br />Man9or broke down crying, he couldnt handle it he knew he should have been a better brother he knew he should have protected me but he just couldnt take it. He couldnt stand in my father's way.<br /><br />3my: 5ala9 yuba 5ala9 man9or int rayal she needs you now<br /><br />Jara7 and Samar walked into the hospital. As soon as jara7 saw his brother his heart ached for him, he walked over to him and hugged him.<br /><br />jara7: ra7 itgoum ya bu sul6an lat7aty<br /><br />him: alah ysm3 minik<br /><br />Samar went to comfort Joun who wasnt doing any better.<br /><br />3my: baba jouny mo zain 3laich wintay 7amel 7beebty riday il bait m3a 3azzam o irta7y shway o ro7ay 6amnay omich b3d<br /><br />3azzam: yala baby t3aly<br /><br />Joun: ayshay e9er call me, o bacher il 9b7 ityebny<br /><br />3azzam: inshalah 7beebty yala gomay, 3my 6amena 3laiha o ayshay tby kalmny<br /><br />3my: inshalah 7u6aw balikum<br /><br />Jara7 and Samar stayed for half and hour and then left since Samar had to be home. Man9or, 3my and Bu sul6an stayed.<br /><br />I had 3 broken rips, a dislocated shoulder, broken arm, fractured leg, my cheek bone was bruised badly and so was my collar bone.<br /><br />Bu sul6an spent his days in the hospital. He would be the last one to leave and the first one to arrive. I was in the ICU for 3 days so he would just stand and watch me from behind the glass.<br /><br />He broke everyone's heart.<br /><br />He didnt eat.<br /><br />He didnt sleep.<br /><br />HE just stood there watching me.<br /><br />3my: yuba bu sul6an ta3al ig3ad shway<br /><br />He didnt want to turn him down so he went to sit next to him. No one has talked about why he was constantly there, but it was clear.<br /><br />3my: inshalah btgoum bl salama<br /><br />him: inshalah, 3my ana youm 9arat il salfa ahaly kanaw 3ndaha 3my ana abeha ma aby a3esh mn '3airha bs 5ayf ahlha ma yr'9oun feny shasawi gouly shasawi<br /><br />3my: lat7aty aw3dik inha lik<br /><br />him: 9ij 3my<br /><br />3my: akeed bu sul6an int rayal wlni3m feek o ma ra7 alga a7ad e5af 3laiha akthar minik whya mi7taja a7ad yhtam feeha o e7ibha<br /><br />him: ana b7u6ha ib galby 3my lat7aty<br /><br />3my: 5ala9 3yal int lat7aty ana akalm oboha w9er 5air inshalah, ma taby itrou7 il bait itray7lik shway 9arlik cham youm mo nayem<br /><br />him: 5ala9 ana mashy al7en bs ayshay e9er kalmony<br /><br />3my: inshalah<br /><br />He wanted to be happy, he wanted to believe what my uncle promised him but he knew in the end it was her father's decision which is why he was feeling uneasy.<br /><br />He headed over to his grandfather's house since they started working on his room.<br /><br />him: il salam 3laikum<br /><br />mother: w 3laikum il salam<br /><br />him: ha yuma shlonich<br /><br />mother: il 7imdilah yuma shaklik t3ban<br /><br />He sat down next to her<br /><br />him: ee wala yuma ta3ban<br /><br />mother: yuma ma medany akalmik 3n araya<br /><br />He quickly sat up wanted to hear what his mother thought of her<br /><br />mother: yuma ma t9l7lik il bnt<br /><br />him: na3am?<br /><br />mother: ee yuma il bnt ma titkalam, a7is malha sha59ya wnt it7ib itsolif o t6l3 wtrou7 o il 9ara7a omha ma ry7tny<br /><br />him: ana btzawjha ehya wla omha<br /><br />mother: ism3ny ya bu sul6an il bnt ma t9l7lik int ma 63tny m3a 5awla o shouf sh9ar ma buga a7ad ma tikalm 3nik, 9irt 3lch b7louj il nas, 5awla itbalt 3la o5ok o bdl ma it9adg o5ok wnt 3rf tarbeta 5thait-ha o 6l3t ib shuqa w7na siktna leana glna il muhum inik mirta7 o shouf bl a5eer shswait int ma fakart ib a7ad '3airk ma fakart ib 5awatik ily ma7ad 6aq babna ys2l 3nhum int wagft n9ebhum<br /><br />His mother left him in his own thoughts, guilt started to eat him up. She was right, people think it was him who cheated. Rand just graduated from university and no one has asked about her, and its not because she isnt pretty or san3a she was but maybe his mother was right it was his fault.<br /><br />He headed to his room to take a shower, hoping the water would drain his thoughts but it didnt work.<br /><br />knock knock<br /><br />rand: bu sul6an<br /><br />him: come in rand<br /><br />Rand sat down next to him on the bed and placed her hand on his.<br /><br />rand: shfeek 7beeby tell me whats bothering you<br /><br />him: mafeny shay laish<br /><br />rand: again I ask you shfeeck<br /><br />him: omy sam3tny kalam and I think its right<br /><br />rand: shgalat<br /><br />him: ina araya ma t9l7ly<br /><br />rand: but she loves you and you love her<br /><br />him: a3shqha mo bs a7ibha<br /><br />rand: so what is the problem<br /><br />him: she didnt like her mother, o galat ma t9la7ly wnha mo ra'9ya o she brought up the whole 5awla thing o galat iny intaw ma7ad yakum bcause of ily 9ar<br /><br />rand: haa mn 9ijik? il zawaj qsma o n9eb ana twny mit5arja o mahola lail7en bl thanwya that doesnt mean ra7at 3laina b3dain ma tadre ymken we dont get married o its better than us marrying a guy who hits us, aw cheats on us 9a7<br /><br />him: akeed<br /><br />rand: so dont you dare think about kalmha sam3ny araya galbha aby'9 mo mithel 5awla, o she loves you o she is good for you 9adgny<br /><br />him: she is in the hospital<br /><br />rand: shino?<br /><br />He told her everything, and her ached for me even though she met me once but she saw how much I meant to her brother, and he meant the world to her.<br /><br />He even told her the truth about 5awla.<br /><br />rand: inta lat7aty wnshalah btkoun mn n9ebik<br /><br />him: inshalah<br /><br />rand: laish ma teyey tit3sha ma3y?<br /><br />him: la wala mly nfs bs banam<br /><br />rand: okay aby ayey m3ak il mustashfa bacher<br /><br />him: 5ala9 okay wake me up at 9 please mo tit25rain<br /><br />rand: inshalah yala good night<br /><br />Rand headed to her mothers room where she explained to her everything, she even told he that 5awla was the one who cheated on him and not the opposite.<br /><br />mother: b3d galby 3la wldy<br /><br />rand: mama dont tell him I told you he doesnt want anyone to know<br /><br />mother: lat7aten yuma, intay ro7ay shoufay il bnt o 6amneny 3laiha<br /><br />rand: inshalah yuma<br /><br />The next morning he was awakened by his sister, they stopped for fa6ayer and 9aj sandwiches then headed to the hospital. I had been in a room for 2 days now and according to the doctor I was doing well.<br /><br />Man9or hasnt been in to see me but he was in the hospital.<br /><br />When bu sul6an and rand arrived no one was there yet, they came into my room and as soon as he stepped in I opened my eyes.<br /><br />him: arooya 7beebty<br /><br />I just looked at him.<br /><br />He called the doctor and they checked everything and il 7imdilah all was going well, they took me off the respirator but I needed the oxygen mask to help me breath.<br /><br />He sat down next to me holding my hand.<br /><br />him: 7imdilah 3la salamtich<br /><br />I removed the mask, tried clearing my voice<br /><br />me: alah esalmik<br /><br />my voice was faint and barely audible but I just wanted to talk to him.<br /><br />him: sh sh sh 7beebty dont talk<br /><br />He placed the mask on me once again and he just sat there looking at me, playing with my hair. We were completely oblivious to his sister, and to Jara7 and Samar he walked in. I was in pain, but having him close to me made it all better.<br /><br />I loved him.<br /><br />He loved me.<br /><br />I just wanted to be with him.<br />Everyone was thrilled that I was awake and after endless pleading from my uncle man9or finally came in to see me. Since I had a pipe down my throat for 6 days my words were just a bit slurry, it was hard to talk, it actually hurt.<br /><br />Man9or looked like he hadnt slept in days, it broke my heart. Then I started thinking about my parents, neither one came to see me and I doubt they asked.<br /><br />man9or: 7imdilah 3la salamtich<br /><br />me: a ... a .. alaah e esal esalmik<br /><br />man9or: shfeha ma titkalm 3del?<br /><br />he was terrified.<br /><br />3my: 3dy man9or il dictor gal yabelha cham youm bs wtrid titkalm 3dy<br /><br />man9or sat down next to me on my bed, he was just looking at me. I was purple especially my face. Honestly I looked different, but at the time I dont think it mattered, I was just happy.<br /><br />Joun: baba when can she leave<br /><br />3my: wala ma adre 3la il dictor<br /><br />man9or: bt5alonha itrid il bait?<br /><br />3my: la r7 tyey 3ndy<br /><br />man9or: la 3my 5alha itrid il bait o ana a7u6 baly 3laiha<br /><br />Joun: LA sorry man9or so we wont take the risk<br /><br />3my: 5alha trta7 3ndina cham youm b3dain e9er 5air o int man9or il bait baitik 3my mita ma tby itshoufha 7yak<br /><br />man9or: inshalah<br /><br />I could see he wanted me to home but I couldnt.<br /><br />Joun: rosey keeps asking about you kl shway she calls me wt7in<br /><br />I smiled, I wish I could just live in a house with just Rosey and I.<br /><br />one can only dream right pixie?<br /><br />I hadnt seen him since the morning, but every time someone walks in I look at the door hoping its him but no.<br /><br /><br /><br />After staying with me for an hour, he headed out with his sister and went back home.<br /><br />mother: bu sul6an<br /><br />staqfar allah walla ta3ban<br /><br />him: hala yuma<br /><br />mother: yuma sam7ny 3la kalam ams ana aby sa3aditk inta im3wr galby 3la 7altik<br /><br />him: yuma lat7ateen ana aham shay 3ndy itkonen ra'9ya 3ly<br /><br />mother: akeed ra'9ya 3laik wtha int 7as ina araya ily t9la7lik ana imwafqa<br /><br />he wanted to scream, the fact that his mother was against the marriage at the beginning bothered him.<br /><br />him: yuma ugh araya bl mustashfa<br /><br />mother: 3sa ma shar shfeha?<br /><br />Even though she heard the story she was thrilled her son wanted to share with her. He told her how my family abuses me, and its not my fault and I am the way I am because of how I was treated.<br /><br />mother: 5ala9 btro7laha il laila?<br /><br />him: ee laish<br /><br />mother: aby arou7 m3ak<br /><br />He walked over to his mother kissing the crown of her head.<br /><br />They decided after 9alat ilm'3rb they would come see me.<br /><br />Joun: arooya<br /><br />me: mm<br /><br />It was just the two of us in the room, 3azzam went to get some dinner for everyone. 3my went back home to rest and come back, and man9or was going to bring Rosey, tea and come back.<br /><br />Joun: are you in pain?<br /><br />I nodded<br /><br />Joun: tben anady il nurse t36ech pain killer<br /><br />I shook my head no.<br /><br />Joun: will you eat something for me?<br /><br />I just smiled, she knew the answer.<br /><br />So bu sul6an. I looked up at her with my rosy cheeks.<br /><br />Joun: as much as I was fighting against the two of you, I will fight for you now you knew he was married right<br /><br />me: mm<br /><br />Joun: did he tell you what happened<br /><br />me: la<br /><br />Joun: they werent dating, but he saw her and he liked her irta7 I guess and even though everyone stood against him he went through with it and she gave him such a hard time and would start trouble with his mother and sisters but his mother mashalah 3laiha galbha kbeer and she would put up with her for him, apparently he caught her cheating<br /><br />me: w what?<br /><br />Joun: I dont know the specifics but for the longest time I thought he was the one who cheated and that is why I was against him and you but he then explained everything to me<br /><br />me: so h he isnt a b bad b boy?<br /><br />Joun: hahah la 7uby he is a great guy<br /><br />Just on cue he walked in with his mother<br /><br />them: il salam 3laikum<br /><br />us: w 3laikum il salam<br /><br />Joun: hala 5alty shlonich?<br /><br />his mother: b5air il 7imdilah intay shlouich m3a il 7amal?<br /><br />Joun: t3b bs il 7imdilah<br /><br />his mother: 7imdilah 3la salamtich araya<br /><br />me: a alah e esalmich 5 5alty<br /><br />him: la titklmain 7beebty irta7y<br /><br />I turned a deep crimson red 7beebty in front of his mother?<br /><br />Joun: bdaina twkum ib awal il 6reej<br /><br />His mother pulled a chair next to me and was looking at me loving, my insides were burning. Joun distracted his mother talking about birth and babies while he leaned in to talk to me.<br /><br />him: shlonich?<br /><br />me: zaina<br /><br />him: Joun galatly ma kalaity shay 9ij<br /><br />me: ee<br /><br />him: laish baba<br /><br />me: mo yo3ana<br /><br />him: bs you are weak lazem taklen, 3shany please<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br />Man9or and Rosey walked in, she ran over to me and hugged me while she cried.<br /><br />Joun: rosey 5ala9 she is fine why are you crying<br /><br />3my also walked in greeting everyone and he was followed by 3azzam. The men stepped outside since I needed to get up and use the restroom. Every move hurt because of my broken ribs.<br /><br />I managed to eat half a sandwich but the pain I was in was excruciating.<br /><br />3my: man9or bu sul6an 6alb ed i5tik wna wafgt bs int o5oho il kber wl kilma kilmitik shrayik?<br /><br />man9or: il 9ara7a 3my ana m3ndy mani3 bs oboy shloun<br /><br />3my: ana kalamta o galy ina araya bnty o uhwa mala shu'3ul bs ana aby rayik<br /><br />man9or: bu sul6an rayal wlni3m fee<br /><br />him: tslam yal '3aly<br /><br />3azzam: ha inbarkla<br /><br />man9or: barkola<br /><br />3my hugged him congratulating him.<br /><br />3my: 7u6ha b3yonik tara ehya '3alya 3laina<br /><br />him: lat7aty 3my araya bl galb<br /><br />3my walked in to break the good news.<br /><br />3my: mabrook arooytee<br /><br />me: 3la shino?<br /><br />3my: 3la bu sul6an<br /><br />They are killing me, I couldnt stop blushing. Laish il i7raj!<br /><br />him: man9or mita ngdar namilich?<br /><br />his mother: haa laish mist3yl<br /><br />him: ma aby an6er yuma<br /><br />man9or: 5alha t6l3 mn il mustashfa<br /><br />him: laa laish inyeb il malach ehny<br /><br />Joun: il bnt malha ry? b3dain naby enjahzlaha<br /><br />him: 3dy namlich o i5thaw ra7tkum bl tjheez<br /><br />3my: ha man9or<br /><br />man9or: haa arooy<br /><br />They all turned to look at me; him, his mother, Joun, 3azzam, 3my, rosey and man9or and I think I looked like a blob of red paint.<br /><br />I didnt have to answer, it showed.<br /><br />3my: 3la 5air inshalah namlich b3d yomain<br /><br />He wanted to jump in and say tomorrow bs ist7a.<br /><br />So pixie I guess I am marrying him.<br /><br />He left the hospital with his mother, 3azzam took Joun home because she wasnt feeling well, 3my had to leave and it was just man9or rosey and myself.<br /><br />man9or: intay ra'9ya fee<br /><br />me: um ee you dont think he is good?<br /><br />man9or: mn ily shfta he is o 3my trusts him<br /><br />me: um man9or<br /><br />man9or: they asked about you and I told them you were doing better<br /><br />I looked away.<br /><br />rosey: you only ate half a sandwich eat the other half<br /><br />me: maby<br /><br />rosey: ay araya eat I will call the doctor, why you dont marry the doctor he has better job<br /><br />man9or: hahaa rosey<br /><br />rosey: im serious he is handsome also and doctor<br /><br />man9or: mynoona hathy, yala rosey ill take you home and ill call the nurse to give you a pain killer 3shan itnameen okay<br /><br />me: okay<br /><br />I was left alone, as strange as it sounded I was actually happy. I needed time to think, everything so happened. I went from almost dying to getting married in 2 days.<br /><br />I am getting married after tomorrow.<br /><br />He is going to be my husband after tomorrow.<br /><br />holy crap<br /><br />after tomorrow.<br />So im going to be married in less than 24 hours, I know I never thought I would be saying that. Actually I never thought I would be getting married so suddenly, while im all banged up. Let me fill you in on what happened.<br /><br />The day before katb il kitab.<br /><br />Doctor: haa araya shlonich<br /><br />me: zaina, mita agdar a6l3<br /><br />Doctor: today if you would like<br /><br />me: 9ij ?<br /><br />Doctor: ee walla bs its going to be hard 3laich fa you will need help for the first few days<br /><br />me: its okay ill manage<br /><br />Doctor: lat5aleny I pass by to make sure you are okay<br /><br />okay I didnt know if he was flirting or just being a good doctor, regardless, he walked in the second the doctor said that. He gave both of us a look then pulled a chair next to me and held my hand in an attempt to "Claim me."<br /><br />The doctor smiled and excused himself.<br /><br />him: ashofich mistansa<br /><br />me: ee I can leave today<br /><br />him: aha<br /><br />me: shfeeck?<br /><br />him: what did I walk in on?<br /><br />me: um nothing<br /><br />him: o all the giggling o smiles<br /><br />me: are you serious?<br /><br />him: ee shino shakly im joking<br /><br />me: he is my doctor<br /><br />him: okay witha y3nee<br /><br />I looked at him stunned, this was a side to him I hadnt seen but was he really jealous because I was talking to my doctor?<br /><br />Joun: wow you can cut the tension with a knife<br /><br />him: ana mashy itha tben shay call me<br /><br />me: okay<br /><br />We waited for him to leave then she asked me.<br /><br />Joun: shfee?<br /><br />me: ma adree, imagine he walked in o I was talking to my doctor o galy what did I walk in on o I dont know what<br /><br />Joun: 7uby its okay after what he had gone through lazem eshik shway<br /><br />me: bs im not like her<br /><br />Joun: I know, and he will see that I promise<br /><br />me: I hope so, we arent married yet o hathy awalha<br /><br />Joun: welcome to married life<br /><br />me: you arent making it sound pleasant<br /><br />Joun: it is babe bs its not easy, and its not always life its hard making 2 people live 1 life<br /><br />I stayed quiet, I dont think it hit me just how serious the step I was taking. It wasnt as simple as going out it was going to be a life altering decision.<br /><br />I was scared.<br /><br />I got ready to leave, Joun and 3azzam have prepared their guest room for me since it was on the bottom floor and it was a mini suit in case Bu sul6an wanted to sleep over after we were officially together.<br /><br />Rosey had packed my clothes and my personal belongings and set it all up in my room at the house, the thing is I still havent talked to him about where I were to live.<br /><br />man9or: ha are you ready<br /><br />me: ee<br /><br />man9or: wain bu sul6an?<br /><br />me: um galy he will meet us ib bait 3azzam<br /><br />man9or: akeed you dont want to live it home I promise you I will take better care of you I wont leave your side bs I need you there<br /><br />me: I wish I could 7beeby bs I dont want to risk it<br /><br />him: o ana mo ra'9y<br /><br />I didnt know if I was happy, scared, or just numb.<br /><br />Man9or left me with him 3la ma he went to get the car.<br /><br />me: um I didnt get a chance to ask you about where I was staying, I hope you dont mind that im staying at 3azzam and Joun's place right?<br /><br />him: akeed 7beebty, ana knt bgolich itha tben tsknen 3ndy bs my apartment still isnt ready bs awal mat5al9 we will furnish it o move in shrayich<br /><br />me: ee perfect<br /><br />him: omy s2ltny itha tben 3rs<br /><br />me: honestly la we can have a small party bl bait 3dee<br /><br />him: ily tbena rytee o im sorry about over reacting<br /><br />me: its okay 7beeby<br /><br />him: ya 7ilo hl klma minich, shaklich t3bana<br /><br />me: I am it hurts when I stand<br /><br />him: tbeny ashelich?<br /><br />me: laaa<br /><br />He moved closer to me 7sait b6e7 mn zoud ma he makes me dizzy.<br /><br />him: laish<br /><br />me: um bs not now<br /><br />him: so tomorrow ha<br /><br />I turned crimson red.<br /><br />him: my9er tst7en<br /><br />I was saved by the bell, man9or called Bu sul6an informing him he was out front. He sat me down on a wheel chair and wheeled me over to the car, where he carried me into the back seat then drove behind us.<br /><br />His mother, 3my and murta, 3azzam, Joun, Samar, Jara7 and rosey were all waiting for me. Joun asked Rosey to just live with us, and im guessing my parents didnt mind.<br /><br />We all sat down for dinner, then at 10 everyone called it a night since they had a lot to do for tomorrow. Joun informed me that there would be someone coming in to do my hair and make up and my nails.<br /><br />He waited for me to get ready for bed, with the help of Joun and Rosey I took a shower, changed and snuggled into bed. He knocked on my door making sure I was descent and we stayed up until 1 just talking.<br /><br />It felt great.<br /><br />This was something I was looking forward to.<br /><br />It was a matter of hours before he was officially mine, and I dont know what is in store for us but I can only hope for the best.<br /><br />goodnight pixie.<br />Two years ago today my life started. I got married and even though I didnt have the wedding I always pictured I got something better, I got the perfect man and now we have our 6 month old beautiful baby girl.<br /><br />She has her father's big eyes, but my eye color.<br /><br />I stare at her all day, worried about how I am going to raise her, how I will show her how much she means to us. I just want to hold her in my arms where I know she will be safe, and no one will ever hurt her.<br /><br />She always bursts into laughter when her father carries her and as soon as he cradles her she is quiet and will just sleep in his arm, he always teases me claiming I am jealous.<br /><br />Im not.<br /><br />Out "wedding day" was perfect. I woke up early that morning, excited. I took a bubble bath to calm my nerves, then I had a body scrub which was exhilarating. Joun and I got our hair, make up and nails done at home. I felt like a princess, everything coming to me and all I had to say was "aby."<br /><br />He pampered me with attention that day, and with love. He couldnt believe I was finally his.<br /><br />aah I couldnt believe it either I kept looking over at him.<br /><br />him: shfeech<br /><br />me: nothing<br /><br />knt 9ij miftashla bs I couldnt help myself, he was mine. My husband.<br /><br />him: mistansa<br /><br />me: ee<br /><br />him: it7beny?<br /><br />I just lowered my head embarrassed.<br /><br />I wore a simple pearl white lace dress. We had the party in my uncles house, my parents showed up to congratulate me.<br /><br />mama: swaity ily ib rasich o 5thaity?<br /><br />me:...<br /><br />baba: mabrook yuba<br /><br />me: allah ebarik ib 7yatik<br /><br />baba: ma awa9ek 3laiha<br /><br />him: ehya b3youny<br /><br />They went over to my parents in law congratulated them and then left. I only see them once a month when he takes me to visit, I didnt want to go but he told me it was the right thing to do and I agree.<br /><br />I call my mother every now and then and for some reason I know she was excited about my pregnancy and after I gave birth she came over to bait 3my everyday to see her, since that was where I was.<br /><br />Man9or never left my side, throughout the past two years. He completely transformed into a new man, I am looking for a wife for him, and I only want the best for my brother.<br /><br />I havent seen my brother barak since before the hospital, I get my news from Man9or, nothing good of course.<br /><br />Jara7 and Samar had their wedding ceremony in December, 6 months after my milcha. They had a huge wedding it was breath taking from the flowers, to the decorations and the gowns everything was just immaculate. I remember when I came back from the wedding the conversation I had with him.<br /><br />him: ha baby inshalah istansty<br /><br />me: I did they looked amazing<br /><br />him: la bs mo a7la mna 9a7<br /><br />me: akeed dm int ryle<br /><br />him: wintay murty il zain kila<br /><br />we intertwined our fingers enjoying the bliss and serenity being close to each other brought to us.<br /><br />We moved in our apartment, which was in their house right before the wedding, and we have been living there since. I honestly dont want to leave. When Samar and Jara7 came back from their honeymoon they moved in in his apartment which was across from us.<br /><br />Samar is now 5 months pregnant and we couldnt be happier.<br /><br />Rand, his eldest sister, recently got engaged to a man who works with her so we are currently preoccupied with her wedding arrangements, its such a hassle I am glad I didnt have one.<br /><br />Oh we headed to the Maldives for our honeymoon, we left once I was fully recovered so we could enjoy it fully.<br /><br />And boy did we.<br /><br />I couldnt keep my hands off him.<br /><br />And he loved it.<br /><br />Aah thinking about it makes me tingly all over.<br /><br />A month after Jara7 and Samar's wedding I got pregnant and I had the worst time I was on bed rest because I was so weak and my body couldnt hand the strain of a baby. I was worried I would lose it but il7imdilah she was healthy.<br /><br />I secretly wanted a boy, but I cant imagine my life without her she is my everything.<br /><br />I didnt go back to work but kept doing some free lance work for a few privately owned companies. At first he didnt want me to but I found a way to convince him.<br /><br />him: laish tben you work<br /><br />me: it will get boring if I stay home please 7beeby<br /><br />him: okay<br /><br />me: bs okay?<br /><br />him: ee mo 3jbeny bs itha its what you want then okay<br /><br />I made it up to him that night and he forgot about it in the morning, he just woke up with a smile.<br /><br />Of course jealousy was such an issue for the first year it was just suffocating even when I was pregnant with my baby bump he still thought I might be looking around.<br /><br />Il 7imdilah we are over that.<br /><br />I wanted to stop writing but I just couldnt, you are part of my life pixie and even though I had to buy a new diary, I now just call it pixie junior, sorry original pixie, but now I think its time to stop.<br /><br />I am just happy there is no other way to put it and even though you have been with me through the ups and downs now I can stand on my own two feet and I have him to take care of me and make me forget all the bad because he is the good.<br /><br />Rosey now lives with us and is helping me take care of baby Masa.<br /><br />5alty chose the name and I just loved it.<br /><br />It breaks my heart that my parents dont want to be a part of my life but as bad as it may sound it their loss.<br /><br />Joun, aah joun she has the most adorable, chubbiest baby boy he is almost 18 months old fa tawa bady he gets the hang of running and all he wants to do is just run around everyone, but his chubbiness factor limits his movement, also he gets tired real quick.<br /><br />ya5tee 3laih! mn al7en 3azzam 7ajz bnty for his son, and honestly it would be an honor.<br /><br />They called him R3d, after my husband.<br /><br />I knew weird name huh? but it just enhances his bad boy imagine, my husband that is not baby r3ood.<br /><br />First year of marriage was a roller coaster, good days and bad days but over all nothing too major and we always managed to settle our issues ourselves, we never brought it anyone from our family because we lived it would just further complex our issues.<br /><br />I have to agree.<br /><br />My baby girl is crying out for me so I have to leave you pixie.<br /><br />Just a few things to say.<br /><br />Live each day like its your last.<br /><br />Give your heart to the one you love because even if they might break it they will be the only ones who can put it back together again.<br /><br />Good bye pixie.<br /><br /><br /><br /></div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-41339807093317422252012-04-08T01:19:00.000-07:002012-04-08T01:21:17.688-07:00Pixie Dust part 2 ;**<div><br />I pulled him from his arm o he was now facing me, I placed my right palm on his right cheek and kissed him the exact same place he kissed me.<br /><br />me: 3shan matgouly wain bosty<br /><br />galby wegaf lmn 7sait ib her lips 3la 5ady, rdait lmait-ha b3d mara o trkat-ha m3na I really didnt want to.<br /><br />rikabt syarty o ri7t shalaih wld 5aly.<br /><br />mu3ath (wld 5aly): bu sul6an 6afik sh9ar<br /><br />him: 5air<br /><br />mu3ath: shft il banat ily kanaw 3l jet<br /><br />him: mm<br /><br />mu3ath: om il sh3r il ashqar yatny o galatly "lw sm7t wain ily kan esoug il jet il aswad" gltlaha ina mo mwjoud tadren shradat 3ly?<br /><br />him: shgalat?<br /><br />mu3ath: *Copying the girls voice* tgdar ta36e raqme leany aby akalma<br /><br />3bala bastanas o ba5ith il rawam mna bs tboun il 9ara7a baly kan ma3a o her lips, aaah ya galby<br /><br />mu3ath: akalm mno?<br /><br />him: mu3atho maly 5ulgik int kalmha, 3jbtik?<br /><br />mu3ath: ee walla 7ilwa<br /><br />him: 3laik bl 3fia<br /><br />ma adre mita btgoum o itha btgoum, lazem ashoufha il laila, bacher nazleen il dera o mny shyfha ila next weekend.<br /><br />aaah ya araya shsawaity feny, bs laish it5afen miny b3dain itgolenly dont leave me!<br /><br />o shino salfat all the scars on your body, kl hatha minich aw someone is hurting you<br />PIXIE, I have one word to describe my night with him.<br /><br />WOW!<br /><br />but then something happened.<br /><br />I went down to see him at around 2:30, it was dead silent but I could hear someone singing, but his voice my god was welcoming, soothing and sexy. I made my way down to the ba7ar wearing shorts and his hoodie and I saw him sitting there singing.<br /><br />syr 3laina ya hawa syr 3laina<br /><br />mishtag l3younik ta3al syr 3laina<br /><br />He didnt notice me standing, I couldnt move his mere presence paralyzed me, and now hearing him singing one of my favorite songs, with his deep raspy voice, his body hunched over causing his shirt to outline every muscle. His dark complexion illuminating under the full moon's shine, his dark black shabby hair gently moving with the light breeze, the orange flame burning in his hand.<br /><br />syr wshouf ily jara<br /><br />fe '3aibitik 7aly bara<br /><br />il noum mn 3aina sara<br /><br />wna ant'6ir minik we9al<br /><br />I walked over to him and sat down in his lap, sort of my back was facing his chest and he wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me closer to him as he rested his head on my shoulder. I tilted my head back, closed my eyes and just enjoyed him.<br /><br />him: I didnt think you would come<br /><br />I turned to my left so that I would be looking at him and hugged my knees to me chest.<br /><br />me: its our last day I had to come<br /><br />him: mo t3bana?<br /><br />me: la<br /><br />him: you warm enough<br /><br />me: la<br /><br />I looked up at him flashing him a cheeky smile and he quickly responded by hugging me tightly to him.<br /><br />syr 3la laily wzour<br /><br />hat il gumar 6wgny nour<br /><br />malait mn kither il so2al<br /><br />mishtag l3younik ta3al<br /><br />I placed my hand on his cheek, he closed his eyes and placed his hand on top of me. He inhaled deeply then planted a kiss on my palm.<br /><br />7arakta gave me goosebumps, not the kiss no just the way he closed his eyes and placed his warm hand on top of mine put me over the moon.<br /><br />me: bu sul6an<br /><br />tadroun she9er feny lmn itgoul ismy, aaaah<br /><br />He opened his eyes and gave me a smile.<br /><br />He closed his eyes once again this time he moved in close to me leaning his forehead against mine, and inaudibly whispered.<br /><br />him: b3d mara<br /><br />I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment. I wanted to freeze time, I wanted to stay this way forever.<br /><br />me: bu sul6an hold me tightly<br /><br />He wrapped his arm around me, pulling me closer to him.<br /><br />me: tighter<br /><br />He held me tighter.<br /><br />me: tighter<br /><br />and tighter.<br /><br />him: shfeech rytee?<br /><br />I looked up at him and just smiled.<br /><br />me: mafeny shay laish?<br /><br />He pulled up the sleeve of my hoodie and traced my scar, with his head tilted he looked at me.<br /><br />him: tell me what happened?<br /><br />I just looked down with a tear escaping my eyes.<br /><br />him: whenever you are ready<br /><br />I just nodded and watched him leave a trail of kisses along my scar.<br /><br />la jeteny kl il wfa2<br /><br />wly hajarny lk y3oud<br /><br />wldnya t'97ak ly wafa2<br /><br />w ansa m3ak kl il wjoud<br /><br />him: ma aby ahidich<br /><br />me: dont<br /><br />him: I have to<br /><br />I didnt know if he meant now, or in general.<br /><br />me: will you come next weekend?<br /><br />him: akeed!<br /><br />I just smiled and rested my head on his shoulder once again.<br /><br />He was talking to me about everything. His childhood, his sisters, his parents 7sait I was so much closer to him but I said nothing.<br /><br />I knew he was waiting but I just stayed quiet and he respected that.<br /><br />His tone suddenly went serious and it scared me.<br /><br />him: arooya aby agolich shay<br /><br />I looked up at him terrified I dont know why I just want to scream and tell him please dont tell me I dont want to know.<br /><br />7beebty shaklha 5afat, bs lazem agoulha ma aby tsm3 mn a7ad '3airy<br /><br />him: um I was married, but got a divorce about a year ago<br /><br />3ainha i6la3t<br /><br />me: what?<br /><br />wa5erat 3any o lmn misakt 2edha 9ar5t wna 5ift a7ad ysm3na<br /><br />him: rayte just listen to me please<br /><br />me: latsmeny rytik! I dont belong to you<br /><br />him: hear me out intay laish im39ba?<br /><br />me: leana I knew you were playing around wna .....<br /><br />gmt laha o lmait-ha<br /><br />him: intay shino<br /><br />6al3tny w3younha kilha 7izn<br /><br />me: wala shay aby aoru7 anam ta3bana<br /><br />5altny o misht, bs gabl la idish il shalaih rka'6t laha s7bt-ha o I kissed her.<br /><br />she pushed me away with a shocked look on her face.<br /><br />ma adre laish sawait chithi bs I needed assurance ina she will talk to me again<br /><br />shino ya3ne he was married? I know I should have given him a chance to explain but I couldnt handle it, it was such an amazing night I was happ, he was next to me so close to me, and now ....<br /><br />now I know he belonged to someone else.<br /><br />what if he still loved her?<br /><br />what about me?<br /><br />where do I fit in?<br /><br />bu sul6an<br /><br />araya<br /><br />Yup I made it home peacefully, I was suppose to go to Joun's to sleep over but the parents intervened, 3la 7a'6y. So here I am in bed, curled up waiting for my milk and grilled cheese sandwich and carrots in my pajama trying to not think about the thing that is slowly killing my insides.<br /><br />Joun: hala 3my<br /><br />Baba: hala 5air<br /><br />Joun: 3my ana daga ast2then minik 3shan arooya tnam 3ndina bl bait<br /><br />baba: la<br /><br />joun: laish 3my ehya brou7a bl bait<br /><br />baba: wintay 3ndich rylich bl bait hatha rayal '3reeb tben bnty itnam whwa mwjoud, ana mo lagy bnt bl shar3<br /><br />joun: 5ala9 3my ily tshoufa<br /><br />Hearing my father you would think he truly loved his daughter right?<br /><br />3azzam: ha shgal?<br /><br />Joun: nope<br /><br />me: I told you, im heading home im exhausted.<br /><br />His car was behind us the whole time, but I chose to ignore him.<br /><br />I was itching to ask 3azzam about Bu sul6an's marriage but I knew they would be suspicious and honestly I am just not in the mood for a million and one questions. So as usual pixie you are the only one who listens to me, what would I do without you.<br /><br />.................................<br /><br /><br />He was married.<br /><br />HE WAS MARRIED!<br /><br />Im sorry pixie but that is major, thats not oh I bought a yellow shirt NO he was married, he was legally bound to someone else, he might have loved, he made love to her o he just casually tells me k2na nothing happened.<br /><br />I know I am over reacting, walla I do.<br /><br />I know I should have listened to him WALLA I KNOW, but ...<br /><br />I just dont know.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />him: il salam 3laikum<br /><br />parents: w 3laikum il salam hala 7beeby<br /><br />him: hala feech yuma shlonkum?<br /><br />mother: il 7imdilah 3yshen inta shlonick inshalah tsanast ?<br /><br />wain asatnis w araya mo ra'9ya 3ny<br /><br />mother: shfeek yuma<br /><br />him: salamtich yal '3alya bs t3ban, wain rand?<br /><br />mother: rand 6al3a<br /><br />him: ha yuma ilsa3a 10 il wagt t25ar<br /><br />mother: akeed yaya bl 6reej asawelik 3sha?<br /><br />jara7: ee walla yuma myt you3<br /><br />him: mino kalimak<br /><br />jara7: yuma shofee<br /><br />him: ily ysm3ik egoul 3umrik 10, 3l 3moum yuma ana brou7 3nd il shabab shway, jara7o btyey?<br /><br />jara7: laa brou7 duwanyat 5waly<br /><br />mother: alah e7af'6kum<br /><br />ana laish I told her?<br /><br />9a7 ily swaita?<br /><br />akeed 9a7 leana a5af b3dain tsm3 mn joun aw 3azzamo mo 7lwa, o b3dain we arent even a couple yet o ma adre itha b9er shay fa ana laish g3d afaker feeha, bil6agaag 5ala9 7alha 7al ay bnt thanya!<br /><br />many im3wr rasy<br /><br />Calling 7beeb il rou7<br /><br />bandar: 7beeb 2lby<br /><br />him: 7yaaatie isht2tlak<br /><br />bandar: imbayn wainik?<br /><br />him: mako twny 6l3 mn il bait o mit'6yg<br /><br />bandar: murny ana bl bait<br /><br />him: yala thwany wkoun 3ndik<br /><br />bandar, shagolkum 3n bandero 9deeg il 6foula mithel matgoloun kna m3a b3'6 bl madrisa o kanaw sakneen ymna bs they moved to a bigger house mn ziman<br /><br />bandar: yala golee<br /><br />him: hahaha shd3wa i3zmny bl awal b3dain agolik<br /><br />bandar: yala johnny?<br /><br />him: johnny<br /><br />ri7na johnny il manshar o ma kan fa'9y a7la shay, 6lbna whwa myet ybny atkalam<br /><br />bandar: ashkara 7bait<br /><br />him: shdarak<br /><br />bandar: a3rfik akthar mn nafsik mino ehya?<br /><br />him: mny gyl mino bs agoulik il salfa<br /><br />gltla kl shay<br /><br />him: ily swaita '3al6?<br /><br />bandar: la bs a7is st3yalt m3aha, shouf bu sul6an ma7ad e3rf int laish ti6alaqt '3airy ana o il kl 3bala inik you cheated on her o you never corrected them a7is lo na6er a7san, int ib nafsik itgoul il bnt has issues, o mnt 3rf kl shay 3nha o you dont even know if you she is serious ana I know you you dont play around you do serious relationships<br /><br />him: ya bs I like her<br /><br />bandar: what do you like about her? you dont know her<br /><br />him: bs<br /><br />bandar: mn '3air bs bu sul6an<br /><br />him: emsh inrou7 3nd il shabab mn ziman 3nhum<br /><br />bandar: uhma bl qahwa<br /><br />him: yala<br /><br />9a7 kalam bandero?<br /><br />okay ma a7ibha, bs feha shay yajthbny ma adre a7is she needs someone to take care of her!<br /><br />Roseline: who is he<br /><br />me: haa<br /><br />roseline: you always sit down thinking, you dont eat you just think I know there must be a man right<br /><br />me: right<br /><br />roseline: okay you dont want to tell me<br /><br />me: not now rosey, you can read pixie later if you want<br /><br />roseline: no I will wait for you to tell me<br /><br />The week passed slowly, I think of him everyday and dream of him every night, he is visiting me in my dreams again but he is the perfect bu sul6an, the one who sang to me and hugged me that night on the beach before he dropped the bomb on me.<br /><br />I miss that bu sul6an.<br /><br />abee uhwa esyr 3ly!<br /><br /><br /><br />a5eeeeran the week finished ma a9adg walla a6wal isbou3 ib 7yatie !<br /><br />Im not going to the shalaih on Thursday my parents are coming, im going on Friday inshalah!<br /><br /><br /><br />brou7 il shalaih al7en aby akoun mwjouda lmn teyey lazem afahmha kl shay<br />Bu sul6an has been misunderstood by his friends because of his marriage. In order for you to understand him as a character you have to go back in time with me to see what happened<br /><br />June 2007<br /><br />mother: yuma int mit2kd tabeha?<br /><br />him: ee yuma 5ala9 il bnt dashat 5a6ry o abech itkalmeen ahalha<br /><br />mother: ily tshofa yuma<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />father: ha shgal?<br /><br />mother: im3zim 3l bnt<br /><br />father: ana galby mo imry7eny 3la hal bnt sub7an allah m3na ahalha mashalah 3laihum wl ni3m feehum<br /><br />mother: walla hm ana il bnt ma ry7atny o rand o 5awatik galaw nafs il shay bs shinsawi il walad im3zim<br /><br />father: alah yaktib ily feh il 5air inshalah<br /><br /><br />No one approved of his choice, but couldnt say much since Bu sul6an had made his mind up. The engagement party was a month after that conversation and then the wedding took place in September.<br /><br />They spent 2 wonderful weeks in Mauritius, then headed to Greece for a week and lastly Italy for a week so she could shop. They werent dating prior to their marriage but he loved her, she was caring, loving and attentive to his every demand.<br /><br />She spoilt him rotten with her words, she always dressed up for him and constantly reassured him that no man has ever, and will ever fill her eyes except for him.<br /><br />What more does a man want?<br /><br />Early October they settled into his parents house where he had his own apartment, and that was when the problems started.<br /><br />him: rand I cant talk to her<br /><br />rand: akeed feha shay<br /><br />him: ma adre dymn za3lana dymn mitnarfiza<br /><br />rand: a5af 7amel<br /><br />him: ma adre ma galat shay<br /><br />Everyday he would talk to his sister about his wife.<br /><br />He talked to his wife about her actions and she denied everything, claiming it was just that her marital commitments were taking a toll on her, since in the end they were strangers who are sharing a new life together.<br /><br />A month after that things went back to normal, but he did notice she would go out more often, her phone no longer would be thrown around the apartment, it would stay by her side and as always on silent.<br /><br />The signs were there but he chose to ignore them.<br /><br />him: 7beebty ana 6l3 m3a il shabab shway o rd intay btrou7en bait ahalich 9a7?<br /><br />her: ee 7beeby<br /><br />him: 5ala9 3yal<br /><br />He left the house believing she was going to her parents house, when in truth she had a date.<br /><br />bandar: shfeek bu sul6ab<br /><br />him: ma adre mo mrta7<br /><br />bandar: 3sa ma shar<br /><br />him: ma adre walla staqfar allah<br /><br />He physically was with his friends and cousins that day, but his mind was elsewhere.<br /><br />Jara7o Calling<br /><br />bandar: hala iljr7y<br /><br />jara7: bu sul6an m3akum<br /><br />bandar: ee laish<br /><br />jara7: abek tyeny mny 3arf shasawi<br /><br />bandar: yuba shfeech sh9ayer goley<br /><br />jara7: bandaro ta3al<br /><br />Bandaer squeezed his mind for a legitimate excuse then headed to an apartment building where they saw Jara7's car.<br /><br />jara7: tadry mino shft dasha il 3mara?<br /><br />bandar: mino?<br /><br />jara7: 5awla<br /><br />bandar: murt o5ok?<br /><br />jara7: ee<br /><br />bandar: Bu sul6an's 5awla?<br /><br />jara7: ee EE EEEEE murt o5oy, shft-ha ib 3ainy idish il 3mra m3a wa7id maska 2eda whwa lamha tbebt b3d agolik shino labsa?<br /><br />bandar: la 7wl il allah, nan6erha lain ti6l3 wnkalmha<br /><br />jara7: mn 9ijik?<br /><br />bandar: 3yal?<br /><br />jara7: ingoul 7g bu sul6an<br /><br />bandar: he wont believe us<br /><br />jara7: in9werha<br /><br />bandar: he will think we photo edited it<br /><br />So they waited, for 3 hours they waited outside the apartment building. Then finally saw her heading out alone, she was looking around as if she had committed a crime, scurrying to her car, but they were faster.<br /><br />jara7: guwa ya murt o5oy<br /><br />5awla: JARA7<br /><br />jara7: ee jara7<br /><br />5awla: bu sul6an m3ak?<br /><br />jara7: shfeech 5yfa<br /><br />5awla: mny 5yfa shfeek bs mist3yla aby arid il bait gabl la yo9al<br /><br />bandar: 3shan you shower away his smell ha<br /><br />5awla: i7trim rou7ik bandar<br /><br />bandar: iklay 5arach ya bnt il ...<br /><br />jara7: bandar!<br /><br />5awla: ni6raw bs walla la a5aly bu sul6ab yaglub 3laikum<br /><br />She slammed her car door and raced off him, where indeed she showered, slipped into her sexy lingerie, lit some candles and waited for her husband.<br /><br />She knew he wouldnt say no to her.<br /><br />She always knew how to tempt him.<br /><br />She didnt know what was going on on the men's side. She suspected they might tell him but she had an alibi.<br /><br />Dont they all?<br /><br />him: sh.. shino ya3ne?<br /><br />jara7: hathy il 9ar w7na shfnaha<br /><br />him: 9ij bandar?<br /><br />bandar: im sorry<br /><br />Bu sul6an headed home. He could take the lying, he could take the attitude but for her to cheat no.<br /><br />He knew something was up when he called her parents house and her nanny told him that she hasnt come.<br /><br />He knew his mother would have covered for her.<br /><br />5awla: guwa 7beeby<br /><br />He welcomed her back with a slap on her face. She fell to the floor holding her cheek with her eyes fiery red.<br /><br />5awla: 5alait-hum efiroun rasik 3ly? ma s2lt nafsik laish kan la7gny o5ok<br /><br />bu sul6an: mo muhim<br /><br />5awla: la muhum, o5ok ily int shad il '6ahar fee kl youm eyeny wgouly bs aby sa3a ma3ach wala ma agoul 7g o5oy<br /><br />He looked down at her, his brother wouldnt dare right?<br /><br />But its true, what pushed Jara7 to follow her?<br /><br />5awla: walla 7beeby ana ma swait shay '3l6a bs ma 9ar shay baina, bs o5ok alah esam7a mo knt a7in 3laik ina ni6l3 shuqa bro7na?<br /><br />him: ee<br /><br />5awla: 3shan awa5er 3n o5ok alah esam7a<br /><br />him: laish ma gltely? wala la akser rasy e'9aher ma 3rfna inrabeh hal 7ywan<br /><br />Yes ladies and gentlemen, he believed his wife over his brother. A man who always put his family first was now putting his wife first. We wont go into details but he moved out of his parents house with his wife into an apartment, the signs were still there but he couldnt go back on his word, he just chose his wife over his family.<br /><br />4 months of constant fighting, 4 months of checking on her phone, her messages, emails, saved documents, checking the mileage on he car, talking to her family and everything pointed towards her.<br /><br />She lied.<br /><br />She cheated.<br /><br />She tricked him.<br /><br />And worst of all, he fell for it.<br /><br />He finally made his decision in February he was to divorce her, and when asked why since a year hasnt passed on their marriage.<br /><br />He claimed he cheated, that marriage was not for him.<br /><br />You see why they think he is a player?<br /><br />Of course his parents forgave him they knew he was not the one to blame, but for months he couldnt find himself to look his brother in they eye.<br /><br />But family always comes first and their relationship is now stronger than it ever was.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Now lets take a look at how are charming star reacted to his newly beloved not being in the shalaih.<br /><br />Joun: you are early<br /><br />Looking around waiting for her to step out of their car<br /><br />bu sul6an: haa ee mako dawam ilyoum<br /><br />Joun noticed he was looking for something.<br /><br />Or someone?<br /><br />Joun: 3azzam is here<br /><br />bu sul6an: adre I wasnt looking for him<br /><br />Joun: who were you looking for?<br /><br />bu sul6an: ahahaha la ma7ad<br /><br />Joun was suspicious but didnt want to believe her gut feeling.<br /><br /><br />February 29 9:50<br /><br />My parents are back. Guess what happened?<br /><br />me: 7imdilah 3la salamtkum<br /><br />mother: alah esalmich, ana t3bana bnam<br /><br />me: shloun safratkum yuma, inshalah istanastaw?<br /><br />father: shrayich y3ne<br /><br />sorry for asking, I sat down on the couch in front of my brothers, my father left us and I thought he went to join my mother but I was wrong. I suddenly felt someone grabbing my hair and throwing me onto the floor, I hit the floor so hard I could have sworn I broke something.<br /><br />me: yuba shfeek<br /><br />He walked over to me kicking me in the stomach and was about to stomp his foot onto my flung out arm when my brother's voice stopped him.<br /><br />barak: yuba itha kasart edha lazem inwadeha il mustashfa o ta3al faker ib chthba ma tswa 3laina<br /><br />They left me on the living room floor curled up crying from the pain I was in, now I know for a fact he broke something. Roseline and Loreta carried me up to my bedroom where they placed an ace patch on my ribs and wiped the blood from my lips and nose. Gave me some pain killers and let me sleep.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Joun walked over to Bu sul6an who was sitting on the beach looking irritated.<br /><br />Joun: you better stay away from her<br /><br />bu sul6an: haa<br /><br />Joun: dont act stupid, I know who you were looking for ism3ny bu sul6an wa5er 3nha wla in drait inik kalmt-ha aw you tried to come into her life matloum ila nafsik<br /><br />bu sul6an: I dont know what you are talking about<br /><br />Joun: o 3la fkra all your silly games wont work on her, ehya ma56ouba o bs na6ra 5a6ebha e5al9 mn his phd 3shan yamlichoun<br /><br />She was lying of course but she knew it would be the only way to stop him, even if he was thinking about approaching her.<br /><br />ma56ouba?<br /><br />SHLOUN?? o laish ma galalty wtsawe rou7a za3lana mny leana gltaha iny knt mitzawaj wna 7areg a39aby 3laiha wl bnt ma56ouba?<br /><br />ana im serious wl bnt tl3b?<br /><br />allah esam7ich ya araya, ana 5ala9 im leaving.<br /><br />you wont see me anymore!<br /><br />And with that, he got up excused himself from 3azzam and his family, got into his car and headed home.<br /><br />will she ever see bu sul6an again?<br />Barak came into my room explaining to me why my dad decided to hit me was because of the phone call Joun made to him asking him if I could sleep over. He thought it was my planning when in truth I asked her not to but she thought it would be best for me since the whole incident with cutting my hands and all you know?<br /><br />I have been thinking about him, a part of me wants to run to him and tell him screw the truth I just want to be with you, but another part of me says no I should listen to him and work on things from there but truth be told when will we be able to? I dont think I am going to the shalaih today I am scared to ask my parents I cant deal with another beating.<br /><br />I sent Joun a message explaining everything to her. I guess I am staying home this weekend. I am so glad I have my own wing in our house where I dont have to deal with anyone, I cant see them its like I am living in a house full of strangers.<br /><br />baba: roseline<br /><br />roseline: yes sir?<br /><br />baba: wain arooy<br /><br />roseline: I think she is still asleep, you want me to wake her?<br /><br />baba: la um did you check itha feha shay I mean mn ....<br /><br />roseline: yes sir just some bruises nothing more, where would you like to have your coffee?<br /><br />baba: tell Loreta to bring my coffee upstairs, where is madam?<br /><br />roseline: out sir<br /><br />baba: 6ab3an<br /><br />I took a long shower hoping it would relax my bruised muscles, changed into a dress shirt since I wanted to go to the supermarket to buy some things I am missing. I dried my hair and headed out my wing making my way to the garage, when I was stopped by my father's calls.<br /><br />baba: arooyty<br /><br />me: hala yuba 9ba7 il 5air<br /><br />baba: 9ba7 il nour yuba shlonich<br /><br />me: il 7imdilah<br /><br />baba: ha ry7a il shalaih<br /><br />I looked up at him, I was speechless.<br /><br />baba: shfeech yuba, mintay ry7a?<br /><br />me: um la knt bg3ad bl bait<br /><br />baba: la yuba rou7ay istansay itha tben agdar awdech itha ma fech 7ail you drive<br /><br />Is this my father?<br /><br />me: la yuba 3dee I can drive, it2merny 3la shay?<br /><br />baba: la salamtich, bs 6amneny awal ma to9len<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br />I didnt want to wait any longer worried it was a trick, I even locked my door after me thinking he was testing me and then coming back to hit me but he didnt. I packed and headed to the supermarket, picked up some savory pastries, sweets and headed to the shalaih with a shining smile I was going to see him.<br /><br />I was going to talk to him.<br /><br />I was going to tell him I liked him and wanted to be with him.<br /><br />My mind was set.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />3azzam: ha wain arooy<br /><br />Joun: she is on her way<br /><br />3azzam: shfeech 7uby?<br /><br />Joun: la salamtik, mm 3azzam<br /><br />3azzam: hala 7beebty<br /><br />Joun: what happened with bu sul6an and 5awla<br /><br />3azzam: bu sul6an was cheating on her mn il awal<br /><br />Joun: so why did he get married if he wanted to play around ahla didnt ask him, he was still young it just doesnt add up<br /><br />3azzam: we all asked bs he just didnt want to talk about it<br /><br />Joun: benam ehny il laila?<br /><br />3azzam: la gal benam 3nd mu3ath<br /><br />Joun: wld 5ala right?<br /><br />3azzam: ee<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Bandar: sh9ar?<br /><br />him: ma 9ar shay laish<br /><br />Bandar: tell me sh9ar<br /><br />him: il bnt m56ouba<br /><br />bandar: so laish mnt nayem 3nd 3azzamo<br /><br />him:.......<br /><br />bandar: is she one of his cousins?<br /><br />him: laa<br /><br />bandar: 3yal<br /><br />him: bnt 3m Joun<br /><br />bandar: 9aber 9aber int mynoon?<br /><br />him: shfeek bandaro?<br /><br />bandar: 5wanha meyaneen suwalif banat o skr o safrat o hm il obo<br /><br />hatha sh3rfa ib 5wanha?<br /><br />him: how do you know them?<br /><br />bandar: ana I dont know them personally bs tathker s3oud? ily kan m3na bl jam3a bs he had to drop out leana ma kan y7'6er?<br /><br />him: ee<br /><br />bandar: uhwa duwanyta m3rouf 3nha o I know ina uhma eyoun<br /><br />him: shdarak??<br /><br />bandar: ana st'3rbt lmn 3rfhum 3ly s3oud o I linked the family names o lmn s2lt-hum sht9er lihum Joun galaw bnt 3mhum so hathy their sister<br /><br />him: okay bs il bnt shako<br /><br />bandar: bu sul6an you think ahalik b5alounik t5ith wa7da ahla m3rouf 3nhum yshrboun?<br /><br />him: haa mino yab 6ary il zawaj<br /><br />bandar: 3yal ishtaby bl bnt ??<br /><br />him: MA ADREE<br /><br />jara7: shfekum?<br /><br />bandar: t3al ism3 o5ok yaby yl3b 3la bnt 3m Joun<br /><br />jara7: ha mn 9ijik? gltlik wa5er 3nha<br /><br />him: theb7touny bs siktaw zain la7ad ekalmny ma7ad la shu'3ul feny inshalah a3thbha ma7ad la shu'3ul kl wa7ed yay yitfalsaf 3la mu5y<br /><br />I left them and headed out for a walk. I needed to clear my mind there was more on the line now, are her brothers really drunks?<br /><br />Her father as well?<br /><br />Is that how she got her scars, she drinks?<br /><br />La no way!<br /><br />girl: guwa<br /><br />I looked around thinking the girl was talking to someone else but I was the only one standing.<br /><br />him: hala<br /><br />girl: shlonik?<br /><br />him: il 7imdilah, b'3aity shay<br /><br />girl: shfeek bu sul6an ma 3rftny<br /><br />him: la wala mino m3y?<br /><br />Pixie, let me refresh your memory remember a few entries back I mentioned few girls on a jet ski? One of them came to Mu3ath, his cousin, and asked for Bu sul6an and he said if you are interested in her you talk to her?<br /><br />Well the dumb fuck did talk to her, AS BU SUL6AN, so ms.slut right here thinks this is the man who has been talking to her on the phone since this was the guy she wanted.<br /><br />Clear?<br /><br />girl: shfeek 7beeby you beg to see me o when I finally agree you are acting cold?<br /><br />okay let me clarify something, his cousin's shalaih is a few shalaih's away from 3azzam's family and when he got up for his walk he was heading towards our shalaih, yes. Where was I at the time? Sitting on the shore enjoying the water as it brushed along my feet, I happened to turn to my left and there I see him talking to this slutty girl.<br /><br />Did I wait to see what happened?<br /><br />Of course not.<br /><br />I got up and marched into the shalaih FURIOUS at what happened.<br /><br />Bu sul6an explained everything to the slut and then continued walking where he caught up with 3azzam and his cousins who were sitting outside enjoying a smoke. I dont think he noticed my car since I was parked all the way on the end. I didnt dare leave the living room, I couldnt see him because I would have just exploded on him.<br /><br />Everyone gathered in the living room for dinner, and that was when he saw me, his eyes were about to pop out of his socket. He just sat there staring at me, while I sat there completely avoiding him.<br /><br />At 12 I called it a night I was exhausted, but before heading to bed I looked out the window and saw him sitting on the hood of his car smoking talking to on his phone, akeed he would be on his phone talking to one of his girlfriends.<br /><br />Ass !<br /><br />I HATE HIM!<br /><br />I dont really, but I hate him.<br /><br />SUCH AN ASS!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />March 2 7 am,<br /><br />I woke up early and headed downstairs to make me a cup of warm milk and sat along the shore. The water was cold, the sun was warm, the beach was crystal clear it was beautiful.<br /><br />him: 9ba7 il5air<br /><br />I knew it was him, I didnt look around to face him I just looked down at my half empty cup and answered.<br /><br />me: 9ba7 il nour<br /><br />him: why are you up early<br /><br />me: I slept early<br /><br />him: aha, shfeech ma yetay ams<br /><br />me: my parents kanaw msafren o ams w9law<br /><br />him: 7imdilah 3la salamt-hum<br /><br />me: alah esalmik<br /><br />we just stayed quiet for a few minutes.<br /><br />me: I saw you yesterday with your girlfriend, dont you think its wrong to meet her here<br /><br />ay girlfriend? shfeeha hathy<br /><br />him: ay girlfriend<br /><br />me: oh 9a7 I think I have to be more specific than that since you have so many<br /><br />what the ... mn 9ijha hathy!<br /><br />him: ma3ndy girlfriends<br /><br />me: sure<br /><br />him: you are one to talk araya, you act all innocent like you are the girl who is broken the girl who needs attention when in truth no one knows what you have hidden up your sleeves.<br /><br />He got up to leave.<br /><br />him: alah yaster 3laich the whole innocent act isnt working on me<br /><br />and with that he just left.<br />I know pixie its been while since I wrote anything, 5 days to be exact the thing is I hate writing, the only thing I write about these days is Him and I cant and I wont anymore because he doesnt deserve my time, or my energy.<br /><br />Something happened, something I never in a million years thought would possible happen to me, leave the fact that my parents love to humiliate me, beat me to death, I can take all that because on the other end I knew I had Joun, 3azzam and his family but my mother stooped so low that Joun no longer talks to me, why you ask?<br /><br />Take a look.<br /><br />Joun kept calling my cell phone but I never answered, I think I beat the record this week for the amount of times my parents hit me. When I came back from the shalaih I was welcomed by a slap from my brother Barak, because he had too much to drink. I went upstairs to my room, before walking into my wing my mother pulled my from my hair which led me to fall on my knee because she claims I was not dressed appropriately since I was in a pair of cargo shorts and a plain white t-shirt cause seriously twny rada mn il shalaih mn lah 5ulg?<br /><br />A few days after that, I think it was Tuesday ana knt ga3da at'3da m3ahum when out of no where my older brother, man9our, pushes me off the chair and pushes me up the stairs claiming "itlou3 chabdy lmn ashoufich ma agdar akel" Rosey brought me some food but honestly pixie wain ashtehy akel after my brother said that?"<br /><br />anyways, so on Wednesday apparently Joun called our house since I didnt show up for our usual Tuesday dinner and a movie at their place and here is how the conversation went.<br /><br />Mama: na3am<br /><br />Joun: hala 5alty shlonich<br /><br />mama: b5air<br /><br />Joun: ugh 5alty Arooya 3ndich?<br /><br />mama: ee shtaben feha<br /><br />Joun: ehya il 3da tyena youn il thalatha o g3da adig 3laiha o matrid fa bs 7bait a6amn 3laiha<br /><br />mama: tadren inich '3beya<br /><br />Joun:........<br /><br />mama: shftay shloun, sm3eny ya bnt oboch do you trust your husband?<br /><br />Joun: akeed I do<br /><br />mama: ahaa, 6yb do you trust bnty?<br /><br />Joun: akeed 5alty arooya i5ty<br /><br />mama: fat7ay 3ainich 3del ib hal dnya il kl yn5af mna intay ma la7a'6ty ehtmam rylich feha il zayad?<br /><br />Joun: e3amlha mithel 5wata<br /><br />mama: bs ehya mo i5ta ya Joun, ana omha o a3rf suwalfha 9adgeny lo ana minich ma a5aleha brou7a m3a rylich<br /><br />In the end Joun is just a girl, and when it comes to someone you love you cant help but think you are putting 1 and 1 together and getting what you see. Joun closed the phone with her eyes filled with tears, and sat for a few minutes thinking about what her uncle's wife just said. 3azzam constantly asked about me, and when I wasnt around he would call and nag and nag until I showed up and when I did he would be smiling the whole time, and when I left he would be on edge claiming it was because he didnt know what my parents would to do me.<br /><br />Yes pixie, can you imagine Joun my Joun my all and now she was turning her back on me?<br /><br />I literally lost everyone.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Calling Bu sul6an<br /><br />him: hala um 7areb<br /><br />Joun: hala feek can I se you please<br /><br />him: shfeech 3sa ma shar, 3azzam fee sha<br /><br />Joun: la we are fine bs aby akalmik ib mw'9ou3 please<br /><br />him: inshalah, ugh I just need an hour a5al9 mn il ahal o we can meet<br /><br />Joun: okay, um can this remain baina please<br /><br />him: inshalah<br /><br />shfeeha Joun, sh9ayer? 3azzam fee shay aw worse arooya feeha shay? 9aber 9aber ana mo glt 5ala9 I wont think about her laish al7en g3d afaker feha.<br /><br />allah yaster<br /><br />Jara7: yuma b'3aitich ib kilmat ras<br /><br />mother: 5air yuma<br /><br />Jara7: yuma aby atzawaj<br /><br />mother: inshalah yuma byey il youm ily titzawaj feeh bs bl awal na56ub 7g o5ok b3dain inta<br /><br />Jara7: la yuma shloun tbeny an6ur bu sul6an a5af il bnt itrou7<br /><br />mother: 3yal malik n9eb m3aha<br /><br />Jara7: YUMA<br /><br />mother: qa9er 7isik la tnsa g3d itkalm omik<br /><br />him: sh9ayer shfeekum?<br /><br />Jara7: ma yabouny atzawaj lain ma inta titzawaj<br /><br />him: ha yuma sh-hal kalam, ana wa7id mny im3rs<br /><br />mother: na3am?? la yuma latgoul chithi inshalah raby ewafgik m3a bnt il 7alal o 5ala9 inshalah awal ma na56ublik na56ub 7g jara7 hatha kalamy o mafy '4aira<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />him: jara7o latsheel hm inshalah ra7 ta56ub samar soon<br /><br />jara7: 9ij ya bu sul6an<br /><br />him: akeed yal '3aly ana maly '3airkum o inshalah rby yaktib ily feeh il 5air<br /><br />jara7: inshalah<br /><br /><br /><br />6l3t mn il bait b3d ma in'3thait mn kalam omy ri7t coffee republic 3shan ashouf Joun, wna galby mo im6amny!<br /><br />Joun: hala bu sul6an thanks for meeting me<br /><br />him: 5air joun shfeech sh9ayer?<br /><br />Joun: *crying* 3azzam is cheating on me<br /><br />him: *shocked* what??<br /><br />Joun: *looking up at him* with ... ar...araya<br /><br />LA LA LAA LAAAAAA mn wain tyey il mashakel, mn wain teyey hal m9ayeb<br /><br />him: what are you talking about?<br /><br />Joun: ilyoum omha galatly not to trust her o when I thought about it kil shay edil 3la kalamha<br /><br />him: joun intay you know bnt 3mich, you have known her all your life wna I know 3azzam I have known him all my life he would never cheat on you lo shino 9adgeny he is a good guy<br /><br />Joun: so are you but you cheated on 5awla<br /><br />la 7wl il allah<br /><br />him: sm3ny Joun I didnt cheat on her, she cheated on me o ana I took the blame<br /><br />Joun: why did you do that<br /><br />him: so people dont talk about her<br /><br />Joun: bs everyone talked about you<br /><br />him: ana rayal shayel 3aiby<br /><br />Joun didnt know what or whom to believe, he walked her to her car holding her hands reassuring her that her husband was not cheating on her and that he worshiped the floor she walked on and he would never and will never look at anyone besides her.<br /><br />Joun: I am acting childish right<br /><br />him: hahah just a bit bs its okay its understandable<br /><br />Joun: should I bring it up with him aw la?<br /><br />him: la dont Joun ma tswa 3laich<br /><br />Joun: okay<br /><br />him: uggh<br /><br />Joun: she is okay, listen bu sul6an she has seen hell in her life from her parents so just let her be please<br /><br />him: inshalah<br /><br />He was devastated, he could tell I went through a lot but at the same time something was pushing him away from me.<br /><br />yet he wanted me.<br /><br />Needed me.<br /><br />maybe loved me?<br /><br />I think I am beginning to fall for him.<br />mm, so today was interesting. Joun called me in the morning and she was crying, and when I asked her why and if she was okay she explained everything to me and asked me if we could spend the day together and we did. We had massages, facials, manis and pedis, got my hair cut, my body exfoliated, mm shino b3d, o akeed shopping it was a girls day out we had breakfast together and then lunch then we met 3azzam for coffee AND GUESS WHO WAS WITH HIM<br /><br />aaah ya galby<br /><br />aaah ya 3umry<br /><br />aaah ya .... well you get the point right pixs?<br /><br />BU SUL6AN !!!<br /><br />Joun: haa 3azzam wainik<br /><br />3azzam: mako m3a bu sul6an<br /><br />Joun: ana w arooya are heading out for some coffee can you join us?<br /><br />3azzam: ee akeed yala kana yayenkum<br /><br /><br />me: mino m3a?<br /><br />Joun: bu sul6an, you dont mind right<br /><br />me: haa la 3dee<br /><br />Joun: ahaa<br /><br />GALBY ra7 yogaf shino y3ne he is coming, shino y3ne bga3 m3a on a table, o asolif o asm3 sowalfa wshoufa, o I smell him, la o I cant even be close to him like the other times. Pixie I miss his lap, I miss his arms around me, I miss the way he smelt.<br /><br />I just miss him, aah his voice, touching him, the warmth radiating from his body. Okay back to the what happened.<br /><br />We headed over to Free Zone coffee republic got us a table outside, weird I know but the weather was decent plus the guys needed to smoke. I was on edge.<br /><br />So nervous.<br /><br />Afraid.<br /><br />I just wanted to hold his hand and tell him im sorry, and that I want us to start over and that everything will be okay baina if we could just give us a try.<br /><br />Us,<br /><br />wow I never thought I would use that world, referring to me and someone.<br /><br />Someone who I think I lost before I even had.<br /><br />3azzam: hala hala<br /><br />us: ahlain<br /><br />him: shlonkum<br /><br />Joun: il7imdilah<br /><br />him: araya shlonich?<br /><br />me: zaina<br /><br />him: doum inshalah<br /><br />I just smiled. I stayed quiet the whole time, I didnt say a single word. I laughed when they did, listened when they talked but my mind was numbed by his presence. He didnt stop talking ka2na ma 9ar shay which worries me because I feel like he was never interested, he was just playing around o this is why he is totally fine right now.<br /><br />3azzam and Him excused themselves to sit with a few of their friends.<br /><br />Joun: shfeech sakta<br /><br />me: mafeny shay ana dymen sakta<br /><br />Joun: well you werent before he came<br /><br />me: mino?<br /><br />Joun: babe I see it in your eyes<br /><br />me: ahaha la you are mistaken ma baina shay o 3dee<br /><br />Joun: ana ma glt ina bainkum shay bs you are interested<br /><br />me: im not, he is just a hottie o bs nothing more nothing less<br /><br />Joun: you would tell me itha bainkum shay right<br /><br />me: akeed I would<br /><br />Joun: Okay<br /><br />The guys headed back to our table, laughing about something I lifted my gaze up to see him. He looked beautiful, I know pixie you wouldnt want to associate beautiful with a man but the way he looked...<br /><br />Happy.<br /><br />Our eyes locked for what seemed like forever, I felt his stare rib into my rib cage and puncture my heart. I couldnt take it any longer I looked away quickly, and he dropped his head as he sat down.<br /><br />Joun witnessed our little moment, but decided to stay quiet.<br /><br />I am getting sleepy pixie.<br /><br />and im tired, mentally and physically 5ala9 ta3bt dont I deserve to be happy?<br /><br />anyways.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />March 9 5:49 pm,<br /><br />Its Saturday and we headed to my grandparent's house, my mother's side of the family I know I havent talked about them or mentioned them but I actually love being around my aunts, they are the total opposite of my mother. My grandmother always asks me about my mother and if she treats me well, and I always put on my fake smile and pretend that I am the happiest person sitting there.<br /><br />My mother comes from a lower class family, il 7imdilah 3ysheen but money isnt everything to them all they care about is being healthy, and being together and spending their time together and my father comes from a higher class family so you can imagine how my mother went bonkers when my father, whom everyone claims is a hottie, proposed to her and she was this young beautiful girl, she was the youngest of her siblings and for him to have chosen her made her head only grow bigger.<br /><br />That is why she keeps referring to me as "jaikara" because honestly I am nothing compared to her beauty even now. Anyways, my mother got so engulfed in this new lifestyle and hit it off m3a 3maty o their outings so her my father got distant which is why they never had another child after me, like you know pixie they dont even sleep in the same room, but she raised his son to be "men" haaha so he kept her.<br /><br />Back to my grandfather's house, I was sitting outside in the garden with the kids since I have no one my age or older for that matter so once again I am alone here as well.<br /><br />saif: arooya<br /><br />me: hala saif<br /><br />I stood up to kiss him, he then sat down next to me. Saif e9er wld 5aly, my favorite uncle he is the youngest of his siblings, but he is 5 years older than I am I think. Mm, how to describe him, you know when you see a guy and he isnt hot at all but you just cant you eyes off him because something about him comforts you? That was Saif, the thing I adored about him was his very clear scar across both lips. He had pitch black hair it was shway long but it looked good on him, he had a very distinct nose o he had dumbo ears haha bs walla he looks hot !<br /><br />saif: laish g3da bro7ich?<br /><br />me: I needed some air<br /><br />saif: I know the feeling<br /><br />We stayed quiet but I could feel his eyes watching me.<br /><br />me: shfeek?<br /><br />saif: salamtich bs mashalah wayed kabrana<br /><br />I didnt know what to say honestly, but I was blushing ma adre laish<br /><br />saif: sorry ma jan qa9dy a7rijich<br /><br />me: la 3dee bs I havent seen you in a while<br /><br />saif: its been a year right<br /><br />me: more like two<br /><br />saif: il ayam tarku'6<br /><br />me: yaa<br /><br />saif: arooya mm fee a7ad ib balich?<br /><br />me: shloun y3nee<br /><br />saif: y3ne is there someone in your life you are thinking about<br /><br />me: um la bs laish<br /><br />saif: ha la bs so2al<br /><br />ahaa<br /><br />saif: itha fara'6an tqadmatlich would you approve? adre I wont be able to give you the life your father gave you but I promise I will try to make you the happiest girl alive<br /><br />ya galby 3laik I wish that was enough, I wish I could just be happy.<br /><br />but he isnt him.<br /><br />saif: ana asif araya adree its not right iny akalmich mfrou'6 arou7 3nd ahalich bs ana knt aby a3rf rayich bl awal b3dain akalmhum inshalah<br /><br />me: mm, 3n ithnik Saif<br /><br />I got up and left him, I turned around slightly to look at him and he was smiling. Like a dorky smile happy. What am I doing, am I running after a guy he doesnt want me, when there is a guy right here who not only wants me but wants to marry me.<br /><br />Why am I even thinking about him.<br /><br />I should give Saif a shot.<br /><br />right?<br /><br />Its THURSDAY, I know I havent written in a while but this week was stressful in terms of work, Sama2 shway 7na bs she is nice she helped me out wayed, she pushed for my ad and they wanted it which was good and bad, good cause I get to put my name behind it bs bad leana I have to supervise every single detail.<br /><br />Tuesday I went over to 3azzam's and Jouns for dinner, he was there but I didnt see him he came over to drop off something and quickly left. He is going to be the death of me honestly. Anyways so I came to the shalaih since my parents were having a dinner party and my mother asked me not to be there SO I dont embarrass her o I forgot to mention the best part they are letting me sleep over 3nd Joun dont ask me why something about my mother traveling or my brothers traveling there was a lot of screaming thats all I remember.<br /><br />So, i7m here is what happened, once again I couldnt sleep so I went out for a stroll and he was there and I didnt know what to do, I didnt know if I should approach him aw walk away.<br /><br />I decided to head over to him.<br /><br />me: do you mind?<br /><br />pointing at the spot next to him<br /><br />him: 7yach<br /><br />it was awkward silence for 10 minutes<br /><br />me: so?<br /><br />him: shfeech<br /><br />me: mafeny shay laish<br /><br />him: you sat down next to me because you wanted something right<br /><br />me: um la mo shar6 I saw you sitting alone so I wanted to keep you company so if you dont want me here I can leave<br /><br />him: what the hell is wrong with you<br /><br />me: mafeny shay inta shfeek!!<br /><br />him: theba7tney<br /><br />me: 7aram 3laik you accuse me of things, you say I am acting innocent I am not acting, if you only knew the things I have been through, the things that I saw ....<br /><br />He got up and was left me he looked upset.<br /><br />Saif Calling<br /><br />I took a deep breath and answered, thinking bu sul6an left.<br /><br />me: hala saif<br /><br />saif: hala arooya shlonich<br /><br />me: b5air inta shlonik<br /><br />saif: il 7imdilah, ugh ga3dtich?<br /><br />me: laa knt ga3da mny gadra anam<br /><br />saif: laish 3sa ma shar<br /><br />me: its nothing bs um are you okay?<br /><br />saif: ee bs walaht 3laich<br /><br />me:........<br /><br />saif: arooya<br /><br />me: hala<br /><br />saif: haha agolich walaht 3laich<br /><br />me: ma adre shagolik<br /><br />saif: ma wilhaty 3ly<br /><br />I didnt know what to say<br /><br />me: um embala walaht 3laik<br /><br />shino???<br /><br />I heard someone behind me and when I turned I saw him walking away, he was standing there the WHOLE time, he heard me talking to saif.<br /><br />He heard me tell saif I missed him.<br /><br />Okay I wasnt completely lying, bs still.<br /><br />me: um saif shway o akalmik<br /><br />I closed it from him o quickly got up to follow bu sul6an.<br /><br />me: BU SUl6AN let me explain please its not what you think he is my cousin<br /><br />him: .....<br /><br />me: please rd 3ly<br /><br />him: SHTABENY AGOLICH GOLELY<br /><br />he grabbed me from my arms, o he was grip hurt I started crying.<br /><br />him: golely araya tkfain golely what do you want from me walla ana t3bt I dont know how to talk to you or how to treat you walla ana t3bt ana a7.....<br /><br />3azzam: BU SUL6AN<br /><br />I looked up at him I wanted him to complete his sentence, but 3azzam's voice shook us silent.<br /><br />3azzam: HDHA<br /><br />He let me go and looked down at me terrified. 3azzam ran over to me hugging me.<br /><br />3azzam: are you okay? did he hurt you?<br /><br />I was just crying.<br /><br />3azzam: INT MYNOON SHSAWAIT BL BNT WHY IS SHE CRYING<br /><br />him: ana ... I ..... ma .... ma adree ma adree<br /><br />3azzam: SHINO YA3NEE ??<br /><br />me: BS !!!! ENOUGH 5ALA9 please 3azzam ma 9ar shay please 5ala9<br /><br />I looked up at him<br /><br />me: 5ala9<br /><br />him: im sorry<br /><br />3azzam walked me into the shalaih and he headed to his car.<br /><br />The was the last time I see him.<br /><br />A month passed by and I didnt hear from him.<br /><br />I didnt see him.<br /><br />Nothing.<br /><br />absolutely nothing.<br /><br />Life is a bitch.<br /><br />Joun: shfeech<br /><br />me: nothing<br /><br />Joun: you have been down lately, if I knew better I would say you have been this way since ......<br /><br />me: please dont not again<br /><br />Joun: mm okay 3la ra7tich aby agolich shay<br /><br />she was smiling, she looked happy and I was envious of her. I have been miserable for the past month, do you know how bad it is?<br /><br />I start trouble home so they hit me, because I cant feel anything I am so numb. I have been smelling perfumes hoping to find his but no luck. I wear his hoodie all the time but his smell is fading away and its killing me.<br /><br />I just need him, walla I am willing to lose everyone else to just gain him.<br /><br />Joun: babe<br /><br />me: sorry what did you want to tell me?<br /><br />Joun: im pregnant<br /><br />I jumped out of my seat and ran over to her to hug her. She has wanted this for the past year and il 7imdilah she finally is.<br /><br />me: mabroook 7beebty I am so happy for you raby etamim inshalah<br /><br />Joun: dont get mad bs I have known for 3 months now but I havent told anyone, not even 3azzam leany knt 5yfa but I just got back from the doctor o il 7imdilah im done with my first trimester and everything looks great, I just need to start gaining a bit of weight.<br /><br />6ab3an I was in tears<br /><br />me: ya galby I am so happy for you I cant wait until we go baby shopping and I want to be in charge of the nursery please<br /><br />Joun: shway shway 3ly let me first tell 3azzam<br /><br />me: you havent told him yet?<br /><br />Joun: no no our anniversary is in few days inshalah then uggh I am so happy I keep looking at myself in the mirror afraid ina im showing<br /><br />me: you arent but is that normal?<br /><br />just as she was about to answer me when 3azzam walked in.<br /><br />3azzam: JOUN<br /><br />Joun: hala 7beeby<br /><br />3azzam: baby please bu sul6an ta7at ma 3laich 2mer itgolen 7g Lidia itsawe chai o gahwa<br /><br />me: I brought dessert<br /><br />Joun: inshalah 7beeby<br /><br />3azzam headed up to their room to take a quick shower, as he claimed and Joun went to find lidia SO I snuck down the stairs and heard him talking on the phone.<br /><br />Ugh his voice, I missed his voice. I wanted to turn around to head back upstairs but accidently hit a vase and dropped it. I heard it shatter, but the thing I noticed was he stopped talking and when I looked up his jaw was dropped and his phone was help mid air.<br /><br />him: arayty<br /><br />I just looked at him with a tear in my eye.<br /><br />ee araytik, im yours!<br /><br />ma aby '3airik<br /><br />Joun: 7uby are you okay?<br /><br />me: um ugh um I .. I .....<br /><br />I looked at him, waiting hoping for an excuse.<br /><br />Joun: um I take it you said hi to bu sul6an?<br /><br />I nodded.<br /><br />Joun: we should head upstairs before 3azzam comes down.<br /><br />She shot him a look, then she put her arm around me ushering me up the stairs.<br /><br />me: I just wanted to<br /><br />Joun: I know<br /><br />I just miss him.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />April 23<br /><br />him: yuba mn 9ijik<br /><br />father: ee ana glt mako zawaj<br /><br />jara7: yuba tukfa aby il bnt wna twa'6ft o I have been saving yuba aby il bnt<br /><br />father: HA jara7o 5al9 lmn bu sul6an ytzawaj inzawjik<br /><br />Jara7 stormed out of the living room, words couldnt describe how mad he was. He walked down to his grandmother's room.<br /><br />jara7: yumaa<br /><br />grandmother: hala yuma shfeek 7beeby<br /><br />He laid down on the couch placing his hand on her lap as she played with his hair.<br /><br />jara7: yuma kalmay oboy mo ra'6y atzawaj wna abeha, abe ily bnt o ma beha itrou7 walla amout<br /><br />grandmother: smila 3laih ya b3d 3umry inshalah ily taby b9er int bs hd balik o 5l il mw'9ou3 3ly bs gouly mino ehya?<br /><br />jara7: aaah ya yuma aah Samar ma5tha 3gly o galby<br /><br />he turned around to look at his grandmother.<br /><br />jara7: a7ibha<br /><br />grandmother: whya?<br /><br />jara7: ma adree yuma it-haigain ra7 ter'6a feny?<br /><br />grandmother: akeed inta shai5 il shabab<br /><br />him: wana?<br /><br />grandmother: inta o5o shai5 il shabab<br /><br />him: afaa yuma<br /><br />grandmother: hatha il '3aly hatha jara7<br /><br />him: 7aram 3laich<br /><br />grandmother: inta rou7 3nd yaditik il thanya ehya idl3ik<br /><br />him: haha itfrgen baina<br /><br />grandmother: la ya b3d ahaly inta ta3al yuma klkum '3alen bs hatha dalo3 shway<br /><br />him: ahahaha 3yal barkela<br /><br />Jara7 sat up<br /><br />jara7: 3la shino??<br /><br />him: kalamt oboy o 5ala9 gal okay<br /><br />jara7: mn 9ijik??<br /><br />him: ee walla<br /><br />jara7: winta?<br /><br />grandmother: inshalah nlgala bnt il 7alal<br /><br />him: la tw il nas 3ly<br /><br />wain afaker bl zawaj wna mny gader asheel araya mn baly<br /><br />jara7: inzain mita omy btkalmhum? o mita ngdar namlich?<br /><br />His grandmother smacked him.<br /><br />jara7: shfeech yuma a5af e'3yroun ryhum<br /><br />mother: mino ily b'3ayer raya?<br /><br />jara7: ha la ma7ad yuma<br /><br />him: goum goum inrou7 il gahwa 3nd il shabab<br /><br />lazem akalmha, aby akalmha bs shloun?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />May 14th<br /><br />Joun: hala 3azzam<br /><br />3azzam: ha 7uby wainich?<br /><br />Joun: bl bait arooya 3ndy inta wainik<br /><br />3azzam: raye7 il duwnya sm3tay 3my wafaq 3la Jara7o<br /><br />Joun: laa mabrook when will it be official?<br /><br />3azzam: ma adree na6ren bu sul6an<br /><br />Joun: laish bu sul6an 3nda dawam<br /><br />bu sul6an? shfee sh9ayer o laish mabrook???<br /><br />3azzam: lazem ekoun mwjoud 7g il milcha baby shfeech<br /><br />Joun: ee 9a7 its a milcha hahaha<br /><br />milcha??? milchat mino??<br /><br />o laish bu sul6an has to be there?<br /><br />is he getting married?<br /><br />is he leaving me?<br /><br />my9eeer!!<br /><br />Joun: araya ... ARAYA ..... 3azzam ta3al bsr3a please<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />bandar: shfeek bu sul6an<br /><br />him: staqfar allah 7as ina 9ayer shay<br /><br />bandar: la mako ila il3fia inshalah<br /><br />him: madree bandaro 9adgeny 9ayer shay<br /><br />Bu 7areb Calling<br /><br />allah yaster<br /><br />him: hala bu 7areb<br /><br />3azzam: bu sul6an tukfa ta3aly bl amery<br /><br />him: shfeekum sh9ayer<br /><br />3azzam: araya araya<br /><br />ana gmt bsr3a o s7bt bandaro m3ay<br /><br />bandar: shfeek<br /><br />him: araya ... araya bl mustashfa<br />I was pacing across the hallway waiting for the doctor to come out or for Joun to come out bs mako. 3azzam was tense, o bandar was trying to keep me calm 3shan it doesnt show.<br /><br />fuck it let it show bs lazem a3rf if she is okay lazem a3rf itha feha shay .... sh9ar a9lan<br /><br />him: MA 9ARAT<br /><br />bandar: hd balik bu sul6an inshalah mako ila il 3fia<br /><br />Barak: 7ilo 7ilo il shabab klhum mityam3en 3nd i5te<br /><br />3azzam: barak shlonik<br /><br />Barak: wain i5ty?<br /><br />3azzam: il dictor ma 6al3 bs Joun 3ndaha<br /><br />The doctor walked out o kilina r7na 9ouba bs o5oha 36ana na'6ra<br /><br />barak: shfeeha<br /><br />Dr: inta mino<br /><br />barak: o5oha shfeeha?<br /><br />Dr: mako bs il bnt wayed stressed o yalha inheyar 39aby o abeha tirta7 3ndina<br /><br />barak: la la brdha il bait al7en<br /><br />Dr: 3la mas2oletik bs lazem trta7<br /><br />barak: haha ee inshalah latwa9y 7aree9<br /><br />o5oho ra7 he signs the discharge papers o 3azzam dash eshoufha walla knt aby athba7a !!<br /><br />bandar: bu sul6an 3shany ma naby mashakel<br /><br />him: shft o5oha?<br /><br />bandar: I told you about them<br /><br />him: il bnt lazem trta7 whwa bwadeha il bait shloun SHLOUN<br /><br />bandar s7bny o wa5arny shway 3n il bab<br /><br />bandar: int mo glt 5ala9 you are over him<br /><br />him: IM NOT<br /><br />bandar: okay I can see that, you need to talk to her my9er it'9il 3la hal 7ala<br /><br />him: ma adre shasawi bandero walla mny gader ashelha mn baly<br /><br />bandar: you need to tell her<br /><br />him: inshalah 5alha itgoum bl salama o e9er 5air<br /><br />we turned around o shfna o5oha dash 3ndiha b3dain we heard shouting.<br /><br />barak: e6l3 bara hathy i5tee!<br /><br />3azzam: i5tik bl ism bs fee o5o e6iq i5ta shft the scars on her body<br /><br />barak: mashalah wnt ish3rfik ina i5ty has scars on her body wintay ya madam Joun 3jbich kalam rylich<br /><br />Joun: barak 5ala9 just let me take her home m3ay il laila o you can take her tomorrow<br /><br />barak: LAAA yala jidamy<br /><br />he literally pulled me out of the bed and shoved me in front of him. I stepped out of the room and I saw him I didnt want to see him.<br /><br />I didnt want him to see me like this.<br /><br />not this way.<br /><br />LAISH<br /><br />me: Joun joun please please aby arou7 m3ach ma aby arid il bait please<br /><br />I was hysterically crying o he was standing there frozen in front of me<br /><br />barak: iklay 5arach e'6ahar m3 3rfna inrabech ni6ray bs man9our mit7alif feech<br /><br />Joun: barak please 3shany dont hit her not today<br /><br />hit her?<br /><br />they hit her<br /><br />barak: haha 5air inshalah<br /><br />the next thing I knew he was walking over to me, but he didnt look like he was happy to see me. A9lan he wasnt even coming to me, he was walking towards my brother and out of no where he threw a left hook knocking my brother loudly onto the floor.<br /><br />barak: ahaha la o yayba il 9a7ib b3d<br /><br />him: i7trim nafsik<br /><br />bandar bsr3a ya o s7bny bara il mustashfa leana wala lo g3dt chan theb7ta<br /><br />him: wala in jas-ha walla athb7a !<br /><br />bandar: inta bs hd balik bs al7en shtgoul 7g 3azzam<br /><br />him: bandar a7ibha mo hamny 3azzam wla '3aira a7ibha<br /><br />the whole drive home I was crying, I knew they were about to kill me but it didnt matter I didnt care I was worried about him.<br /><br />what was he thinking?<br /><br />what did they tell him?<br /><br />did he even care?<br /><br />Barak dragged me out of the car, I wished it was man9our he wasnt as harsh but my father o barak pushed him. He threw me on the ceramic floor and instantly I passed out. The next thing I remember is me waking up in bed, aching all over.<br /><br />I couldnt move.<br /><br />Breathing hurt me.<br /><br />I saw Rosey next to me in bed crying. I turned to look at her trying to smile but I couldnt smile. Everything just hurt.<br /><br />Roseline: sunshine how are you feeling?<br /><br />I just looked at her I couldnt even talk, I touched my lips and it was swelled up.<br /><br />I tried opening my eyes but it hurt.<br /><br />I tried moving my body, it killed.<br /><br />Roseline: dont move, are you thirsty?<br /><br />I nodded slightly.<br /><br />A painfu tear escaped my eyes.<br /><br />I had to stay in bed for a week, my father called my boss explaining to him I wasnt feeling well and they used my report from the doctor to send to the office.<br /><br />Joun was banned from coming to the house. But Roseline would call and tell her how I was doing. After a week I was able to get out of bed and move. That was when I was ordered to have lunch with them.<br /><br />baba: mako 6al3a mn il bait '3air 7g il dawam o 9adgny ra7 a3rf itha r7tay mukan thany sam3a<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />bandar: bu sul6an we cant just hang out bara bait-ha 5ofick a7ad eshoufna<br /><br />him: I dont care<br /><br />bandar: inzain int shnawi 3laih?<br /><br />him: aby akalmha<br /><br />bandar: shloun<br /><br />awal ma s2lny bander shft 5damt-hum trkab m3a il sayeg fa li7agt-hum o awal ma they parked bl jam3ya ri7tlaha<br /><br />him: excuse me you work in arayas house right?<br /><br />roseline: yes who are you<br /><br />him: I am her friend how is she doing<br /><br />roseline: she doesnt have friends who is boy what do you want<br /><br />him: please tell me how she is<br /><br />roseline: are you bu sultan?<br /><br />him: how do you know<br /><br />roseline: I want to show you something, come to the house tomorrow at 12 no one will be home I will show you<br /><br />him: please ugh<br /><br />roseline: rosey<br /><br />him: *smiling* please rosey give her my number I need to know she is okay<br /><br />rosey took my number o galatly she will give it to her, inshalah she does.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Saif Calling<br /><br />me: aloo<br /><br />saif: hii<br /><br />me: *crying*<br /><br />saif: shfeech araya shfeeech??<br /><br />me: walla bmout saif walla mny gadra a3esh m3ahum<br /><br />saif: sh9ayer 7beebty tell me<br /><br />so I did, I told him everything.<br /><br />saif: 5ala9 bakalm omy 3shan a56ubich o I save you mnhum<br /><br />me:......<br /><br />saif: I know you dont love me bs you need someone to rescue you please let me take care of you<br /><br />me: saif someone is coming akalmik b3dain<br /><br /><br />Roseline: who were you talking to?<br /><br />me: saif<br /><br />Roseline: what did he want<br /><br />me: *turning to give her my back* to save me<br /><br />Roseline came up with a decision she wont give me his number, nor will she show him my diary. She believed love shouldnt hurt.<br /><br />It should be easy.<br /><br />It should make me smile and not cry.<br /><br />And she saw how much I cried.<br /><br />Was I in love?<br />I was asleep and woke up suddenly. I had a feeling he was close, I knew I was only dreaming because why would he be here, why would he be close to me.<br /><br />me: rosey<br /><br />roseline: yes<br /><br />me: um, can I go outside shway<br /><br />roseline: NO<br /><br />me: shfeech?<br /><br />roseline: nothing but your mother is sitting downstairs and if she saw you she will ask many questions.<br /><br />she was right, so instead of going out to the garden where I could see anyone who was parked in front of our house I decided to take a shower and watch some tv.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />il sa3a 12, 9arly sa3a na6er rosey bs she hasnt come out to me yet ill wait for another half an hour ma waray shay<br /><br />He waited.<br /><br />For an hour and a half he waited for Rosey but rosey never came out to him. She believed Saif was better for me.<br /><br />I am starting to believe that as well.<br /><br /><br />Saif Caling<br /><br />me: hala saif<br /><br />saif: hala feech ha shlonich ilyoum<br /><br />me: il 7imdilah zaina<br /><br />saif: no work?<br /><br />me: um baba decided I could take some time off<br /><br />saif: and you?<br /><br />me: I dont have a voice in this household<br /><br />saif: b3d 3umry<br /><br />me:.....<br /><br />saif: shfeech 7yatie<br /><br />me: saif please dont<br /><br />saif: wala ma agdar bs im sorry<br /><br />me: um b'3ait shay?<br /><br />saif: la bs 7bait as2l 3nich, a5alech al7en akalmich b3dain<br /><br />me: inshalah bye<br /><br />saif: bye<br /><br /><br />roseline: saif?<br /><br />me: yes<br /><br />roseline: you like him?<br /><br />me: 3dee<br /><br />roseline: ahaa<br /><br /><br /><br />May 28th 4:00 pm<br /><br />My life was boring, 2 weeks after that conversation with Saif I was feeling much better and was able to move around the house and that was when my father dropped a major bomb on me!<br /><br />father: arooy<br /><br />me: na3am baba<br /><br />father: ana kalamt Dr.3bdullah o gltla inich wayed t3bana o you wont be coming into work until you feel better<br /><br />me: um what what do you mean?<br /><br />father: ya3ne mako dawam '3beya?<br /><br />me: bs baba<br /><br />barak: HA galich mako dawam 5ala9 intay mo nag9ich shay laish tsht'3len b3dain intay wain btro7en<br /><br />me: .......<br /><br />I sat down with them for coffee, then excused myself since my brothers headed up for their naps, my mother was meeting friends and my father, well I just dont know honestly.<br /><br />I cuddled into bed, since I just dont have any energy to do anything, popped in my Season one of two and half men and started watching.<br /><br />Joun: surprise<br /><br />I jumped out of bed and ran into her<br /><br />me: does baba know you are here?<br /><br />Joun: ee I talked to him I missed you<br /><br />me: me more<br /><br />Joun: no tears<br /><br />me: you are showing<br /><br />Joun: ugh I know everyone was mad for not telling tell them, tell me how are you how are you feeling samar told me you quit your job.<br /><br />me: well I was forced to baba talked to dr.3bdullah<br /><br />Joun: Sama2 said ina your job will be there for you whenever you come back, also I have news<br /><br />me: good news<br /><br />Joun: great news, guess mino milach 3la Samar<br /><br />my heart was going a mile a minute, was it him?<br /><br />was it Bu sul6an.<br /><br />me: um mino<br /><br />Joun: shfeech 5yfa<br /><br />me: haha la im not bs im just upset ina I couldnt attend<br /><br />Joun: Samar called you bs your phone was off o when I gave her your house phone they said you were busy<br /><br />me: ill call her b3dain I got my phone back<br /><br />Joun: so you dont want to know who it was<br /><br />me: I think I know who<br /><br />Joun: how?<br /><br />me: its pretty obvious dont you think?<br /><br />Joun: really I never saw it<br /><br />me: anyways shgal 3azzam 3n the baby<br /><br />Joun: oh 7beeby kan mistanis<br /><br />me: il 7imdillah<br /><br />roseline: hello beautiful ladies<br /><br />Joun: rosey how are you<br /><br />roseline: ay you are showing so soon<br /><br />Joun: haha not soon I am going into my fifth month<br /><br />roseline: mashalah I make grilled cheese sandwich okay<br /><br />me: la maby<br /><br />Joun: bring them malich shu'3ul feha *turning to me* you are eating<br /><br />Joun got into bed with me and I placed my head on her lap she played with my hair as I drifted off in thought.<br /><br />I wasnt thinking about him, I was thinking about Saif.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />him: mabrook<br /><br />jara7: alah ebarik feek il fal lik inshalah<br /><br />wain whya wla darya 3n 7aly<br /><br />bandar: shft wyhik<br /><br />jara7: I cant stop smiling<br /><br />mu3ath: doum inshalah ha mita il 3rs ajahiz il motor?<br /><br />jara7: wain tw il nas 3l 3rs<br /><br />bandar: laish ?<br /><br />him: uhma zain re'9aw yamlichoun al7en, bl awal galaw 5u6ba bs mykalmoun b3'9 b3dain 3azzamo gal ina lazem yt3rfoun 3la b3'6 o bl a5er 3ma re'9a bs gal ina ma y6l3oun alone o ina itha bshoufha lazem eyey il bait<br /><br />jara7: il zibda wayed rules bs 9arat ly<br /><br />ib 3umra kilha ma shft o5oy mistanis mithel hal la7'6a alah etamim 3laihum inshalah walla they deserve each other<br /><br />mita eyey il youm ily ana o araya inkoun m3a ba3'6 o lail7en mny 3arf salfat ahalha, mino e6igha o laish?<br /><br />shasawi?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I fell asleep and Joun didnt want to wake me up, she pulled a pillow to rest her back and saw pixie. She knew I never hid anything from her, that wasnt my style but at the same time she felt that I was keeping something to myself.<br /><br />She reached over and opened the page where my pen was.<br /><br />She read<br /><br />and read<br /><br />and read<br /><br />and all she saw was<br /><br />him<br /><br />bu sul6an<br /><br />i miss him<br /><br />I love him,<br /><br />I think I love him<br /><br />him<br /><br />him<br /><br />him<br /><br />HIM!<br />oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, she likes him ... la la SHE LOVES HIM wna 7mara I was so mean about her and him, aww her and him<br /><br />bs wait, WAIT<br /><br />we cant be happy just yet I have to talk to him okay think Joun think.</div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-86562719228735201372012-04-08T01:17:00.002-07:002012-04-08T01:21:07.859-07:00Pixie Dust part 1 ;**<div>Once Upon A Time,<br /><br />In a place that might not be so far away from your own neighborhood, there was a girl maybe not so different than you; a neighbor, a family member, the girl down the street or maybe the girl you sat next to in Arabic class all throughout high school. She was like any other girl, well she had both parents, and two half brothers from her father's side.<br /><br />You see her father was married, and his wife passed away when their sons were young, he then married her mother who raised the boys as her own children. Growing up all she heard was girls bring shame to their family which is the main reason behind her being neglected by everyone.<br /><br />Her brothers would hit her then run along and complain about her not listening to them, and yup you guessed it her father would hit her.<br /><br />They twisted her ankle, pushing her down the stairs they told their mother that "ehya kanat bara il bait w7na nadainaha bs ehya in7ashat mna fa 6a7at o 3wart rou7a" her mother locked her in her room for a month after she got the beating of her life.<br /><br />So yes, maybe she isnt your typical girl, she might not be the girl you know or the girl next door but she was a girl who suffered all her life. She grew up thinking that all brother's hit their sisters, all father's hated their daughters and all mothers completely neglected their daughters.<br /><br />She turned into a quiet, shy girl. Never making friends, never talking to anyone, never sharing her feelings, anything she felt she wrote down in her diary, anything she wanted she asked her nanny who would ask the mother or father.<br /><br />The only friend she had, was her cousin. She was much older than her and was recently married but she got the love and attention she needed from a mother from her cousin.<br /><br />Years passed and the star of our story grew up and started working, she loved her work because it took her away from home. Now, they just stopped asking about her. They would all go out as a family, but she was never asked. They would plan a trip when they knew she couldnt take time off work.<br /><br />But this is not what our story is about, its not about our star complaining about her miserable life, or about her family.<br /><br />No No, not at all. Our story is far from it really. You see, of course there is a guy, there ALWAYS is a guy because in the end would you really be reading this if you knew there wasnt a guy?<br /><br />aha, I thought so.<br /><br />So, lets talk about him shraykum?<br /><br />Hahaha, calm down ladies 9adgouny ra7 tshb3oun mna. We are going to be calling him Bu Sul6an, thats what they call him. Names arent always important, plus we are trying the whole "Mr. Big" thing !<br /><br />He was tall, very tall. Dark, and yes of course handsome, rugged, bad boy look with the messy hair, dirty beard, dark mysterious eyes that could make any girl melt in her place and lips that you just wanted to suck on all night long. Yes ladies and gentleman that was the man she wanted. That was the man who interested her.<br /><br />This is going to be a "dear diary" type of story, I know how repetitive but it fits our story, since our star only writes in her diary.<br /><br />So, readers, do you want to read about Bu sul6an?<br />Oh I forgot to mention, this is not another Cinderalla story I assure you<br />February 14, 4:54<br /><br />Finally the day is over, it was such a long day at work but I love being there I loved being away from home, staqfar allah, we9alt il bait o I was welcomed by my father. I dont know if welcomed is the right word, bs apparently my parents and brothers are off to Greece for a week.<br /><br />Baba: Aroooy<br /><br />me: sm yuba<br /><br />baba: sm allah 3dwich, yuba i7na ry7en il ma6ar b'3aitay shay?<br /><br />me: um la yuba salamtik, ana brou7 il shalaih 3nd Joun<br /><br />baba: intay shako itrizen wayhich 3ndihum hatha shalaih ahal rylaha, ma tist7en?<br /><br />me: yuba ma aby ag3ad bl bait bro7y<br /><br />babe: staqfar allah walla inich bilsha kaifich saway ily tbena mo hamny<br /><br />His words stopped being harsh, I was use to them so were her words, my mother. Growing up all I heard was kilmat "jaikara" and it was always associated with me. In the end im only human and growing in a household like min akeed ma3ndy confidence, none whatsoever, I stare at reflection in the mirror okay there is nothing special about me, nothing at all bs I love my eyes and everyone who knows me praises my 3slya eyes ily imka7len mn allah, which means less make up. Aah, I wish I can scream out bs mino ra7 yism3ly, mino ra7 yihtam feny, ma 3ndy '3air Joun.<br /><br />Jouny Calling<br /><br />me: jouny<br /><br />joun: hala 7uby, shlonich?<br /><br />me: il 7imdilah, you?<br /><br />joun: tired, bs no complaints listen i7na twna wa9len il shalaih you are coming 9a7 ?<br /><br />me: ee akeed ma7d ib baitna they traveled o maby ag3ad brou7y ill just shower pack o ayekum<br /><br />joun: okay 7beebty, 7yach allah bs please drive safely<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br />I love her husband's family. They treat me like their own daughter. Anyways enough complaining for now pixie, ill let you know the days event before bed.<br /><br />I took a shower, packed my clothes o headed out. I made a quick stop bl jam3ya leana aby ashtery junk o I think sharait il junk isle kila, the clerk gave me a look.<br /><br />Which I brushed off.<br /><br />People who meet me think im weird, I might be ma adre bs I like to keep to myself. I dont know how to make small talk to meet people, 7tan bl jam3a knt dymen ag3ad front row I take my notes o leave class. I took back to back classes 3shan I dont have free time to "socialize" with people. I dont pay attention to people, both men and women, mostly because I know no one is looking at me in interest, because I am just another girl in the crowd.<br /><br />a5eran we9alt, aah so I make my way into the shalaih greeting everyone, this was my family not my parents.<br /><br />Joun: hot stuff<br /><br />me: look who is talking, wain il banat?<br /><br />joun: g3den 3l yal rou7elhum o 3azzam o the guys bara barbecuing<br /><br />I stepped out of the main door heading to the patio to say hi to 3azzam, Joun's husband bs I was struck by a rock hard body.<br /><br />Bu Sul6an: sorry sorry sorry ma shftich<br /><br />ana knt 6y7a 3l ar'6 rif3t 3ainy to look at this greek god in human form. My jaw dropped but I quickly realized what I was doing o just stood up completely ignoring him, 3azzam and his cousins and just headed to the girls who were sitting on the chairs on the sea shore.<br /><br />Bu Sul6an: shfeha hathy<br /><br />3azzam: wayed tist7y 5alha malik shu'3ul feeha<br /><br />Bu sul6an was watching, and I knew he was I never pay attention to guys.<br /><br />NEVER<br /><br />3azzan: agolik malik shu'3ul feha sam3<br /><br />Bu sul6an flashed him a naughty smile as he took a sip of his coke.<br /><br />Bu Sul6an, what can I say about him its true I already introduced him bs to sum up his attitude, his looks, his intentions in one word I would have to say shai6an, HOT, bs shai6an.<br /><br />11:30<br /><br />I couldnt help but stare at him, he was really attractive bs I know he wasnt looking at me interested, he was just looking at me because no one does. No one is interested in me, look at me and look at the girls ily ma3ay mashalah kl wa7da a7la mn il thanya, i7na bl shalaih o they still look absolutely flawless, with their perfectly outlines eyes, their radiant skin, perfectly done hair o me, well, pixie, you know me I am not into my looks "jaikara" remember?<br /><br />anyways im off to bed now, I am exhausted.<br /><br />___________________________________________________________________<br /><br />I woke up early to join the aunts and uncles for breakfast, we then all went in for a dip. I loved being in the water, its as if it washed my cares away. Their boy cousins squirted us with water from the jet ski, took the children out for rounds, and then joined us for a game of water volly ball, I sucked. We had lunch on the outside dining table since the children weren't ready to leave the water, neither were we.<br /><br />We took showers, took a quick nap then headed out 3l ba7ar for another barbeque.<br /><br />Bu sul6an: kl tibin zain walla she is just a friend<br /><br />s3oud: 5air inshallah<br /><br />bashar: alah yarzigna friends mithlha<br /><br />Bu sul6ab: ya5e walla ma baina shay shfekum<br /><br />3azzam: salamatik ya 7beeb 2lby, mi7taren minik sm3na inha 7ilwa 9ij 3ad?<br /><br />He walked away from them annoyed, this was everyones perception of him, that he was a player who loved girls and was always with girls. Yes, he always was with girls but there never was anything beyond an innocent friendship. He went to a private school and was a joy to have in every class, which is why the girls were drawn to him as a friend, because he was so easy going.<br /><br />Bu sul6an was misunderstood by his friends, like any man he did look at girls, he talked to girls but he was never and I repeat NEVER was in a serious relationship, he didnt understand the pretense of a relationship when you didnt know the outcome. IF you liked her, then you should walk in from the front door. His thoughts and his actions were contradicting to each other. If you saw him you would say he was player, and expert in that field but in truth he loved staying home with his parents and younger siblings.<br /><br />3azzam: bul shabab la tiz3al we are just teasing you<br /><br />Its true, he was deep in thought but not about his friends teasing him, he was watching me. I, on the other hand curled down next to Jouny enjoying the cool sand beneath me. I looked up at the full moon, then looked at the shalaih the children running, laughing with no worries. I didnt have a childhood, and sometimes envied children who did, but quickly brushed those thoughts away because il 7imdilah ana mo2mina o adre ina 7gy ma ra7 e'9e3 3nd raby, I just have to wait for it, or him?<br /><br />3azzam: 7beebty *he called out for his wife*<br /><br />Joun: hala 7beeby dgeega *Joun finished her sentence with me then got up brushing the sand off her behind as she headed towards her husband*<br /><br />I remembered their wedding day.<br /><br />Saturday August 29th 2007<br /><br />TODAY WAS JOUN'S WEDDING, aaaah it was AMAZING mashalah she looked gorgeous allah etamim 3laihum inshalah. I met 3azzam before the wedding, I use to be the "chaperon" on their dates lool bs he was such a gentleman o kan dyman ys2lny 3n work o 3n my life inshalah one day I get a man like him, or better maybe? Anyways I wore a mauve gown, I liked how I looked I had my hair and make up done with Joun everyone thought I was her sister, and she didnt correct them. A7la part when the men came in, hubba hubba, bs I didnt dare look at anyone ma adre asti7y.<br /><br />I am gonna miss having her around :( she was always there when I needed her, since jam3a my brothers didnt hit me as much bs marat they were "bored" so they would slap me around.<br /><br />samar: arooy my friend started working with you bs ehya she meets with the clients<br /><br />me: Sama2 9a7<br /><br />samar: ee<br /><br />me: ee I met her ib a meeting bs maly i7tikak feha *actually mally i7tikak ib ay a7ad ib work, I love that I am in the advertising industry, my work is me and my computer I am on it the minute I walk into work and I log off when its time to leave, sad yes but I love it*<br /><br />samar: ee she told me shaftich bs ina you were very quiet<br /><br />me: haha *shagoul?*<br /><br />mahala: i7na glna we will crack you out of your shell bs I guess we still need time<br /><br />samar: laa ana agoul byeha wa7id e7ib esolif o y6la3 o ehya ra7 it'3yer 6ab3ha *winking at me, I buried my face on my lap embarrassed at the idea of getting married*<br /><br />3azzam: banat yalla ta3alaw<br /><br />me: um wain bnrou7?<br /><br />samar: bnrou7 nit3sha 7uby shfeech<br /><br />me: ka2na fe strangers ma a3rfhum<br /><br />samar: la hatha Bu sul6an, he is a family friend la tist7en ta3aly<br /><br />Ana ma knt mist7ya ina its a "stranger" ana mist7ya mina uhwa, na'6rata ma kanat itray7 o I was trying to brush them away all night but I just couldnt.<br /><br />3azzam: 7y allah arooya<br /><br />me: *blushing* allah e7yeek 3azzam, y36ek il 3fia<br /><br />3azzam: allah e3afeech, shloun il ahal<br /><br />me: il 7imdilah, safiraw ilyoum<br /><br />3azzam: laa *3azzam knew everything o he HATED how they treated me, he didnt have sisters and he would always refer to me as his baby sister*<br /><br />bu sul6an: shd3wa Bu Mit3b ma 3rftna<br /><br />joun: wy3a bu sul6an lat7i6oun hal ism ib rasa my baby boy wont be called mit3b<br /><br />bu sul6an: ahaa, anyways *he turned around and gave me a look that mad mountains move* ana bu sul6an wntay<br /><br />me: *clearing my throat* Araya<br /><br />bu sul6an: 3ashat il asamy *I felt my insides move mn his tone of voice*<br /><br />me: 3ashat ayamik<br /><br />AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, sorry but I had to I just had to scream, WOOW seriously ya3nee WOOW.<br /><br />joun: hey you dont give her that look of yours hathy my baby sister<br /><br />bu sul6an: 9ij?<br /><br />3azzam: laa bs ehya ib '3alya 3laina * he looked at Bu sul6an with a serious tone of voice* o ma ner'6a 3laiha<br /><br />ana ma fihamt qa9da, why were they being so harsh on him? he didnt do anything right?<br /><br />We had our dinner, then went inside to join the older man and woman for tea o chats. I loved his aunts, his grandmother was my favorite she showered me with attention. Everyone in his family did, do you blame me for coming?<br /><br />We called it a night at 1 am, each parting to their designated room. I shared a room with Joun since 3azzam slept bl duwanya with the men.<br /><br />February 16, 1:21 am<br /><br />I cant stop thinking about what him, his looks, his features but most importantly the way they all attacked him, maskeen. Bs pixie im surprised ina im thinking about him you know me I never focus on just one person, a9lan i never talk about anyone other than myself, haha that made me sound very self centered 9a7? bs laa you know me. Ma adre I need to stop thinking about him seriously a9lan shb9er baina? b7bny? hahahah yeah sure.<br /><br />anyways joun is complaining about the light so I guess its time for bed, maly 5ulg work, I wish I can just live here with 3azzam's family<br />Ifff, I cant sleep o Jouna nyma its 3:20. I grabbed a hoodie because I cant be bothered to wear my bra and walked down the stairs quietly grabbing cocktail juice o headed outside sat down on the sand leaning my back against the pole.<br /><br />I just sat there listening to the water, it was calming, relaxing. I dug my feet into the sand thinking about nothing in particular I guess I was so preoccupied with my thoughts that I didnt notice him sitting next to me, but what I noticed was his smell.<br /><br />I flinched, turning to face him. He was just sitting there watching me with an unreadable expression on his face<br /><br />Bu sul6an (him): I didnt mean to scare you<br /><br />me: la 3dee *I hope he cant hear my heart*<br /><br />He turned to face the water resting his head on his prompt up knees. We sat in silence for more than an hour.<br /><br />him: when I was five I think kna yayen ehny, oboy o obo 3azzam are close friends il muhum kna nazlen il ba7ar wna g3d 3l yal al3ab ma3a o5o leana kan 3umra sina fa mistanis 3l trab, 3azzamo yah o gal ina b6ub ba7ar o gltla laa in6ur obok galy ana rayal o 6b .....<br /><br />I sat there mesmerized by him, he wasnt looking at me he was looking out at the water, so inthralled in his story I was drugged by his smell, his voice his presence. I quickly brushed the thoughts away and went back to listening to him.<br /><br />him: g3d ysba7 o shft ina e3rf ysb7 glt okay I guess ina 9ij rayal fa g3dt ym o5oy o ga3d al3ba wna 3ainy itrou7 wtrid 3la 3azzam, galby kan 7as ina b9er shay o 9ij shlt 3aina 3ana for 5 minutes maybe o I couldnt see him gmt o g3dt a9r5 w9ar5 o shft oboy o oboh yarki'9oun o isbo7la o yabo 3l yal wna wgaft w6al3 3azzam o 5ayef ....<br /><br />He turned to face me and said : ma3ay? I just nodded<br /><br />him: swola tanfs 9en3y o bda eki7 ana awal ma sm3ta eki7 g6ait rou7y 3laih o lamaita 7ail o gltla itha hathy il rjola ma abeha o g3d y'67k 3ly 3azzamo, ana akbar 5wany o 3azzam akbar mny o kan e5af 3ly fa knt a7is ina o5oy<br /><br />I looked down smiling to myself, it was random of him to share a story with me. I cant stop smiling but I have to.<br /><br />him: are you always this quiet<br /><br />I nodded.<br /><br />him: I noticed *turning to look at me*<br /><br />Our eyes locked for seconds, and all I could hear was my racing heart beat.<br /><br />him: you should leave before anyone sees us together, I dont think they will be too thrilled *he grunted*<br /><br />I was taken back by his comment, I quickly stood up walking into the shalaih and up to our room. I curled up in my bed with his words ringing in my mind "they wont be too thrilled"<br /><br />I fell asleep before 6 and was awakened by Joun 3 hours later. I woke up, took a long hot shower, wore my dress and walked down to the dining room I greeted everyone and sat down in the middle of Joun and 3azzam's grandmother.<br /><br />grandmother: jouno laish matwakloun bntkum shofay wayha a9far *its true* btmout<br /><br />I was skinny, but not attractive skinny, sick skinny.<br /><br />me: la yuma akel, bs bsr3a ashb3<br /><br />grandmother: la la mo 3ly ana hal kalam<br /><br />She starting piling food onto my plate, I didnt know what to say I think im the worlds finickiest eater. Labna and Bread is my life.<br /><br />me: walla ma akal kl hal akal bs akel 5oboz o labna<br /><br />grandmother: ya 7afi'6 bnt fqara<br /><br />him: 9ab7ch allah bl 5air yal '3alya *kissing the crown of her head*<br /><br />grandmother: 9ab7k allah bl nour ya wldy ig3ad ig3d<br /><br />I didnt dare look up at him, I couldnt even listen to what he was saying everything sounded fuzzy.<br /><br />grandmother: ana na6ritich taklen<br /><br />me: inshalah *what else could I say?*<br /><br />him: yuma 5aleha 3la ra7at-ha<br /><br />grandmother: shofha shloun btmout, tara il rayal yaby wa7da shway matrousa<br /><br />He laughed, IMAGINE HE JUST LAUGHED!<br /><br />We finished breakfast and enjoyed a cup of tea together before we started packing up to head back home. I hated this part.<br /><br />joun: babe tyen baitna?<br /><br />3azzam: ee btyey o btnam 3ndina<br /><br />me: *terrified* LAA laa 3azzam walla ma agdar anam 3ndikuma5af eridoun o ma ylgouny bl bait wt9er salfa<br /><br />3azzam: a9lan ana ma adre laish ma tatrken il bait o tsknen 3ndna lay mita aroya<br /><br />I just looked at him with my tears eyes<br /><br />me: they are my family<br /><br />He walked away furious. Joun hugged me I then got into my car and started my journey back home. I looked up at my rear view mirror and I saw his eyes watching my car as it drove away.<br />AAAh ya galby.<br /><br />February 16, 7:40<br /><br />What a great weekend, okay okay I know I need to cut the crap and admit why I enjoyed my weekend. Him, bu sul6an. But WHY?? aaah shkla he is a player maybe his looks were just looks, nothing more nothing less 9a7? what is getting into me, why am I thinking? WHY! I need to stop this nonsense I dont have time for this. Oh hush pixie I know I have nothing else to do, but I cant go on and plan my life with him when I know nothing about him .... I DONT EVEN KNOW IF HE IS INTERESTED!<br /><br />Roseline: sunshine<br /><br />me: hi rosey<br /><br />roseline: how was the shalaih<br /><br />me: good, im tired<br /><br />roseline: I can see, why you look yellow did you eat ?<br /><br />me: I had breakfast<br /><br />roseline: ay sunshine why I will make you a sandwich<br /><br />me: la rosey wala im exhausted I want to sleep I went to office after the shalaih to do some work<br /><br />roseline: I will bring you milk only<br /><br />me: okay *who was I to argue with roseline?*<br /><br />Roseline left my room to bring me my glass of milk, I was so exhausted that I fell asleep the second I placed my head on my pillow. Lights on, diary open. I could hear roseline walking into my room, she tucked me into bed covering me the way I love, she placed a loving kiss on my right cheek, tucked my diary under my pillow and left me to enter my fairy-tale.<br /><br />Seconds after I fell deep into my sleep, he arrived hugging me tightly to his chest.<br /><br />me: what took you so long *I asked him, usually I never have a face to the "man in my dreams" he is just someone who protects me, someone who will never lay his hands on me, who will always make me smile but tonight, he had a face, he had a smell, he has his presence.<br /><br />Bu Sul6an.<br /><br />------------------------<br /><br />BU SUL6AN<br /><br />Laish ga3id afaker feha, laa mo feha ehya bs ib her eyes. Il bnt 3dya, nothing special about her whatsoever but her eyes, aaaah her eyes are penetrated deep in my mind. Mashalah imk7len mn allah, o her dark eye lashes ! Why am I thinking about her.<br /><br />him: il salam 3laikum<br /><br />father: w 3laikum il salam hala yuba<br /><br />him: hala feek, shlonik yal '3aly 3sak ib 5air *kissing the crown of his father's head*<br /><br />jara7: ys3dly<br /><br />him: haa jara7o shlonik laish ma yet il kl s2al 3nik<br /><br />jara7: ri7t shalaih il shabab, shloun 3azzamo *winking at me* o ahlha<br /><br />him: tamam<br /><br />jara7: ana aby afham laish im6y7 3ndihum, lykoun 7a6 3ainik 3la wa7da? lw sama7t samora ly ana<br /><br />him: ist7 3la wyhik jara7o ahla mithl 5awaty<br /><br />jara7: 5air inshalah<br /><br />him: wain omy?<br /><br />father: ib bait yadik, yuba bacher il 3mal ra7 yabdoun shu'3ulhum i7na bnam ib bait yadik omik wl banat ra7aw o ana bacher il 9ub7 brou7 inshalah<br /><br />him: la, ma adre ashouf e9er 5air inshalah<br /><br />I went up to my room took my clothes off and took a long shower, every time I closed my eyes I saw hers 5ALA9 bs I cant think about her !<br /><br />I got into bed o called my mother<br /><br />mother: aloo<br /><br />him: hala bl zain, hala bl '3alya hala ib 7beebat galby<br /><br />mother: bu sul6an youz 3ndy e'6er dg 3ly ana bl ghala6<br /><br />him: afaa yuma, shlonich<br /><br />mother: il 7imdilah int shlonik yuma, shloun ahal 3azzam<br /><br />him: il 7imdilah , s2law 3nkum<br /><br />mother: s2lt 3nhum il 3fia, obok galik bnam ib bait yadik<br /><br />him: ee galy ana shakly banam ehny leany agoum 3l 6 7g il dawam o ma arid ila 3l 3 fa aked byey 3ndikum at'3da b3dain arid il bait wnam<br /><br />mother: bra7tik yuma, ee ta3al tara 3lgt badlitik bl kabt yaboha mn il dry cleaners<br /><br />him: mashkoura yuma, shloun il banat<br /><br />mother: mistansen bnamoun ib bait yadik m3a banat 3mik<br /><br />him: 3yal alah e3eekum 3la iz3ajhum<br /><br />mother: tadry feny ma askit 3nhum<br /><br />him: ee 36ehum il 3ain il 7mra, 5ala9 yuma ana shakly banam t3ban<br /><br />mother: smila 3laik mn il t3b ya bu sul6an, t9ba7 3la 5air<br /><br />him: wintay mn ahla yuma<br /><br />One thing no one knows about me, ahly mean the world to me alif il 3alam kla 3shanhum. 9ij 9ij ta3ban aby anam bs mny gader ashelha mn baly ma adre laish a7is inha mi7taja a7ad to take care of her.<br /><br />5ala9 5ala9 t9b7oun 3la 5air !<br />Today was ... interesting? Let me tell you what happened, I woke up earlier than usual and had a hearty breakfast because I was starving, adre no big deal I then went to work started my computer, my itunes plugged in my headphones and started my long day at work. Bare with me pixie the interesting part is coming up. Around 12 Sama2 came to me, remember she is Samar's friend she just got hired.<br /><br />sama2: hii *flashing me a smile as she sat on my desk*<br /><br />me: ahlain<br /><br />sama2: araya right? ana sama2 im samar's friend<br /><br />me: ee hii *um ma adre*<br /><br />sama2: hiyain b3d, so I was thinking do you wanna go grab lunch so we can bond<br /><br />okay I dont bond.<br /><br />me: I would love to but I have so much work to do<br /><br />She gave me a look, picked up my phone and dialled Dr. 3bdullah's number.<br /><br />Dr.3bdullah: yes<br /><br />sama2: Dr.3bdullah, can araya leave the office for lunch? *she looked at me*<br /><br />Dr.3bdullah: yh akeed she can, la wtha tby the week off b3d ma3ndy man3 *he knew I was a hard worker* bs ib shar6 tybounly '3da m3akum<br /><br />sama2: akeed shloun ninsa the boss<br /><br />Dr.3bdullah: ee chithi employees wla balash<br /><br />She shut the phone and turned to look at me, I had no expression on my face.<br /><br />sama2: mshaina?<br /><br />I didnt know what to say, well there wasnt much to say right pixie? So I gave in, grabbed my bag and headed out with her. She offered to drive I didnt say no. We headed to Bredz, I got my chicken wrap and a salad, my bottle of water and sat down.<br /><br />sama2: So<br /><br />I just smiled, ya3ne what was she expecting? she wanted me to open up about everything?<br /><br />sama2: you really are a quiet person arent you?<br /><br />me: I am sorry<br /><br />sama2: laish sorry its who you are no need to apologize, so are you an only child?<br /><br />me: la um ana wa7edat omy o oboy bs 3ndy 2 brothers mn my father<br /><br />sama2: older?<br /><br />me: yup you?<br /><br />sama2: I have 3 other sisters no boys<br /><br />me: I always wanted a sister, bs il 7imdilah 3ndy joun<br /><br />sama2: murt 3azzam right?<br /><br />me: ee<br /><br />sama2: mashalah 3laiha so sweet I met her a few times very social<br /><br />me: haha ee mashalah 3laiha she is, 3ksy ana<br /><br />sama2: if you werent social you wouldnt be talking to me right?<br /><br />me: haha I guess, bs its cause you are asking me, why did you move here?<br /><br />sama2: I was working ib a big company o 7sait my work wasnt shining you know, all the ideas I have were rejected so I decided to move you?<br /><br />me: it was the first place I applied to I never thought I would get it because I had no work experience but I guess I was lucky<br /><br />sama2: well we are lucky to have you on our team, Dr.3bdullah praises your work a lot<br /><br />me: he is just nice haha<br /><br />sama2: he really is, coffee?<br /><br />me: sure, bs I want to bring treats to the office<br /><br />I bought pastries for the office, and we headed over to Starbucks to get some coffee. Oh we didnt forget Dr.3bdullahs lunch ! You should be proud of me pixie I didnt think of him once today, arent you proud? No? But okay, he was on my mind, but I kept moving him to the back of my mind. That is where he is going to stay.<br /><br />For now.<br /><br />I actually sat down with my employees as we enjoyed our sweet pastries, we talked and can you believe it I actually went home right after that I LEFT WORK ON TIME !<br /><br />Roseline: you are home on time<br /><br />me: ee<br /><br />Roseline: I make you lunch?<br /><br />me: la rosey I went out to eat im stuffed<br /><br />Roseline: okay I make chicken nuggets and fries, oh your mother called<br /><br />me: oh and?<br /><br />Roseline: mm, she ask about the house and if we bring the mail and about you if you are eating<br /><br />me: aha, when will they come back<br /><br />Roseline: she say maybe next week, yala I make lunch also I make chocolate mousse for you<br /><br />I went up to my room to call her, weird thing is I missed them.<br /><br />Dialing Mama<br /><br />mama: aloo<br /><br />me: hi mama, shlonich?<br /><br />mama: hala zaina intay shlonich?<br /><br />me: il 7imdilah, shloun baba o 5wany<br /><br />mama: klhum zainen, kalamty bait yadich<br /><br />me: la b3d shway inshalah, mita btridoun ?<br /><br />mama: walla lail7en ma 7ijazna rada bs maybe around 10 days<br /><br />me: oh, okay 3yal have fun ma aby a6wil 3laich o salmely 3la il kl<br /><br />mama: ok, yala bye<br /><br />I know, that didnt go as bad as usual right? I wonder what he is up to okay sorry sorry bs ma agdar its hard not to think of him.<br /><br />3azzam Calling<br /><br />me: hii<br /><br />3azzam: ahlain, shlounich arooya<br /><br />me: zaina, inta shlonick<br /><br />3azzam: il 7imdilah, ha wainich?<br /><br />me: home laish<br /><br />3azzam: la mako, mintay yaya 3ndina?<br /><br />me: embala bs na6ra rosey finishes il chocolate mouse o byekum<br /><br />3azzam: yala okay<br /><br />---------------------------------------<br /><br />BU SUL6AN<br /><br />Il walda Calling<br /><br />him: haa yuma<br /><br />mother: 9ba7 il 5air yala goum yuma<br /><br />him: aah inshalah<br /><br />mother: aked ga3id aw adig b3d 10 minutes<br /><br />him: la dgay bs 20 minutes mo 10<br /><br />mother: hahah inzain yuma<br /><br />ta3baaaaaaaaaaaan m3na nayem imbacher 3d ilyoum youm 6weeeeeel bl dawam !!<br /><br />il walda calling<br /><br />him: ga3id ga3id<br /><br />mother: yamdek tyena 7g il ryoug<br /><br />him: akeed hatha ryoug il walda lo shino ma a6wfa<br /><br />mother: yala yuma na6renik<br /><br />I wont admit it, lo shtswoun I wont admit iny fakart feha la o 7lamt feha bs lat5afoun everything was G rated. Bs wain I wont see her until Thursday, hatha itha ra7at il shalaih, lazem adig 3la 3azzamo ashouf if she is coming!<br /><br />I had breakfast with my parents and headed to work, I dont know if I mentioned but I work in the National Guard so yes ladies I am always in a uniform *wink* la just playing, itha btyebounly Araya ma3ndy mani3.<br /><br />No?<br /><br />okay mu mushkila, ana I will find a way I assure you.<br /><br />jara7: yuma wain il achar?<br /><br />mother: 3sa allah la y3mek kaho jdamik ya walad<br /><br />jara7: oho ma a7ib hatha wain il yadity sweta<br /><br />mother: 3nd o5ok<br /><br />him: inta wayed 7anan ikel ily jdamik wnt sakit, yuma wain il banat?<br /><br />mother: Rand lail7en bl jam3a o Asya foug m3a banat 3mik<br /><br />him: m3laich 2mer bs nadeha aby asalim 3laiha<br /><br />mother: inshalah yuma<br /><br />father: yuba shft il 3mal lmn 6l3t?<br /><br />him: la yuba ma w9law al7en bmur b3dain brou7 il duwanya<br /><br />mother: yuma laish matnam ehny, al7en kl youm btyena 3l '3da wtrid il bait?<br /><br />him: ee yuma 3shan il 3mal y7soun fe a7ad bl bait<br /><br />mother: 3la ra7tik yal '3aly<br /><br />I NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOUT IT HER!<br /><br />----------------------<br /><br />Pixie I think I am seeing things I swear I thought I saw him twice but its not him ya3nee but I think it is, I think I have officially lost my mind. I need to snap out of this I hate that he is slowly controlling my thought. Anyways I am off to bed, I spent the day m3a 3azzam o Joun we watched a movie then ordered in m3na I was stuffed but I didnt dare say no in front of 3azzam.<br /><br />February 18, 11:20 pm<br /><br />I dont know how to explain how I feel about today, its a mixture of feelings really but mostly bad. He was in the restaurant today yaay right? but no because he was there to meet his girlfriend, you know who she is? SAMAR imagine, I know I shouldnt be upset BUT I AM devastated, drama queen much? yes I know. Okay here is what happened today.<br /><br />Joun: bs bnmur samar o bnrou7 okay<br /><br />me: ee 3de, bs wain the rest of the girls?<br /><br />Joun: they have a dinner they have to go to o Samar managed to wiggle her way out of it<br /><br />me: hahaha akeed the girls arent happy about it<br /><br />Joun: they wont be when they find out<br /><br />Joun, Samar and I were going out to dinner. I didnt want to go but I had nothing else to do and I just didnt want to stay home, I was just thinking about him and it was annoying me. We were making our way into the restaurant when someone called out for Joun and Samar.<br /><br />Joun: jara7o<br /><br />jara7: ya hala ib um 7areb<br /><br />samar: shlonick jara7<br /><br />jara7: b5air intay shlonich? ha yayen tit3shoun<br /><br />Joun: ee walla, jara7 it3rf bnt 3my Araya 9a7?<br /><br />jara7: ee hala wala<br /><br />me: hala feek<br /><br />Joun: yay bro7ik?<br /><br />jara7: la m3a il shabab twna 5al9en<br /><br />Joun: ahhaa, 5ala9 3yal inshofik<br /><br />jara7: m3a il salama<br /><br />Something about him comforted me, it was as if I have seen him before or no scratch that like I know him, but ma adre mn wain.<br /><br />me: mino hatha?<br /><br />samar: 05o bu sul6an<br /><br />I knew it ! laish ya raby LAISH!! anyways dinner was okay until he came, YES HE CAME !! once again I say laish ya raby LAISH! Joun excused herself to the restroom while Samar and I chitchatted. On her way back to the table she saw him walking in.<br /><br />Joun: bu sul6an?<br /><br />him: hala Joun *kan shakla mirtikib*<br /><br />Joun: what are you doing here?<br /><br />him: ugh mako walla um kan jara7o wl shabab ehny o glt ala7ig 3laihum bs ma ashoufhum *looking around*<br /><br />Joun: aha, o laish you didnt call him?<br /><br />him: um uggh telefony mafy ba6rya ha yaya m3a mino?<br /><br />Joun: m3a il banat<br /><br />him: ahaa 3yal I guess brou7<br /><br />Joun: okay then<br /><br />Apparently he just stood there for seconds looking around, but what was he looking for ... SAMAR AKEED !!<br /><br />Samar: shfech 6walty?<br /><br />Joun: shft bu sul6an haha<br /><br />6ab3an ana I flinched o dropped the knife onto my plate<br /><br />Joun: shfeech?<br /><br />me: um butter fingers *smiling*<br /><br />Samar: yay brou7a?<br /><br />Joun: egoul yay bshouf il shabab bs kan wayed mirtikib ashakara imwa3id<br /><br />na3am?? I was holding the knife so tightly 7sait my finger might snap off. I took a deep breath and looked around at the girls trying to figure out who was he here to see. Every girl in the restaurant looked glamorous, seriously in their body tight skinny jeans, crisp shirts, perfectly done hair, point on make up enhancing their features, with their 10 inch heels that made them look like models, o ana? I had my hair up in a messy bun, no make up except for some blusher, I was wearing a dress, flats o my clutch. I didnt even have ear rings on. I kept my eyes down, if I looked up I would have cried and I cant, no I WONT cry over a man I dont know I DONT KNOW HIM! I looked up at Samar, mashalah she was gorgeous. She had super short wavy hair that worked on her because of her bold cheek bones and jaw line, her hair was light brown matching her eye color. She was wearing a white dress, so simple but she looked gorgeous o all she had on was navy blue eye linear and a thick coating of mascara.<br /><br />Then it hit me, akeed he is here to see her. I mean what man wouldnt want her, it all made sense she was sitting next to me the day I felt his eyes on me, his eyes werent on me they were on her. It felt like someone punched me in the chest and ripped my heart out. I dont know him adre walla I do, but for the first time in my life my heart skipped a beat when I saw him, for once in my life I noticed someone, for the first time in my life I wanted to get to know someone, talk to them, share with them. I wanted to tell him about my life and everything I have been through.<br /><br />But no more!<br /><br />Joun: arooya shfeech 7beebty?<br /><br />me: nothing I guess I am tired<br /><br />samar: yala lets pay o leave<br /><br />-----------------------------------------<br /><br />Let us see what was happening on Bu Sul6an's side of the world to better understand what actually was going on.<br /><br />Bu Sul6an Calling<br /><br />jara7: haa<br /><br />him: wainik<br /><br />jara7: mako walla knt at3sha m3a il shabab o twna 5al9en bnrou7 il duwanya, o tadry mino shft<br /><br />him: mino?<br /><br />jara7: 7beebat galby<br /><br />him: jara7o<br /><br />jara7: haha shft samar o joun o bnt 3m madre bnt 5al joun<br /><br />him: SHINO?<br /><br />jara7: shfeek<br /><br />him: ha ugh laa mafeny shay wain shft-hum?<br /><br />Ma a9adg bshoufha BSHOUFHA. 6l3t mn bait yady 6yaran o ri7t lihum il ma63am ABY ASHOUFHA lo thanya bs aby ashoufha, LAZEM ASHOUFHA !! d5lt il ma63am o g3dt adwr bain il nas ha wainha, I dont think midahum e5al9oun.....<br /><br />Joun: bu sul6an?<br /><br />walain sh-hal blsha lazem I stay cool 3shan matshik feny<br /><br />him: hala Joun<br /><br />Joun: what are you doing here?<br /><br />shbgoul al7en, laish ma fakart feeha ohoo 3d jouno it7b titkalam alah e3eny lazem afaker ib ayshay agolaha 3shan it9adg .... ah 9a7 jara7o kan ehny<br /><br />him: ugh mako walla um kan jara7o wl shabab ehny o glt ala7ig 3laihum bs ma ashoufhum *looking around*<br /><br />Joun: aha, o laish you didnt call him?<br /><br />ya raby, mat3rf taskit okay ashwa telefony ib my back pocket<br /><br />him: um uggh telefony mafy ba6rya ha yaya m3a mino?<br /><br />inshalah matshik bs kan so2aly 3de 9a7?<br /><br />Joun: m3a il banat<br /><br />7ilfay bs, AY BANAT WAIN ARAYA ABY ASHOUFHA ... ugh shfekum it5zouny la aby ashoufha bs chithi not because I am beginning to like her 9adgouny!<br /><br />him: ahaa 3yal I guess brou7<br /><br />MA SHFT-HA SHLOUN MA SHFT-HA<br /><br />allah e3eny 3la joun<br /><br />Asya Calling<br /><br />him: haa asoy<br /><br />asya: wainik?<br /><br />him: laish shfeech?<br /><br />asya: syarty bnchirat o mny 3rfa shasawi<br /><br />him: wainich? al7en ayech<br /><br />asya: 3l da2er il thalith 3nd il sh3b<br /><br />him: yala thwany o akoun 3ndich, itha a7ad yaach golelhum o5oy yay okay? stay in the car o leave it locked sam3a<br /><br />asya: inshalah yala !<br /><br />6l3t o seeda 3l thalith 5ayf 3laiha shabab ilyoum alah yaster minhum, we9alt 3nd i5te o 36ait-ha syarty o sawait il bancher o wdait her car to the garage to change the wheel o ri7t bait yady.<br /><br />Bu 7areb Calling<br /><br />him: 7beeb galby<br /><br />3azzam: haa wainik<br /><br />him: mako ry7 bait yady<br /><br />3azzam: egoloun imwa3id<br /><br />him: murtik it7ib it2lf ashya2 shako imwa3id knt ray7 leana jar7o wl shabab kanaw hnak<br /><br />3azzam: aha, ha inshalah 7ilwa?<br /><br />him: 3azzamo goul inik mi7tr<br /><br />3azzam: ee walla mi7tr<br /><br />him: wain Jouno 3nik<br /><br />3azzam: foug laish<br /><br />him: haa la salamtik<br /><br />solaft m3a shway o awal ma we9alt bait yady 9kaita mna o d5lt ag3d m3a a3mamy shway b3dain ri7t 3nd 5waty o omy b3dain rdait il bait aby anam.<br /><br />--------------------<br /><br />ARAYA<br /><br />I couldnt stop crying, la jd I have been crying for more than an hour now, I dont cry when my brothers hit me, I dont cry when my dad slaps me, I dont cry when my mother calls me ugly and claims no one will marry me because I am ugly I dont, I JUST DONT, bs him, I am crying over him REALLY?? my9eer! I got under my covers laying on my left side, I had my eyes tightly closed and he came, the man in my dreams came to visit me once again but it was him, it was bu sul6an.<br /><br />"shfeech tbchen" he softly said as he placed his hand on my left cheek<br />"you need to leave me please" my eyes were still shut but I could see him, I could feel him.<br />"your tears '3alen 3ly please dont cry" he moved closer to me, I just turned to give him my back and faintly said "go to her, I dont need you, I dont want you" and I entered my deep slumber without him.<br /><br />he even took over my dreams, the place where I escape, he stole my perfect man, the man I dream about the man who will save me and protect me, but no he had to take him away from me.<br /><br />I have no one.<br /><br />"LEAVE ME ALONE"<br /><br />------------------<br /><br />BU SUL6AN<br /><br />Bsmillah, knt nayem o faj2a 7sait ka2na a7ad 36any kf gmt o shft il sa3a its 1:30 al7en shnawmny. Ri7t il 9ala 3shan ayebly my mn il ma6ba6 ily foug o shft jara7o ga3d.<br /><br />him: ha nayem ehny ilyoum<br /><br />jara7: ee yady alah ehady mn 9arat il s3a 11 dsh il duwanya o g3d e9ik il laitat o il shabab g3den gltla yady shfeek 3ndy il shabab o gam ezifhum, rdaw baitkum ma 3ndikum ahal<br /><br />him: hahahaha ya7laila yady<br /><br />jara7: laa fashlny ga glt anam ehny a7sanly, laish mo nayem<br /><br />him: knt nyem bs gmt ayebly my<br /><br />jara7: ee t3al oboy yabena inrou7 nshtery il A5 7g Rand 7g her graduation tyey m3y?<br /><br />him: ee akeed, bs ay 7za?<br /><br />jara7: 3l 7<br /><br />him: 5ala9 na5ith il banat ma3na 3shan ni6l3 nit3sha<br /><br />jara7: okay, um bu sul6an<br /><br />him: halaa<br /><br />jara7: laish ri7t itshouf il banat?<br /><br />him: haa<br /><br />jara7: itha int 7a6 Samar ib balik goley wala ma r7 az3al<br /><br />him: la yuba samar lk inshalah o ehya mar7 tlga a7san minik<br /><br />jara7: tslam aah mita eyey ilyoum ily itkoun ly<br /><br />him: int kalim il ahal bl awal b3dain e9er 5air<br /><br />jara7: awal ma a5al9 my training o abdy wa'6efty inshalah bkalem oboy o omy<br /><br />him: inshalah<br /><br />aaaah ya araya yananteny kl shway tyen 3la baly, laish walla mny gader afham!<br /><br />lazem o9alich.<br /><br />I wont leave you<br />I SAW HIM I SAW HIM I SAAAAAW HIM, but you know what bothers me the most pixie, is that I was happy to see him bs laish? seriously laish? After work I headed off to 3azzam's and Joun's for lunch that was what we did every Tuesday, and I would just spend the day with them, my parents hate it but at the end she is my cousin and he couldnt say much, true they might pull my hair, or hold down on my wrist harder than needed but I get to escape right?<br /><br />So, I parked my car and headed into the house, I never ring the bell its my second home. I open the door and BOOOM I see him standing in the living room holding a dish in his hand. He turned around to face me, and I could have sworn I saw a smile beam on his face, ah ya galby.<br /><br />me: il salam 3laikum<br /><br />him: 3laikum il salam, hala araya shlonich?<br /><br />me: um b5air inta shlonik?<br /><br />him: il 7imdilah, ugh<br /><br />shino ugh, was he expecting a conversation ya3ne? well I wanted to, I wanted to just sit down next to him, listen to his soothing voice, hear his stories, get to know him you know?<br /><br />him: araya I ...<br /><br />me: I better go upstairs, we wouldnt want anyone to see us together right?<br /><br />and with that I left, I passed him and headed upstairs to Joun. I bumped into 3azzam on the way he asked me if Bu sul6an ta7at I said yes o bs ri7t 3nd Joun o sat down without mentioning anything. 3azzam didnt either so mala da3y I talk right?<br /><br />-----------------------<br /><br />BU SUL6AN<br /><br />shino ya3ne before they see us together? shino qa9dha? akeed its because of what I said bl shalaih bs ana I didnt mean it the way she took it, ana 7mar marat I say things o people take it the wrong way.<br /><br />3azzam: haa bu sul6an<br /><br />him: hala bu 7areb, il walda mitnaq9atlikum 7ilo<br /><br />3azzam: 7beeby ma qa9art wala tslam 2edha, agoul t'3dait<br /><br />ANA 7MAR<br /><br />him: la wala bs ilyam3a ib bait yady na6reny<br /><br />arid wgolikum 7maaar, al7en araya bl bait fa akeed ra7 tit'3da ma3ahum !<br /><br />3azzam: 3la ra7tik, 3mamik yg3doun 6ol il youm 9a7 aby amur asalim 3laihum<br /><br />him: 7yaak, 5ala9 3yal ana ast2thn 3shan ma at25er 3laihum, salim 3la Jouno<br /><br />arid wgolikum ana 7mar laish ma g3dt !!<br /><br />--------------------------<br /><br />After lunch we had our coffee and tea, im a big coffee person I enjoy the flavor and I love the aroma, you see what I am doing right? yes I dont want to talk about him leana ma 9ar shay, shfta salamt knt polite o bs, I cant think about it, my9eer I just wont!<br /><br />I went grocery shopping afterwards il bait ma fe shay and I need a distraction he is just completely controlling over my thought and this is not me. 6ab3an you know what happened right?<br /><br />him: araya?<br /><br />haha now I am hearing him.<br /><br />him: ahaha araya shfeech?<br /><br />I turned, and immediately dropped the cantaloupe in my hand. He was in front of me, but he wasnt alone he is with a girl!<br /><br />me: hala bu sul6an<br /><br />him: hathy i5ty rand, ranoda araya bnt 3m Joun murt 3azzam<br /><br />rand: ana agoul wyhich mo '3reb I remember you mn il 3rs<br /><br />me: sorry I have a real bad memory, sm7ena<br /><br />rand: la 7beebty its okay it was 3 years ago<br /><br />him: ha grocery shopping<br /><br />Laish esolif ???? LAISH do I look like I am a person who talks!<br /><br />me: ee<br /><br />him: aha, um 3yal I guess in5alech?<br /><br />why was he asking? ya3ne shino he was expecting ina bgoul PLEASE STAY ... well I kinda wanted to!<br /><br />rand: it was great seeing you 7beebty, m3a il salama<br /><br />me: m3a il salama *smiling*<br /><br />il 7beeb imtan7 jdamy, he just stood there watching me imagine his sister had to grab his hand and pull her with him. FASHLA, mn zoud ma I felt flushed I left my cart and headed to my car not buying anything. Its that bad imagine, he does that to me and I already know I am weak but being around him makes me just weaker, o the thing is I dont trust him I mean I dont think I trust men except for 3azzam leana you saw the men in my life, what makes me so sure ina he wont hit me?<br /><br />that he doesnt want something for me and then will leave me!<br /><br />that is what players do right?<br /><br />and in the end he is a player,<br /><br />right?<br />I didnt go to work today, imagine ME not going to work I have been working for 2 years now never, ha NEVER did I think about taking a day off imagine 7tan the days I am allowed off each year I DONT TAKE THEM, pixie you know me, and now now I am taking a day off, o laish? 3la shino? a guy a guy, fahmeny pixie what is happened to me? I know I keep going on and on about this, and I know you think I am being ridiculous and repetitive but you understand the depth of this matter.<br /><br />I never liked a guy.<br /><br />I never thought of a guy, except for the guy in my dreams who isnt a real man.<br /><br />I never thought about marriage, mr.perfect because I see what marriage is, okay my parents "look" happy but I know they dont even sleep in the same room, I know my dad sneaks out at night, I know my dad comes home sometimes a little tipsy, I know all of this happens. My brothers go through girls, faster than they go through their boxers fa shloun I think of a man. Even 3azzam he is AMAZING in every way shape and form, bs what are the chances that I will get a guy like him, who cares and asks and loves, seriously ya3ne.<br /><br /><br />I am 23 and I have given up on happiness a long time ago, and my environment only reminds me that happiness for me wont exists, every time I look at the scar on my chin, the scar on my stomach, and the worst scar the one across my whole arm because not only was it a scar, pixie you remember right my brother, Barak, took my hand and burnt it, before pushing me onto the glass table.<br /><br />If you dont remember, I do.<br /><br />I cant forget.<br /><br />Roseline: sunshine why you in bed, wake up for work<br /><br />me: Rosey maby walla please just leave me alone please.<br /><br />I gave her my back and covered my self allowing for my tears to drench my pillow "walla I care about you, but please leave me" I instantly went back to bed. Apparently Rosey called Joun worried, and Joun called 3azzam crying WHO at the moment was with of course you guessed it him!<br /><br />here is what happened....<br /><br />Jouny 7beebty Calling<br /><br />3azzam: hala 7beebty<br /><br />Joun: *crying*<br /><br />3azzam: shfeech??<br /><br />Joun dagat 3la 3azzamo o akeed 9ayer shay, walla galby 7s ina b9er shay ilyoum. Alah yaster!<br /><br />Joun: 7beeby ma adre arooy shfeeha, she didnt go to work ilyoum wala mo 3jbtny<br /><br />3azzam: 7beebty lat7aten inshalah mafeha ila il 3fia, ana bmurich al7en o inrou7laha okay o b5aleha itnam 3ndina until the weekend wnrou7 il shalaih together<br /><br />araya? araya feeha shay .. SHFEHA ... al7en shlon b3rif ma agdar as2ila!<br /><br />Joun: okay 7beeby yala na6ritik<br /><br />3azzam: bu sul6an ma 3laik 2mer bs wadny il bait<br /><br />him: 3sa ma shar?<br /><br />3azzam: mako bs bnt 3m joun ta3bana fa bnrou7 3shan inyebha il bait<br /><br />b3d 3umry ta3bana, shfeha inshalah feny wla feha .... haa ..... ana shga3id agoul? mn 9ijy<br /><br />him: matshouf shar inshalah<br /><br />3azzam: il shar myeek<br /><br />ana knt mnsd7a on my couch drawing, I am not much of a drawer bs I sometimes try. 3azzam o Joun walked in surprising me !<br /><br />me: hii<br /><br />Joun ran over to me hugging me and started crying, she scared me honestly!<br /><br />me: shfeech?<br /><br />I looked up at 3azzam who didnt look any better<br /><br />me: shfeekum?<br /><br />3azzam: arooya intay ily shfeech you didnt go to work today<br /><br />me: rosey told you !<br /><br />3azzam: akeed rosey told us<br /><br />tara joun is still hugging me crying, you know sometimes I think they treat me as if I am younger than I really am, I mean you see how I am do you really think a 23 year old should act this way?<br /><br />that was a rhetorical question pixie please dont answer.<br /><br />me: mafeny shay, I just couldnt sleep b3dain I can afford to take a day off dont you think?<br /><br />Joun: la feech shay you never take a day off, even after your brothers .....<br /><br />hit me, say it joun.<br /><br />3azzam: gomay gomay pack your clothes you are staying with us bacher go to work from our house b3dha inrou7 il shalaih together sam3a?<br /><br />me: um inshalah dgeega<br /><br />I headed to my walk in closet, pulling a bag big enough to fit my clothes. I put in a few shirt dresses, flip flops, towel, undies, swimming suite, short and a tshirt, um what else? ee b3dain I packed my creams, "make up", perfume, you know everything I need. I rode with Joun as 3azzam drove my car, he stopped at Golden Chopsticks for dinner.<br /><br />Joun: akeed mafech shay?<br /><br />me: ee akeed<br /><br />I am right?<br /><br />----------------------<br /><br />BU SUL6AN<br /><br />jara7: yanantna shfek mo gader tg3ad<br /><br />mn 9ijik, staqfar allah i7na ib wekalt audi al7en o baly mo m3a ahaly baly m3a araya, shfeeha? 9ar laha shay, mare'9a? ta3bana? shfeeeha bs bs2l mino?<br /><br />rand: shfeek 7beeby?<br /><br />him: salamtich ranoda sorry adre baly mo m3akum sam7eny<br /><br />rand: its okay, we dont have to go to dinner<br /><br />him: laa shino aked bnrou7 ana I promised you bs lets sign the papers o namshy okay?<br /><br />ana 6l3t bara 3shan ashem hawa o ada5nly zgara 3l sare3 o i5ty yat ts2al 3ny, ana wayed close m3a rand, o jara7o o mahala close marat mahala it3amlny mithel oboy leanaha a9'3ar mny ib almost 10 years fa farg baina wayed 3rfen!<br /><br />il 7imdilah legaina il A5 bl loun ily taby wl options ily tbehum o inshalah within a week she will get, alah ehaneha bl syara inshalah !<br /><br />ri7na t3shaina o 7awalt iny ma afaker ib araya, bs walla kan 9a3b 3ly ... bs tdroun shly im9abreny ina bacher youm il 5amees fa SHALAIH aywaaa bshoufha !<br /><br />---------------<br /><br />After dinner, I took a warm shower then snuggled with Joun on the couch, mm, if joun was to ask me to read my diary I would let her in a heart beat ....<br /><br />I would let her prior to him, but now I dont know!<br /><br />Rosey might read my diary, I know she does but she would never say anything !<br /><br />me: jouny<br /><br />joun: hala 7beebty<br /><br />me: how does 3azzam know bu sul6an o jara7?<br /><br />shftaw shloun I asked about the both of them?<br /><br />joun: 3my o bu sul6an's father kanaw together bl thanwya o il jam3a o b3dain their kids became friends, every story 3azzam tells lazem bu sul6an feha before we got married knt a7taar lmn esolfly 3na hahah and then I met him and I loved him, I can see why they are close, why the question?<br /><br />me: I dont remember seeing him bl wedding<br /><br />aya 3ly 9a7??<br /><br />Joun: he was bs ma da5al m3a il m3azeem leana he had to travel for work o kan mist2thn mnhum bs 7g il 3rs<br /><br />me: aha, o was his brother there?<br /><br />Joun: ee jara7o walked in, uhwa ily we had to kick him out the one who wouldnt stop dancing<br /><br />me: hahahah ee 3rfta, I didnt know it was him leana kan mitlathem<br /><br />Joun: I miss my wedding<br /><br />me: it was amazing la 9ij istansna<br /><br />Joun: you didnt want to come remember<br /><br />aa7 she hit a nerve<br /><br />me: ya well ....<br /><br />I looked down at my scar, it was hard to miss since it was both a burn and I scar, I got 21 stitches remember?<br /><br />Joun: sorry 7uby<br /><br />me: its okay babe, its a reality<br /><br />---------------<br /><br />3azzam: haa sharaitaw il syara?<br /><br />him: ee il 7imdilah<br /><br />3azzam: ri7t 3nd bassam 9a7?<br /><br />him: ee ma qa9ar she really wanted a gray car o bl awal galine mako bs il7imdilah lega wa7da<br /><br />3azzam: zain il 7imdilah<br /><br />him: ugh bu 7areb shloun araya?<br /><br />mynoon iny s2lt 36any na'6ra !<br /><br />3azzam: zaina, laish il so2al?<br /><br />him: int glt inha ta3bana wnik ri7tlha fa bs so2al<br /><br />3azzam: shouf bu sul6an int o5oy o 3la 3ainy o rasy bs shel araya mn balik, she is too nice and too pure o too delicate for you the last thing she needs is another man ykserha<br /><br />him: haa 3azzamo int shg3d itgoul ily ysm3ik egoul iny bl3b 3l bnt tara intaw wayed '6almeny wala m3ndy hal suwalif shfeekum 3ly?<br /><br />3azzam: mafena shay bs shyfen ib 3aina suwalfik m3a il banat kl shway wa7da daga 3laik o kl youm wl thany 6al3 ma3a wa7da<br /><br />ana bs yanaaaait, gmt o bdait a9ar5!<br /><br />him: haa 3azzamo ilzim 7dik, la tg3ad it2lf mn 3ndik, itha int itgoul 3ny chithi il'3reeb shegoul?<br /><br />o 6l3t mn il duwanya!<br /><br />alah e3eny 3la bacher!<br />So I am currently facing the water, enjoying the sound of the waves crashing against the shore. I still have mixed feelings about today to be honest. Let me show you what happened and you can be the judge of the events pixie.<br /><br />sama2: 7uby laish dawamtay if you arent feeling okay<br /><br />me: im fine bs ams kint ta3bana shway<br /><br />sama2: bs wayhich a9far<br /><br />well good morning to you too!<br /><br />me: haha wayhe dymen a9far sama2 im not much of a make up person<br /><br />very bitchy of me right? whatever mafeny ajamel il nas, so I headed to my cubicle, plugged in my ear phones put my itunes on shuffle and began my day of work. I left at around 2, earlier than usual yes but I finished everything so why stay? b3dain both 3azzam o Joun were leaving work early so we do our "junk" shopping before heading to the shalaih.<br /><br />As much as I would love to be excited like I am every other weekend about going to see my "other family" I cant be, because of him. EE okay I just I dont know, walla I dont. The thing is I want to admit that I like him so that I can act upon that you know? but at the same time what am I thinking, he isnt interested in me the way I am in him, he just sees me as a hmm challenge maybe?<br /><br />I still dont know what to do about him.<br /><br />3azzam: wain tboun takloun?<br /><br />Joun: mm, burger king aby their cheeseburger, arooya is that ok?<br /><br />me: yup works for me<br /><br />So we picked up burger king after ma 5al9na mn il jam3ya o we started our hour long journey to our second home. 3azzam said that his aunts wouldnt be coming today because they had a wedding of a friend to attend so it would only be the younger generation. which also means he will be there akeed. You know whats strange o what I want to ask, ina I dont remember seeing him before dont you think thats weird?<br /><br />I do!<br /><br />We were one of the first people to arrive, 3azzam took our bags up to our room while Joun and I helped the nannies carry the grocery into the kitchen. Joun started working on making some coffee and tea, while I searched for some snacks to go with our coffee and tea. We set everything outside on the table and we sat down waiting for everyone to come. Within an hour everyone was there, and here comes the point you are waiting for.<br /><br />him and jara7: il salam 3laikum<br /><br />all: w 3laikum il salam<br /><br />3azzam: nwr nwr il shalaih jara7o<br /><br />adre ina il mafrou'6 ma ayey b3d kalam ams bs ana o 3azzamo mo mn hal nou3, maha gal uhwa b'6el o5oy, bs wala qaharny lmn hala o ra7b ib jara7o<br /><br />him: wana ya bu 7areb?<br /><br />3azzam: malaina minik kl isbou3 inshofik<br /><br />him: afa 5ala9 3yal ana ast2then<br /><br />Joun: 3n il dal3 ta3al ig3ad<br /><br />He sat down next to Joun, he was facing me. 6ab3an I didnt peel my eyes off the floor.<br /><br />Joun: arooya ... arooya<br /><br />me: hmm<br /><br />Joun: il ma5ith balich yt-hana fee<br /><br />tadroun ana shswait? My eyes moved from hers to his and I blushed, seriously!<br /><br />me: sorry knt sar7ana<br /><br />Joun: ashoufich, 9ubay chai 7g bu sul6an please<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br />I sat up to pour him some tea and I asked him how much sugar he wants and he said I like it sweet, flashing me a naughty smile as he said that. What does that mean pixie cause I sure as hell dont know! That was how most of the night was spent, him staring at me while I stared at the floor.<br /><br />Samar arrived o my heart actually hurt me. They stood up to greet her and she took his seat, which meant I could no longer see him.<br /><br />Good right?<br /><br />I will get back to you about that!<br /><br />3azzam: Joun y3na mita il 3sha b6e7<br /><br />him: ee walla ya um 7areb<br /><br />jara7: laa shfeekum 5ala9 i7na mo glna bnsame wldkum Mit3b?<br /><br />Joun: La la la walla 3azzamo itha samaita mit3b ma akalmik<br /><br />3azzam: inzain insame 3la oboy<br /><br />Joun: LAA thats even worse, ana ra'6ya ib 7areb<br /><br />3azzam: mm e9eer 5air ha baby wala yo3an!<br /><br />Joun: yala dgeega arou7 ashouf<br /><br />me: im coming with you<br /><br />him: 5ar3taw il bnt<br /><br />na3am?<br /><br />I just looked at him and smiled.<br /><br />many gadr abe akalmha abeha itsolif laish sakta!!<br /><br />3azzam: bul shabab<br /><br />ana bs '6e7kt, 6b3an jara7o ma shal 3aina 3n Samar whya kanat mist7ya!<br /><br />him: jara7o bsik, ga63t il bnt wnta it5izha<br /><br />jara7: malik shu'3ul inta shouf shu'3lik o 5alny m3a 7beebty samora<br /><br />6ab3an we were whispering, 9aber what did he mean by that?<br /><br />him: 9aber 9aber shqa9dik?<br /><br />jara7: laa salamtik<br /><br />he looked at Araya who was heading towards us<br /><br />me: tf'6law 3l 3sha da5el<br /><br />ya b3d 3umry ana la7a'6t ina ma dshat da5el, misht 9oub il yal. Ana wa5art 3nhum shway o swait rou7y bdig 3la a7ad, o ni6art lain il kl dsh da5el o ri7tlaha.<br /><br />him: mintay mit3shya<br /><br />n6at mn mukanha<br /><br />him: sorry ma kan qa9dy a5ar3ich<br /><br />me: um la 3dee, o la ma aby at3sha<br /><br />lafat wyha o radat itjabl il ba7ar, il bnt waraha salfa !<br /><br />him: itha mo 3jbich il 3sha agdar ayeblich shay thany itha tben<br /><br />me: la mashkour bs mny mishtahya akel<br /><br />him: bs ma kalaitay shay<br /><br />me: shdarak?<br /><br />him: haa, la bs la7a'6t ina ma kalaitay shay bs shrbtay qahwa o mo zain lazem taklenlich shay<br /><br />me: shway o adish<br /><br />him: tbeny a5alech<br /><br />me: La<br /><br />I dont know what I was doing !<br /><br />him: *flashing me a smile* mm shofay ana bdish at3sha leana il 9ara7a yo3an o ma aby ..<br /><br />me: adre ma taby a7ad eshoufna, 5ala9 just leave me alone 3dee<br /><br />mishat 3ny, galatly hal klma o misht 3ny! ana l7gt-ha o misakt edha o kan shaklha 5aayfa!<br /><br />him: araya ana ...<br /><br />me: HDNY!<br /><br />him: shfeech<br /><br />me: *Crying* please hdny latjesny wala ma swait shay wa5er 3ny<br /><br />ana knt wagef min9idim, mny gader atkalmn wlany gader ashel edy 3nha<br /><br />jara7: BU SUL6AN hd il bnt shfeek<br /><br />jara7o ya o wa5ar edy whya bsr3a rk'6t da5el<br /><br />him: lazem akalmha<br /><br />jara7: shfeek yanait, masik il bnt chithi whya tbche ishtabe feha<br /><br />him: lazem akalmha jara7o<br /><br />jara7: shouf hathy mo mithel il banat ily int mt3wd 3laihum, hathy '3air warha '6aher o isma 3azzam tadre lo dara bly 9ar ythbi7ik<br /><br />ana 36aita na'6ra o mishait 3na hm o5oy 3bala iny mn hl nou3!<br /><br />------------------------<br /><br />I used the back door to go up to the bathroom, locked the door behind me and cried. 7tan uhwa he wants to hit me, he wants to hurt me laish? ana ma swait shay! There was a vase in the bathroom set on a table I accidently dropped it and saw the pieces shatter in front of me! I looked at the piece of a sharp broken shard and without even thinking I grabbed it, pulled up my sleeve and started cutting myself, the deeper I went the more I felt.<br /><br />The only time I felt something was when I bled, and now I was bleeding. I watched the blood oozing out of my open wound, and I started to feel woozy. I took a towel and wrapped it around my arm and headed into bed. I wanted to sleep and not wake up.<br /><br />3azzam: Jouny 7beebty bnrou7 il qahwa shay o raden<br /><br />Joun: okay 7beeby<br /><br />samar: wain araya<br /><br />Joun: kanat bara<br /><br />samar: la I dont see her, ill go upstairs to see her<br /><br />Samar walked up the stairs not expecting to see what was waiting for her. She opened my bedroom door and saw me laying under the covers no big deal right? She came closer to me and saw my pale white face.<br /><br />Very big deal.<br /><br />She was terrified.<br /><br />samar: araya *shaking me* arooya please gomay<br /><br />I managed to open my eyes just enough to see her, but she wasnt the person I wanted to see and quickly shut my eyes! She removed the covers hoping it would wake me, but she saw me drained in my own blood.<br /><br />samar: JOUN *screaming* JOUN SOMEBODY<br /><br />the girls ran up to see me.<br /><br />him: shfeekum?<br /><br />Laaaaa!!!!<br /><br />him: shfeeha joun shfeeha sh9ayer<br /><br />Joun just stood there crying. He ran over to me carrying me in his strong arms, I smelt him and managed to open my eyes to see him. He looked worried 7beeby. I said it okay! Joun, Samar and him took me to the hospital while Joun talked to 3azzam to tell him what happened.<br /><br />Joun: dictora please 6amneny 3laiha<br /><br />Dr: are you family?<br /><br />Joun: ee ana bnt 3mha<br /><br />Dr: tf'6elay m3y shway, wala ma adre shagolich ahlha e6iqounha?<br /><br />Joun: ....<br /><br />Dr: ana ma ra7 atkalem ana ily hamny 9u7at il bnt, she is depressed its clear and I saw the scars covering her body thats not normal, and they arent all just accidents right?<br /><br />Joun just looked away with tears stinging her eyes.<br /><br />Dr: shofay il bnt is missing 7anan, o 7ub o a7ad yhtam feha<br /><br />Joun: inshalah dictora lat7aten ill take her of her!<br /><br />ana shft Joun idish 3nd il dictora, fa ri7t to see her I didnt care if samar saw me I just had to see her. wegaft 3nd rasha o wa5rt sh3rha 3n wayha<br /><br />me: bu sul6an<br /><br />g3dt yamha o misakt edha<br /><br />him: 3youn bu sul6an, shfeech 7beebty<br /><br />me: bu sul6an<br /><br />him: kany yamich<br /><br />me: dont leave me<br /><br />please dont leave me<br />3azzam o jara7 came storming into the hospital, and the first thing they saw was his blood drenched shirt, and the girls sitting down crying. 3azzam ran over to Joun cupping her face with both his hands. It broke his heart to see her like this, she meant everything to him. He proposed to her 9 times, each time her father said no until the last time she faced her father and told him she wanted him. Even when they first got married, her parents didnt make things easy for him but he put up with everything for her.<br /><br />3azzam: sheefha aroya 7beebty?<br /><br />Joun just looked up at him, eyes swelled with tears. She couldnt take it anymore, she wrapped her arms around his torso pulling herself close to him. She wasnt strong, he made her strong. She placed her hand on his chest, every inhale comforting her, every exhale calming her down.<br /><br />3azzam: is she okay?<br /><br />he asked Samar o Bu Sul6an, they both nodded. They all waited for me until I woke up, and then they took me back to the shalaih. The ride was awkwardly silent. I knew what they were thinking, they were wondering what I was thinking slitting my arm open.<br /><br />I dont think I was.<br /><br />I looked out at my window and I saw him looking back at me, he look defeated.<br /><br />scared.<br /><br />worried.<br /><br />He was concerned.<br /><br />I smiled to him, he smiled back.<br /><br />3azzam: yo3ana?<br /><br />me: la<br /><br />I guess Joun couldnt take it anymore, she turned around to face me, her eyes fiercer than any villain.<br /><br />Joun: stop it okay, just stop it stop being stubborn, stop being a child, stop trapping yourself in your little world where you wont let anyone in, just stop it if you dont give a fuck about your health and about yourself, I DO OKAY !<br /><br />wow, I looked back at her with a straight face, honestly pixie I was not expecting that but she was right I guess, I just tried to kill myself completely disregarding how she would feel. All I was thinking about was being able to feel something.<br /><br />He drove me to that!<br /><br />I hate him!<br /><br />I HATE HIM!<br /><br />3azzam: baby 5ala9 5aleha<br /><br />Joun: la she needs to stop acting like a lost kid<br /><br />I LOVE how they are talking about this in front of me, WOW!<br /><br />3azzam: she isnt a lost kid, bs she has a lot to deal with<br /><br />Joun: w7na?<br /><br />me: you do know I am in the car right?<br /><br />3azzam: 5ala9 we will figure this out later<br /><br />I guess I dont matter, so we9alna il shalaih o as a child they sat me down and made me some pasta with bread crumbs, olive oil, olives and parsley, one word. Yum! So I ate my whole plate, had a glass of cold milk and nibbled on a cupcake. I guess I was hungry. We all sat down outside since the weather was amazing. No one said much, they all watched me silently. I didnt care, it was quiet and thats all I wanted.<br /><br />An hour later I excused myself to "sleep." He looked at me, as if he wanted to ask me something. I headed into the kitchen for a bottle of water, then made my way down the hallway to go up the stairs when I see him waiting at the top of the stairwell.<br /><br />him: good ma nmtay<br /><br />me: ybtle my 36shana<br /><br />him: ugh, btnamen aw I ... um ...<br /><br />me: do you want to ask me something?<br /><br />him: I want you to meet me 3l ba7ar I need to talk to you<br /><br />me: about what?<br /><br />him: ha la I just want to talk to you my9er?<br /><br />me: la e9er<br /><br />I was actually blushing.<br /><br />him: okay um 3yal ill see you later?<br /><br />So here I am sitting in bed writing down the events of today, im waiting until everyone falls asleep so I can sneak out to meet the guy I am crushing on, whom I possibly might be falling for whom I dont even know if he is interested or just playing around.<br /><br />O yeah whom I cut myself for, mm yeah that pretty much sums it all up in a sentence.<br /><br /><br />So, I went to see him, just got back actually so yes I spent all that time with him. I didnt even feel the time fly by I just wanted to sit next to him 7tan if we didnt talk it didnt matter to me as long as I was next to him.<br /><br />Everyone was asleep by 1:30, I just realized ina they sleep early ANYWAYS, so after making sure the coast was clear I made my way outside to him. He was already sitting by the water, deep in thought enjoying a cigarette, he looked OH SO FINE! I parked my behind next to him leaving a good distance between us.<br /><br />him: 3baly nmtay<br /><br />me: la bs knt na6ra il kl enam<br /><br />He took a last drag of his cigarette before dropping it into an empty bottle of water. I smiled, he cared about the environment. He moved closer to me o 7sait shway awkward, but I didnt say anything.<br /><br />He was just staring at me, and I was looking out at the water.<br /><br />him: here<br /><br />handing me his hoodie<br /><br />me: mo bardna<br /><br />lie I was freezing<br /><br />him: laish il 3nad just wear it!<br /><br />So I took his hoodie o wore it, but here is the bad thing I couldnt help but inhale in his scent aaah my drug it made EVERYTHING disappear, it made me forget my name and where I was! It just made me feel amazing!<br /><br />It took me a few minutes 3la ma istw3bt ina he was watching me as I was sniffing his hoodie, great!<br /><br />him: I know it smells bad<br /><br />me: bl3ks I love how it smells<br /><br />yes pixie I said that<br /><br />him: so you love the way I smell<br /><br />I looked up at him, then moved closer to him. He let out a deep sigh.<br /><br />me: shfeek?<br /><br />ma a9adig g3da ts2lny shfeny, she is talking 7dy mistanis!<br /><br />him: salamtich, bs g3d afaker<br /><br />me: ib shino?<br /><br />feech!<br /><br />him: something you said in the hospital<br /><br />shit, I was passed out cold, what did I say?<br /><br />me: um what did I say?<br /><br />him: you kept saying my name<br /><br />FASHLA<br /><br />hahaha fashalt-ha!<br /><br />me: I dont remember<br /><br />him: so why did you do what you did?<br /><br />mm, because of you?<br /><br />me: I dont know can we drop it please<br /><br />him: inshalah, so tell me about yourself<br /><br />me: um, im 23 I graduated mn KU got my degrees in advertising, I work in an ad agency I have 2 older brothers from my father um oh bs<br /><br />him: that cant be all<br /><br />me: what do you want to know?<br /><br />him: your birthday<br /><br />me: March 13th<br /><br />him: favorite disney cartoon<br /><br />me: beauty and the beast<br /><br />him: favorite color<br /><br />me: black<br /><br />him: why so dark<br /><br />me: its a mysterious color<br /><br />him: like your personality<br /><br />me: I am not mysterious<br /><br />am I ?<br /><br />him: I think you are, do you mind if I smoke<br /><br />me: you just smoked<br /><br />him: 5ala9 mo ila<br /><br />me: sorry ma kan qa9dy bs itha tby its okay<br /><br />him: la a9lan I need to cut back wayed ada5n<br /><br />me: adree<br /><br />him: shdarach? have you been watching me?<br /><br />nazalt rasy o I nodded. He moved closer, our bodies were now touching!<br /><br />him: 6al3eny<br /><br />rf3t rasy to look at him, wow he had dark eyes, but they had a shine to them oh it was sexy.<br /><br />him: why have you been watching me arooya<br /><br />me: ma adre<br /><br />him: what else have you noticed?<br /><br />me: um, every time you smile, you casually bite down on your lips for a less than a second, when you take the first drag of your cigarette you close your eyes and you have an out of body moment then you come back and run your hands along your face o bs<br /><br />him: bs?<br /><br />me: haha sorry I am not weird I just like watching you<br /><br />him: I like watching you too<br /><br />me: I know<br /><br />him: haha am i that obvious?<br /><br />me: sometimes, bs 3dee<br /><br />him: so 3ajbitch?<br /><br />me: Im not saying<br /><br />him: yala 3d ryte<br /><br />I looked up at him, this time I didnt remove my gaze I just starred back at him, I was taking in his features, trying to read his thoughts, trying to figure him out. He was leaning closer to me, his gave shifting from my eyes to my lips and he did it again, he bit down on his lips. I think I just died and went to heaven 3la hal 7araka.<br /><br />jara7: bu sul6an<br /><br />I quickly moved away from him hugging my knees to my chest.<br /><br />him: wagtik al7en, dgeega<br /><br />he got up to talk to his brother.<br /><br />him: 5air<br /><br />jara7: shga3id itsway?<br /><br />him: isnt it clear?<br /><br />jara7: you were going to kiss her if I hadnt walked in<br /><br />him: shino kiss her g3den insolif<br /><br />jara7: faker 3del hathy mo ay bnt<br /><br />him: theb7atny ya3ne 3azzamo byr'6a lo dara 3nik o 3n samar, araya bnt 3m Joun samar it9er bnt 3ma uhwa<br /><br />jara7: okay bs ana wnt 3rfen ina Araya '3air 3nd 3azzam<br /><br />him: tby shay?<br /><br />jara7: just be careful<br /><br />mny la3ib 3l bnt shfehum 3ly!<br /><br />me: is everything okay?<br /><br />him: ee dont worry<br /><br />me: bs shaklich mit'6ayig<br /><br />him: la wala mafeny shay<br /><br />g3dna insolif for an hour or so then at 4 I started yawning I was exhausted. I wanted to rest my head on his shoulder.<br /><br />him: shaklich t3btay<br /><br />me: ee im sleepy<br /><br />him: yala gomay<br /><br />he stood up, and pulled out his hand to help me stand up. I was facing him, our bodies close, I could feel his heart accelerating, no wait that was my heart. He cupped my face make me look up at him.<br /><br />him: I dont want you to hurt yourself again<br /><br />I just nodded<br /><br />him: 3shany<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br />He brushed my lips with his thumb then planted a kiss on my right cheek, it was dangerously close to my lips. He held my hand and led me to the back door.<br /><br />him: t9b7en 3la 5air<br /><br />me: winta mn ahala<br /><br />I turned to walk away but he pulled me and hugged me tightly.<br /><br />It was what I needed.<br /><br />I hugged him back never wanting to let go.<br /><br />him: wain bosty?<br /><br />he cheekily said just as I was about to open the door. I completely ignored him and ran up the stairs and into bed.<br /><br />what an amazing night, excluding the whole cutting myself of course.<br /><br />I hate to admit it was worth it.<br /><br />I am exhausted, I need to get some sleep now.<br />Good morning pixie, ah good morning indeed my god you know I havent slept yet, how can I sleep when I keep thinking about him. Every few minutes I would put my hand on my cheek where he kissed me and I would close my eyes to remember how it felt aaaah ya galby!<br /><br />Joun: good morning<br /><br />me: good morning<br /><br />Joun: someone is in a chirpy mood<br /><br />me: 3dee, yalla lets have breakfast im hungry<br /><br />We got dressed and headed down. He wasnt there yet, I was disappointed but I was hungry so no time to dwell.<br /><br />us: 9ba7 il 5air<br /><br />everyone: 9ba7 il nour<br /><br />the aunts and the grandparents have just arrived and they brought amazing treats for breakfast. I poured me a cup of cinnamon and saffron tea, yummy, I took a piece of bread smothered it with cheese and jam, rolled it up and just as I was about to take a bite.<br /><br />him: 9ba7 il 5air<br /><br />ah ya galby<br /><br />everyone: 9ba7 il nour<br /><br />guess where he sat down? IN FRONT OF ME, I just froze there sandwich midair, eyes wide open, jaw dropped you know why?<br /><br />Not because he walked in, no.<br /><br />He walked in wearing his black trunks and nothing else.<br /><br />What is he trying to do to me?<br /><br />LAISH?<br /><br />Joun: arooya shfeech you stopped eating<br /><br />il 7mar looked at me flashing me the naughtiest smile ever.<br /><br />I just ignored her and starting chewing on my food, then gulped down my tea. He didnt take his eyes off me, la jd he DID not take his eyes off me. I feel my insides burn mn zoud ma knt mist7ya.<br /><br />The guys got up and headed to the water to unload their jet skis. The children and their floaters headed out for their day on the shore where they built their sand castles and enjoyed watching the schools of tiny fish swimming up to shore.<br /><br />The girls were going to get some groceries before diving into the water, I was feeling shway woozy so I decided to lay down to rest my body since I cant swim with my stitched hand. Joun layed down next to me.<br /><br />Joun: shfeech?<br /><br />me: dont you miss 3azzam<br /><br />Joun: shloun ya3ne?<br /><br />me: I mean you sleep next to him all week bs when we come to il shalaih you sleep here o he sleeps bl duwanya or in another room<br /><br />Joun: 3dee, a break from him<br /><br />me: sure tell me how you met<br /><br />Joun: growing up I was never interested in having a boyfriend aw iny akalim you know, o I use to hear some of my girlfriends talking o complaining 3n the men in their lives fa knt a7is mala da3y ya3ne, o whenever I saw a hottie, he would just be a hottie you know I would never think aw feel anything until I saw 3azzam ana knt ib my sophomore year bl jam3a whya kan mu3ed o his uncle was my doctor o the two of them were real close since 3azzam akbar his cousins fa after our class 3azzam would always be outside waiting for his uncle 3shan eridoun il bait since they were neighbors<br /><br />me: okay<br /><br />Joun: one day, I got my paper back o kan maktoub "see me after class" so I waited for class to finish o ri7tla he was collecting his things 3shan he leaves he was working on a publishable article o he wanted me to help him out o he was explaining the different topics and the research behind the paper and how I would get credit for it o honestly it was such an honor ina he would think of me, we headed out o 3azzam was there o he introduced us o g3dna about half an hour bs insolif<br /><br />3azzam: 9arlna sa3a wagfen bl shams lo ry7en mukan a7sanlina<br /><br />Dr: sorry Joun I took up your time<br /><br />Joun: la dictor 3dee, you have my email o itha tgdar send me the topics ilyoum so I can look over them bl weekend<br /><br />Dr: inshalah, 3yal inshofich youm il athnain inshalah<br /><br />Joun: inshalah, m3a il salama o fur9a s3eda 3azzam<br /><br />me: inzain ?<br /><br />Joun: mako a few weeks later I was sick and we had a paper due fa ri7t il jam3a na6ra bara il class 3la ma e5al9 so I hand in my paper and explain why I didnt attend, o shft 3azzam bara o he was worried<br /><br />3azzam: shfeech Joun shaklich t3bana<br /><br />Joun: ee walla im not feeling well bs yaya a36e 5alik my paper<br /><br />3azzam: laish yetay you could have just emailed it to him<br /><br />Joun: la mahma kan I have to explain to him laish ma yet il class<br /><br />3azzam: 36eny your paper o I will give it to him o intay rday il bait irta7ay!<br /><br />Joun: 3azzam shfeeck?<br /><br />3azzam: Joun laish you turned me down<br /><br />Joun: ha?<br /><br />3azzam: my mom called your mother o galat inich raf'6atny, bs aby a3rf laish<br /><br />Joun: 3azzam ma7ad galy, my mother didnt talk to me<br /><br />3azzam: 3yal laish?<br /><br />Joun: ymken leany lail7en bl jam3a<br /><br />3azzam: she could have said that, Joun ana mst3d an6erich lain tit5arjain bs golely intay ra'6ya<br /><br />Joun: arooya 7sait everything around me stopped o it was just me and him, I smiled to him in approval o 9irna inshouf b3'6 almost everyday bl jam3a o I knew he was serious since his mother called my mother so I took his number bs ma kan e5alny I call him when I am home we would just message o that would only happen when I was in my room alone 3shan ahaly myshikoun imagine!<br /><br />me: aw eyanin!<br /><br />Joun: 9a7 7yatie tadren his mother would call 3shan ta56ubny every 4 months for 2 years ahaly kanaw egoloun la o I knew about it bs I wouldnt say anything<br /><br />me: b3dain?<br /><br />Joun: 3azzam I dont think we should stay together, 2 years o ahaly mo ra'6en ly mita y3ne?<br /><br />3azzam: bs ana a7ibich<br /><br />Joun: o hm ana a7ibik bs ma agdar<br /><br />me: what?!!<br /><br />Joun: ee walla we broke up o everyday I would cry, o thank god ina ma knt ashoufa bl jam3a bs it was torture, every step I took everywhere I went knt atlafat 5yfa ashoufa leana I dont think I would have been able to take it<br /><br />me: 7yatie<br /><br />Joun: He kept beginning his mother to keep calling bs she refused, they called a total of 8 times imagine o my parents just wouldnt change their mind, he moved to his grandmothers house, mama 9al7a, o kil youm kan yashkelha wgolaha o kanat itgoula ina mafy n9eb insaha<br /><br />me: okay b3dain<br /><br />Joun: A year passed o everyone at work noticed ina I am finally back to normal when my parents call me in and ask me if I wanted him o I told them yes I do bs I if they dont then its fine, my dad said 5ala9 its clear ina uhwa ybney o shareny fa okay apparently mama 9al7a called baba o she told him everything ina il walad ma yakel wla enam bs efaker feha<br /><br />me: I want a story with my husband<br /><br />I knew that shocked her leana I never talk about marriage<br /><br />Joun: oh, is there someone in your life?<br /><br />hahaha wouldnt you love to know?<br /><br />Joun: you would tell me wouldnt you<br /><br />me: of course, emshay lets go outside absorb some sun<br /><br />Well, I missed him I wanted to see him. We headed outside, I sat on the shore with the children as Joun jumped into the water to join 3azzam. I looked around and couldnt find him, my heart started beating faster.<br /><br />A million thoughts rushed in my mind.<br /><br />I tried not to think about it, tried to enjoy my time with the children as they covered my feet with sand and played with hair calling me their princess.<br /><br />him: a7la princess b3d<br /><br />he said that as he passed my heading to the cooler to grab himself a bottle of water. A few seconds later I see 3 jet skis pass in front of the shalaih.<br /><br />What pissed me off was that they were girls, he stood next to me looking out at them and smiling.<br /><br />na3am??<br /><br />adree g3da it5izny bs bsawe rou7y mo shyfha<br /><br />I looked up at him waiting for him to look at me, bs il 7beeb shakla mistanis 3la hl 9y3at. I got so pissed ily I excused myself from the children o went to take a walk. I first headed into the outside kitchen to grab me popsicle and just as I was about to walk out of the empty kitchen he pushes me against the wall.<br /><br />me: ....<br /><br />him: 6al3ny<br /><br />me: maby<br /><br />him: 6al3eeny<br /><br />he was just standing in front of me, I could feel the water dripping from his body around my feet, I could feel the heat radiating from his body, I could smell him, I was looking away I couldnt look at him.<br /><br />aby alimha, aby amsikha abeha itkoun yamy o bs<br /><br />him: rytee<br /><br />me: mm<br /><br />him: shfeech?<br /><br />me: why are you here? go look at the girls<br /><br />him: it'3aren?<br /><br />me: laish a'3ar<br /><br />him: you tell me<br /><br />me: bu sul6an<br /><br />him: aaah ya galby 3youn bu sul6an, rou7 bu sul6an goly esmy mara thanya<br /><br />me: maby<br /><br />him: itrideny, ahoun 3laich?<br /><br />why, kill me now please I cant take it anymore!<br /><br />me: bu sul6ab<br /><br />him: hala oboy<br /><br />me: a5af a7ad eshoufna<br /><br />awal mara adre iny dalo3a<br /><br />bmout mn dala3ha<br /><br />him: 5yfa a7ad eshoufna aw 5yfa asawe feech shay<br /><br />shino ya3ne?? he wants to hit me?<br /><br />me: what are you going to do, please dont hit me<br /><br />I tried to move away from him, bs he was too close to me I was terrified !<br /><br />shfeeha 5yfa, shako a6igha shfeeha !<br /><br />him: rytee I am not going to hit you, laish I hit you<br /><br />me: please wa5er 3ny<br /><br />he backed away and let me run out of kitchen, but stopped<br /><br />me: bu sul6an im ....<br /><br />him: ro7ay araya before a7ad eyey wshoufna<br /><br />he didnt even look at him, I just ran up to my room and hid under my covers!<br /><br />what am I doing, he wont hit me.<br /><br />He cant hit me.<br /><br />Right?<br />After my mini incident with him, I ran up to bed and fell asleep I was exhausted. Apparently I over slept and Joun came to check up on me.<br /><br />Joun: 7uby you okay?<br /><br />me: mm bs t3bana<br /><br />Joun: you have a fever hun do you want me to take you to the hospital?<br /><br />me: la maby t3bana aby anam shway<br /><br />Joun: we are going to mcdonalds for dinner ayeblich shay?<br /><br />me: la mo mishtahya<br /><br />Joun: okay keep your phone next to you o call me if you need anything okay<br /><br />me: inshalah<br /><br />I actually dont remember that conversation happening but I remember sleeping.<br /><br />3azzam: ha is she coming?<br /><br />Joun: nope she has a slight fever fa btnam<br /><br />feha fever o im5alenha shloun? ana mny raye7 m3ahum lazem ashoufha<br /><br />3azzam: i7na m7na im6wlen o 3maty mwjouden yala imshaw<br /><br />him: ana mo yo3an brou7 shalaih wld 5aly o ayekum bilail<br /><br />jara7: 5ala9 ana ayekum ehnak b3dain<br /><br />him: okay<br /><br />ana ri7t 9oub il ba7ar ada5n o na6rihum yamshoun 3shan arou7laha, il mushkila il kbar g3den da5el fa lazem arou7 il back door.<br /><br />awal ma mishaw I slowly headed to the back door, quietly going up the stairs 5ayef a7ad eyeny aw eshoufny! we9alt foug o wegaft ma adre ehya ib ay room nyma, walain fa gmt o ft7at every door until I found her in the last bedroom, I opened the door o wegaft 3nd ras-ha<br /><br />me: Jouny wala ma aby akel bs aby anam<br /><br />him: ma tabny?<br /><br />she opened her eyes slightly o shaftny b3dain she smiled, g3dt yamha 3l bed o I was watching her. '6alaina yimken 10 minutes bs in6al3 b3'6<br /><br />him: laish ma ri7tay il dictor?<br /><br />me: mafeny shay<br /><br />him: feech 7arara<br /><br />he touched my forehead to check my temperature and I shuddered<br /><br />him: za3lana 3ly<br /><br />me: la, ana knt 5yfa inik inta za3lan 3ly<br /><br />him: ma agdar az3l 3laich<br /><br />she closed her eyes shaklha kan t3ban<br /><br />him: tbeny a5alech trta7ain<br /><br />s2lt-ha bs bsr3a imskt 2edy o kanat 5yfa<br /><br />me: la please latrou7 ig3d 3ndy until I sleep<br /><br />him: inshalah<br /><br />rf3t il cover o insid7t yamha whya 7a6at ras-ha 3la 9adry o namat wna g3dt al3b ib sha3ra, 5ayef mn sha'3ltain iny anam o ina a7ad edish 3laina, ehya namat o yumken 20 minutes later msktny 7ail I shaklha 7almana, bst ras-ha, o ma gdart amsk rou7y, bst 5adha o shway shway nizalt lain her lips, mashalah kanaw pink.<br /><br />First I brushed her lips with my fingers o she smiled, 5ft inha 7sat bs la kanat nyma b3dain nazalt rasy o 76ait my lips 3la hers o I left them there I wanted to taste her, b3dain I hugged her tightly 7sait ra7 akser her bones bs I didnt care I just wanted to have her in my arms.<br /><br />g3dt sa3a ma3aha o 7sait lazem a5aleha al7en leana aked byoun o lazem arou7 shalaih wld 5aly 3shan ma7ad eshik I kissed her one last time o she opened her eyes bs I dont think 7asat feny<br /><br />me: btrou7?<br /><br />him: lazem arou7 aked byoun<br /><br />me: dont leave me please<br /><br />him: I wont bs abech trta7ain al7en 3shan ashoufich il laila leana bacher bn7ader okay?<br /><br />I just nodded when my insides were in tears.<br /><br />he got up to leave, and I sat up on my knees and called him.<br /><br />me: bu sul6an<br /><br />him: hala galby </div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-48995324437208921302012-04-08T01:03:00.001-07:002012-04-08T01:15:01.039-07:00Jawl part 5 ;**<div><br />-----------------<br />"shfeech ma2aby" '9a7y pulled ma2ab into his lap as he playd with her hair<br />"im worried about Rsal" looking up at him<br />"alah e3enha"<br />Ma2ab sat up facing '9a7y "you wouldnt do that right?" a single tear escaping her eyes. '9a7y smiled at her "im serious"<br />gently smacking him<br />He took her hand and placed it on his heart "hatha mukanich"<br />-----------------<br />janoon: you are such a drama queen yimken he<br />had a bad day at the office<br />joury: o ana shako he takes it out on me :s<br />janoon: yala 3ad babe its okay men are like<br />that, o especially 3ziz uhwa wayd 39aby<br />"mino ga3da itkalmen?" he startled her<br />"ha, ma7ad" locking her phone but he was faster he grabbed her phone and<br />read through her conversation with Jana. His eyes were burning red, his<br />breathing was increasing and he looked like he was about to kill someone.<br />"aby as2ilich so2al wa7id o jawbeny" he was hovering over her, she could feel his anger.<br />She nodded<br />"intay yahel?"<br />She just looked up at him dumb founded "jwbeny" he yelled out<br />"akeed la" she didnt know what to say<br />"3yal shako itgolen 7g jano il yahal 3n<br />mashklina, intay ly hal darja imdal3nich ily ma tsta7mlain kilma wa7da mny? ana<br />shakly wayed ma36ech waih yabelich a7ad erabech mara thanya" He grabbed her from her hands and pulled her into their<br />bedroom.<br />-----------------<br />Aryam Calling<br />lyth: shtbeen<br />aryam: wainik<br />lyth: SHTABEM<br />aryam:<br />7aram 3laik lyth shloun itswe chithi ib bnt<br />3my wala fashla wain awady waihy<br />lyth: iklay 5arach intay sas il balah kilah la<br />intay i5ty wala a3rfich SAM3A zawaj ana mny mitzawaj gouly 7g ahalich<br />aryam: mynoon walla in dara oboy my5alek idish<br />il bait<br />lyth: abrakha mn sa3a, il bait ily mafe rsal<br />ma yswa shay<br />-----------------<br />"7aram 3laik<br />3ziz" Joury couldnt believe<br />what has just happened. 3ziz was shocked with his actions he couldnt even look<br />at her. He got up and left the bedroom, leaving her with her tears and no one<br />to console her.<br />A dark month passed, and nothing progressed<br />with our characters.<br />‘9a7y and Ma2ab were working hard with their classes and being away from home.<br />They took trips when they had days off, went out to eat when they were too<br />tired to cook, and cuddled in bed next to each other each night thankful they<br />had each other.<br />Ma2ab was worried about Rsal, she talked to Lyth and he informed her hour<br />everyday he would wait outside Rsal’s bedroom door for hours hoping she would<br />let him in, but nothing. He was staying at his uncle’s house since his father<br />kicked him out, and his sister only made things worse.<br />“mama Aryam tistanaki ta7t”<br />“shtabe hathy b3d” Rsal was outraged that her mother even let Aryam into their<br />house.<br />“mama bdha it7akeki”<br />“fine let her come into the upstairs living<br />room” Rsal got out of bed<br />and headed to the bathroom to wash up and change. She walked into the living<br />room without even saying hi, she just sat down facing Aryam.<br />“shofay ya murt o5oy aby agolik sha’3la wa7da<br />intay lazem it5alen Lyth e6algich fahma”<br />Thinking Rsal was the one who wanted him.<br />“witha ma abee”<br />“shofay Rsal” she stood up grabbing her bag “you don’t want to mess with me, 9adgeny I will make you regret<br />the day you married my brother, a5er 3umrna inasib trash, shloun 5thach when<br />you weren’t even a girl”<br />Aryam was welcomed with a slap on her face from Rsal’s mother “mb intay ily t7ken 3n sharaf bnti, BARA”<br />Rsal ran into her room locking the door after<br />her, she didn’t want to see or speak to anyone she just wanted Lyth out of her<br />life once and for all.<br />--------<br />Things were not any better across the world. 3ziz and Joury barely talked, she<br />went back to sleeping in the other bedroom. She cooked for him and kept his<br />food in the oven before he arrived, she then locked herself in his bedroom.<br />“joury”<br />his deep voice shook her “joury 6l3y bara aby<br />aklmich shway”<br />Every fiber in her body was on edge, she was terrified to go out and see him<br />but she knew if he wanted to he could break the door down. She unlocked the<br />door and stepped out to see him “na3am?”<br />“we need to talk” he took her hand and sat her down on the couch, he kneeled down<br />in front of her “joury 7beebty im<br />sorry baby I don’t know what took over me ana yay min il office furious leana<br />everything with the hotel is falling behind and we are going over budget o<br />7sait iny banfijir o 6l3t 7arity feech when I know I shouldn’t im so use to<br />living alone, and having to adjust to our new life has been hard on me and im<br />not saying im not happy with you because I am I just …” before he could finish his sentence she placed her lips onto<br />his.<br />“shh 3ziz, 5ala9 please” she was now in tears “this<br />is not how I want our life to be can we just start over please 3zizan”<br />----------<br />“are we really doing this?” Falak took one last glance at the room making sure she has<br />everything with her<br />“ee baby we need this, we need a break to be<br />alone” Ghaith carried his<br />bag and headed downstairs, he knew if she saw their kids she would change her<br />mind and that was why he took them to his parents house from the morning.<br />“uggh okay okay yalla lets go to the airport<br />5ala9” They finally did,<br />after a month of talk they finally planned their trip they were going to<br />Morocco for 5 days just the two of them. She was worried about leaving her<br />kids, just as any mother would but she knew this was for the better of her<br />relationship with her husband, it was something they needed in order for them<br />to move forward.<br />-----------<br />“Faris I am so worried about her” Juwan was curled up in Faris’s lap, since Rsal has been home<br />she has been using her as an excuse to why she was spending all day in their<br />house, and she truly was concerned about her friend but couldn’t help but be<br />thrilled to the idea of spending time with Faris.<br />“its okay baby they will work things out” playing with her hair<br />“how do you know?” looking up at him, hoping something had progressed<br />“Lyth left his parents house, he wont marry<br />his cousin” Juwan jumped up with<br />joy “9ij 7beeby?”<br />“ee baby 5ala9 he left his parents house, o<br />oboy wa’9ifa 3nda bl sharika he even moved his things in the guest house 3shan<br />ekoun close to Rsal even if she doesn’t want to see him”<br />“ya 7yatie faros far7atny” hugging him tightly<br />----------<br />My baby: Rsal till when? I need you please<br />My baby: please<br />rsoolty I need to see you I need to talk to you<br />"I swear to god itha a7ad shafny you will<br />never hear the end of this" Juwan was whispering into<br />her phone as she spoke to Rsal who had asked her to head to the pharmacy for a<br />home pregnancy test.<br />Yes, Rsal was almost 3 weeks late now and she knew something was not right.<br />"Juju please just grab ay wa7id o ta3aly<br />bro7y nervous" Rsal was pacing across<br />her bedroom, her mind racing this was a new wall she has hit, it was one thing<br />being away from Lyth and slowly dying each second but to have a baby, his baby<br />that was a whole different thing.<br /><br />"9aber shino bs ayeb anyone arent they<br />different" Juwan was looking at<br />the choices in front of her.<br /><br />"shdarany juwana was I ever pregnant<br />before, just grab a few o ta3aly ana g3da 3la nar"<br /><br />"6yb 6yb kany yaya al7en" Juwan finally settled for 3 tests, paid for them and headed<br />home to Rsal.<br /><br />"ha 7beebty 3ndina, ana agoul laish il<br />bait imnwr" Juwan thanked god<br />that she placed the pharmacey bag in her hand bag.<br /><br />"imnwer ib ahala 7yatie bsalem 3la Rsool<br />shway o ayelik okay?" She managed to escape<br />Faris and ran up to Rsal who looked like she was about to pluck out her own<br />hair "finally" she screamed out as she grabbed the bag and headed into the<br />rest room.<br />All that was left was to wait.<br />--------------<br />mama: yuma joury intaw shloun tr'6ain 3na<br />bsr3a?<br />joury: ma adree mama uhwa ryle b3d what did<br />you want me to do, b3dain he came and apologized he was stressed<br />mama: aha o kl ma ekoun stressed he is going<br />to force himself on you?<br />joury didnt know what to say, she knew what her<br />mother was saying was true but at the same time didnt they force her on him?<br /><br />mama: rday, laish sakta sm3eny joury itha<br />intay ma daf3tay 3n nafsich no one will o if you let him walk over you now what<br />will happen later<br />joury: yuma la tinsain a9lan ana ma knt abeh<br />3ziz walked in just as she said the last<br />sentence, he looked at her with hurt in his eyes. She looked up at him<br />speechless, and quickly excused herself and shut the phone from her mother.<br /><br />3ziz walked into his bedroom, and literally<br />just threw himself on his bed. Joury walked in after him and laid down next to<br />him "3zizan"<br />He turned to face her, he had sorrow written all over his face "hala" not looking into her<br />eyes.<br />"im sorry" a single tear escaping her tear duct.<br />"3la?" looking up to meet her gaze<br />"What you heard" playing with his fore arm<br />"3dee" was it really?<br />"la it isnt, listen I didnt know you and<br />I wasnt thinking about marriage and you came out of nowhere and everyone around<br />me was praising you o 7sait ina yimken ana '3l6ana o I should give you a<br />shot"<br />"aby as2ilich so2al o answer me<br />honestly" he said with a<br />serious tone that worried her "do you regret<br />marrying me?" he asked and quickly<br />looked away.<br /><br />Joury cupped his face with her hands, lovingly<br />kissing his cheek "not at all" He looked up at her giving her a smile "aby anam 3la 9adrich ana ta3ban joury walla t3ban"<br /><br />3ziz fell asleep in Joury's arms, as Joury<br />thought of her life with 3ziz, they had a few good days and the rest were<br />horrible.<br />Was that how their life was going to be?<br />------------<br />7arith was rubbing Njude's swollen feet "o bs hathy il salfa, maskeen yayny o yitrajany leana yaby<br />y6l3 mn il dawam imbacher maskeen" He<br />loved sharing his day at work with his wife.<br /><br />"haha akeed sam3 inik strict 3la your<br />employees" Njude wa clearly<br />showing.<br /><br />"ee yady kl shway kan egolhum hatha Bu<br />mbarak il kl lazem e3amla i7sab"<br />he placed his head onto her lap "kalamta<br />ilyoum"<br /><br />Njude was playing with his hair "la, shlona? o shloun Tarkan? ma adre laish 7asa in 5thala<br />wa7da lebnaya hahah"<br />"walla esaweha Turki" Njude knew 7arith missed his cousin, his brother Turki but she<br />hardly brought it up with him because she respected his privacy and she knew if<br />he wanted to talk he would come to her<br /><br />"judey shrayich insawe 3sha 7g il 3yla<br />kilha, mn ziman mo mityam3en" pulling out his phone<br />to read the email he had just received<br /><br />"we should, bs nan6er lain ghaith o falak<br />eridoun" placed her hand on<br />her belly "7yatie aby ansd7<br />t3bt"<br />----------------<br />"ya waily shofee shofee" Jana looked over at the man her friends were shrieking over,<br />and she wished she didnt their eyes locked and for a second she felt the floor<br />shake from beneath her.<br />"janoo" her friend 3wash nudged her<br />"haa" finally peeling her eyes off the stranger. Throughout their<br />outing, he didnt take his eyes off her and she couldnt help but steal looks,<br />something about him was luring, welcoming.<br />Hot.<br />"excuse me, nature calls" Jana was always the care free soul of the group and thats why<br />her friends could never get enough of her.<br /><br />She didnt notice that the stranger stood up<br />after her, before she walked into the restroom she felt a strong grip pull her and<br />push her against the wall "guwa"<br /><br />He was close to her, she could taste the<br />cigarette on his breath, she could feel the sparkle in his eyes "mumkin itwa5er 3ny" she tried moving away from him but he was gripping her.<br /><br />"mm mumkin bs 36eny raqmich bl awal<br />b3dain ra7 awa5er" he was inhaling in<br />her scent, taking in her features, feeling presence.<br /><br />"please wa5er 3ny" her voice shook a bit, and when he sensed her discomfort and<br />her fear he instantly backed away from her<br /><br />"im sorry lat5afen I wasnt going to do anything" he walked away from her leaving in on a high she couldnt<br />understand, he scared her but he lured her in.<br />She headed back to her table looking flushed "shfeech?" 3awash asked her<br />"mafeny shway laish?" adjusting herself trying to get comfortable, but how could she<br />when she could feel his eyes undressing her.<br />--------------<br />"mabrook?" Juwan didnt know what to say, or how to ask<br />"laa laaa juwana my9er akoun 7amel, ana<br />abeh e6algny now he wont" she fell into her<br />friends lap too shocked to even cry<br />My Everything Calling<br />"you need to answer him" Juwana finally broke the silence<br />Rsal picked up her phone and dialed a number she never thought she would need.<br />Calling Aryam<br />aryam: na3am<br />rsal: I need to see you, its important<br />aryam: asfa karamty ma tsma7ly ayey baitkum<br />rsal: we can meet mukan thany bs la7d e3rf<br />especially Lyth<br />aryam: when and where<br />Rsal decided to meet Aryam the following day,<br />she was determined to go through with her plan knowing it will only hurt her.<br />And her baby.<br />-------------------<br />janoon: ya waaaily<br />joury: lool shino?<br />janoon: laaaa jd ya waaaily :p<br />joury: janoon tell me<br />janoon: mm okay bs dont get mad ok?<br />joury: golay<br />janoon: okay knt 6al3a m3a il banat o I see a<br />hottie, no big deal right? right .... NOOOOOO my god he was fucking hot jd<br />ya3nee 3dee 3dee lo ana ma asti7y 3la waihe chan I stripped him naked o grind<br />up on him :D<br />arent you proud of me :D?<br />no? :p<br />joury: kamlay<br />janoon: so him and I have a tiny moment no big<br />deal bs he let me go when he saw I was afraid THEN ya 7ilwa bs, he follows me<br />home bs not in a "ana abech yala 9f6ay way" but in a "I want to<br />make sure you are okay way" ya 7yatie rayaaaaaal!!! :$<br />joury: please tell me that was the end of it?<br />janoon: NOOO! so I go home I shower and I take<br />a nap cause you know your cousin, princess lazem I take my beauty nap o at 7<br />6l3t amur s3ood o5oy mn bait yady cause can nayem ehnak, o GUESS WHAT<br />joury: I am assuming you are going to tell me<br />janoon: ee, he was there adree shway freak o<br />stalkery bs so romantic, il muhim ib bait yady ana knt na6ra bl syara o 6l3ly<br />7beeb il 2loub 7amad, who lost weight, o g3dna insolif wla 7beeby e'3ar o he<br />drives off :(<br />joury: hahah inzain<br />janoon: me o s3od meet the parents for dinner<br />o I drove home alone o 3nd eshart baitna shfta o I smiled to him, bs uhwa 7grny<br />:( so tarktla o 9uf6 o I parked wara o awal ma shfta I cried, ma adre laish !<br />galy shfeech jana (yes adree scary) gltla 7amad my cousin galy akeed gltla ee<br />galy laish kntay tbeny a3rf o ana wayhe gulb alwan cause seriously fashla<br />joury: al7en fashla bs wagfa bl shar3<br />itkalmena 3dee, laaa o 9oub baitkum b3d<br />janoon: ANYWAYS gltla ma adre, galy okay<br />shrayich a36ech karty itha 7saity you need to talk you can email me or call me<br />ok .. o bs ra7 o now im staring at his card :D<br />-----------<br />"baby your phone is ringing" '9a7y and Ma2ab had an exhausting week at school and were<br />thankful it was the weekend, which meant they could sleep in.<br /><br />Ma2ab grabbed her phone squinting to try and<br />read who was calling, she couldnt believe her eyes<br />ma2ab: muruuuuj<br />muruj: haha hala 7beebty, shlonich<br />ma2ab: zaina intay shlonich, sha5barich, 3ash<br />mn sm3 9outich<br />muruj: shway shway 3ly, awaln ana zaina intay<br />shlonich o 3ashat ayamich<br />ma2ab: ana tamam bs zhgt mn il jam3a haha<br />muruj: haha bsmilah mdach twich awal sina<br />ma2ab: ee adree bs its so stressful leana<br />a7aty '9a7y b3d ma3a il masters o being away from my family<br />muruj: alah e3enkum, ana daga 3ndy lich 5abar<br />ma2ab: tell me tell me<br />muruj: mm a5af tz3len<br />ma2ab: shd3wa, tell me 7beebty<br />muruj: remember 9ager?<br />ma2ab: um, ay 9ager?<br />muruj: ily kntay itkalmna the x5 guy<br />ma2ab: ee<br />muruj: well, uhwa 56abny o milchatna in a week<br />inshalah<br />ma2ab: alf mabrook 7beebty<br />muruj: haha i7taraity 9a7?<br />ma2ab: shd3wa, ana 3ndy ryle o il 7imdilah<br />mirta7a ma3a<br />muruj: aha, okay 5ala9 3yal a5lech al7en<br />Ma2ab felt her chest<br />tighten, she was not bothered that her friend was getting married but to marry<br />her ex-boyfriend, was there something going on between them. She quickly rushed<br />the ideas away and cuddled next to her husband.<br />----------------<br />Joury woke up the disturbing alarm, it was<br />6:30 and 3ziz had work. Every morning she had to go through hell just to wake<br />him up, he was a heavy sleeper "3zizan" gently shaking him, "3ziz<br />yalla gom 7beeby" playing with his long<br />hair.<br />"mm shway bas" hugging her. She always set his alarm half an hour earlier then<br />he should be awake because she knew he loved to snooze.<br />"joury" she was deep in thought "hala"<br />"9ba7 il 5air" he flashed her a heart melting smile that made her insides<br />shrink.<br /><br />"9ba7 il nour, shino tby for<br />breakfast?" trying to get out of<br />bed and prepare his breakfast, but she was too slow for him he pulled her<br />underneath him once again and with a devilish smile said "you"<br />-------------<br />"falokty baba i7na yayen ejaza aw 3shan<br />itjablen il webcam itshofen 3yalich?"<br />Since they have been in Morocco they have not left their hotel, its true it was<br />a resort and they were just lazing around the sun, getting massages, walks,<br />eating out and just enjoying their time together Falak would call and ask about<br />the children almost every hour.<br />"ma agdar 7beeby walla I feel guilty<br />leaving my babies o coming here to have fun"<br /><br />"baby 5ala9 tabena inrid?" he didnt know what else to do<br />"9ij?" she jumped with enthusiam<br />"ee walla ana ahm shay 3ndy ra7tich o if<br />you feel like you want to go back, then we will go back"<br /><br /><br />"7beeby thank you" she hugged him tightly "inzain<br />shrayick na7jiz for tomorrow, and tonight we have an unforgetful night"<br />--------------<br />"Ma2ab 7beebty ana brou7 il library al7en<br />I have to fix my paper, o badris m3a 7g imti7any so I might be late, tabeen<br />shay?" A new week started,<br />and with it came more work.<br />"la 7beeby aby salamtik idris 3del, ana<br />brou7 Whole Foods ashterely something to eat maly 5ulg I cook something" she gave him a kiss goodbye and they both headed to their cars,<br />him to university and her to their local whole foods.<br />Ma2ab has been staring at his number all day,<br />dying to message him or even to call him but she kept on thinking about '9a7y<br />this was not fair to him. She bought 2 pieces of grilled chicken, salad,<br />dessert something to drink and headed home.<br />She placed her food on the coffee table, and curled up on the couch watching a<br />Friends marathon. An hour later, she was writing him a message, she had to<br />know.<br />Compose SMS<br />9ager, ily sm3ta 9ij?<br />Was all she said, and the second she sent it she quickly regretted it.<br />7beeby Calling<br />ma2ab: hala 7beeby<br />'9a7y: haa baby shtswen?<br />ma2ab: mako im watching friends, shloun il<br />dirasa?<br />'9a7y: 5ala9t my paper o I submitted it, o<br />allah yaster o im having a smoke break o dash adris<br /><br />ma2ab: i5thlik study room mo tg3ad ma3a il shabab leana ma ra7<br />tadris<br />'9a7y: heheh laa adree adree 7jaztly room m3a<br />7ason leana uhwa ma3ay bl class, bs ma2aby ana shakly ba6wil fa dont wait up<br />okay<br />ma2ab: okay 7beeby, 7u6 balik please<br />'9a7y: inshalah 7yatie, bye<br />ma2ab: bye<br />Ma2ab looked at her phone flashing indicating<br />she received a message. She shoved her phone under the pillow terrified of the<br />messages content. Half an hour later, she opened his text and her heart skipped<br />a beat.<br />9ager<br />ma2ab?<br />Reply<br />ee<br />9ager<br />can I call aw you are not alone?<br />She read over his message, should he call?<br />Reply<br />la ana bro7y<br />-------------<br />They decided to meet in Coffee Republic in Galleria 2000, Rsal didnt want to<br />bump into anyone she knew.<br />"5al9eny ana mo fa'9ytlich" Aryam welcomed Rsal<br />"sm3eny, I need your help" she inched closer to her "um,<br />ana I wasnt feeling well o ri7t il dictor o decided to get a full check up o<br />6l3 ina ..." Rsal was having<br />second thoughts, was she really ready to let go of Lyth?<br />"ina shino Rsal?"<br />Aryam was actually scared<br />Looking down "ina ana I cant have children" This was her decision, she thought about it all day and all<br />night, it was the only way Lyth would willingly leave her.<br /><br />She knew how much he loved children, and if he knew she was pregnant he would<br />never leave her.<br />"shino??" Aryam was shocked<br />"sm3teny, so w9lay il kalam 7g o5och<br />please" getting up to leave<br />"Rsal, Lyth left the house the day you<br />did he is living in your guest house dont you know?" Rsal felt like she just stepped into a cold shower<br />"NA3AM?" were her last words before she felt dizzy and everything turned<br />black.<br />-------------<br />"3zizan shft shloun you are going to be<br />late"<br />"3dee ana 9a7ib il sharika" buttoning up his shirt<br />"bs mo 7ilwa inta the boss and you are<br />late" wrapping the sheets<br />around her and heading to the bathroom "are<br />you sure ma tabeny asawelik shay takla?" she didnt want him going to work on an empty stomach<br />"ee baby, im getting coffee so I will<br />just get something to eat" he gave her a quick<br />peck and headed out to work.<br /><br />--------------<br />"Juwan lazem agoul 7g Lyth, my9er she is<br />pregnant o uhwa ma yadre its his baby as well" Faris was furious with his sister and her decision to just<br />completely ignore her husband<br />"baby please its none of our<br />business"<br />"Juwan, he is her<br />husband" he couldnt believe<br />that his soon to be wife was taking the matter lightly.<br />"Faris its none of our business<br />5ala9" storming into Rsal's<br />room<br />"ana wain?"<br />Rsal finally woke up with a heavy head<br />"7uby intay bl mustashfa" Juwan stroked her hair<br />"aby arou7 il bait" wiping her tears, she then remembered everything Aryam told her<br />and looked up at Juwan "is it<br />true?"<br /><br />Juwan just nodded "Does he know?"<br />she couldnt fight her tears back "laa I didnt tell<br />him and I asked Faris not to tell him" Rsal was releaved, but at the same time a part of her wanted<br />him to know.<br /><br />Rsal was discharger, with a warning to take it<br />easy and not stress herself for the health of her baby.<br />Faris was going back and forth with the decision of telling Lyth about Rsal and<br />the baby.<br />"Juwana, if this was us you wouldnt tell<br />me about our baby?"<br />"la" she coldly said and looked away<br />"bs its my baby" he was shocked with her answer<br />"bs its my decision, I am the one<br />carrying the baby"<br />"Im glad we arent married yet, I am<br />seeing a totally new side to you"<br />"Faris, if this is your way of backing<br />out of this marriage tell me, I honestly think you dont want to get married you<br />still havent set a date for our engagement mo shar6 il 3rs bs il milcha, lain<br />mita tabeny an6ur Faris. Aby a6l3 m3ak with no lies, I dont want you as my<br />boyfriend I want you as my husband"<br />He looked at her, and just walked away heading to the guest room.<br />"faroos shfeek, Rsal feha shay?" Lyth asked<br />"laa" he looked up at him, he could see the pain in his eyes, the<br />worry in his voice "Lyth" he finally said<br />"shfeek faroos?" Lyth sat down next to him<br />"Rsal ... Rsal 7amel" Lyth stood up stunned with the news he just heard "SHINO?" he stormed out<br />of the house and headed to his car.<br />Never in his life has he felt so alone.<br />His family didnt want him.<br />Rsal didnt want him.<br />He pulled out his phone, and dialled a number he didnt think he would call.<br />Calling 7arooth<br />7arith: lyth?<br />Lyth: 7arooth ana mi7tajlik o m 3ndy a7ad<br />7arith: shfeek? sh9ayer<br />Lyth: agdar ashofik<br />7arith: akeed, 7yak il bait<br />-------------<br />janoon: can I call him?<br />joury: minoo?<br />janoon: the hottie freaky dude<br />joury: laa mama dont<br />janoon: but, but why :'(<br />joury: stop being a drama queen shino why<br />janoon: iff married people arent fun<br />"baby" 3ziz stepped out of the shower "hala 7yatie"<br />she still had to avoid staring at his body<br /><br />"one of my friends is studying here with<br />his wife, I was thinking we can meet them for dinner, a7is ma ni6l3"<br /><br />Joury placed her phone down, and moved closer<br />to him to play with his hair and just smiled to him.<br />-----------<br />7amad: JANOOON BARKELY :D<br />janoon: laish b3d??<br />7amad: 5i6abt mysa bnt 3my waleed :$<br />janoon: shino?<br />7amad: shfeech?<br />janoon: la mafeny shay mabrook :D<br />Jana collapsed onto her bed, digging her face<br />into her pillow. In one way or another she always believed she would end up<br />with 7amad, the guy who made fun of her, the guy who always snuck extra ice<br />cream for her, the guy who would sit on her when she ate his chips.<br />And now, he was going to be that guy to someone else.<br />She pulled her phone out composing a message to the hottie.<br />She was stuck, what was she going to tell him? So she sent him a joke.<br />---------------<br />"7arooth Rsal 7amel" 7arith was worried about his friend, never in his life has he<br />seen him this way he looked broken beyond repair.<br />"mbrook lyouth, bs laish you are<br />upset"<br />Lyth looked up with his tear eyes "ma tabeny 7arooth she wants a divorce, she wont talk to me<br />she wont seen me its been over a month w7na 3la hl 7al"<br />"lyth sh9ayer mny fahem, Rsal<br />it7ibik"<br />He sighed heavily, where was he to start. He<br />told him about his parents, his cousin, his sister everything and 7arith was<br />shocked.<br /><br />"ya5e il shrha 3laik, int mn il awal<br />mfrou'6 itgoul 7g obok la o bs inta you thought about it which is why she<br />doesnt want to see you, ma aloumha"<br /><br />"ana ma knt aby ogaf ib wayh oboy int<br />3rif ina rayal kbeer, o hm 3my bs ana ma adree laish I even considered it" he ran his hand over his dirty beard "shasawi 7arith?"<br /><br />"she is your wife, lyth ehya zojtik lazem<br />itro7la kalam ahlha lo idish 3laiha in her room you have to go see her"<br />---------------<br />9ager<br />ma2aby?<br />reply<br />hala :D?<br />9ager<br />walla wilht 3laich I didnt think you would<br />call me<br />reply<br />I missed you too :$ I dont know why I called<br />bs lmn muruj galatly ina you were getting married ma adre sh9ar feny ;s<br />9ager<br />b3d 3umry, it'3aren?<br />reply<br />ee :$ mm 9agoor ill talk to you later 3dee<br />leana '9a7y should be coming home anytime now<br />9ager<br />ee akeed 7beebty, mita ma f'9aity o you are<br />alone 6rshely msg :*<br />repy<br />inshalah ;*<br />What was she doing?<br />-------------<br />"7beeby" Falak rolled over to face ghaith<br />"hala 7yatie" hugging her tightly<br />"how about we extend our stay" flashing him a smile<br />"9ij?" he couldnt believe his ears<br />"ee 7beeby, ive<br />been really selfish and I miss our time together we have our whole lives to<br />spend time with our children inshalah bs for now abena inkoun bro7na" giving him a naughty smile.<br />------------<br />hottie<br />mino?<br />reply<br />jana ;p<br />hottie<br />janoonty?<br />reply<br />um mn mita 9irt yours?<br />hottie<br />mn shftich<br />hottie<br />3ndich mani3?<br />reply<br />I guess not<br />hottie<br />shtswen?<br />reply<br />im in bed you?<br />hottie<br />mako walla bl gahwa<br />reply<br />oo what you smoking :p?<br />hottie<br />hahah laish?<br />reply<br />my9er as2al?<br />hottie<br />laa e9er kl ily tbena e9er<br />reply<br />everthying ;p?<br />hottie<br />everything ;)<br />Rsal stood by her window<br />looking out, she was watching Lyt as he smoked his cigarette by the pool. She<br />wanted to reach out and touch him, hug him and tell him everything is going to<br />be okay.<br />He looked up at her window before heading into the guest house, she waited<br />until he turned the lights off before she headed out to the guest house. She<br />just wanted to see him up close, touch his lips, inhale his scent, play with<br />his hair.<br />She carefully opened the door, tit toed into his bedroom and hovered over him.<br />She deliberated on what to do next. Should she leave, or lay down next to him.<br />She carefully lifted the comforter up and slid into bed next to him, she<br />instantly got a whiff of his smell and smiled. For the first time in a month<br />she smiled. She moved close to him, gently playing with his hair.<br />He turned around to face her, but she didnt meet his gaze. She was scared.<br />"6al3eny" he whispered<br />She looked up with her teary eyes. Using his index finger he outlined her<br />features, her jaw line, her nose, lips, eyebrows. He thought he was dreaming.<br />She placed her hand on his cheek, he closed his eyes taking in her warmth "I missed you" she inaudibly said.<br />He moved closer to her, crushing her against his bare chest "dont leave me" he held her like he never wanted to let<br />her go.<br />They stayed in each others arm for an hour "baby laish il tears?" moving away to look at her<br />"I dont know" she didnt want to peel her eyes off him<br />"shfeech<br />it6al3eny chithi" he was running his fingers across her soft pink lips<br />"I dont<br />want you to be a dream" her cheeks turning a deep shade of pink<br />"I still<br />make you blush" he proudly said inching even closer to her<br />"lyth" smacking his shoulders<br />"3youny" he whispered into her ear<br />She turned around giving her his back as he spooned her. He placed his hand on<br />her tummy, and whispered "mabrook 7beebty"<br />----------------<br />Joury was sistting on the couch staring into space. She was thinking of 3ziz<br />and how far along their relationship has progressed, but she hit a brick wall.<br />He has only touched her twice and they have been married.<br />joury: janoon?<br />janoon: shtbeen<br />joury: mm, bgolich<br />shay bs dont freak out okay?<br />janoon: 5al9eny<br />joury: 3ndich raqam<br />Rimas?<br />Janoon Calling<br />joury: did you<br />have to call you, bro7y miftashla im asking for her number<br />jana: joury no<br />one talks to Rimas, the last time we talked to her was before the divorce<br />remember?<br />joury: I<br />remember, but she was murt 5aly<br />jana: and she<br />cheated on him<br />joury: shofay I<br />need her number<br />jana: why<br />joury: malich shu'3ul 3ndich raqamha aw la?<br />jana: I think I<br />do ill send it to you ok<br />joury: thanks<br />7uby, oh ugh could you not tell anyone I asked for her number<br />jana: ahaa<br />joury: I love you<br />Joury waited for Jana to send her Rimas's number. She stepped into her closet<br />and dialed her number.<br />Rimas: aloo?<br />Joury: Rimas?<br />Rimas: yes, who is this<br />Joury: its me<br />joury<br />Rimas: joutry<br />7yatie shlonich sha5barich<br />Joury: il7imdilah<br />ana zaina, intay shlonich?<br />Rimas: I am<br />doing great, surprised to hear from you though<br />Joury: I know, I feel guilty calling you because I need a favor<br />Rimas: tell me<br />Joury: are you<br />still working in Orlando?<br />Rimas: no I<br />moved to Miami why honey<br />Joury: perfect,<br />um im in Miami do you think I could see you?<br />Rimas: akeed<br />7uby I get off work in half an hour intay wain sakna I can pick you up aw we<br />can meet somewhere close by to you<br />Joury: ee perfect.<br />Let me tell you a little but about Rimas. Joury's uncle married her right after<br />high school, it was clear that what they had was a pure physical attraction.<br />They fought ten times a day but at the end of the night they made up.<br />They were married for 5 years before their uncle found out she was having multiple<br />affairs with men of all ages. Rimas made her way into everyones heart and that<br />was why everyone was upset at what she did.<br />After the divorce she got a job offer in the States to work as an interior<br />design for hotels and special events.<br />But why would Joury need her help?<br />----------------<br />9ager<br />aby akalmich<br />reply<br />im not alone ;s<br />9ager<br />baby :(<br />reply<br />wala ma agdar<br />9ager<br />fine ro7ela<br />reply<br />its not like<br />that you know it isnt<br />9ager<br />ok ma2ab<br />----------------<br />"maskeen<br />wala ma ystahal" Njude was already feeling heavy even though she was in her<br />early months, and the doctor has asked her to take it easy.<br />"ee walla,<br />bs agolich shay ma tadren shkther stanast ina dg 3ly o kan mi7tajly" he was applying cream to her belly.<br />"7aroothi im ticklish" trying to remove his hand but he didnt<br />let her<br />"judey ma<br />aby e9er lich stretch marks abeech perfect" giving her one of his killer smiles.<br />She ran her fingers along his scar, he knew she loved his scars.<br />"show me<br />your other scars"<br />----------<br />"shino<br />y3nee skinny dipping" Falak's eyes were about to pop out of their socket<br />"emshay<br />you dont trust me" he was pulling her towards him, but she was fighting back<br />"la la<br />LAAA ghaith witha a7ad mr o shafna" covering her face with her hands<br />"ma7ad<br />bshouf shofay its pitch black o ilba7ar empty b3dain ill cover you" moving closer to her, the look in his<br />eyes scared her. She tried to run away from him but he was too quick he pulled<br />causing her to fall onto the sand.<br />"okay mo<br />shar6 skinny dipping bs this is better right?"<br />----------------<br />hottie<br />mita bshofich<br />janoonty<br />reply<br />mm, laish tby<br />itshofny<br />hottie<br />haa, shino<br />laish intay mo 9a7bty?<br />reply<br />shdarani<br />hottie<br />tist3b6ain?<br />reply<br />shfeek ;s<br />hottie<br />intay ily<br />shfeech, sn3y islobich bl kalam b3dain kalmny<br />janoon: I HATE MEN<br />7amad: haa?<br />janoon: sorry that<br />wasnt for you<br />7amad: why do you<br />hate men<br />janoon: iff maly<br />5ulgik 7mood kilish mo wagtik<br />7amad: haa,<br />shsalfitich<br />janoon: YOU ARE<br />GETTING FUCKING MARRIED AND NEWS FLASH SPARKY IM NOT THE FUCKING WIFE<br />7amad read her message but didnt reply. Jana switched her phone off and cried<br />herself to sleep<br />"so to what do I owe this surprise?" Rimas and Joury decided to meet at a coffee shop around the<br />corner, since Joury didnt want to be close to home if 3ziz were to call.<br />"well, its about 3ziz ..... my<br />husband" she took a sip of her<br />coffee hoping it would calm her down "you<br />see, we have been married for a few months now and ...." what was she thinking, she couldnt talk about this.<br />"shfeech jwary tell me you know im here<br />for you" She placed her hand<br />on top of Joury's<br /><br />"okay, well he has only touched me twice<br />since we got married and im worried it might be me, yimken he isnt attracted to<br />me"<br /><br />"if he isnt attracted y6l3 7mar sorry, bs<br />look at you" Joury blushed at her<br />remark<br /><br />"shofay, its easy to turn a man on but<br />you have to shed the whole innocent shy girl appearance, because in the end a<br />man yboun the san3a wife in public, and a sex freak behind closed doors" Joury burst out laughing<br />"im serious" Rimas said<br />"shofay, im going to book you an appointment<br />for your hair, we are changing your hair color b3dain we are going lingerie<br />shopping you need a whole new wardrobe, bs here is the thing are you up for<br />this change? do you really want it Joury"<br /><br />Joury took a few moments to think about what<br />she was about to do, did she really have the guts to do it or should she just<br />wait until 3ziz initiated anything?<br />"im in, I want it"<br />------------------------<br />9ager<br />7beebty :(<br />reply<br />shfeek 9agoury<br />9ager<br />mny gader, sorry ma2ab bs mny gader ast7ml the<br />idea ina he touches you, holds you, makes love to you !<br /><br />Ma2ab was having an internal war with herself,<br />its true she loved '9a7y, but she missed her life with 9ager, the attention he<br />gave her. Not every marriage works out right?<br />"7beebty" '9a7y called out for her<br />She shoved her phone into the drawer before<br />walking down to him "hala '9a7y" she couldnt say 7beeby.<br /><br />"shfeech?" he sat her down on the couch, he knew something was wrong. He<br />was hoping it was just finals stress.<br /><br />"um, '9a7y ana mny mirta7a ehny I feel so<br />home sick" she couldnt look him<br />in the eye, she just couldnt.<br /><br />"7beebty 5ala9 mo shar6 a5ith summer<br />classes we can just stay in Kuwait"<br />hugging her<br />"I,um ... okay thanks 7beeby" she hugged him back<br />That was not what she wanted, she wanted a break from him, their life together.<br />------------<br />"7ariiiith" Njude called out from her bedroom, something wasnt right.<br />"hala oboy" he stood there staring at her as she was hunched over on the<br />bed grimacing from the pain she was in "judey<br />shfeech 7beebty?"<br /><br />She looked up at him with a tear. He scooped<br />her up in his arms rushing her to his car to head to the hospital. All he asked<br />for was for her to be okay, for his judey to be okay.<br />Dialing Lyth<br />Lyth: haa 7arooth<br />7arith: Lyth njude ma adre shfeha ana ry7 il<br />mustashfa<br />Lyth: ay mustashfa al7en ayeek<br />"shfee 7arith?" Rsal asked, she has been spending all her days in his arms<br />"Njude ma adre shfeha bwdeha il<br />mustashfa" Lyth hopped out of<br />bed grabbing the first tshirt he saw. Rsal stood up with him "ana brou7 m3ak"<br />She ran up to her room to change and met him in the car.<br />---------------<br />Ghaith stepped into the house after spending a<br />long day at work. He placed his keys on the table but was taken back by the<br />silence of the house. During this time the children would be crying, screaming<br />or Falak would be in tears because she didnt know what to do with the children.<br />"Falook .... 7uby Falak" He called out for her<br />Falak came flying down the stairs in her<br />shorts and tank top, her smile shining brighter than the neon lights from the<br />kitchen. He welcomed her with a smile.<br />"malik far7ana awii?" pulling her closer to him<br />"aaah ya 7beeb 2lby" giving him a flirtatious smile<br />"aaih ily emfar7k?" Keeping the Egyptian accent to tease her<br />"la bs mommy wa5da ilawlad" unbuttoning his shirt<br />"bnamoun 3ndaha?" not wanting to jinx their luck<br />"eee so what do you want to do" heading to the kitchen but he pulled her to him crashing her<br />into his chest "you know what I want to do" in the sexiest tone.<br />"baby, e9eer 5air" trying to move away from him<br />"mo ib kaifich ana raylich witha ma<br />r'6aity ill rape you" teasing her<br />She gasped "ill lock the<br />bedroom door"<br />"3dee akser il bab its not<br />impossible" twisting her hair<br />around his finger<br />"mashalah 3laik mitzwja rambo mo<br />'3aith"<br />"shfee '3aith?" pouting<br />"mafe shay" she stood on her toes and whispered into his ears "he is one hunk of a husband"<br />------------<br />hottie<br />janoon<br />reply<br />:D<br />hottie<br />wlaht 3laich<br />reply<br />imbayn<br />hottie<br />7aram 3laich ha wainich<br />reply<br />home, bed, bored you?<br />hottie<br />home, bed thinking about you<br />7amood: JANA<br />jana: haa<br />7amood: lazem ashofich we need to talk<br />jana: sorry im busy maybe later<br />reply<br />you wanna go out?<br />hottie<br />yala<br />---------------<br />"ha 7arith shlounha?" Rsal asked 7arith. He looked away, he couldnt bare to tell her<br />what had happened all he could hear was his wife's cries.<br />"il 7imdilah 3la kl 7al" he sat down on the first chair<br />"ma tadre il 5era wain ya o5oy" Rsal excused herself to go see Njude, she didnt know what she<br />was going through but being pregnant herself she can only imagine how it might<br />feel to lose a baby, she quickly shook the idea away as she placed her hand on<br />her stomach.<br />---------------<br />"yuba ly mita wnt 3la hal 7al lazem inrid<br />il kuwait"<br />"ily tshoufa<br />Turki i7jizlina 3la awal 6yra lazem ashouf il ahal gabl la ... " He couldnt complete his sentence<br />"rsool shfeech<br />7beebty mn 6al3na mn il mustashfa wntay mo 3la ba5'6ich" Lyth knew what she was thinking about, but he didnt want to<br />talk about it.<br /><br />Rsal just looked at<br />him, then placed her hand on her stomach and smiled as she intertwined her<br />fingers with his. There was a lot to talk about but for now he just wanted to<br />be next to her.<br /><br />"btnmen 3ndy il laila?" he asked as they walked into the house<br /><br />"laish matnam 3ndy in my room arya7<br />7beeby"<br /><br />"la 7beebty bil guest house inkoun<br />bro7na" giving her naughty<br />smile<br /><br />"wy Lyooth 3yzana" hugging him, he carried her and headed into the guest house.<br /><br />--------------<br /><br />"judey, baby<br />6al3eny" Njude didnt want to<br />see anyone nor did she want to talk to anyone, especially 7arith.<br /><br />"7beebty mataben<br />inrid il bait" She cringed at the<br />idea of sleeping next to him once more, and the thing that just killed her is<br />that even though she was on talking terms with her parents, she couldnt call<br />her, she couldnt go be with her.<br /><br />"5ala9 7beebty<br />a5alech ilyoum tirta7ain bl mustashfa wnshalah bacher trden il bait" He knew she wouldnt answer him, he knew it was a lot<br />for her to take in but he had to be there for her, he had to be the strong one<br />for the both of them.<br /><br />He kissed her before he headed out of the<br />hospital to their house.<br /><br />------------<br /><br />Ghaith woke up to an<br />empty bed, he laid on his back smiling. He adored his children, more than life<br />itself but he loved spending time with his wife alone.<br /><br />"9a7 il noum" interrupting his daydream<br /><br />"9a7 bdanich 7beebty, n3eman"<br /><br />"I made breakfast" flashing him a smile<br /><br />"mm, I want you for breakfast" he said with a devilish smile<br /><br />"b3dain, now we need to food" running away from him<br /><br />------------<br /><br />janoon: so what did you buy<br />joury: janoon 7dy mist7ya I dont think I can<br />go through with it<br />janoon: he is your husband, shloun tist7en<br />mna?<br />joury: when you get married you will know<br />janoon: no no honey, ana kl youm bkoun in bed<br />waiting for him to come and enjoy :D<br />joury: wy3a inzain 5ala9 wish me luck :p<br />janoon: GOOD LUCK :D<br /><br />"joury ....<br />jwary" 3ziz called out for<br />her he made plans with his friend and wanted get ready "im in the bedroom" She was all dressed up, hair done, room ready waiting for him.<br /><br />"7beebty we are<br />meeting ...... " he couldnt<br />even complete his sentence he was taken back at what he just saw "damn ..."<br /><br />Joury knew she had to shed the shy girl front,<br />but she couldnt she blushed at his reaction.<br /><br />He took his shirt off and walked over to her<br />dumb founded by the new Joury.<br /><br />----------------<br /><br />Dialing 9ager<br /><br />9ager: hala bl 7ub, hala bl zain hala ib<br />7yatie<br /><br />muruj: hala feek 7beeby, walht 3laik<br /><br />9ager: mo kithry ana, ha wainich<br /><br />muruj: bl bait, laish ma tyena?<br /><br />9ager: 3my bl bait<br /><br />muruj: yup<br /><br />9ager: yala shway o ayech<br /><br />muruj: 7yak 7beeby<br /><br />It was true. 9ager and Muruj were engaged to<br />be married.<br /><br />What was 9ager planning?<br /><br />What does he want from Ma2ab? and did muruj<br />know?<br /><br />----------------<br /><br />Faroosy: juwana ly mita y3nee?<br />juwanty: until you decide on what you want to<br />do<br />Faroosy: baby you know I want to marry you<br />juwanty: do you really Faris, mako shay gha9ib<br />Faroosy: haa juwan shaklich intay ily you dont<br />want to go through with this<br />juwanty: I dont think I do, ma adre faris I<br />need time to think<br />Faroosy: you know where to find me<br /><br />Faris was devastated,<br />heart broken, surprised, shocked and the list just goes on. Okay he was having<br />second doubts about marriage not about Juwan, but any man would its fairly<br />normal. But for her to question is intentions and for her to second guess their<br />life together worries him.<br /><br />He wants her, and if he has to wait all his<br />life for her he will.<br /><br />--------------<br /><br />"zain shfnach" 7amad was waiting for Jana all day, he knew she had to leave<br />the house.<br /><br />"7amad" she was all dolled up to meet her hottie and now 7amad was here "shly yaybik"<br />she wanted to run and throw herself in his arms and pour her heart out. She<br />wanted to tell him she loved him, always have, always will.<br /><br />But she couldnt, she was not one to throw<br />herself at a man who clearly was not interested.<br /><br />"we need to talk<br />jano, what did you mean we cant leave things as they are its us" he moved closer to her "talk to me" her heart was<br />beating faster with each step he took, moving closer to her.<br /><br />"7amad rou7<br />please rou7 o 5alny walla ma agdar allah ewafgik" giving him her back<br /><br />"hatha a5er<br />kalamich ya jana?" He loved her as a<br />sister, he couldnt bare having her mad at him.<br /><br />"ee 7amad"<br /><br />He left the house with<br />a heavy heart.<br />"shfeech janoonti?" Waleed, the hottie, asked concerned.<br /><br />She just looked up at<br />him holding back her tears, but hearing him ask her, hearing his concerned tone<br />just broke her down.<br /><br />"ana t3bana<br />waleed, a7is im so alone" placing her head on<br />his shoulder. Something about her interested him, he couldnt let her go he told<br />himself it was just a fun temporary thing but each minute he found himself more<br />attached to her.<br /><br />"shh jana im<br />here" running his fingers<br />through her hair. She wiped her tears and looked up at him, his twinkling eyes,<br />his shabby hair, his sharp nose "9ij?" she asked so innocently.<br /><br />"ee ill stay until itmlen mny"<br /><br />"that might take<br />a while" teasing him. He moved<br />close to her face, she felt his cigarette breath on her face, she felt his<br />stares deep down in her stomach, for a split second she looked down at his full<br />juicy lips, then looked up at his eyes once again.<br /><br />They stayed that way<br />for what seemed like hours, but in reality a few minutes passed by. He loved<br />the way she felt in his arms, how he could protect her by just being next to<br />her, how his words made her feel better, how her eyes calmed him down made him<br />forget his name.<br /><br />------------<br /><br />rimas: haa jwary how did it go :p<br /><br />Joury awoke to the<br />vibrations of her phone, but was locked in 3ziz's arm. She couldnt help but<br />smile. The next thing she felt were his kisses on her bare back "mm" he said.<br /><br />She turned around to<br />face him "mm yourself mr" she ran her fingers along his features, for a second she<br />wanted to cry, you know how you sometimes get a bad feeling, she had a bad<br />feeling.<br /><br />A real bad one.<br /><br />Like she was about to lose him.<br /><br />"shfeech jwary" he was kissing each finger<br /><br />"3ziz aby agoulik shay" he smiled<br /><br />"a7ibik" she leaned closer to him placing her lips onto his.<br /><br />---------------<br /><br />Ma2aby Calling<br /><br />Rsal: aloo<br /><br />ma2ab: nyma<br /><br />Rsal: la 3dee, shfeech 7uby<br /><br />Rsal got out of bed, headed to the living room<br />so she wouldnt wake Lyth.<br /><br />ma2ab: Rsal, did you ever feel like you needed<br />time away from Lyth?<br /><br />Rsal: 7beebty you know<br />everything Lyth and I have been through a7is lail7en ma skana m3a b3'9 bs laish<br />shfeech<br /><br />ma2ab: 7asa iny ma5nouga m3a '9a7y, adre he is<br />a amazing bs ma adre<br /><br />Rsal: did you guys fight?<br /><br />ma2ab: la, he has been<br />beyond amazing o adre he is stressed m3a finals coming up bs he still finds<br />time for me o karha rou7y for feeling this way<br /><br />Rsal: 7uby yimken its stress as well, for you<br />I mean<br /><br />ma2ab: ma adree, we are coming back 7g il 9aif<br />'9a7y wont take summer<br /><br />Rsal: 6yb thats good 9a7<br /><br />ma2ab: Rsool aby break mina uhwa o I dont know<br />what to tell him<br /><br />Rsal: ma2ab fkray bl<br />kalam ily g3da itgolena fkray ib its impact o what it might do to your<br />relationship<br /><br />ma2ab: I know walla iny 3rfa, intay shlonich?<br /><br />Rsal: ana il 7imdilah<br />tamam, bs dymen a7is iny t3bana o jsmy mitkaser wna twny bl thany haha<br /><br />ma2ab: wy alah e3enich, o how is everything<br />with Lyth al7en?<br /><br />Rsal: il 7imdila bs we have a lot to talk<br />about but now I just want to be with him<br /><br />ma2ab: 7yatie intay alah kareem<br /><br />"rsal" Lyth called out from<br />the bedroom<br /><br />Rsal: ma2ab 7yatie Lyth is calling akalmich<br />b3dain<br /><br />ma2ab: okay rsoola salmay 3laih<br /><br />"hala<br />7beeby" getting under the<br />covers, she moved closer to him as he wrapped his arms around her. He just<br />wanted to be next to her, holding her, loving her.<br /><br />"ma2ab itsalm 3laik" placing a single kiss on his chest<br /><br />"alah esalmha, shlounha?" inhaling in her scent<br /><br />"zaina, they are coming in the<br />summer" looking up at him<br /><br />"laa zain 3shan<br />itjahzoun 7g il baby together" The idea of him being<br />a father, having a baby with the love of his life made his heart smile.<br /><br />"I know I cant<br />wait, Lyth aby agolik shay o ma abek tiz3al please" she didnt know if it was the right time but she had to talk to<br />him about it.<br /><br />"I wont 7beebty, goleley" playing with her hair<br /><br />"can we stay<br />here, I mean in my parents house adre ina 3ndna our apartment ib bait ahlik bs<br />... " what was she going to<br />say?<br /><br />"ma tben we live<br />alone, na5thlina shuqa?" he left his parents<br />house, and wasnt thinking of going back even when they patch things up<br /><br />"after the baby<br />is born, ma aby a'6il brou7y bl bait while you are at work" she snuggled closer to him<br /><br />"5ala9 ily tbena"<br /><br />-------------------<br /><br />Njude left the<br />hospital, but she moved from one bed to another. She spent all day in bed, in<br />the guest room she didnt even want to sleep in her bedroom.<br /><br />"njude 7yatie ly mita btnamen ehny?"<br />he was lost, he didnt know what to do.<br /><br />"7arith please<br />5alny" she cried herself to<br />sleep each night, 7arith waited until she fell asleep before he got into bed<br />with her.<br /><br />Everyone talked to her, but nothing worked.<br /><br />-------------------<br /><br />"faris aish 9ar m3k o juwan?" his mother asked as they were eating lunch<br /><br />"wla shay yuma laish?" he didnt want to talk about it, he didnt want anyone to know.<br /><br />"mn ziman ma sm3tk t7akeha"<br /><br />"la 3de yuma,<br />ehya lahya m3a Rsal wly 9ar bs mafena shay<br />"yuma intay<br />shg3da itgolen, sm3ay rou7ich hathy zojty" Lyth has been trying with his parents. Everyday for a month he<br />would visit them and everyday his mother would tell him the same false<br />accusations.<br /><br />"a5er 3umry b3d<br />ma rabait o t3bt it9adg hatheech, yuma Lyth ehya awal youm dashat fe il bait<br />galatly 5alty 36eny cham shahar o b5le Lyth yaskin ib bait ahaly, yuma fat7<br />3ainik shouf murtik o balweha alah yaster mn ily yay bs" His mother was one hell of an actor<br /><br />"o b3dain ehya<br />shloun 7amel, she showed me the papers to prove ina matyeb 3yal, 9adgeny b3d<br />cham youm btgolik ina il baby 6a7"<br />Of course his sister had to back up her mother.<br /><br />Lyth was confused, why<br />would his mother lie but at the same time he knew Rsal he knew his wife, the<br />love of his life wouldnt lie to him.<br /><br />He stormed out of the<br />house heading to Rsal, a million thoughts swimming around his head. He parked<br />his car enjoyed a smoke and headed into the guest house, he noticed Rsal<br />talking to someone on the phone and something drove him to eavesdrop.<br /><br />Rsal: adree, I was so<br />excited about it 7tan Lyth was looking forward to it bs il 7imdilah 3la kl 7al<br /><br />Of course Lyth stormed<br />out after listening to that one sentence Rsal said, he already had his doubts<br />and that just pushed him over the cliff. He drove around for hours not knowing<br />how to confront Rsal.<br /><br />Juwan: I know 7beebty,<br />hm ana I wanted things to work out between Faris and I bs mako n9eb.<br /><br />Rsal: inshalah n9ebich<br />byech 7beebty, anyways 7ilwa I have to go bshouf wain Lyth t25ar<br /><br />That was the continuation of the conversation.<br /><br />Calling My Everything<br /><br />Lyth: hala<br /><br />rsal: hala 7beeby wainik?<br /><br />Lyth: shway o byech<br /><br />Rsal: t3shait aw an6urik?<br /><br />Lyth: la maly nfs akel bl 3fia<br /><br />Rsal: alah e3feek 7beeby drive safely please<br /><br />How could she be<br />conniving, he thought to himself, she couldnt have been planning for all of<br />this. Why would she want me to move out of my parents house, but at the same<br />time would his mother really lie to him?<br /><br />--------------------------<br /><br />"what are you saying ma2ab mny fahm,<br />fahmeny shino ya3ne tben a divorce? after everything we have been through you<br />dont want me now?? FAHMENY" '9a7y was furious, he surprised her by flying<br />in for thanksgiving since he missed his wife, he wasnt expecting her to drop a<br />bomb on him.<br /><br />'9a7y and Ma2ab<br />decided she would finish her education back in Kuwait while he finished his<br />last year, he spent the summer with her but mid august he had to go back to<br />school, he didnt think being so far away from her would weigh him down but it<br />did.<br /><br />" '9a7y mo kl<br />zawaj etim, o ours wasnt working" She<br />needed a valid reason, this wasnt going to work.<br /><br />"I dont know what<br />marriage you were in but mine was working ma2ab tell me, talk to me ana mqa9er<br />m3ach? shftay 3ly shay? tell me 7beebty" he was down on his knees holding her hands<br /><br />She was now crying "its not you '9a7y walla its not you its me, I dont know<br />what I want o it was selfish of me to marry you a9lan mn il bdyah zawajna kan<br />ghala6 ib ghala6"<br /><br />"we can work it<br />out walla we can ma2ab ana a7ibich"<br />he was kissing her hands, hugging her, he didnt want to let her go.<br /><br />She pushed him away,<br />looking dead into his eyes "but I dont love<br />you '9a7y, I dont think I ever did"<br />Just like that she walked out of '9a7y's life.<br /><br />Ma2ab called 9ager<br />both to console her, and to tell him the great news. Now they can be together,<br />but little did she know his intentions and what he wanted from her.<br /><br />------------------<br /><br />"Judey, baby<br />wainich" Njude has spent 3<br />months in bed after she lost her baby, she didnt talk to anyone, she didnt see<br />anyone she just cried all night. She didnt even sleep next to 7arith.<br /><br />"hala<br />7beeby" she was making<br />cheesecake in the kitchen. She turned around to flash him a smile but was<br />worried when she saw the expression on his face. She knew something was wrong.<br /><br />"shfeek 7arith? sh9ayer?" walking over to him<br /><br />"ma adre<br />shagolich 7beebty" It is never easy to be<br />the barrier of bad news "yady 36ach<br />3umra"<br /><br />Njude moved back placing<br />her hand on her mouth "shino?" she had to sit down, her knees were collapsing from under her.<br /><br />7arith moved closer to her hugging her as she<br />cried.<br /><br />The next few weeks<br />drew a black cloud on their family. Everyone was shocked at the sudden news of<br />their grandfathers death.<br /><br />"staqfar allah ma<br />tym3na 3la fara7 tyam3na 3la 7izn"<br />'3aith was devastated, his grandfather always had great advice to share.<br />7arith, Turki and '3aith were practically raised in their grandfather's house.<br /><br />"il 7imdilah 3la<br />kl 7al, youma" Turki said " '3youth 5ala9 rd il bait aked Falak it7atek"<br /><br />Falak has been<br />understanding, she knew what his grandfather meant to him. She even took the<br />children to her mother's house so she could be there for her husband.<br /><br />"5ala9 3yal ashofkum bacher<br />inshalah"<br /><br />The cousins went back<br />to seeing each other on a daily basis, they were thrilled that Turki was back<br />and was a changed man.<br /><br />--------------------<br /><br />"Rsal, ma 3ndich<br />mw3d m3a your doctor?" Lyth couldnt believe<br />he doubted his wife, after that day he dragged her to the hospital for an<br />ultrasound and hated himself for questioning her.<br /><br />Rsal was ordered to<br />gain weight if she wanted her baby to be healthy, and since that day Lyth has<br />been feeding her nonstop.<br /><br />He confronted his<br />parents, and told them he would be living in his in laws until Rsal gave birth,<br />they then would move into their own apartment. Monday's Rsal and him would come<br />for the weekly lunch were they would treat her like she deserved.<br /><br />They agreed,<br />especially when his father knew that his wife and daughter were planning to<br />destroy his marriage.<br /><br />-----------------------<br /><br />"9ager .... 9ager<br />im late" Ma2ab would leave<br />University and head to 9ager's where she spent her day.<br /><br />"shino ya3ne?" he knew what it meant but he just didnt care.<br /><br />"ya3ne I might be pregnant, 9ager<br />shinsawi?" she was<br />freaking out<br /><br />"hahah 7uby this<br />is your issue I have nothing to do with it" He jumped out of bed and headed to the bathroom for a shower.<br /><br />Ma2ab fell to the<br />floor pouring her heart out. 9ager walked out and said "oh 3la fikra ma2ab ana 5a6ib Muruj o next week milchatna<br />fa sorry you cant come her anymore"<br />he flashed her a smile and headed to his closet.<br /><br />Ma2ab wore her clothes<br />and walked out of 9ager's apartment and out of his life. She drove around for<br />hours not knowing what to do, where to go, who to talk to. She found herself<br />parked in front of Turki's apartment.<br /><br />Why?<br /><br />She knew he wouldnt want to see her?<br /><br />-------------------<br /><br />rimas: how is he today?<br />joury: same, he wont talk to me, he only<br />sleeps because he wants me to get pregnant<br />rimas: 7mar, you are<br />here alone you have no one, the least he can do is be nice to you about it, its<br />like he married you to have babies o bs !<br />joury: shasawi :(<br />anyways he should be coming now I have to make dinner<br />rimas: mynoona you cook him dinner as well? ma<br />ystahal<br />joury: he is my husband<br />rimas: arid wgoul inich mynouna !<br /><br />"Jwary" 3ziz called for her<br /><br />"hala 3ziz ana foug bl ma6ba5" she prepared the dinning table<br /><br />"ha bshray<br />7alalty? inshalah 7amel?" that was the only<br />conversation they were having for the past few months, they no longer sat and<br />talked.<br /><br />She just looked away and said "t3al t3sha"<br />He knew she wasnt pregnant.<br /><br />"bacher bnrou7 il<br />dictor nf7a9 aked fee shay ghala6"<br />he left her alone and left the apartment. It was as if two people lived<br />separate lives.<br /><br />joury: I miss you<br />janoon: me too<br />joury: ha are you still on house arrest?<br />janoon: YUP :D but I<br />deserve it I guess ma7ad galy abe3ha w6l3 o arou7 m3a waleed ka2na he was my<br />husband, someone was bound to see us right, just hoped it would be anyone but<br />my father :p<br />joury: I love how you<br />are taking the matter lightly<br />janoon: b3d shasawi, crying isnt going to help<br />me right? so I joke about it<br />joury: true, 3ziz yabena inrou7 il doctor to<br />see if everything is okay I am really worried<br />janoon: inshalah mako ila il 3fia babe :D<br />joury: inshalah, I just want to be home I miss<br />everyone<br />janoon: its okay 7yatie intay :* im off to bed<br />now, gnite !<br />joury: gnite 7uby :*<br /><br />They woke up bright<br />and early and headed to the doctor's office. She was terrified of the news she<br />might hear. After hours of running tests they were sent home and asked to come<br />back in a few days.<br /><br />And they did "I am sorry mr. aziz but it seems like your wife wont be<br />able to get pregnant" 3ziz looked over at<br />Joury with a look she never wanted anyone to experience, not even her enemies.<br /><br />"that cant be true" she said<br /><br />"the tests dont<br />lie, im sorry we could try some alternatives if you would like"<br /><br />"NO" 3ziz said "thank you<br />doctor, yala joury" The drive back home<br />was dead silent until she decided to break it "3ziz aby arid il kuwait"<br /><br />"itha rdaity malich rda 3ndy" He was looking ahead at the road<br /><br />"shino ya3nee" her voice croaked<br /><br />"ya3ne ..." he turned to look at her "itha<br />rdaity il kuwait iwrgtich ra7 to9alich" She couldnt believe how callous he was about this matter, he<br />didnt even think of her, how she might be feeling, what she was going through.<br /><br />She walked into their<br />apartment, and locked herself into her room and the first thing she did was<br />book her ticket back home. Her mind was set, she couldnt take it anymore.<br /><br />Joury flew back home,<br />and like 3ziz said she did get her paper. She couldnt believe what has happened<br />to her, in less than a year she was forced to marry a man, she learned to live<br />with him, love him and now she has to learn how to live without him.<br /><br />She was doing fine,<br />especially since she was away from him but the news that she got just shattered<br />her, she couldnt believe it.<br /><br />"shino ya3ne you<br />are marrying 3ziz, jana, my 3ziz?"<br />Jana was crying hysterically "wala ana glt la<br />jwary ana ma abee 3ziz mithel my brother bs they are forcing me ma adre<br />shasawi" she moved close to<br />Joury wanting to hug her but Joury pushed her away.<br /><br />"alah ehanekum ya jana, sm7ely bs I no<br />longer am your cousin"<br /><br />Joury got married 2<br />years after that incident, to a man that adored her, he was much older but his<br />life revolved around her. She has 2 boys and a girl.<br /><br /><br />-----------------<br /><br />"mabrook madam<br />ma2ab intay 7amel" Ma2ab literally ran<br />out of hospital, she couldnt fight her tears back<br /><br />"ma2ab?" she looked up and saw him, she never thought she would see him.<br />She ran over to him burring herself in his chest as she cried.<br /><br />"Shfeech?<br />sh9ayer?" she looked up at him<br />and couldnt help but smile. They headed to a close by Coffee bean and she told<br />him everything. The divorce, 9ager, the pregnancy everything.<br /><br />And out of nowhere she heard 2 words she never<br />thought Turki would say "marry me"<br /><br />"shino?" wiping her tears<br /><br />"marry me, im serious ma2ab marry<br />me"<br /><br />She flashed him a smile. That was it for ma2ab<br />and turki.<br /><br />-----------------<br /><br />Lyth and Rsal had a healthy baby boy.<br /><br />Faris decided to take a job in Ba7rain.<br /><br />Turki and Ma2ab had a family wedding.<br /><br />3ziz and Jana actually<br />fell in love and lived a wonderful life. They had 5 children, 3 girls and 2<br />boys.<br /><br />'3aith and Falak were<br />living a great life. Their children were growing up, and they were enjoying<br />every minute with them and themselves. They didnt want to miss a single event.<br /><br />Juwana ended up marrying a family friend a<br />year after her incident with Faris.<br /><br />7arith and Njude are pregnant again and they<br />couldnt be happier.<br /><br />'9a7y met a girl who<br />was doing her masters as well, they hit it off and once they both graduate he<br />was planning on proposing to her.<br /><br />That ladies and<br />gentleman is an ending I am proud of, and if you still dont like then I have<br />nothing else to say.<br /><br />I was planning on continuing 3ziz and Joury's story but this is<br />how their life ended, since it is based on real characters<br /><br /></div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-52132753788230541942012-04-08T01:00:00.001-07:002012-04-08T01:14:53.335-07:00Jawl part 4 ;**<div><br />----------------<br />"jourety" jana called out as she popped her head from behind the door<br />"mm" her heart was racing, it was time. Today was her engagement<br />party. The shai5 has arrived and they have signed and now she was legally his.<br />She was his wife.<br />Joury stood in front<br />of the mirror eying her dark mauve, Greek inspired dress. It hugged her waist<br />and then draped on her body. She curled her wavy hair and put it up in a lose<br />way enhancing the Greek look.<br />"you ready?" it was time.<br />Joury looked over at<br />Jana, who couldnt hold her tears back "you<br />look exquisite mashalah 3laich"<br />walking over to hug her cousin.<br />"joury I love you, and I will always be<br />here for you I promise you will love him"<br />"dont make me cry, I finally<br />stopped" checking her self one<br />more time<br />She followed Jana down<br />the stairs and stood in front of the door taking long breaths. Her mother<br />showed up with a mub5ar, reciting prayers on her daughter. She avoided her<br />daughters eye contact because she wanted to cry.<br />Joury simply looked beautiful.<br />It clearly showed tonight was her night.<br />She had a unique look<br />to her. Honey colored eyes, naturally honey kissed hair that was both wavy and<br />straight depending on the hair product she used. Her cheek bones were clearly<br />defined, and were naturally rosy. She had full set of lips, a sharp nose, and<br />big eyes that truly were the window to her soul.<br /><br />The second she walked<br />into the room, she grabbed everyone's attention. Including her aunts and<br />cousins who were suppose to help her. They stood there praying for a happy life<br />for her and 3bdul3ziz.<br /><br />She slowly walked down<br />the outlined path, stopping every few minutes to welcome her guests with a<br />smile, and posed for pictures. She finally made it to her seat.<br />-----------------<br />Faris and Rsal were<br />finally home. She sat with her parents and headed up to her room for a long<br />bubble bath.<br />She was not going to cry anymore.<br />She was going to live.<br />After her shower, she<br />got into her PJ and headed down to the kitchen to grab something to eat. She<br />saw her nanny wo looked thrilled "why are you<br />smiling Rosey?" as she sat down on<br />the bar stool<br />"ay I smile because a husband wants<br />you" hugging Rsal who she<br />saw as her daughter<br />"husband?" Rsal was lost<br />"yes, you go talk to mama I will make you<br />a chicken sandwich"<br />Rsal walked out of the<br />kitchen, and into the everyday living room and snuggled next to her mother who<br />quickly wrapped her arms around her daughter lightly kissing the crown of her<br />head and smiling to her.<br />"rosey told me fee a man mino?" Rsal was use to this<br />"haha tomorrow we will find out the<br />father talked to baba"<br />"mm anyways ana<br />im gonna watch a movie in bed and sleep goodnight" kissing her mother and walking up to her room<br />---------<br />"Joury 7uby 3ziz<br />is coming in now" her heart was racing<br />so quickly it seemed like it had escaped her rib cage.<br />Jana reapplied her lipstick, sprayed some perfume and helped her stand up.<br />3ziz walked in in his spotless white dishdasha and '3utra. He had a clean<br />shaved goatie.<br />1 word.<br />Hot.<br />He walked like he<br />owned the place. All girls were envious of her, because of him. Her father, his<br />father, him, her uncles walked in with him.<br /><br />He kissed the crown of<br />her head and stood next to her as they were congratulated. Once again, Joury<br />kept her eyes glued to the floor except when asked to look up for pictures.<br /><br />They sat down after<br />what seemed like hours of posing smiling and thanking everyone. He sat a<br />considerable distant away from her, and she didnt mind. They remained quiet, if<br />it wasnt for Jana things would have been extremely awkward. She was trying to<br />break the ice.<br /><br />"shdarany 3n bnt<br />3mitich lail7en ma sm3t 9out-ha"<br />Joury looked up, for the first time their eyes met. She didnt move, she couldnt<br />move. His eyes were mesmerizing, they smiled.<br />"I still cant hear you" Joury quickly looked away from him.<br />Her mother came<br />holding the box with their engagement rings, their watches and her bracelet the<br />rest of the set was sent to her earlier.<br /><br />"yala 3ziz yuma labis joury il dibla" he took the ring from her mother's hand and placed it on her<br />right hand. She did the same with trembling hands "I wont bite" he<br />inaudibly whispered, she opted to look up at him worried about meeting his eyes<br />"babe" Juwan has been trying<br />to build the courage to tell Rsal about her and Faris.<br />"ya juuj" as she zipped up her dress, she was getting ready for the<br />"potential" husband coming in an hour.<br />"um, aby agolich shay o I hope you dont<br />get mad" sitting down next to<br />her<br />"shfeech juwana?" putting her hand on top of hers<br />"mm I think I like your brother" covering her face with her hands<br />Rsal peeled off her friends hand "and he likes<br />you too"<br />"really?" her face lighting up<br />"ee walla" hugging her friend "inzain yala I<br />need to get ready." For some reason she<br />was looking forward to meeting this man.<br />She was done living in the past, she wanted to start new and start it on the<br />right foot.<br />"beautiful<br />Rsal" rosey sang to her,<br />her smiling shinning brighter the sun "he is ready for you, ay Rsal he is good looking not like ma2ab<br />husband" giving Rsal a warm<br />hug<br />Juwan smiled at Rsal and they walked down the guest room.<br />"il salam<br />3laikum" the girls said. Rsal<br />had her head down but when she heard his voice her heart literally ripped out<br />of her ribcage and was on the floor in front of her.<br /><br />With trembling hands,<br />and a shaky voice "l .. l ...<br />lyth?" she completely<br />disregarded his mother and hers and ran over to him flinging her arms around<br />his neck and crying.<br />"Rsal dont cry"<br />"I thought ... I thought ... you .... I<br />.... how ?" she couldnt think<br />straight<br />"3n<br />ithinkum" Juwan said as she<br />pulled them into the other room. Lyth limping, walked her over to the other<br />room and sat down next to her as she cried.<br />"are you done?" he looked at her<br />She looked up at him<br />with her teary eyes, her blurred vision and smiled. She then threw herself into<br />his lap "I thought<br />something happened, I thought you didnt want to talk to me, I was so misreable<br />I thought I lost you"<br /><br />He was stroking her<br />back in an attempt to calm her down "5ala9<br />Rsal, al7en shfukna mn kalam our mothers"<br />"sorry" she sat up wiping her tears<br />"well you know what this means<br />right?" admiring her<br />innocence<br />"shino?" her heart racing<br />"you have to say<br />yes to me" brushing his thumb<br />against her cheek. She just looked down with her glowing pink cheeks "ma sm3tich?"<br />"lets go back inside" she stood up avoiding the question<br />She noticed he was limping "shfeek?" she asked concerned<br />"long story agolich later"<br />---------------------<br />"ya galby ya<br />3umry laish kil hal jna6? tara fe shops ehnak anything you need you buy" '9a7y and Ma2ab started packing their things and they were<br />shipping most of the things.<br /><br />"I know but my<br />shoes" hugging a pair of her<br />heels "and my<br />bags" sitting next to the<br />pile of her bags "I cant live<br />without them" giving him the puppy<br />eyes<br /><br />"shasawi ya nas<br />SHASAWI agadar agolich laa? agu9 il sany before agolich laa" sitting down next to her<br />"i5thay ily tabena, o lmn no9al abech tshteren ily tabena ana bs abeech<br />mistansa"<br />She sat up on her knees and looked down at her lap "a7ibik"<br />"emshay emshay<br />b3dain we will pack" she looked at him<br />shyly and followed his lead into the bedroom<br />------------<br />"7beeby dont<br />worry about it inshalah 5air o b3dain if it comes down to us selling the house<br />or my car I dont mind " sitting on his lap<br /><br />"7beebty ana I<br />said I lost my job I didnt say im bankrupt, il 7imdilah I have money in a<br />savings account o I have stocks I can sell and if it gets real bad which I<br />doubt il wald ma ra7 eqa9er ma3ana"<br />placing his hand on her tummy "intay lat7aten<br />abech itakren ib our baby okay and I will deal with everything"<br /><br />Falak looked down at<br />her, leaned in and placed a loving kiss on his lips "how about we go to the bedroom?" taking his hand as she stood up<br />"haha yal shai6ana" following her lead<br />"I learn from the best" as she took her dress off<br />-------------------<br />compose message<br />7amany 5ala9 stop messaging and calling me ana<br />milacht<br />reply<br />bs intay ly ana muruj<br />compose message<br />please 7amany just forget about me !<br />reply<br />are you happy with him?<br />compose message<br />I am !<br />reply<br />allah ehanech o ewafgich ya muruj<br />----------------<br />"ha dictor<br />6amny?" turki was nervously<br />shaking his leg in the doctors office afraid of the worse<br /><br />"il 9ara7a ya a5<br />turki i7na ma ligaina shay, galbick il 7imdilah saleem o mafy o and your blood<br />rests are all health I dont understand the pain you are getting, yimken its a<br />psychological thing"<br />"ana mo mynoon" standing up in anger<br />"Turki, ana ma<br />glt inik mynoon ana glt yimken its a psychological problem it can be<br />anything"<br />Turki grabbed his results and stormed out of the doctor's office.<br />Dialing 7arith<br />1 missed call<br />Dialing 7arith<br />2 missed calls<br />compose message<br />7arooth<br />reply<br />tarkan gltlik ma aby akalmik<br />compose message<br />ana mi7tajlik ya wld 3my<br />reply<br />yayik il shiqa<br />------------------<br />Dinner was going to be<br />mixed and it was set out in the garden. 3ziz and Joury waited for their guests<br />to step out of the ballroom before they headed out into the garden. They walked<br />next to each other in silence.<br /><br />Once again Jana<br />stepped in to fill the awkward air "you will cut the<br />cake first b3dain you will have dinner" Both 3ziz and Joury did not answer.<br />"shfeekm sakten?" leading them to where the cake was<br />"jano siktay shway lajaiteny" 3ziz snapped at her<br />3ziz and Joury did as<br />they were asked, they didnt exchange words nor words. They posed for the camera<br />and smiled when necessary. Everyone was seated and were talking amongst<br />themselves.<br /><br />3ziz looked over Joury<br />who was looking down at her wedding band and smiling "ma taben taklen?" she looked up at him and just nodded.<br />He followed her to the buffet "shino a7u6lich?"<br />"um la 3dee 3z.. 3bdul3ziz ana<br />a7u6ly" she couldnt stop<br />blushing<br />"laish il<br />formalities 3ziz yuba" smiling as he scooped<br />some salad onto his plate "5thaity 7abitich<br />ilyoum?" Joury froze in place<br />looking at him with quizzical eyes<br /><br />"Jana told me you<br />have blood pressure" joury was able to<br />breathe again "ee I did" smiling<br />"I also heard you were anemic, ma<br />7a6aitay shay" looking down at her<br />plate<br />"um byebly a 9aj sandwich" her voice was so delicate he just wanted her to continue<br />talking<br />"shino taben<br />feeha?" she didnt know if this<br />was part of his personality or was he just acting with her<br />"cheese please"<br />"haa bs cheese?" as they walked over to their table<br />"ee ma a7ib shay thany" she was feeling exposed, revealing herself to him<br />"laa yuba at<br />least tomatoes" she furrowed her eye<br />brows and before she said anything "3shany?" she just nodded.<br />No one could resist him.<br />3ziz walked back to<br />the table that was filled with his cousin, and her cousins. He glanced around<br />at everyone's happy faces. But the one face that brought tears to his eyes, was<br />his father sitting next to Joury and talking to her. He saw Joury laughing, not<br />smiling.<br /><br />At 12 the majority of<br />the guests had left, close family remained and they all sat around the table<br />eating cake and having coffee.<br />"shaklich ta3bana"<br />She nodded "dy5a"<br />"jourety 7uby you<br />tired" Joury loved Jana, she<br />couldnt picture her life without Jana "ee janoon dy5a I was just telling 3bdul3ziz" he was putting the effort, so why shouldnt she<br /><br />Jana was thrilled "laa ? mn awalha tidl3ain 3la raylich haa?" Jana didnt think her words would light her cousin up.<br /><br />"inzain can you<br />undo my hair I have a headache"<br />trying to change the topic "emshay<br />da5el"<br /><br />Jana and joury walked<br />inside, Joury sat down on the couch while Jana slowly undid her hair within<br />seconds her hair fell to her shoulders in big curls that enhanced her features.<br /><br />She stepped outside<br />after she checked her make up, they were playing one of her favorite slow songs<br />the one from my best friends wedding.<br />The moment I wake up,<br />before I put on my make up<br />I say a little prayer for you<br />before she could enjoy<br />the song "can I have this<br />dance" his masculine voice<br />interrupted her thoughts.<br /><br />She nervously tucked her hair behind her ear and placed her<br />hands into his extended one as he took her onto the dance floor. This brought<br />tears to Jana.<br />Everyone stood in silence watching them.<br />They looked like they belonged together.<br />They looked perfect.<br />Lyth explained to<br />their mothers that he met Rsal at a party, and they have been friends since and<br />that was why he was interested. Her mother didnt believe it but chose to accept<br />what she heard especially since the man was proposing.<br /><br />Lyth and his mother<br />left and now they would wait for the phone call for everything to be official.<br />Lyth: dont make me wait long ;p<br />Rsal: mo ib kaify its up to baba o faroos now<br />Lyth: allah yaster, shakly bro7luhum il<br />sharika shrayich?<br />Rsal: LAAA<br />Lyth: 9adagntey ;p<br />Rsal was itching to ask him why he proposed.<br />Did he love her?<br />"int mn 9ijick ra7 ta5th-ha?" Lyth's sister stormed into his room<br />"ee shfeech?" setting his phone aside<br />"bs ehya mo bnt shtabe feha?" infuriated with her brother<br />"ana ma abeha,<br />ana btzawjha 3shan astir 3laiah o b3d cham shahar a6algha o ehya itshouf<br />6reejha"<br /><br />"bs, akeed int<br />mat7ibha?" Lyth was not ready to<br />answer this question, mostly because he didnt want to admit it.<br />"lyth?" she could tell her brother loved Rsal, and it worried her.<br />"5ala9 6il3y I made my mind up aby<br />anam" getting into bed<br />Rsal: lyth<br />Lyth: hala?<br />Rsal: ana banam ok?<br />Lyth: noum il 3wafi, sweet dreams ;*<br />Rsal: you too :$<br />------------------<br />"baby?" squinting his eyes looking for Falak. She walked out of the<br />bathroom looking sick<br />"shfeech<br />7beebty?" quickly sitting up in<br />their bed. She sat down and placed her head into his lap, she was burning up.<br />"gomay inrou7 il mustashfa" stroking her hair<br />"la maby a5af" placing her hand on her stomach "mn shino 7yatie"<br />"a5af e9er shay bl baby" hear eyes tearing up<br />"laa 7beebty<br />latgolen chithi, mako ila il 3fia inshalah bs you are burning up mo zain" wiping her tears<br /><br />"okay yala" She sat up on the bed and he brought over her track pants and a<br />tshirt. She leaned on him as he took her to the hospital.<br /><br />She saw the doctor and<br />it turned out she had an infection, which was causing the infection so they put<br />her on a mild antibiotic and gave her a shot for her fever.<br />----------------<br />"ma2ab" '9a7y was online looking at the courses he wanted to take<br />"hala 7yatie" sitting down next to him with a plate full of watermelons and 2<br />forks<br />"a5ith morning classes aw evening<br />classes?" biting in a piece of<br />watermelon<br />"morning a7san"<br />"bs a5af ma agoum" looking at her<br />"la ill wake you<br />up b3dain 7tan ana b5ith early classes so yamdena nadris o ni6la3" enjoying her juicy sweet watermelon<br />"5ala9 okay, intay mita btsajlen?"<br />"lazem I attend<br />the orientation b3dain they will let me register for classes I have to talk to<br />my adviser"<br /><br />"okay, i7na we<br />are going early 3shan we furnish the apartment and we buy the cars so<br />yamdich"<br />-------------<br />At 2:30 the house was empty<br />and Joury headed up to her room. She took a long warm shower to ease up her<br />tense muscles. Then snuggled into bed, for an hour she kept looking at her<br />wedding band twirling it round her finger.<br /><br />She realized that once<br />again she didnt have his number, nor did he have hers. She went to bed with the<br />pleasant thoughts of their engagement party.<br /><br />3bdulaziz headed into<br />bed with a heavy heart. She was a great girl, anyone could see but he still<br />didnt know her. He was literally married to a stranger. He also scolded himself<br />for being nice to her, he didnt want to lead her on.<br /><br />The wedding was going<br />to be in 2 months. Joury and her parents were heading back to France in 3 weeks<br />for the final fitting of her wedding gown and to buy a few things she was<br />missing.<br />Jana threw a girls only engagement party for her cousin and their friends.<br />Then Joury was busy<br />with her 3rd art exhibition, she postponed her trip to France to attend the<br />exhibition opening.<br />"3ziz beyey?" Jana asked<br />"mm ma adree" she didnt know what to say<br />"haa, did you ask him?" Jana walked over to Joury who busy eying one of her paintings<br />"shloun I ask<br />him, last time I talked to him bl engagement party" she was upset<br /><br />"babe, that was<br />almost a month ago, how come I didnt know?" Jana wanted to kill 3ziz<br /><br />"I didnt want to<br />tell you because I knew you were going to yell at him, b3dain I dont want to<br />force him to talk to me he should want to"<br />"7uby dont worry, shofay ana brou7 il<br />9alon I have to dye my hair before il opening il laila ill see you then<br />okay?" walking out in a hurry<br />-------------<br />"tarkan shfeek?" 7arith ran over to Turki who looked pale<br />"aaah ya 7arith ana shakly bmout" taking a sip of the bottle in his hand<br />"tarkan hd hal<br />zft" throwing the bottle<br />on the floor "o ta3al<br />ma3ay" 7arith carried Turki<br />into the bedroom and laied him in bed and turned the lights off<br />Calling Judey<br />njude: 7arith 7yatie wainik<br />7arith: 3nd tarkan, ana shakly banam ehny<br />njude: laa please 7arooth ma agdar anam mn<br />'3airik please I need you yamy<br />7arith: ya galby walla ma agdar ahda wayed<br />ta3ban<br />njude: okay<br />7arith: judey<br />njude: 3youn judey<br />7arith: ya b3d ahaly intay 5ala9 7yatie<br />a5alech al7en<br />njude: okay tb9a7 3la 5air<br />7arith: wintay mn ahla<br />Their grandfather has<br />moved in with Saja and was finding himself attached to her. Saja on the other<br />hand was on cloud 9, her plan was going according to plan and everything she<br />asked for she got. He had the house put in her name, as well as the cars.<br /><br />He bought her parents<br />a new house next to hers, and bought her brothers new cars and a hefty amount<br />in their bank accounts.<br /><br />He was taking her and<br />her family on a 2 week trip around Europe since she wanted to do some shopping<br />and she needed a change of scenery.<br />-----------<br />Incomin Call Jana<br />3ziz: hala janoon<br />jana: o lik wayh b3d<br />3ziz: ha shfeech?<br />jana: when was the last time you talked to<br />your wife<br />3ziz: ay wife<br />jana: 3ZOOOZ<br />3ziz: haha shfeech bl engagement party laish<br />jana: shino laish? 3ziz what are you made off?<br />mat7is bl bnt<br />3ziz: 3dee we are getting married in a month b3dain<br />ashb3 minha<br />jana: aya shagool<br />walla maskeena jourety ehya il ma'9louma allah e9abrha 3laik<br />3ziz: tara ana wld 5alich<br />jana: o ehya bnt 3mity<br />3ziz: inzaain ilyoum her art thing 9a7?<br />jana: ee<br />3ziz: I was planning on coming and surprising<br />her bs intay ma adre shfeech<br />jana: mafeny shay<br />3zizan ehya she is now your wife, int mas2oul 3nha imagine how she feels shahar<br />kamel int ma ts2al 3nha wla tadre 3nha tara mithel ma you were forced to this<br />she was as well<br />3ziz: jana adree tukfain siktay<br />jana: bye 3ziz<br />Jana felt like the responsible mother. She could tell just how<br />misreable Joury was, and she saw how lost and confused 3ziz was and there was<br />nothing she could do about it.<br />"yuba ta3aly<br />salmay 3la 3mich khalid" Joury's exhibition<br />was well on its way, everyone was there. Friends, family, acquaintances,<br />similar artists like her and just curious on lookers.<br /><br />She looked dazzling in<br />her tangerine dress. Eyes were on her, she looked like a girl who owned<br />everything.<br /><br />However, her eyes were<br />glued to the entrance, every man that walked in she hoped it was 3bdul3ziz she<br />didnt know why she wanted him to come.<br /><br />She posed with family.<br />She posed for magazines. She posed with Jana. With every click they asked her<br />about her husbands whereabouts and she didnt know what to say.<br />"wala mash'3oul ma3a dawama" smiling to them<br />After being on her<br />feet for hours, she sat down to enjoy a cup of rich roasted coffee. She closed<br />her eyes inhaling in the aroma which reminded her of her art studio at home.<br />Her safe haven.<br />She always had coffee roasting.<br />"missed me" his deep raspy voice woke her from her day dream. She turned to<br />look at him, her eyes almost bulging out "3ziz?" the two times she had seen him he was always in his dishdasha.<br />Now he was wearing dark fitted jeans, and a black tshirt that extenuated his<br />built body and broad shoulders. She looked at his face admiring his features.<br />He had a scar across his lips, one on his nose and one across his eyebrows.<br />The scars boosted both his hotness and sexiness factor.<br />She couldnt peel her<br />eyes off him, his eyes were light hazel with a black outline. She danced as<br />they looked at her.<br /><br />"shlonich?" when he talked, you could sense a naughty, sarcastic, sexy tone<br />making any girl weak in the knees.<br />"z..z..z..zaaina" looking down<br />"m3nch ma s2alty<br />bs hm ana zain" moving closer to her<br />as he took a sip of her coffee. She looked at him, she couldnt believe the<br />audacity he had to drink from her cup of coffee.<br />"when you are done staring do you wanna<br />show me your art work?" looking around at the<br />people<br />"hala<br />3bdul3ziz" her mothers sweet<br />voice, he sprang up to his feet to welcome his mother in law. He liked having a<br />mother feeling in his life "yah yah yah<br />ish-hal zain ish-hal 7alat kil hatha 7g 3my" twirling her around to admire her<br /><br />"alah e5is iblesik<br />3zizan mo chithi itfashlny, shouf jourety sh7alt-ha" wanting to diverse the attention from her<br /><br />"laa 3mty al7en<br />9arat jourety" winking at Joury who<br />instantly turned a deeper shade than her dress<br /><br />"3n<br />ithinkum" Joury stood up not<br />knowing what to do. She quickly hurried over to one of her friends.<br />"wain in7ishtay?" wrapping his arms around her waist, which instantly gave her<br />goosebumps.<br />"um bs knt aby ashouf one of my<br />friends" thinking of an excuse<br />"aha, ta3aly show me" pulling her with him<br />------------------<br />Lyth: 9ba7 il 5air :D<br />Rsal: ahah its 3 pm wain 9ba7<br />Lyth: hatha 9ba7y ana 3d t3wday ana anam<br />waaaaayed<br />Rsal: ana anam shway :(<br />Lyth: la in'3yrich lat5afen ;p intaw bs golaw<br />ee !<br />Rsal: haha mm, you should be expecting a phone<br />call soon<br />Lyth: 9IJ? :D<br />Rsal: ee :$<br />Lyth: MABROOOOOOK ;)<br />Rsal: alah ebarik feek !<br />Lyth: no mabrook for me :'(<br />Rsal: hahah akeeed fee ... MABROK<br />Lyth: ebarik feech yala a5alech ana brou7<br />at'3ada<br />Rsal: bl 3fia ;)<br />Lyth: e3afech :*<br />"Rsal"<br />"hala ma2aby mita yetaw?" moving to the couch next to her sister<br />"tawna wa9len<br />shfech 7yatie?" Rsal was happy but<br />she didnt want her sister to leave, things were just working out between them<br />and now she was leaving to finish her education with her husband.<br />"rsool" ma2ab moved closer to her<br />Rsal placed her head on Ma2ab's shoulder "dont<br />go"<br />Ma2ab wrapped her arms<br />around her sisters, as tears strolled down her cheeks "5ala9 ill stay"<br />"9ij??" Sitting up and looking at her<br />"haha tabeny a5aly '9a7y?" her eyes sparkling as she said her name<br />"laa laa dont leave your hubby" nibbling on a piece of cookie<br />"o al7en 3ndich lyth" raising an eye brow. Rsal turned red the second she heard his<br />name<br />"oh oh what is this" wanting to further embarrass her<br />"bs yal 5ysa imshay nanzil ng3d ma3a il<br />kil" they walked down to<br />their family.<br />----------------<br />"yuma" lyth shouted out from the living room<br />"na3am ya walad fe shay isma intercom<br />laish il 9ra5?" sitting down next to<br />him<br />"yuma ma dagaw 3laich ahal Rsal?" his sister shot him a look he chose to ignore<br />"shfeek mist3yal<br />al7en shgoloun 3na waladna mo shayef 5air" thrilled with her sons decision to get married<br /><br />"ee mo shayef<br />5air yuma shfteha?" he needed everyone to<br />believe he was in love with her, maybe because he was.<br />"ee mashalah 3laiha gumar kamla wl kamel<br />allah"<br />"bs ana a7la?" kissing his mothers hand<br />"akeed yuma int il '3aly wld il<br />'3aly"<br />"lazem lazem<br />ityben 6ary oboy?" his parents marriage<br />was an arranged marriage but she fell in love with her husband<br />"akeed lyouth hatha obok hatha bu<br />lyth" smiling at the<br />thought of her husband<br />"alah e5alekum 7g ba3a'9"<br />"w5alekum lina yuma" kissing her son<br />"inzain ana yo3an ya 7beebty" giving her one of his killer looks<br />"inshalah al7en a5lehum yanchibonlik<br />il'3da bl 9ala"<br />--------------------<br />"7beebty Falak<br />lazem taklen" her mother in law<br />stroking her hair. Falak has been in bed for 3 days, feeling sick to her<br />stomach and weak. '3aith didnt know what to do so he called his mother since<br />Falak's family were traveling.<br />"5alty walla mo mishtahya" she couldnt even open her eyes<br />"falookty 7beebty<br />3shany I made you soup" She heard the pain in<br />his voice so she sat up leaning herself on him as he fed her. She managed to<br />eat the whole bowl cause he made it for her.<br /><br />His mother smiled,<br />seeing them together warmed her heart. Falak was the daughter she never had.<br /><br />"yuma '3aith ana<br />brou7 il pharmacey ayeblha vitamin supplements" leaving the room to give them their privacy.<br />"falakty" kissing her cheek<br />"mm" hugging him<br />"7beebty"<br />"mm"<br />inhaling in his scent<br />"7yatie"<br />"mm" looking up at him with a cheeky look<br />"intay mo 3ajbtny<br />hal ayam ma taklen o dymen in bed our baby needs your strength" her eyes teared up as she heard him say "our baby"<br /><br />He planted a kiss on<br />her belly and wiped her tears "laish laish il<br />tears 7beebty tawna ib awal il mushwar"<br />"ana wayed 5yfa" her voice shaky<br />"mn shino?"<br />"ma adree 5yfa I<br />am going to lose our baby, ma aby I lose our baby '3aith its part of you o ana<br />wayed a7ibik and I dont want to lose you o a5af yadik eswelna salfa ma3a saja o<br />you leave me b3dain I have no one" she was fully<br />blown crying now and buried her face in his chest as he hugged her tightly.<br /><br />He moved her away from<br />him and looked into her teary eyes "falak ana amout<br />gabl la ahidich sam3tny"<br />"b3eed il shar '3aith latgoul chithi 3sa<br />youmy gabel youmik" kissing his hand<br />"it5afen 3ly"<br />She just nodded as she<br />buried herself once again into his chest, the only place she felt secured, safe<br />and loved.<br />-------------<br />"7arooth" Turki called out for 7arith from the kitchen. 7arith stepped<br />out of the bedroom rubbing his eyes "haa"<br /><br />"ta3al ig3ad<br />swaitlna '3da" turki was looking<br />better then he did yesterday and it reassured 7arith.<br />"la la shswait?" sitting on the bar stool sipping on some orange juice<br />"machous" flashing him a smile and placing a plate full of rice and meet<br />in front of 7arith.<br />"tarkan"<br />"7aroth please I dont wanna talk about<br />it"<br />"ishrayik tyey bait yady 5ala9 il bait<br />fa'9y"<br />"wain yady??" turki was surprised at this news<br />"bgolick shay bs ma7ad yadry" he put his spoon down and turned around to face Turki "yady mitzawaj o ehya 7amel"<br />"NA3AM??" Turki was infuriated "minoo<br />ehya??" his mind was racing<br />"wa7da ismha saja il-"<br />Turki stormed into his bedroom changed and headed to his grandfathers company.<br />"so?" jana asked anxiously<br />"so shino?" completely ignoring her cousin and focusing on the road.<br />"yal kalba you know what I mean" she knew her cousin was doing this on purpose<br />"nothing, 3dee he<br />came we talked he left as usual no byes, no number exchange o no nothing o<br />b3dain im leaving in a few days ma3a baba o mama to France then we come back o<br />2 weeks till the wedding and you know its going to be crazy busy o b3dain b3d<br />il 3rs baba gal bnrou7 Miami because he needs to be there for the hotel" Joury usually blabbed on when she was scared or nervous.<br /><br />"7yatie, take a<br />deep breath everything is going to be okay" Joury parked on the side highway, covered her face with her<br />hand and cried.<br />Cried<br />and cried.<br />Jana knew she needed to get this out of her system, so she just watched her "swap with me"<br />Jana drove the car<br />around until Joury calmed down. They headed to Baskin Robbins for ice cream<br />then went back home.<br /><br />Jana dropped Joury<br />home and headed to her house. She was fed up with 3bdul3ziz and his attitude<br />and no matter how many times she talked to him he didnt get it.<br />Meanwhile.<br />"il salam 3laikum" 3ziz walked in and kissed his fathers head<br />"3laikum il salam, shlonik yuba o shloun<br />jourytna?" he loved his daughter<br />in law<br />"haha zaina, chinik nisaitny?" pouring himself a cup of tea<br />"la walla yal<br />'3aly int 3youny ya 3ziz" His father loved his<br />son, and wanted him to be all he can be and he couldnt be any more proud of him<br />and his accomplishments.<br /><br />"alah e5alek ly<br />yuba" the relationship<br />between 3ziz and his father was bigger and stronger than any normal<br />relationship between a father and son, it exceeded that.<br /><br />"3ziz, yuba ana<br />adre inik ma tabey joury bs wala ya wldy ma ra7 tilga a7san minha ahala wilni3m<br />feehum wl bnt darsa o fahma o mashalah 3laiha wa9la o she is independent and<br />can rely on herself and you need to strong woman to take care over and help you<br />out you dont want a clingy woman who needs to be told what to do" 3ziz knew his father made sense, and he felt comfortable around<br />her but he hasnt really seen her. She is quiet when he is around, and never<br />tried to open up.<br />"adree yal '3aly wna b7u6ha b3youny yuba<br />3shanik"<br />"laa abek it7u6ha b3younik 3shanik int<br />3zizan ehya btkon om 3yalik"<br />"yuba 5ala9 int<br />lat7aty shay, 3n ithnik yuba ana banam it2merny ib shay?" standing up<br />"la yuba aby salamtik o ti9ba7 3la<br />5air"<br />3ziz went to bed with<br />his father's words ringing in his head. What he said was correct, but 3ziz<br />didnt want to hear it. there was less than a month left until the wedding.<br />--------------<br />"mabrook 3rosatna" Faris hugging his sister<br />"alah ebarik ib 7yatik il fal lik<br />faroos" looking over at Juwan<br />who instantly burned up<br />"i7m inshalah la7genich" wiggling his eye brow, Juwan ran out of the room<br />"faroos laish chithi itfashlha" smacking his shoulder<br />"mutry kaifi" sitting down with a wide smile<br />"b3dha ma 9arat<br />murtik ya 7beeby" she sat down next to<br />him "faroos" he knew she wanted something<br />"na3am ya shaikha aish tb'3ain?"<br />"aimta il milka?" looking down<br />"hahah b3d shahar mama galat 3shan<br />yamdekum itjahzoun"<br />Rsal stood up "aish shahar?" she stormed out<br />of the room and into the living room "mama<br />aish shar ma yamdena" her eyes tearing up<br />"hahah ila mama yamdy" pulling her daughter into a hug<br />"bs ana knt aby af9il my dress ma aby<br />ashtery jahiz" looking up at her<br />"6yb, lat5afy kil shay ra7 yjhaz"<br />Rsal, Ma2ab, Juwan and<br />their mother went shopping the next morning. They went every morning for 3<br />weeks until everything was ready. Rsal ordered a few things online for after<br />the wedding. But for their engagement everything was ready and the party was to<br />be held in their house since the basement was big enough.<br />----------------------<br />"i7tirm nafsik Tarkan la tinsa iny<br />yadik"<br />"yady mitzawaj<br />9a7bt 7fetha? la o mn '3air mat7alel itha il ib b6enha wldana wla laa" Turki was yelling at his grandfather, the one thing he didnt<br />expect was a slap on his face from the one man he admired.<br />The one man he loved.<br />"togaf ma3a hal<br />ga7ba? TOGAF MA3AHA WT-HDNA?" he stormed out of the<br />house and into his car and drove away to his apartment.<br /><br />"7moody 7beebty<br />malik shu'3ul fee, ta3al shouf il baby is kicking" He sat down next to his wife and placed his hand on her growing<br />belly.<br />----------------<br />"judey" 7arith called out for njude as he stepped into her room. She<br />has been staying at her grandfather's house since her father banned her from<br />his house. Of course he sided with his nephew.<br />"hala 7yatie" she stepped out of the bathroom in her robe with her wet hair<br />dripping<br />"a555 intay gd hal 7araka" he closed the gap between them with a naughty look<br />"7arooth my9er<br />ana bl 3ida" He completely ignored<br />him kissing her neck "bs inty<br />7alaly" untying her robe<br /><br />"ee adree bs<br />still baby" she couldnt help but<br />surrender to his touch, she has been longing for him for so long.<br /><br />He took his shirt off,<br />exposing his ripped body. She was standing completely naked in front of him he<br />stood there admiring her curvy body while she glowed with embarrassment.<br />She walked over to him unbuttoning his jeans while she looked into his lazy<br />sexy eyes.<br />He placed both hands<br />on her ass carrying her up as she wrapped her legs around his waist. He started<br />sucking on her neck while she ran her hands through his hair inhaling in his<br />scent.<br />The scent she loved.<br />The scent that drove her insane.<br />His scent.<br />--------------------<br />"wala 7qeer, i3tida 3laiha o 6alagha?" as she chewed on her oatmeal cookie<br />"shftay shloun walla mo rayal hatha whwa<br />wld 3mha" eating his chocolate<br />chip cookie<br />"a9lan mn il awal<br />mafrou'6 7arith ya5th-ha bs yadik allah ehady" she forgot that no one knew<br />"7arooth shako?" '3aith asked with quizzical eyes<br />"awal ma tizawjna<br />njude told me inha it7ib 7arith o hm uhwa kan e7ibha o lmn kalam yadik gal la<br />because of her father o the whole money situation" taking a big gulp of her milk<br /><br />"la walla? ma knt adree! 7arooth laish ma galy?" '3aith has been distant from his cousins since he found out<br />that Falak was pregnant he has been by her side especially since the doctor<br />ordered her on bed rest because her body was so petite.<br />"ma aby<br />anzil" Rsal was pacing<br />across her room, she was nervous. It was her engagement party and even though<br />she already saw Lyth when the shai5 came now he was going to see her all<br />glammed up.<br />"laish bala" ma2ab sat her down trying to knock some sense in to her<br />"5yfa" tears filling her eyes<br />"rsool if you cry<br />I will smack you" thinking about the<br />hours it took to make her look gorgeous<br />"I wont cry bs 5yfa werent you<br />scared?" looking at herself in<br />the mirror<br />"babe, it7been Lyth?" Rsal just smiled<br />"then everything<br />will be okay I promise" hugging Rsal "bs enough before I start crying yala 7uby ana banzil and<br />ill come up when its time for you to come down okay?"<br />"okay mm Lyth bdish first 9a7?" her nerves were out of control<br />"yes 7yatie, calm down please"<br />Lyth: PING !!!<br />Rsal: hahah why do you have your phone?<br />Lyth: 5yfa?<br />Rsal: EE :$ you?<br />Lyth: UFFF inzain ill see you soon my dad is<br />giving me a look ;p<br />An hour later Juwan<br />came up to fetch Rsal. She was wearing a red strapless dress, that ruffled<br />around her waist hugging her curves. Her black hair was put up in a messy bun<br />with her bangs pulled back. Her gray eyes popped with her smokey make up.<br /><br />She walked in keeping<br />her eyes on Lyth, he was her target. She completely ignored the guests and she<br />looked at him.<br />"mabrook rsool" kissing the crown of her head<br />"allah ebarik<br />feek" As much as he fought<br />it, he couldnt peel his eyes off her. He loved her, every stream in his body<br />called out for her, every heart beat was for her. He didnt see any girl, for<br />today he would forget everything that happened and think of Rsal as his wife.<br />"lyth?" he was openly staring at her<br />"hala?" thrilled that she is talking to him. He was glued to her "lyth la7ig 3la murtik" ma2ab told him as she sat down next to Rsal for a picture.<br />-------------<br />"yala yala" carrying her into the bathroom<br />"maby wala ta3bana" whining<br />"falook lazem ya 7beebty emshay" turning the shower on and taking her clothes off<br />"inzain ib shar6" untying her hair<br />"2mray"<br />She moved close to him "you shower with<br />me"<br />"afa 3laich" quickly taking his shirt off. Falak had a doctor's appointment<br />and was being difficult but '3aith was worried she was not eating right, and<br />just sleeping her day away and he wanted the doctor to tell her how bad that is<br />for her health.<br />---------------<br />Njude woke up with a<br />heavy heart, she didnt want to sleep with 7arit but he was so persistent. She<br />turned to her side and saw him sleeping next to her and she couldnt help but<br />smile. this was the man she loved, even if he doesnt end up marrying her she<br />got what she always longed for from him.<br /><br />She ran her fingers<br />across his lips, and he slowly planted a loving kiss on her fingers then pulled<br />her closer to him.<br />"9ba7 il 5air" kissing her neck<br />"9ba7 il nour" closing her eyes to enjoy his warmth<br />"im hungry"<br />"haha me too,<br />yala goumay lets shower o ni6la3"<br />forgetting she shouldnt be leaving the house. She turned around to face him<br />with her sad eyes "sorry 7yatie<br />nisait 5ala9 ana arou7 ayeblna ily tabena o aridlich okay?" placing his lips on hers<br />----------------<br />"juwanty" Faris called out for her from the upstairs living room. She ran<br />over to him excited to see him forgetting she was not covered up. He couldnt<br />take his eyes off her.<br /><br />"Faris, dont look<br />at me like that" trying to head into<br />Rsal's room, but his hands were faster he pulled her into his arms and hugged<br />her "shfeech mist7ya<br />intay murty" kissing her right<br />cheek<br />"farosy lail7en nothing is official" taking in his scent<br />"ya 7yat faroos<br />intay" They stood in each<br />others arms for what seemed like hours, before they were interrupted by Ma2ab.<br /><br />"faroos youz 3n<br />juwana tw il nas 3laikum" pulling Juwan away<br />from him to say bye to Rsal since she was going out with Lyth.<br />----------------<br />Dialing Janoon<br />jana: make it short im busy<br />3ziz: busy for me now<br />jana: ee haha laa I joke ha wainik?<br />3ziz: mako im hungry wainich come with me<br />b6la3 ma3a 7mood<br />jana: 7MODY<br />3ziz: rayal, 6oul ib 3r'9 itgol 7mody<br />jana: kaifi, um well I<br />am picking up your wife and we are heading out to lunch wanna join?<br />3ziz: ee sure, wain ?<br />jana: Taal<br />3ziz: yala okay we will meet you there<br />janoon: babe<br />jourety: hala<br />janoon: your hubby is joining us<br />jourety: ok :D<br />Jana picked Joury up<br />and they headed to Taal for lunch. They always spent their bonding time over<br />food.<br /><br />The girls parked and<br />saw the men heading into the restaurant "ya<br />7ilo my cousins" Jana flirting with<br />her cousins. 3ziz completely ignored her and walked over to Joury "guwa" walking close to her.<br /><br />"il 7imdillah<br />zaina inta shlonik? how is work?"<br />she was finally speaking which made him happy<br /><br />"work is work,<br />7imdilah 3al salama inshalah 5al9tay kill shay?" opening the door for her<br />"ee I did" smiling to him<br />"bul shabab" 7mood called out "hey inta i7na<br />ehny"<br />"7mood shtabe ana o murty ga3den insolif,<br />ila ta3al you remember joury 9a7?"<br />"ee intay kintay the chubby kid who always ate the cookies<br />9a7?" Joury couldnt believe<br />he would share something like that with 3ziz.<br />"7mood" jana smacked his shoulders<br />"ay its the truth, anyways mabrook!"<br />"alah ebarik feek, il fal lik<br />inshalah" sitting down next to<br />3ziz<br />"so I guess ill<br />see you in 2 weeks?" 3ziz walked the girls<br />to their car. He saw a completely different side to her.<br />She joked.<br />She laughed.<br />She even teased.<br />"inshalah" looking up at him and smiling<br />"janoon drive<br />carefully a3rfich ma6foqa" lighting a cigarette<br />and walking away.<br /><br />"yl3n omik<br />7ilwa" 7mood gave him a<br />naughty smile. 3ziz turned around to look at Joury who was looking at him at<br />the time "kl 5arak hathe<br />zojty"<br />-----------------<br />Lyth: wifey<br />Rsal: yes? ;p<br />Lyth: agolich shay<br />Rsal: goul<br />Lyth: I cant believe im married<br />Rsal: lool I know!<br />Lyth: inzain listen the mother is going home<br />furnishing shopping with you right?<br />Rsal: ee, arent you coming?<br />Lyth: laa intay chose 3la ra7tich<br />Rsal: mm, okay ....<br />Lyth: ok :D<br />---------------<br />5 months passed on our characters.<br />'9a7y and Ma2ab<br />settled in Rhode Island and were loving life together away from home and were<br />heading back home for Christmas since Rsal was having her weading.<br /><br />Njude and 7arith had<br />their engagement party and opted a wedding. Their grandfather let them live in<br />his house since he was staying at Saja's.<br /><br />The family found out<br />about his marriage and his sons and daughters havent talked to their father<br />since.<br /><br />Falak was well on her<br />way she just completed her 7th month and was loving her pregnant life. She<br />personally painted and decorated their sons room.<br /><br />Turki has been laying<br />low. Keeping to himself. He still thinks he is going to die, but hasnt given up<br />on his life.<br />-------------<br />"turki" 7arith heard about Lyth and Rsal and has been pacing back and<br />forth with a million ideas.<br />"hala 7arooth"<br />"tadry ana knt<br />shak ib lyouth o rsal o shky kan ib mukana 3rs-hum next week" grabbing a bottle of water from the fridge<br />"ila 7arooth int laish hadait-ha?" turki causally asked<br />"na3am?" 7arith turned to him with fiery eyes<br />"shfeek a9m5? agolik laish hadait-ha?"<br />"shbe feha wnt jys-ha" clenching his fists<br />"haha o int<br />3balik iny jist-ha? laa ana knt abeeha bs ehya ma kant it7bny" inhaling in the nicotine<br /><br />"tarkan int<br />shga3id itgoul" 7arith sat down in<br />front of Turki he couldnt believe the words he was hearing<br /><br />"ya5ee I didnt<br />touch the girl, I brought her to the apartment because I thought I loved her<br />but she hated me so I just let her here for a day and thats when you walked<br />in"<br />"int 3ndik galb? it7is?" standing up<br />"hahah wala ma atwq3" changing the change<br />"walla inik mo<br />rayal, wna il 7mar ily yetlik walla ink mo kafo" 7arith stormed out of the apartment, he knew this was the last<br />time he was going to see his cousin.<br />-------------<br />Incoming Call 7arith<br />rsal: na3am?<br />7arith: I need to talk to you<br />rsal: 7arith 5ala9 ma<br />baina shay ana im a married woman now and I dont think this is appropriate<br />7arith: rsool ana asif<br />rsal: okay 7arith all is forgiven 5ala9 please<br />just dont call anymore<br />7arith: inshalah allah ewfgich ma3a Lyth walla<br />ina ryal o he will make you happy<br />Rsal: juwany :s<br />Juwana: hala 7yatie?<br />Rsal: he just called me<br />Juwana: shyabe?<br />Rsal: he apologized<br />Juwana: 5al ya7lif bs yaylich almost 7 months<br />later apologizing!<br />Rsal: mo hamny anyways he married his cousin<br />Juwan: kafwa maskeena walla they are fucked up<br />family all psychos!<br />---------------<br />"7moody, 7moody il7ag 3ly bmout" Saja was woke up screaming<br />"shfeech<br />7bebty?" he was worried, her<br />screams were not normal. He quickly got up and wore his dishdasha and with the<br />help of her brothers, whom were their neighbors, they carried her to the<br />hospital.<br />2 hours later the doctor came out<br />"5air dictor? 6amny" He asked, something told him all was not well.<br />"ma adre shagolik"<br />"DICTOR" her brother yelled out<br />"il buga ib raskum, we couldnt save the<br />mother there was too much bleeding"<br />"BNTY" her mother shrieked as she fell to the floor crying.<br />"o il yahel?" they didnt know the sex of the child<br />"il 7imdilah il bnt mafeha shay"<br />He did lose his wife,<br />she was the only person who was by his side for the past 6 months. He abandoned<br />his family for her and now she was gone and he was left with a baby girl to<br />take care off.<br />For the first time in his life he didnt know what to do.<br />For the first time in his life he needed someone.<br />A few days later he<br />took his daughter back to his house, and by then everyone has heard about Saja.<br />------------<br />"aby agolik shay<br />o ma abek it39eb okay" Falak and her big<br />belly were sitting on the couch next to '3aith. She has been thinking about<br />this the day she heard about Saja's death.<br /><br />"okay 7beebty<br />golay" '3aith started<br />working with his brothers, they were opening a coffee shop based purely on<br />their designs. He was busy looking over possible menus.<br />"ana aby araby bnt il mar7ouma" she was scared of what she just said<br />"na3am?" '3aith looked up at her with cold eyes<br />"there is a chance she is your<br />daughter"<br />"o there is a<br />huge change she isnt, falook ana ma ardlich 6lb bs what you are asking is too<br />much o please 9ikay il mw'9ou3"<br />he left the room, he was annoyed with his wife.<br />-------------<br />"my stomach is in knots" joury looked over at jana who was admiring her nails<br />"haa?" taking a sip of her lemonade<br />"agolich my stomach is in knots"<br />"why?" turning to face her cousin<br />"because I am<br />getting married tomorrow jana could you please keep up with me" Everything was set. Today she was getting pampered. She spent 2<br />hours in the salon getting poked, waked, cleaned and polished. Now she was<br />getting her nails done. Next was her hair therapy and trim, and lastly her<br />bridal massage a gift from her mother.<br /><br />"okay bs you<br />should have gotten use to it by now, you have known him for what 4 months<br />now?" Joury looked down<br />with an ache in her heart. True he has been in her life for 4 months but she<br />has seen him 3 times.<br />Their engagement party.<br />Her art gallery opening.<br />The day they had their lunch.<br />That was it.<br />"i5lu9 shaklich<br />9ij mi3rs" 3ziz looked at his<br />newly shaved face. His perfectly trimmed goatie. His clean shaved beard, and<br />his neatly cut hair. He always had his hair short.<br />"il fal lik" grinning at him<br />"fal allah wla<br />falik" 7mood was your<br />typical selfish rich boy. All he cared about was cars and his friends.<br /><br />"in ma 5lait 3my<br />yglub 3laik ma a6l3 wld oboy" they paid the barber<br />and hoped into 3ziz's car and drove off to their grandfather's duwanya for<br />their daily lunch.<br />"yuba 3zooz 5al9t shu'3luk?" his grandfather asked him<br />"ee yuba kil shay<br />jahiz inshalah bacher il fayer 6yartna" for a second, he wondered how joury was feeling. For a second<br />he wanted to hear her voice.<br /><br />"laish 5alkum<br />cham youm b3dain ro7aw!" his father was<br />surprised with their flight arrangements<br /><br />"la yuba ana<br />a9lan wayed mit25er o George ily wagef 3la ras-hum lazem arou7" pulling his phone he was waiting for an important email.<br />-----------------<br />"MA2AB" Rsal literally ran to her sister the second she walked out into<br />the arrivals terminal "I missed<br />you" both ma2ab and rsal<br />were in tears<br />"I missed you too 7beebty shlonich?" ma2ab was wiping her tears<br />"zaina il7imdilah 3l salama" she said to both '9a7y and ma2ab<br />Rsal's wedding was in<br />a few days and Lyth was in Dubai with his father for work. She hasnt heard his<br />voice in a week but they bbmed constantly.<br />Ma2ab was spending the night at her house with her sister "bgolich shay"<br />Rsal was nibbling on an orange scone<br />"whats up" taking a gulp of her milk<br />"mm, ive known<br />Lyth for a long time now, and we have been officially married for 6 months now<br />o never has he said 7beebty, or baby aw I love you he hasnt even touched<br />me" rsal teared up<br />"ya 7yatie have you said those words to<br />him?" moving closer to her<br />sister<br />"la" looking up to meet ma2ab's eyes<br />"but you love him right?" Rsal nodded "okay so did you<br />ever think ina he feels the same way about you bs since you havent said<br />anything, he hasnt?" she had a good point<br />"ee bs ..." rsal didnt know what to say<br />"mn '3air bs ma bugalkum shay o inshalah<br />he will shower you with attention"<br />"what if he isnt attracted to me?" snuggling under her blanket<br />"yi6l3 7mar" they both burst into laughter<br />"bs 5ala9 ma aby anzil" Rsal was in her wedding suite freaking out.<br />"haha shagoul 7g lyth?" ma2ab trying to calm her down<br />"tell him rsal<br />ran away, or just tell him to meet me here and 5ala9" she quickly realized the words she uttered and instantly turned<br />red<br />"oh, so you wanna skip all of this and<br />just take him to bed haa?"<br />"ya 7mara iff<br />5ala9 yala lets go down" Rsal stood up and<br />looked at herself one more time. She looked illuminating in her crisp white<br />lace dress. It was a simple dress that perfectly fit her body she didnt want<br />the big poofy dress.<br /><br />Her mother and her<br />aunts met her at the entrance and they each recited prayers for her to succeed<br />in her life and in her marriage. Pictures were quickly taken until she heard<br />her cue. Other than her dress, it was a very traditional wedding.<br />The way she always wanted.<br />The way she always imagined.<br />The wedding was well<br />on its way and the moment everyone has been awaiting. Lyth was coming in. Rsal<br />covered her shoulders since all his family were coming in with him.<br /><br />The big doors opened,<br />at first he was looking down nervously but something deep inside made him look<br />up and when he did, he saw an angel awaiting him at the end of the ballroom.<br />She was glowing in her white dress, and simple hairdo.<br />She was glowing like any girl in love.<br />"mabrook" he whispered to her as he lovingly kissed the crown of her head<br />"allah ebarik feek" she said with her shining eyes.<br />---------------<br />"il salam 3laikum<br />yuba" Falak managed to get<br />out of the house and headed to his grandfather's house.<br /><br />"3laikum il salam<br />hala yuba hala falak twa ma nawr il bait" Falak kissed the crown of his head and sat down next to him.<br /><br />"imnwr ib wjodik<br />yady, wainhy sadoma ma shfnaha?"<br />He picked up the phone and asked for the baby sister to bring in baby Sadeem.<br /><br />"mashalah tbarak<br />il ra7man ityanin smilah 3laiah"<br />falak spooned her into her arms as she admired her tiny delicate features. She<br />knew she wanted this, she looked up at him he looked miserable. Lost. Out of<br />his element.<br /><br />"yuba aby a6lb<br />minik 6alb aby a5ith sadoma 3ndina, aby arabeha ana ma buga shay 3la wiladty o<br />a5alha tshrab mn my milk 3shan itkoun bnty bl re'9a3a" Falak was in tears by now.<br />"falak bs hathy yimken mo bnt<br />'3aith"<br />"adree yuba, o hm<br />aby rabeha o itha 3la '3aith ana kalamta" she had to lie. He stood up and headed over to her and hugged<br />her with tears in her eyes "falak intay<br />nawarty 7yatna"<br />It was settled, baby sadeem was heading to Falak and '3aiths house where they<br />would raise her.<br />--------------------<br />Rsal and Lyth headed up to their suite after they had dinner. Their flight was<br />in 2 days.<br />"Lyth can you<br />unzip my dress for me please" This was her way to<br />lure men in he thought to himself, she pulls the whole innocent act but she<br />wont fool me. He walked over to her slowly unzipping her gown, as much as he<br />fought it he loved her. Everything about her lured her in, but he kept<br />reminding himself what she did and quickly regains himself.<br /><br />She headed into the<br />restroom to take a quick shower and change while he sat on the couch flipping<br />through the channels. As soon as she was done, he took a shower himself got<br />into his boxers and got into bed completely ignoring her "good night"<br />was all he said as he switched the bedside lamp off and went to sleep.<br />Rsal was shocked.<br />She couldnt move, as<br />much as she wanted to her brain completely froze. She didnt understand hi, he<br />has been cold but then again he was never flirty.<br />Is this how he was?<br />was this her husband?<br />She finally managed to<br />get into bed, and as much as she wanted to hold them back her tears betrayed<br />her and cried herself to sleep.<br />----------------<br />"yuma aby akalmich"<br />Tomorrow was her<br />wedding, Joury decided she was not going to fight it anymore. 3bdul3ziz was not<br />putting in the effort, so why should she spend hours thinking about him when it<br />was clear he didnt "sure mama"<br /><br />her mother sat down<br />beside her on the couch as she poured herself a cup of lemon mint tea her<br />daughter always drank when she was nervous.<br /><br />"mama adre intay<br />ma taben 3ziz bs wala ina he will make you happy mashalah 3laiha he is already<br />on his own feet and is responsible for his father's business"<br /><br />"mama its okay<br />ana I am okay with the marriage, il 7imdilah mithel ma giltay uhwa rayal and we<br />know his family and I will be living in the same standard baba offered me if<br />not better"<br /><br />"9a7 kalamich,<br />ana adre ina bnty 3agla 7beebty allah ewafgkum" hugging her daughter before she headed out.<br />KNOCK KNOCK<br />"hello hello" jana joyfully welcomed her<br />"whats all of this?" looking at the bags Jana was carrying<br />"well, this darling is junk and ice<br />cream" grinning at her<br />"well bring on the ice cream, taben milk<br />or coffee?"<br />"milk of<br />course" Joury headed to the<br />kitchen to pour 2 cups of milk and she grabbed the chocolate chip cookies and<br />the oreos with her.<br />"bgolich shay" Jana had a guilty look on<br />"mm golay" crossing her legs<br />"7mood laish my7ibny?" pouting<br />Coughing "na3am??? 7MOOD<br />??"<br />"ee fdaita uhwa o<br />karshita ily it shakes when he laughs" drifting off into her own fantasy<br />"wy3a since when?"<br />"um, well I think its just a crush" turning red<br />"since when?"<br />"4 years" hiding behind a pillow<br />"4 years o crush??" throwing a pillow at her<br />"anyways enough about me and more about you so you ready<br />for sex?" taking a long gulp of<br />her milk<br />LYTH<br />aaah rsolty lo tadren bs how much I want to be<br />with you .... how much I love you .... bs shasawi .... I cant kl ma aby ajesich<br />I remember him .... I cant .... I just cant ......<br />Lyth finally was able<br />to call it a night, just as the sun began to rise. Rsal stayed completely still<br />on her side of the bed. Crying to herself.<br />"9ba7 il 5air" she whispered to him as he walked into the living room<br />"9ba7 il nour, shfeech?" as if he didnt know<br />"la salamik, do<br />you want to order breakfast aw bnrou7 3nd ahalik?" trying to keep her voice steady<br /><br />"la inrou7 bait<br />ahaly 3shan itshoufen shuqatna"<br />They were going to be staying at his parents house since he had an apartment<br />built for them.<br /><br />"okay ill get<br />ready now" she quietly stood up,<br />took a long shower to relax her nerves then got ready. Despite how her insides<br />were feeling she dressed up immaculately and faked a smile to show everyone she<br />was happy.<br />juwan: 7uby 9ba7ya imbarka ;p I think they say<br />that SOOO tell me :$<br />Rsal: loool I think<br />they do ma adree anyways ill fill you in tonight inshalah at my parents house<br />ya?<br />juwan: okay babe ;*<br />"ha jahza?" zipping his bag<br />"ee" Their over night bags were taken to the car, they checked out<br />and headed to his parents his house.<br /><br />They drove over in<br />complete silence. Rsal was reading over her past conversations with Lyth, she<br />saved them all.<br />She missed her friend Lyth.<br />-----------------<br />Joury woke up with an<br />upset stomach, she was not sick it just nerves. It was her wedding day, tonight<br />she was traveling with a complete stranger who is now in charge of her life. A<br />man she had to trust, respect and honor since she will be carrying his name.<br /><br />"good<br />morning" Jana's soft voice<br />traveled across the dark cold room. Jana headed over to the windows to open the<br />shutters "so as you know<br />we are on a schedule, and according to our planner the girls should be here any<br />second now for breakfast"<br />Just on cue, the door bell rang.<br />"how about you<br />brush your teeth and meet us downstairs okay" Jana left the room to welcome their cousins and friends for<br />breakfast.<br /><br />Joury walked down the<br />stairs into the sun room to find her closest friends and cousins happy, as if<br />it were their wedding day. She welcomed them with a warm smile, as each one of<br />them stood up to hug her.<br />Their were tears, laughs, stories shared and of course a fabulous breakfast.<br />The girls each headed home leaving the bride to continue with her preparations.<br />First was the in home<br />steam bath and scrub. Then there was the hour bubble bath soak with mineral<br />salts and lemons. Then there was an hour relaxing in the massage chair. Then<br />the hour "nap." Then the fun started, they would head over to the hotel<br />for the hair stylist followed by the make up artist.<br /><br />Joury's close cousins<br />and Jana of course were with her, and they turned the wedding preparations into<br />a mini party. Music blasting to calm Joury's nerves as they enjoyed their time<br />together before she had to head to the hotel to get ready.<br />Art and music were her life!<br />-------------------<br />"9ba7 il<br />5air" '9a7y kissed Ma2ab's<br />neck. He spent the night with her at her parents house "a7is im the boyfriend that snuck into your parents<br />house" they both burst into<br />laughter.<br />He hugged her close to him as he counted his blessings.<br />"yala goum lets<br />have breakfast ma3a my parents"<br />she was excited to be back home, she missed her room, her house. She loved her<br />in laws but there was nothing then being back in the house you were brought up<br />in, especially when they were heading back in 2 weeks.<br /><br />"yala okay" they both headed into the bathroom for a quick shower, they got<br />dressed and walked down to the dining room where her parents were sitting.<br />"9ba7 il 5air" they greeted them<br />"9ba7 il nour"<br />"mama kalamtay<br />rsal?" ma2ab asked as she<br />poured a cup of warm cinnamon milk for both her and her husband<br />"la mama ma 7akait-ha 5fit itkon lisa<br />nyma" taking a bite of the<br />home made cheese pie<br />"after breakfast call them" their father said as he read the newspaper.<br />-----------------------<br />"7aroth 7beeby<br />yala goum ya galby warak dawam my9er tit25er ib awal youm" Njude knew 7arith was a heavy sleeper but he was given a new<br />responsibility and she didnt want him to be late<br />"bs shway judey" turning around and placing himself on top of her, which led her<br />into giggles<br />"yala 7arothy ma 9adgna 3la allah yady<br />re'6a 3na my9er you be late"<br />"ya mara lat7ineen il sharika ib ismna,<br />uhma yan6irona" kissing her neck<br />"adre bs ma aby<br />turki yo9al gablik" it was like an alarm<br />that went on, the second he heard Turki's name he stood up to get ready for his<br />first day of work with his grandfather.<br />------------------<br />"falak gomay<br />shofay ily ga3da tabche" '3aith was irritated<br />with Falak's choice of bringing baby sadeem into the house. He avoided her, he<br />told Falak to set up her things in the second bedroom because he didnt want to<br />see her and he hated the bond Falak formed with this baby.<br /><br />"7beeby yebha ly<br />walla '9ahry ga3id e3werny ma feny 7ail" she was exhausted taking care of the baby and being 7 months<br />pregnant but what killed her the most was the lack of support from her husband.<br /><br />'3aith knew how truly<br />tired she was, so he gritted his teeth and got up to attend to the crying baby.<br />He has never carried her until now, and the instant he did he felt a<br />connection. To carry such a tiny human who needs love, attention, and care.<br />Someone who is so reliant on others just gave him the shivers. He brought her<br />into the bedroom with her baby bottle and sat down on the bed next to Falak as<br />he fed her, he placed his thumb in her tiny hands and just watched her as she<br />slowly dozed off into her care free slumber.<br />"smilah 3laiha ityanin 9a7?" Falak had tears in her eyes<br />"ee I cant wait" looking up at her belly<br />"7beeby '3aith<br />adre its not easy bs abek you think of sadoma as our baby ma abek itfarig<br />bainha o bain our baby 3shany"<br /><br />"inshalah" he kissed baby sadeems tiny pink cheek and watched her sleep in<br />his arms. He didnt go into work that day, he spent the day with his wife and new<br />daughter in bed.<br />--------------------<br />"il salam 3laikum" Lyth and Rsal greeted his parents<br />"w 3laikum il<br />salam, tawa ma nwr il bait 7beebty rsal shlonich yuma?" hugging Rsal<br /><br />"mnwr ib ahala<br />5alty ana ib 5air intay shlonich?"<br />kissing the crown of her head as she sat down in between her and her father in<br />law. She could tell they liked her.<br />"ha yuba shlonkum?" his father placing his arms around her shoulders<br />"nsaitw wldkum?" Lyth teased them<br />"la yuba bs rsal '3air" winking at her<br />Lyth watched his<br />parents shower Rsal with attention and it made him happy, but the second his<br />sister walked in he frowned. He was worried of what might happen.<br />"il salam" she coldly said<br />Rsal welcomed her with<br />a smile, but his sister completely ignored her and headed to her brother "mukanik imbayn lyth laish tizawajt" looking at Rsal<br /><br />"yala imshaw we<br />have breakfast" his mother sat down<br />next to Rsal filling her plate up "intay wayed<br />'63efa" she complained<br />Rsal just ate quitely trying to ignore his sister's hateful stares.<br />---------------------<br />"joury" her mother walked into the living room<br />"hala mama" joury was looking at her wedding gown. She was ready, all that<br />was left was for her to head to the hotel to wear her gown.<br /><br />"yala mama<br />ri7na?" it was still early<br />but her mother had last minute things to check on, and Joury wanted to see the<br />ball room before the ceremony started.<br /><br />Everything was<br />perfect. She wanted a traditional yet simple wedding, but it was clear just how<br />lavish the ceremony was going to be.<br />Dialing 3zizan<br />3ziz: janoooon<br />jana: rayi2 il mi3rs<br />3ziz: akeed ya3nee ilyoum 3rsy, ha wainich?<br />jana: ana bl bait brou7 il hotel b3d shway to check on<br />everything o hang out with jourety<br />3ziz: inseha 9arat jourety ana, inzain agdar<br />ayey aw its bad luck to see the bride<br />jana: haha um, laish shtabe feha?<br />3ziz: intay shako murty o kaifi<br />jana: laa 7beeby la7ig 3laiha let me spend<br />time with her alone min '3airik<br />3ziz: okay 3yal ana 6al3 at'3ada ma3a 7mood<br />jana: salem 3laih<br />3ziz: e9er 5air<br />Incoming Call Ma2aby<br />Rsal: ma2ab<br />ma2ab: mabrok ya 3rousa<br />Rsal: alah ebarik ib 7yatich I miss you<br />wainich?<br />ma2ab: bl bait mita btyoun?<br />Rsal: dinner, we had breakfast here o al7en<br />brou7 ashouf shuqatna<br />ma2ab: mita btsafroun<br />Rsal: tomorrow inshalah<br />ma2ab: o wain ry7en?<br />Rsal: Cyprus<br />ma2ab: ooh nice inzain listen ana bamurich at<br />4 inrou7 il salon ok?<br />Rsal: ee 7yach<br />ma2ab: salmay 3ly 5altich I love her<br />rsal: yo9al, bye 7yatie<br />"5alty ma2ab itsalem 3laich" Rsal felt better after hearing her sister's voice.<br />"allah esalmha<br />mashalah 3laiha tid5al il 5a6ar allah ehaneha ma3a raylha" to hear someone, not anyone but your mother in law to praise<br />your sister is something that you will take with you.<br />"7beebty Rsal ta3aly ill show you our<br />apartment" Rsal couldnt believe<br />her ears<br />"3n ithnich 5alty" Rsal quietly followed Lyth down the hallway and up the stairs,<br />however she was surprised to see his sister leaning against their apartment<br />door. She eyed her then opened the door and pranced in like she owned the<br />apartment.<br /><br />Rsal did buy most of<br />the furniture but she was not the one to set it up since they had an interior<br />designer in charge of that. She loved her apartment, pictures and paintings<br />were hung, mirrors were placed to give the illusion of a bigger space, the<br />colorful subtle shades of paint everything just tied in perfectly.<br /><br />"hey intay sm3eny<br />hathy your bedroom, il athath ily shariaty 76aina ehny o hathech '3urfat<br />Lyth"<br /><br />"na3am?" Rsal was on a smooth ride enjoying her new apartment until she<br />was faced with a brick wall.<br />"9am5a?"<br />"aryam 5ala9 5alena" His sister stormed out of their apartment angry with her<br />brother.<br />"lyth?" Rsal was confused, they were sleeping in separate bedrooms? why?<br />"mithel ma sm3tay<br />Rsal ana bdish anamly shway o intay kaifich taben ti6l3n aw tg3den 3la ra7tich<br />o il bait baitich" he turned around and<br />headed into his room.<br /><br />Rsal walked into her<br />bedroom and found the room she chose, the room she was thrilled to spend with<br />her husband and now, it just seemed dull regardless of the vibrant colors that<br />filled the room.<br /><br />She walked into her<br />closet and found everything hung she had to pack tonight for their trip.<br />Everything looked perfect except for the way she was feeling.<br />She broke down in her closet crying quietly to herself.<br />"ana shsawait ... I dont deserve<br />this" she kept asking<br />-------------------<br />"il salam<br />3laikum" Turki walked into his<br />grandfather's office to find 7arith having tea, he missed his cousin but he<br />knew he messed up.<br />"w 3laikum il salam" they both answered<br />"5ala9 yuba ana ast2thin" 7arith stood up and headed to his office<br />Dialing '3aith<br />'3aith: ha 7arooth<br />7arith: ya5e wainik 3na wala ma gmt a7is iny<br />3ndy 3yal 3m<br />'3aith: laa int mn tizawajt wint lahy ma3a<br />njude<br />7arith: shnsawi b3d int shlonik o shloun<br />sadoma walla wlhana 3laiha<br />'3aith: 7yakum 3ndina il 3sha il laila<br />shrayik?<br />7arith: 5ala9 okay<br />Compose message<br />judey tonight 3sha 3nd '3aith<br />reply<br />okay 7beeby il make chocolate fudge cake adre<br />Falak loves it ;p<br />-----------------<br />"falook,<br />baby" '3aith was in his<br />office looking over the final menu. She waddled into his office, even though<br />she was exhausted she was glowing. He stood up admiring her and pulled her into<br />his arms hugging her tightly<br />"tadren a7ibich"<br />"mo ib kaifik a9lan" she teased him<br />"7yatie 7aroth o<br />njude byoun 3ndna for dinner what should we bring?" sitting her down on his lap<br />"laish 7beeby a5aly baitna eswoun<br />3sha" running her fingers<br />through his growing hair<br />"la laish we will just place an order<br />arya7, wain dalo3ty?"<br />"nyma dalo3tik" hugging him<br />"mm shrayich we take a nap of our<br />own" giving her his cheeky<br />smile<br />"baby ma feny<br />7ail shouf ba6ny" before she even<br />finished her sentence he carried up into their bedroom.<br />---------------<br />"ma2aby" '9a7y called out for her from the changing room<br />"hala 7yatie" she walked into the room holding a mug of hot chocolate<br />"ana brou7 il duwanya shway mita btro7en<br />il 9alon?"<br />"mm 3l arb3 im picking up rsol o<br />bnrou7" taking a sip of the<br />rich hot chocolate<br />"5ala9 tabeny awadekum?" wearing his hoodi<br />"la 7beeby a5af nit25ar 3laik"<br />"okay ana ray7<br />itha teben shay call me" she walked down with<br />him to the back door that led to the garage. Her mother was in the garden<br />setting up the tables with the caterers "yuma<br />'9a7y" she called out to him<br />"hala 3mity"<br />"Faris 7ka m3k 3n il 3sha?"<br />"ee 3mity ana gltla nan6er lain il kil<br />yo9al a7san"<br />"6yb a7san ktha" she headed back to work<br />"yuma" Faris called out<br />"hala mama" sitting down<br />"yuma Juwana o ahalha beyoun il<br />laila?" like he didnt know<br />"ee akeed mama<br />laih?" he sat down next to<br />her "abech ta56ubenha<br />ly" smiling to his<br />mother. His mother knew there was something going on between them but she didnt<br />realize he was serious<br />"inshalah a7aky obok"<br />--------------------<br />Lyth tossed and turned<br />in bed thinking about Rsal, he wanted to go to her, he wanted to sleep next to<br />her, he wanted to hug her. After two hours he walked out into the living room<br />to find Rsal sitting on the counter sipping on her green tea, she looked so<br />distant.<br />"ma 6il3tay?" he asked waking her up from her daydream<br />"um, la nizalt<br />3nd 5alty bs ra7at il salon ma3a 3mitik" she paused "taby chai? aw<br />something to eat?"<br /><br />"ee walla aby<br />chai" he sat down on the<br />bar stool as she stood up to boil the water " I made scones I dont know if you like them" she placed the plate in front of him<br />"you can cook?" taking a bite<br />"haha not cook but I love baking" pouring the boiling water into his mug<br />"mashkoura" accidentally touching her hand "sorry" he quickly said<br />She could feel her<br />tears forming, so she quickly headed into her bedroom locking the door behind<br />her as she threw herself into bed.<br />Lyth cursed himself. He got dressed and headed out.<br />---------------<br />Everything was set.<br />Joury's hair and make up was done. She was in her gown and all that was left<br />was for her to to wait until she would make her way downstairs.<br /><br />An hour later Jana<br />showed up to help her down. Once again she found herself behind the wooden<br />door, this time she was alone. She wanted to walk in and surprise everyone her<br />mother didnt even see her.<br /><br />She could feel her<br />heart bursting in her rib cage, her palms were sweaty, she wanted to run up and<br />into her PJ and just curl under her blanket with a warm cup of milk.<br />The doors opened before she managed to escape.<br />Her mother approached<br />her to help her but Joury couldnt help it she hugged her mother tightly "mama ma aby arou7 ma aby ahidich walla a7ibich"<br />"mama I love you too but 3ziz is your<br />husband ya mama" wiping her tears<br />Joury just sat down with no words.<br />3bdul3ziz walked in<br />looking handsome as ever. As much as she fought it she couldnt take her eyes<br />off him "ya bnt 5ifay<br />3laih" jama whispered making<br />joury looking down.<br /><br />3ziz kissed the crown<br />of her head, and stood close to her as they were congratulated and after the<br />endless picture taking they were left alone. He moved closer to her slipping<br />his hands into hers, he leaned over and whispered "dance for me"<br /><br />She looked up into his<br />eyes, she couldnt look away and she was slowly leaning towards him and if<br />werent for Jana's words stopping them, who knows what would have happened "bul shabab wain ga3id la tinsa nafsik"<br />Joury looked away quickly, she couldnt believe what she was about to do.<br />They cut the cake, had dinner then headed up to their room. She<br />was nervous and scared but mostly she was worried that she wouldnt be able to<br />restrain herself because being around him, he just numbed her<br />Incoming Call Ma2aby<br />rsal: hala 7uby<br />ma2ab: ana bara<br />rsal: yala coming<br />Rsal gathering her belongings and headed downstairs "5alty ana 6al3a it2merny 3la shay"<br />"intay wain 6al3a? o Lyth yadry?" his stuck up sister bombarded her<br />"malich shu'3ul,<br />alah ma3ach rsal" Rsal fought back the<br />urge to cry and headed out to her sister.<br />"shfeech 7uby?" ma2ab picked up on her sisters uneasiness<br />"i5ta itgith!" was all she said<br />Rsal: ana ry7a il salon ma3a ma2ab are we<br />going together tonight?<br />Lyth: okay and yeah akeed<br />Rsal: ill see you at home<br />----------------------<br />Incoming Call Takran<br />7arith: na3am<br />turki: aby a3rf lay mita 7alna chithi?<br />7arith: is2al nafsik<br />turki: 5ala9 insa ily fat int al7en mitzawaj<br />njude shako ga3d itfaker ib rsal<br />7arith: mino galik<br />ga3id afaker feha? this is not about her Turki int mnt 7as bly sawaita int<br />3ndik kil ily 9ar 3dee<br />turki: ma 9ar shay 7arooth min mita in5aly<br />banat efargoun baina<br />7arith: turki int wld 3my o 3la 3ainy o rasy<br />bs i7na ma ngdar nrja3 mithel ma kina<br />turki: sam7eny ya wld 3my, ana msafer maly<br />ga3da ehny<br />With that Turki left<br />his family and settled in Lebnan where he had a little coffee shop open for his<br />income and ended up marrying a Lebanese woman.<br />---------------<br />7arith and Njude headed<br />over to '3aith's house for dinner. Njude always liked Falak and was at ease<br />around her. 7arith and '3aith have always had a different relationship outside<br />of their cousins.<br /><br />7arith was holding<br />baby Sadeem in his arms as she slept "she<br />is adorable 9a7?" smiling down at<br />Sadeem. 7arith looked up at Njude and said<br />"I want one"<br />"9ij?" Njude wanted a baby from the love of her life, her husband, her<br />7arith<br />"ee judey" kissing the crown of her head.<br />7arith told '3aith<br />about Turki and the choice he had made, and as much as '3aith didnt want his<br />cousin to leave and as much as he loved his cousin Turki always put himself<br />first, ever since they were young he was always selfish.<br />-------------------<br />"juuuuj" Rsal ran over to Juwana as soon as they parked in front of the<br />salon. They were both in tears.<br />"laish il tears?" ma2ab asked<br />"I missed her" juwan wiping her tears<br />"ya mama tawha mitzawja midach?" shoving them up the stairs<br />"ee shtaben"<br />The girls had their<br />hair done and headed home, while Juwan headed to her house to get ready for<br />tonight's dinner for the newly weds.<br /><br />Rsal sat down with her<br />father in law and had a cup of tea with him as Rayam, lyth's sister, watched<br />her like a hawk "3n ithnik<br />3my."<br /><br />She excused herself to<br />her apartment and was surprised to find Lyth standing in the kitchen in nothing<br />but his boxers "il salam<br />3laikum" looking away from<br />him.<br /><br />"w 3laikum il<br />salam" pouring himself some<br />more milk "ta3ly yebt<br />kunafa" sitting down on the<br />couch. Even though Rsal did not want to eat, she sat down next to him "it7ib il kunafa?" she was learning new things about him<br /><br />"ooh agdar a3esh<br />3l kunafa" she watched him as he<br />enjoyed a bite of the sweet cheesy kunafa "mita<br />tabena inrou7 bait 3my?" he asked her<br />"mm 3l 7?" getting comfortable since it still was early<br />"okay" he sat back on the couch saying nothing as they watched tv. Her<br />mind was elsewhere, she was trying to keep her eyes away from his perfectly<br />built body.<br />"taby sandwich?" she needed to leave his side to think straight<br />Their apartment phone rang and before he could answer her he picked up the<br />phone<br />Lyth: aloo<br />rayam: ma taboun tit'3doun?<br />Lyth: ugh shino '3adakum?<br />rayam: im6abag<br />Lyth: ee yala nazleen<br />rayam: ta3al mn '3air il 7mara<br />Lyth: rayam<br />rayam: amout w3rif laish it7ibha<br />Lyth: kana nazlen<br />"nanzil nit'3da?" he asked her as he headed into his room to change<br />"ee walla<br />yo3ana" They walked into the<br />dining room, Rsal sat down next to her mother in law as she piled on the rice<br />into her plate. Lyth noticed she wasnt eating any fish, he took a piece of fish<br />removing all the bones and placed it on her plate. She just smiled to him.<br />"3ishtaw il madam mat3rif it7u6laha<br />simatch?"<br />"ya bnt" her father yield<br />Rsal didnt understand why she hated her, what did she do to her.<br />------------------<br />Joury took off her big<br />wedding gown and wore a simpler white dress, then both her and 3ziz walked back<br />down to the ballroom to join the rest of their family. She danced with her<br />cousins, as he admired her.<br />He goofed around with his cousins as she watched him.<br />"3ziz yuma mita<br />6yartkum?" her mother asked<br />hugging her daughter who was sitting on her lap, Joury felt like a 4 year old<br />but she loved it.<br /><br />3ziz on the other hand<br />couldnt take his eyes off his innocent looking wife "6 lazem inkoun bl ma6ar"<br />"ma awa9ek 3la bnty" looking up at her daughter whose eyes were teary<br />"joury b3youny<br />3mity" Joury looked up at<br />him, and once again they had a moment. With his head he ushered her to come sit<br />next to him, and like a well trained dog she left her mother's loving lap and<br />sat down next to him, closer than she wanted but the chair was made for one.<br /><br />"tadren inich<br />7ilwa?" he asked as he played<br />with a lose strand of hair, her cheeks instantly turned a deep shade of red "o ily e7alech akther the way you light up lmn<br />tist7en" he whispered into her<br />ears instantly giving her a shiver.<br /><br />He slipped his hand<br />into hers and continued enjoying his time with their family. He didnt let her<br />leave his side, even when the girls begged him all he would say was "murty o kaifi"<br /><br />At 3 they said their<br />goodbyes and headed up to change and gather their things before heading to the<br />airport.<br />--------------<br />Lyth acted like the<br />perfect husband in front of their families, and to be honest he wasnt acting he<br />let go of everything and acted the way he wanted. He loved her, so it was not<br />hard.<br /><br />Rsal on the other hand was on cloud 9, she didnt leave his side.<br />She plated his food, she filled his drink, she laughed at his joke. She wanted<br />his warmth. She wanted his love.<br />She wanted him, her husband.<br />Lyth and Rsal drove home in silence.<br />"lyth 3de we postpone safratna until<br />ma2ab leaves I want to spend time with her" she was looking out her window.<br /><br />"ee akeed, ana<br />a9lan 2jalt il safra o knt baglich"<br />He wanted her to spend time with her sister, especially since he knew how<br />things were between them before.<br /><br />"thank you" she turned to look at him, she admired his features she wanted<br />to reach over and just touch him, hold him. She knew her tears would give her<br />away so she quickly looked away.<br /><br />Lyth wanted to talk to<br />her the way they did before. He wanted to tell her he loved her, he missed her.<br />He wanted her to know just how beautiful he thought she was.<br />How he loved her respect to his family, even his rude sister.<br />They arrived 10<br />minutes later and headed to their apartment "taby asawelik chai?" she enjoyed some herbal tea before bed.<br />"ee please" he mentioned to her once he was a big tea drinker and she never<br />forgot that.<br />He headed into his<br />room wore his PJ pants and a t-shirt, grabbed his laptop and headed out into<br />the living room.<br /><br />Rsal had the tray set<br />on the coffee table, she told him the brown thermos was his tea, while the<br />white one was hers. She headed into her bedroom took a quick shower to calm her<br />nerves, wore her PJ and sat down on the couch next to him.<br /><br />Her heart ached her to<br />be close to him, but so distant. What was she suppose to say? What was she<br />suppose to do.<br />Ma2aby: rsoolty shgal lyth?<br />Rsal: he already postponed it :D<br />Ma2aby: YAAAY :$<br />10 minutes later<br />Ma2aby: intay mo 3jbatny :(<br />Rsal: shagolich ma2ab ana ta3bana<br />Ma2aby: mn shino 7yatie?<br />Rsal: mn Lyth ma adre<br />shfee, he wont talk to me, he wont look at me we dont even sleep in the same<br />bedroom :s<br />Ma2aby: did you talk to him?<br />"mino ga3da itkalmen?" his voice intercepted her thoughts<br />"ma2ab" she managed to say with a smile<br />"aha" was all he said, he then stood up "t9b7en 3la 5air"<br />headed to his room closing the door after him.<br /><br />Rsal: I will inshalah,<br />anyways 7uby ana banam im exhausted, are we still doing breakfast with Faris o<br />juj tomorrow?<br />Ma2aby: yup inshalah, call me as soon as you wake up! I love you<br />:*<br />Rsal: I love you too :*<br />Rsal stood in front of<br />his door, with one hand on the handle. She wanted to open the door and lay down<br />next to him. She wanted to hear his voice before she slept, to wake up and see his<br />face.<br />She wanted her husband.<br />-------------------<br />"ha do you have<br />everything?" 3ziz asked as he<br />looked around the room making sure they havent forgotten anything.<br /><br />"ee I checked o<br />double checked" even though she was<br />in her track suite she looked breath taking, 3ziz found it hard to concentrate<br />but he didnt want to do something that might affect their relationship.<br /><br />"yala<br />mishaina?" they checked out of<br />the hotel and headed to the airport with his driver. They already said their<br />goodbyes to their family.<br /><br />They checked in and<br />headed to the lounge after grabbing some coffee. She was busy reading her book<br />while he was working on something.<br /><br />"jourey shofay<br />shrayich with this design or this design for the hotel cafeteria?" she leaned closer to him to look at the 2 photos that were in<br />his hand.<br /><br />"shouf if the<br />cafertia is getting a lot of the sun light in the morning I would go for the<br />the first one, but if its located inside then definitely the second one" she looked up at him and gave him a smile, she was thrilled he<br />wanted her opinion in his hotel.<br /><br />She could tell he was<br />hesitant "3ziz, laish<br />mist3yel lmn no9al inshalah you can look at it o decide" this was a major project for him, and his competitors wanted<br />him to fail and she didnt want that.<br />"okay, 3shan you help me" he put everything in a file and into his<br />laptop bag, then excused himself to smoke.<br />She curled up on the<br />couch and looked around at the people. A few minutes later 3ziz sat down next<br />to her, resting his head on the couch<br />"ta3ban?" she asked him<br />"ee walla" he turned to look at her with his head still resting on the<br />backside of the couch<br />"nam bl 6yara" she was exhausted<br />"yeah ma taben taklen aw tshrben<br />shay?"<br />"bgoum ashtery<br />chocolates ill get something shino taby?" pulling her wallet out of her bag<br /><br />"rday bokich hach<br />karty o aby snack o twix o cold water" he closed his eyes as she left. She walked around picking out<br />the chocolates she wanted, and the ones he asked for she thank bought 2 bottles<br />of water and a fruit punch Snapple for her then headed back to him to find him<br />asleep.<br />----------------<br />'9a7y and Ma2ab were<br />sitting with Faris in the garden enjoying a cup of tea, ma2ab was tired but she<br />wanted to spend time with her brother. She placed her head on '9a7y's chest as<br />they talked and before she knew it she fell asleep.<br />"tara namat" Faris told '9a7y<br />"al7en<br />ashelha" '9a7y wrapped his<br />arms around her carrying her up into her bedroom, just as he was about to place<br />her under the covers she pulled him down to her kissing his neck.<br />"3baly nimtay" looking into her eyes<br />"knt nyma but I couldnt resist you" she gave him a naughty smile<br />"laa, you have to<br />seduce me yalla" he got up from her<br />and layed down on his back, she quickly sat down on top of him and lifted his<br />shirt to plant kissed on his abs.<br />---------------<br />2 months passed by<br />'9a7y and Rsal started their second semester.<br />Faris's parents talked<br />to Juwan's parents and she has been reserved for him, she had a semester left<br />before she graduated, and by then Ma2ab would be back for the summer and that<br />was when they would have both their engagement and wedding party.<br />Turki would call every once in a while to check on his grandfather and family.<br />7arith was slowly taking over his grandfathers company.<br />Falak gave birth to a<br />healthy baby boy, Bader. Falak was exhausted she was taking care of both a 3<br />month old baby girl and her new born baby. She was staying at her parents house<br />where her mothers and sisters were helping her. '3aith did not leave her side,<br />even when guests came to see her he would be in the other room waiting for her<br />or cradling Sadeem.<br /><br />'9a7y and Ma2ab were<br />enjoying their time together away from their families. They got to know each<br />other in a different way and that only brought them closer.<br />Njude was finally able to get pregnant, and 7arith was just elated.<br />Lyth and Rsal's<br />relationship remained the same, even on their honeymoon he slept in the same<br />bed but never touched her. They went out, they had fun but when it came down to<br />their alone moments it was just awkward.<br />She knew something was wrong but she just couldnt ask him, what would he think?<br />------------------<br />Nothing was different<br />between 3ziz and Joury. He slept in one bedroom and she slept in another. He<br />would wake up at 8 to find breakfast ready for him. He would arrive back home<br />at 4 to find lunch ready for him. She would wake him up at 7 after his nap<br />where they went out for dinner or shopping or to watch a movie.<br /><br />It felt like she was<br />on a trip with a friend and not her husband yet she loved being around him and<br />cooking for her. She enjoyed cooking in general, and cooking for him was not a<br />chore despite what 3ziz kept asking her.<br /><br />3ziz on the other hand<br />was warming up to Joury, he was slowly finding out more about her and her<br />kindness just blew him away. Joury was slowly falling for this man. They were<br />spending time talking and getting to know each other, nothing physical was<br />happening between them, strange as it might seem, it actually was working well<br />for them.<br />-----------------------<br />Lyth and Rsal have<br />been married for almost 5 months now. She started working recently, which she<br />enjoyed because she met new people, it also meant more time spent away from<br />home, from Lyth and his sister.<br />Rsal: im working late tongiht, dont wait for<br />me for lunch<br />Lyth: ayeblich lunch?<br />Rsal: um, la its okay ill just order something<br />:D<br />Lyth: okay<br />"wain murtik?" Rayam asked Lyth as he made his way into the living room.<br />"work" was all he said<br />"akeed?" all it took was one word from her to light the fire within him.<br />He got up grabbed his keys, phone and wallet and headed to her work place but<br />he first picked up food for them. He made his way up to her floor and into her<br />work area, he found her sitting, legs up on the desk, heels off reading an<br />article she had to proof read. She had her hair down which has grown, and was<br />biting on her pen.<br /><br />He stood there<br />watching her. He loved her, he adored her she was his life and more than<br />anything he wanted to be with her.<br /><br />She felt a set of eyes<br />watching her, and when she turned around she saw him standing there smiling<br />down to her. She automatically got up from her chair and hugged him. She didnt<br />know why she did, but she just needed him.<br />He put down the bag of food and hugged her tightly.<br />"yebtlich food" playing with her hair<br />"im starving, did<br />you eat?" looking up at him. He<br />just shook his head. He felt stupid for doubting her, she wouldnt cheat on him<br />and what happened with Turki was a long time ago. He needed to get over it.<br /><br />"yala ta3al" she sat him down on her chair and brought another chair and<br />they ate their lunch together. She loved spending time alone with him away from<br />their home.<br /><br />"emshay inrou7<br />nitmasha and we will get you ice cream you can finish your work bl bait<br />right?" standing up to throw<br />away their garbage<br /><br />"yup" with a huge smile on her face. She slipped her heels on gathered<br />her belongings and headed out with him.<br /><br />At 8 they arrived home<br />"il salam 3laikum" they both said welcoming his parents and his sisters.<br />"w 3laikum il salam" they answered<br />Lyth and Rsal joined<br />them for some tea and cake and at 9:30 headed up to their apartment. Rayam<br />noticed something different on her brother and wanted to talk to him. She<br />headed up to their apartment and knocked on their door and was welcomed by<br />Lyth.<br />"hala rayoom 7yach"<br />"wain murtik?" looking around the living room<br />"rsal is taking a shower shfeech?" closing the door after her<br />"int ily shfeek?<br />sh9ayar? nisait ily 9ar o sama7t-ha?"<br />she was trying to maintain her tone of voice she didnt want Rsal to hear her.<br />But she was wrong, Rsal was listening to their conversation. She didnt mean to,<br />but she couldnt help it.<br />"la ma nisait, bs aby ansa 5ala9 ehya<br />murty" looking down<br />"bs 6algha, its<br />been 5 months now mala da3y im5aleha 3la thimitik winta you wont touch her, o<br />b3dain il 9ara7a ana abek 7g bnt 3my"<br />sitting back comfortably<br />"e9er 5air rayam" he didnt know what to say<br />"shino e9er 5air,<br />Lyth ehya mo bnt ya3ne rayal jas-ha gablik shloun it7ibha?" she stood up annoyed with her brother. She left the apartment<br />before without listening to him.<br /><br />Rsal couldnt take it,<br />her husband thought she was not a virgin? how? why? and before she could call<br />out for him, to confront him she was out cold on the floor.<br />---------------------<br />3ziz woke up, it was<br />Saturday which meant he didnt have to go to work. He was exhausted, he just<br />wanted to spend some quality time with his wife. He stepped out of his room<br />expecting to find her in the kitchen, or in the dining room.<br />"joury" he called out from the bottom of the stairs that led to the<br />kitchen<br />No answer.<br />He knocked on her door<br />and heard nothing. He walked into her room to find her under her covers, she<br />didnt look well.<br /><br />"joury?" he whispered not wanting to scare her. She opened her eyes<br />slowly to find 3ziz in front of her, and the second she saw him she started<br />crying.<br /><br />He pulled her into his<br />chest as she poured her heart out, she was very warm he knew she was sick it<br />showed. He helped her get up, wash up and get dressed then took her to the<br />hospital.<br /><br />She caught a mild<br />virus, so they hooked her up to the IV before they discharged her. He took her<br />home into her bedroom, which was the main bedroom, he bought her some soup so<br />she could take her medicine.<br /><br />He fed her, gave her<br />medicine, turned the tv on and snuggled down next to her. She moved closer to<br />him, rested her head on his chest and before she knew it she drifted off to<br />sleep.<br /><br />3ziz placed her<br />comfortably on the pillow as he watched her he couldnt help himself, he leaned<br />in and placed his lips onto hers. He moved away fearing his action had woken<br />her up, but she was still asleep.<br /><br />He leaned in once again, this time keep his lips longer. He<br />layed down next to her just watching her. He didnt sleep, he just watched her.<br />Joury woke up a few<br />hours later to find a set of eyes watching her. He smiled to her and leaned in<br />to place yet another kiss on her dry lips. Joury couldnt believe it, she did<br />nothing she was just enjoying his warm lips on hers.<br />He moved away pulling her onto his chest as he stroked her hair.<br />She fell asleep in his<br />arms, with her heart pounding with ecstasy. She hugged him tightly as if<br />worried he might leave her.<br />----------------<br />Rsal woke up with the<br />worst headache she looked around and found her mother and father in the room "mama"<br />"7beebty 7imdilah 3la salamtik" her mother covered her with kisses.<br />"babe, aby arid<br />il bait" everything came back<br />to her, Lyth's conversation with his sister kept ringing in her head<br />"inshalah baba lyth bara al7en<br />anady"<br />"LAA baba please<br />aby arid baitna please baba" just like that she<br />fell into a frenzy of nonstop tears<br /><br />"bismilah 3laiki<br />mama" her mother quickly<br />moved to her side hugging her, Lyth came in the room worried about his wife.<br />"rsoolty 7beebty shfeech?"<br />"mama please aby<br />arid baitna mama please" she kept pleading<br />them, and her parents thought there might have been a misunderstanding between<br />them.<br /><br />"5ala9 3my 5aloha itrid ma3akum tirta7 cham youm" Lyth was looking down, he knew that Rsal would break down one<br />day because of his dry treatment.<br />Little did he know what she heard.<br />Rsal was discharged<br />and headed to her parents house. She was back in her room, somewhere she didnt<br />want to leave.<br />Not anytime soon.<br />"rsool" Faris walked into her room, the second she saw him she threw<br />herself in his lap and cried. He stroked her hair in an attempt to comfort her.<br />She fell asleep in his lap, he laid her into bed, switched the lights out and<br />headed to his room where he called Juwan.<br />Dialing Juwan<br />Juwan: faroosy<br />Faris: hala 7yatie<br />Juwan: shloun rsoolty?<br />Faris: ma adree, juwana ana 7as fee shay do<br />you know anything?<br />Juwan: honestly things<br />are not great bainha o bain Lyth he is very dry ma3aha o you know how sensitive<br />Rsal is fa maybe she couldnt take it<br />Faris: but I thought he loved her<br />Juwan: he does but I<br />guess he has trouble showing his love ma adre Faris 7beeby dont get in the<br />middle of it let them sole their issues<br />Faris: bs ehya i5ty<br />Juwan: o uhwa raylha<br />7beeby would you like it lo a7ad yida5al ib our matters in the future<br />Faris: mita hal future eyey o itkonen yamy my<br />room is lonely<br />Juwan: bdaina bl<br />3yara, ma buga shay 7yatie less than 2 months o ma2an will be here inshalah<br /><br />Faris: inshalah ,<br />5ala9 7beebty ana banam I have work in the morning can you wake me up please<br />Juwan: akeed 7beeby, t9ba7 3la 5air<br />Faris: wintay mn ahla 7yatie<br />Lyth: Rsal<br />10 minutes later<br />Lyth: I miss you<br />10 minutes later<br />Lyth: Rsal walla iny a7ibich im so sorry<br />Dialing Lyth<br />Lyth: rsoolty<br />Rsal:<br />*crying*<br />Lyth: baby dont cry please<br />Rsal: lyth<br />Lyth: 3youny, galby, 7yatie<br />Rsal: I want a divorce<br />Lyth: ...........<br />Rsal: please 5ala9 i7na we dont work together<br />Lyth: you are giving up so quickly<br />Rsal: Lyth we have<br />been married for almost 5 months now, we dont even sleep in the same room trust<br />me we have issues o its clear you dont want me, your not attracted to me so<br />5ala9 laish the heart ache ana I cant take it anymore .<br />Lyth: you dont love me?<br />Rsal:<br />*crying* I do love you but you<br />dont<br />Lyth: I do Rsal, but ...<br />Rsal: listen lyth 5ala9 ana ma feny please<br />6algny 3shan you marry your .....<br />Lyth: marry mino?<br />Rsal: bnt 3mik<br />Rsal shut the phone in<br />his face buried her face in her pillow as she cried once again. She ignored<br />each and every phone call and message from Lyth.<br />-----------------<br />Incoming Call Rsoolty<br />ma2ab: 7yatie<br />rsal:<br />*crying*<br />ma2ab: rsal shfeech??<br />rsal: you know why he hasnt touched me ma2ab<br />ma2ab: laish?<br />rsal: he thinks im not a virgin, NOT A VIRGIN<br />ma2ab<br />ma2ab: what the fuck, o mn wain inshalah he<br />came up with that conclusion<br />rsal: ma adree walla ma adree yimken mn ...<br />ma2ab: mn mino rsal?<br />rsal: mn 7arith<br />ma2ab: mino 7arith<br />Rsal told Ma2ab<br />everything, and they both came to the conclusion that 7arith was the one who<br />lied and told Lyth she was not a virgin, and that was why Lyth and 7arith are<br />no longer friend.<br /><br />ma2ab: the second I<br />land to il kuwait I am marching over to his house and SERIOUSLY injuring him so<br />he will never ever bring kids again<br />rsal: hahaha laaa 7beeby<br />ma2ab: o hm idaf3en 3na<br />rsal: shasawi ma2aby amout feeh<br />ma2ab: ya 7yatie intay<br />walla I dont know what to tell you I wish I was there for you<br /><br />rsal: dont think of me,<br />intaw shlonkum? shloun your classes? ma buga shay 3la finals right<br />ma2ab: ee im so worried o '9a7y is so stressed<br />7beeby<br />rsal: good luck<br />7beebty dont worry give him a night he wont forget to de-stress him hahaha<br />ma2ab: you really need to get laid<br />rsal: rub it why dont you<br />ma2ab: sorry<br />rsal: ligaitay dress 7g il milcha wl3rs?<br />ma2ab: ee ligait a<br />dress 7g il milcha o fee dress myta abeh bs '9a7y needs some more um persuading<br />rsal: hey if anyone can do it its you<br />ma2ab: I know, you?<br />rsal: yeah bs its getting altered<br />ma2ab: zain, 7yatie I have class I need to get<br />ready ill call you awal ma a5al9 ok<br />rsal: okay 7uby, salmay 3la '9a7y<br />ma2ab: yo9al inshalah keep your head up he<br />isnt worth it<br />rsal: alah kareem inshalah, bye<br />ma2ab: I love you, bye<br />-----------------------------<br />Joury woke up with the<br />biggest smile, 3ziz was next to her but she could smell the french toast. she<br />got up and took a quick shower, got dressed and headed up to the kitchen to<br />find 3ziz in nothing but his boxers struggling with the juicer.<br />She hugged him from behind as she planted kisses on his bare back "good morning"<br />He turned her around hugging her tightly "good<br />morning, how are you feeling?"<br />"much better il 7imdilah but im<br />starving" looking at the food<br />"yala gi3day ill<br />fix you a plate" she sat down on the<br />bar and watched him, there was nothing sexier than a man cooking.<br />------------------------------<br />"its finally quiet" '3aith was laying down next to Falak who looked exhausted<br />"shh dont curse it" smiling<br />"a7ibich"<br />"a7ibik" just as she was about to plant a kiss on his lips, bader cried<br />out for his mother. '3aith stood up and brought him over to Falak to breast<br />feed him. A few moments later Sadeem started crying.<br /><br />'3aith carried her<br />gently as he gave her her baby bottle "this<br />is our life now" he said as he looked<br />up at his wife.<br />"I wouldnt change it for the world" kissing badori<br />----------------<br />A week passed by and<br />Rsal just stayed in bed. Lyth would come over every day and he would hear the<br />same thing "she doesnt want<br />to see anyone"<br /><br />On the 8th day Lyth<br />was told no one was home, so he made his way up to her bedroom and without<br />knocking he walked into her bedroom to find her crying in bed "7beebty" he ran over to her,<br />sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her.<br /><br />She couldnt help<br />herself, she hugged him tightly how can you be mad at the person you love. How<br />can you not forgive him "lyth walla ana<br />t3bt t3bt" she moved away from<br />him and looked dead into his eyes "I want us to<br />live together as a normal husband and wife, I want us to sleep in the same bed,<br />I want to hug you, hold you, love you, you are my husband how can you question<br />my honor you know me you have known me why do I have to pay for someone else's<br />lies"<br />Lyth was confused, he didnt know what to do.<br />"lyth sleep with<br />me, you will see ina ma7ad jasny, no one even kissed me Lyth I did nothing with<br />7arith o itha uhwa 7mar he lied to you about sleeping with me take me to the<br />hospital ikshf 3ly aw sleep with me ... lyth" she couldnt hold it any longer and broke down for the millionth<br />time.<br /><br />Lyth didnt understand why she was bringing 7arith into the<br />picture. He stood up and left her without saying a word.<br />Dialing 7arith<br />7arith: hala rsal<br />Rsal: I have to see you NOW<br />7arith: okay meet me ib starbucks<br />Rsal: bye<br />Rsal took a quick<br />shower, wore a pair of jeans and a tshirt and headed out to meet 7arith. She<br />walked in to find him sitting down waiting for her.<br /><br />"rsal shofay ana<br />rayal mitzawaj ma3ndy wagt kil shway ayey o ashofich" he coldly said before even welcoming her<br /><br />"ikil tibin<br />7arith, you think I want to see you you repulse me I hate the day I met you<br />9adgeny you were the biggest mistake of my life, shloun you stoop so low to lie<br />to my husband 7arith ana shsawaitlik?" she was fighting her tears back<br />"what are you talking about?" he was confused<br />"I think its all<br />clear now" a third voice joined<br />them "rsal I thought<br />things baina were finally getting somewhere but I was right all long, I leave<br />you for an hour and you come meet him?" Lyth stormed out of starbucks leaving both 7arith and Rsal<br />speechless<br /><br />"shofay rsal ana<br />ma glt 7ag Lyth shay a9lan ma 9ar shay baina so why would I lie, ana lazem<br />amshy" 7arith left her with<br />her tears and her shocked expression.<br /><br />Rsal managed to get up<br />and head over to Lyth's parents house. She knew he would be there. She headed<br />up to their apartment and found him sitting on her bed. She sat down in front<br />of him.<br />"we need to talk"<br />"ma baina kalam<br />rsal if you really want a divorce.."<br />she quickly placed her fingers on his lips, she didnt want a divorce she wanted<br />her husband.<br /><br />"Lyth, I love you<br />I have been in love with you mn your party in the shalaih remember when you<br />looked at me I couldnt peel my eyes off you" smiling<br />"you mesmerized me" he quickly added before she continued<br />"and I tried to<br />fight it, I kept telling myself you were just my friend and then you had your<br />accident and my heart literally stopped. I stopped eating, sleeping, all I did<br />was cry and pray for you I couldnt live without you" she looked down "and then<br />Turki..." her voice croaked "turki took me to his apartment and I thought 5ala9 im gone<br />and all I could think about was you all I wanted was you and il 7imdilah Turki<br />didnt do anything to me and as terrified as I was I knew there was 1 place I<br />wanted to be and that was when I came to you in the hospital and I cried<br />because of Turki" She looked up at him<br /><br />"Lyth nothing<br />happened with anyone, ma7ad jasny ma aby a7ad ejisny '3airik please 7beeby ana<br />a7ibik o abeek inta please dont give up on us" she placed her head on his lap and cried.<br />"Rsal" he sounded weak, tired, upset<br />"7beeby" looking up at him<br />"no more tears please" she flashed him a smile "inshalah"<br />He inched closer to<br />her face as he cupped it with both his hands, her heart was pacing she knew<br />this was it. He leaned in and kissed her. He stood her up and stood in front of<br />her and hugged her tightly "a7ibich Rsal,<br />amout feech intay 7yatie"<br /><br />"can we start<br />over please" looking up into his<br />beautiful eyes. He flashed her a smile and hugged her.<br />------------------<br />"3ziz" Joury was about to do laundry and headed into 3ziz's room to<br />pick up his but she stopped short when she saw him in nothing but a towel<br />wrapped around his waist with water droplets trickling down his tight abs. She<br />stood there jaw dropped, eyes bulging.<br /><br />He moved close to her<br />running his fingers along her lips, he then took her hand and placed on his abs<br />and whispered in the sexiest tone "its all<br />yours" she looked up at him<br />and nervously bit her lips, she didnt know what this would do to him. He<br />grabbed her from her ass crashing her against him as he devoured her full juicy<br />lips.<br /><br />She wanted more, she<br />was ready for more. But at the same time he numbed her. His presence itself<br />paralyzed her and now he was kissing her.<br /><br />He moved away from<br />him, taking a deep breath "jourey" he looked at her with his sultry eyes, he was sexy, he was hot<br />he was simply irresistible.<br />She looked up at him with her honey colored eyes and innocently said "mm" she couldnt speak.<br />"abeech" he said with his raspy voice, it was clear just how turned on<br />he was. She unwrapped his towel, he took off her shirt. He grabbed her ass<br />carrying her up as she wrapped her legs around his waist "you are so sexy you know" he was sucking on her neck, she wanted to answer him she wanted<br />to scream out but she was simply numbed by him.<br />"jourey" he needed to hear her voice<br />"3zizan" that was the last trigger, he carefully placed her onto their<br />bed he took her pants off then slipped her panties off as he left a trail of<br />wet kisses down her neck, her breasts then her tummy.<br /><br />He moved back to her<br />lips, he couldnt get enough of them "you<br />ready?" she was terrified,<br />but she wanted him. She just nodded, even though her insides were shaking.<br />---------------<br />"bs 5ala9 come<br />back home 7beebty" '3aith was hovering<br />his body above Falak, he was dying its been over a month since he touched his<br />wife and he missed her.<br /><br />"7yatie I cant I<br />need all the help with our babies"<br />'3aith was sucking on her neck "o what about<br />me?"<br />"mm inta 7yatie" running her fingers a long his back, something she knew drove<br />him insane<br />"bs?" unbuttoning her night gown<br />"o 3umry" looking at him as she took his shirt off<br />"bs?" kissing her o breathing heavily<br />"o 3umry kila" she was now sucking on his lips, she wanted him. She was hungry<br />for him.<br />"I want you" she moaned out "aah mo kithry I cant wait"<br />"mm we can fix that" as she slipped her hands into his boxers<br />--------------------<br />Farosi: I WANNA GET MARRIED<br />Juwana: haha me too :p<br />Farosi: la I wanna get married for naughty<br />reasons ;$<br />Juwana: me too :$<br />Farosi: walla jd?? :O<br />Juwana: EEE you think its easy to see you and<br />restrain myself ;p?<br />Farosi: juwano yozay 3ny walla ayech al7en o<br />itshofen shay ma shfte :p<br />Juwana: I DARE YOU :p<br />20 minutes later<br />Farosi: ana bara<br />Farosi: look out your window<br />Juwan headed to her window to see Faris's car parked<br />Dialing Farosi<br />Faris: never dare me<br />Juwan: yal mynoon la7ad eshofik<br />Faris: mm come down to me<br />Juwan: baby a5af<br />Faris: 7yatie bs shway 3shan farosich<br />Juwan: mm okay 5 minutes only<br />Faris: aa5 I fucking love you yala ta3aly<br />-------------------<br />That night Lyth and<br />Rsal slept in the same bedroom, but they still hadnt taken their relationship<br />to the next level. Rsal was happy her husband was next to her she held on<br />tightly to him "shfeech<br />7yatie" playing with her hair<br />"a5af itrou7 wt5aleny" looking up at him with her grey eyes<br />"I fell in love<br />with those eyes you think I am going to leave you now?" kissing the crown of her head<br /><br />She snuggled even closer "a5af<br />.... a5af rayam" she couldnt help but<br />cry once again. Lyth pulled her on top of him and hugged her tightly she felt<br />her bones were going to crack any second now but she didnt mind.<br />"no one 9adgeny ma7ad will you take you<br />away from me sam3a?" she just nodded<br />Joury woke up to an<br />empty bed, and her heart skipped a beat. She got out of bed and into her shorts<br />and tank top and headed into the living room to find 3ziz sitting on the couch<br />talking to on the phone.<br />She cuddled up in his lap hugging him, looking up at him as he talked to her<br />father.<br />3ziz: joury *looked down at her with her a loving smile* joury zaina<br />father: inshalah mirta7 ma3aha yuba, wala mny<br />gader anam ga3id a7atekum<br />3ziz: la yuba lat7aty yal'3aly joury a7la shay<br />9ar ib 7yatie<br />Joury buried her face in his chest, she felt the same way too.<br />father: il 7imdilah, 3sa allah etamim 3laikum<br />wainhe aby akalmha<br />joury: hala 3my<br />father: hala feech shlonich yuba?<br />joury: b5air inta shlonik 3my 6amny 3laik<br />father: and b5air damich b5air shloun 3ziz<br />ma3ach?<br />joury: lat7aty 3ziz 7a6ny b3youna<br />father: il 7imdilah, il bait fa'6y mn '3aira<br />joury: laish matzourna 3my?<br />father: la ma aby a'6ygikum<br />joury: afa 3my il bait baitik o i7na 9ij<br />walhanen 3laik ta3al '3ayer jaw<br />father: ana ashouf il shu'3ul o e9er 5air<br />inshalah, t2mreny 3la shay yuba?<br />joury: la salamtik 3my<br />father: alah esalmich yuba ana akalmkum b3dain<br />inshalah ma3a il salama<br />joury: alah e7af'6uk<br />Joury was resting her<br />head on 3ziz's right shoulder, and was hugging his right arm and his head on<br />hers "laish<br />g3dtay?" hugging her tighter<br />"I didnt find you next to me" she couldnt stop smiling<br />He pushed her back so<br />that now they were facing each other. He just looked at her "why are you looking at me like that"<br />"mm" he leaned in and planted a single kiss on her neck sending and<br />electrifying shock down her body "im hungry"<br />"I made<br />strawberry cheesecake janoon told me its your favorite" She was not aware of what she did to him, her innocent words,<br />her delicate voice, her big honey eyes, her soft hair, just her.<br /><br />They walked up the<br />stairs heading into the kitchen where she cut a piece of cake for him and<br />poured a glass of water for him "mintay<br />makla?" pulling her chair<br />closer to his<br />"well I was hoping you would share" resting her chin on his forearm<br />He cut a piece of the cake and carefully fed it to her, leaned in and kissed<br />her.<br />--------------------<br />"baby" Lyth called out from the shower<br />"ya baby" answering him from behind the door<br />"can you bring my<br />shower gel mn the other bathroom please" Rsal freaked out, was he expecting her to hand it to him<br />personally?<br />She walked into the bathroom grabbed the shower gel "7beeby"<br />"hala wain il shower gel baby"<br />"its here 3ndy,<br />ill leave it 3nd il bab okay?" she didnt even want<br />to hear what he had to say<br /><br />"rsool shfeech im<br />in the shower dishay" She was terrified,<br />she tried to keep a straight face. She got to the shower door giving it her<br />back and called out for Lyth.<br /><br />He grabbed her into the shower with him, she<br />was fully clothed "LYTH" he completely ignored her, he pushed her against the wall<br />kissing her neck as he placed his hands under her shirt "dont you think we waited long enough" she was hyperventilating but she had to admit just how much she<br />wanted him.<br />He peeled off her wet shirt dropping it to the floor as he starting to suck on<br />her neck "not in the<br />shower baby"<br />He was breathing heavily kissing her neck "in<br />the shower"<br />Moved down to kiss her collar bone "in the bed"<br />then her right breast "in the car"<br />her stomach "in your room,<br />the pool, the roof kl mukan baby"<br />He slid her shorts and<br />panties off revealing her curvy soft body, it drove him up the wall. This<br />delicate sexy girl was his wife. He could do anything to her and that idea<br />excited him.<br /><br />He boosted her up,<br />tightening her grip around his waist as he slowly and carefully allowed himself<br />into her, their bloods were boiling, their hearts were racing.<br /><br />She was shaking with<br />exciting, tightly wrapping her grip around his neck, digging her nails into his<br />back.<br />----------------------<br />"7yatie yala goum warak imti7an" '9a7y was right about being a heavy sleeper<br />"ya raby '9a7y<br />goum" everything she tried<br />was hopeless. He was laying on his stomach in nothing but his boxers, so she<br />took off her clothes she was completely naked, placed her body on top of his<br />and seductively said "7yatie<br />abeek"<br />"mm inzain bs you do everything ana<br />ta3ban"<br />" '9A7Y" she smacked his shoulders. He hugged her tightly "im just kidding baby, you need to stop doing this its not<br />fair"<br />-----------------------<br />"mama badori mo<br />ra'9y yaskit" Bader has been crying<br />all day and Falak was beginning to worry<br /><br />"3dee yuma, intay you are not eating<br />healthy 3balich ma adre 3n your late night take outs ma3a raylich o mo zain<br />leana you are breast feeding"<br />"shasawi mama I<br />miss my husband o eyely bilail yo3an wna ma feny 7ail asawela shay so the<br />easiest thing is take out" cradling her baby<br />hoping he would sleep.<br />"wain sadoma?" her mother asked<br />"3nd '3aith bl nursery"<br />It took Falak 2 hours<br />to get bader to finally sleep. '3aith walked in carrying Sadeem, the image of<br />her husband carrying on of their babies turned her on. It was the sexiest<br />thing, and he knew it.<br />"I know what you are doing"<br />"shino?" he innocently answered as he placed Sadeem down. He layed down<br />next to her "walla iny<br />ta3ban" playing with her hair<br />----------<br />KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK<br />"its open" Lyth and Rsal were watching a movie in their living room, she<br />was snuggled next to him.<br /><br />"lyth aby<br />akalmik" his sister with her<br />attitude, Lyth kissed Rsal's cheek and said "tikalmy jdam rsool 3dee"<br />"la abek bro7ik" walking out of their apartment.<br />Rsal clung on to his shirt "latrou7" as her eyes teared up<br />"shfeech 7yatie, she just wants to talk<br />to me"<br />"bs a5af" hugging him tightly<br />"3umry lat5afen i7na shgnla?" hugging her back<br />His attempt to<br />reassure her that everything will be okay did not sit right with her. Lyth walked<br />out of the apartment and down the stairs where his sister was waiting "int mynoon? what are you doing? shouf ana kalamt omy and I<br />told her ina Rsal doesnt want kids o I told her itkalm murt 3my 3shan ta56ublik<br />bnt-ha"<br /><br />Lyth had it with his sister, he knew she was evil but to stoup<br />low enough to go to his mother and make up such a lie. He just gave gave her a<br />look and walked away.<br />Rsal knew something was going to happen, she felt it in her gut.<br />Lyth smiled to her, sitting next to her and pretending like nothing happened.<br />What was his sister planning on doing?<br />Will this marriage happen?<br />3ziz and Joury headed<br />to bed after their midnight cheesecake snack. She snuggled close to him, its<br />strange the feeling you get after sharing an intimate moment with the one you<br />love you want them close by next to you, as if worried they might just leave.<br />"shfeech baby" playing with her fingers<br />"nothing laish?" looking up at him<br />"sakta" sliding down so that they were face to face<br />"ma adree" not meeting his gaze<br />"mistansa?" brushing her lips with his ever so gently.<br />She nodded.<br />"mm taben b3d?" this time he let his lips linger on hers.<br />She looked up at him<br />with her piercing eyes that began to tear up. He placed his body on top of<br />hers, and with a worried tone asked "shfeech<br />7yatie?"<br />"um" she didnt know what to tell him, she didnt know what to say<br />"joury shfeech<br />baby?" he was worried he<br />thought he might have done something. He wiped her tear with her, planting<br />another kiss on her lip, this time it was a loving gentle one.<br />"7yatie itha ma tabeny we dont have<br />to"<br />She looked up at him<br />with her innocent eyes, and look and said "its<br />not that I dont want to, it just ......... hurts" You would think he would be worried, scared to say the least<br />but no, not 3ziz he just smiled with accomplishment.<br /><br />Her cheeks quickly<br />turned red as she pulled him down to her to hug him, she just wanted him close<br />to her, and even his body was crushing hers she wanted his warmth his love.<br />------------------<br />Lyth went to bed<br />without looking at or touching Rsal, she was worried that things might have<br />fallen back to routine or that his sister mentioned something that upset him.<br /><br />She took a shower<br />since she needed time away to cry peacefully, but she was surprised when he<br />joined her "shfeech 7yatie<br />laish il tears?"<br /><br />Seeing him standing<br />naked in front of her with water trickling down his glistening chiseled body,<br />with his broad shoulders slumped forward, his eyes shining she couldnt believe<br />he was hers, her husband.<br /><br />She moved closer to<br />him as she wrapped her arms around his rock hard torso. She placed her head on<br />his chest and listened to his speeding heart beats. She just hugged him,<br />something deep inside told her this might be the last time she hugs him, holds<br />him.<br />Love him.<br />She looked up at him,<br />with eager hungry eyes, stood on her tip tip and placed her lips on his she<br />just let them there, taking in the shape, taste and feel of his lips on hers<br />she then slightly parted his lips engulfing his upper lip.<br /><br />He let her take<br />control, it excited him seeing his wife want him, need him. He went with the<br />flow like a slave following orders.<br /><br />She turned the shower<br />off dried him with a towel then led him into their bed, she placed him on the<br />bed and straddled him with her on top, gently rubbing her body against his as<br />she kissed his lips, she coudlnt get enough.<br /><br />She moved down to his<br />neck, his chest, abs and she saw just how much he wanted her, he couldnt wait<br />on longer but she was not ready just yet.<br /><br />He placed her onto her<br />back positioning himself on top of her, he knew she wanted to tease him and<br />decided to be a tease himself. He was rubbing himself against her, he wanted<br />her to scream out for him, he didnt want to give in just yet.'<br />After 45 minutes of foreplay Rsal was literally melting she wanted him now and<br />she told him.<br />------------------<br />Faris and Juwan were<br />growing restless of just waiting, they had a strong physical attraction and<br />couldnt hold back. They decided to spend the day his uncles shalaih were he<br />knew they wouldnt be disturb.<br /><br />He planned a meal for<br />them. She didnt know he could cook. He was in the kitchen chopping up the salad<br />in his swimming trunk, she hugged him from behind inhaling his scent "im hungry"<br /><br />"ma buga shay<br />7yatie" continuing with the<br />chopping, he didnt pick up on her words. She forcefully turned him around<br />leaving a trail of kisses on his bare back and then she looked up at him and<br />said "no baby im hungry for you"<br /><br />He dropped the knife,<br />and carried her onto the couch placing himself on top of her "yeah?" she could feel his<br />breath increasing and his heart rate accelerating, she didnt think this through<br />she just wanted to tease him, she didnt think she would have this affect on<br />him.<br /><br />Faris on the other<br />hand just wanted her, he was busy kissing her neck and the top of her breast to<br />pay attention to the surrounding. His uncle walked in and slammed the door<br />cause he knew Faris was in the shalaih but little did he know what they were up<br />to.<br /><br />Juwan quickly hid her<br />face embarrassed with herself, Faris on the other hand just collapsed on her.<br /><br />His uncle walked up<br />the stairs pretending like he hasnt seen anything "fashlaaa" juwan almost cried<br />out<br />"3dee its 7amany" he was frustrated with his uncles timing<br />"bs still al7en<br />what will he think of me" Faris hovered his<br />body to look at her "let him think<br />whatever he wants to baby intay 7alely o 3umry o galby o 7yatie o kily"<br /><br />She completely forgot<br />about 7amany being in the shalaih, hearing his voice looking into his eyes<br />being close to him just made her forget everything, she pulled him down<br />devouring his lips.<br />----------------<br />Incoming call 7mood<br />jana: na3am<br />7mood: laish il nafsya<br />jana: sorry taby agolik hala 7beeby hala<br />7moody<br />7mood: la mo layeg 3laich idal3eny<br />jana: laish balah<br />7mood: ma adree ma at5ylich it7iben o I cant<br />see you married<br />Jana shut the phone in<br />his face. The love of her life said that about her, her life needs to end now.<br />jana: jourety :s<br />jourety: 3uumry<br />jana: come back 5ala9 enough with the marriage<br />thing I need you :(<br />jourety: shfeech 7yatie?<br />jana: I NEED YOU<br />jourety: come visit :D<br />jana: 9ij?<br />jourety: ee babe ta3aly 3my might come tell<br />him you wanna come with him<br />jana: OKAY akalma o agolich ;p<br />-------------<br />The sun is shining,<br />its a new day and with it comes new issues. Lyth headed downstairs to have<br />breakfast with his parents before heading to work and was met with the shocking<br />news.<br /><br />"lyth yuba int<br />tadre 3mik rayal kber o tadry ina we9eyat yadik alah yur7uma inik ta5ith bnt<br />3mik" Lyth dropped his fork<br />"yuba laish ma gltly hal kalam gabl la<br />a5th rsal?"<br />"3de yuba il shr3 7alal arb3 b3dain ana kalamt 3mik o 56ibt<br />bnta lik o inshalah bacher il milcha"<br />"Falaak, falook ta3aly shofay bador ma<br />adre shfee" Falak moved back to<br />her house, and things were horrible to say the least. She didnt sleep. Didnt<br />eat. Didnt rest. One baby slept, the other woke up and vice versa.<br /><br />Ghaith tried to be there as much as he could<br />and when he wasnt at work he would be at home helping her but they were<br />drifting apart, they both knew it but could do nothing about it until one day.<br />"baby I hate how we are" he blurted out as he took off his watch<br />"adree" not meeting his gaze<br />He sat down next to her, taking her hands into<br />his "shino il<br />7l?" She looked up at her<br />husband, her soul mate, the father of her children, her better half, her<br />everything "ma adree" she said.<br /><br />He moved closer to her hugging her, he hasnt<br />touched her in ages and having him close to her consoling her, loving her was<br />all she needed.<br />All she wanted.<br />------------------<br />3ziz stormed into the apartment scaring Joury.<br />She left the kitchen and walked down to greet him with a hug but was shocked<br />when he just headed into their bedroom not even looking at her.<br /><br />She was worried, she knew something was wrong<br />but was afraid to ask. It took her half an hour to grow the courage to knock<br />the door. She walked in and found him in bed "3zizan shfeek?"<br />sitting down next to him.<br />"wla shay" giving her his back<br />"shino wla shay, baby tell me"<br />"intay laish it7neen?" he got out of bed into the bathroom slamming the door behind<br />him.<br />-----------<br />"sh...sh...shino ya3ne?" Rsal could not believe the words coming out of Lyth's mouth. He<br />was getting married.<br /><br />He was no longer hers, she would have to share<br />him. Someone else was going to touch him, love him, kiss him, hold him, smell<br />him, breathe him.<br />"rsal 7yatie mo ib 2edy walla" he collapsed onto his knees, he felt weak something he hated<br />but what was he to do.<br />"6aligny" giving him her back<br />"na3am?" he yelled out "ana a7ibich rsal<br />ma agdar a3esh mn '3airich shloun tabeny a6algich"<br />"I WONT SHARE YOU LYTH"<br />-------------<br />"njude" 7arith called out for her. She walked down the stairs to her<br />husband, her heart was pounding she was finally going to see her parents after<br />the whole divorce incident. She didnt want to go.<br />"ma aby arou7" hugging him<br />"7beebty lazem itro7en hathoul<br />ahalich"<br />"adree bs a5af" her voice shaky<br />"mn shino wna<br />ma3ach?" she looked up at him<br />and placed a light kiss on his lips as they headed to her parents house<br />Rsal: yala juwana wainich?<br />Juwan: yala yala 2 minutes o akoun bara<br />Rsal: back door please okay ma aby a7ad<br />eshoufny<br />Juwan: are you sure about this?<br />Rsal: no, but I cant share him juwana I cant<br />Rsal made sure she collected all her<br />belongings and she waited for Lyth to leave the house. She made her mind up,<br />she was to leave she could not stay and face him.<br />She loved him too much to share him.<br />Juwan gave her a missed call which was her cue<br />to leave, she glanced one last time at her apartment and before leaving she<br />took Lyth's shirt, the one he was wearing before he left and walked out quietly<br />to Juwan.<br /><br />They loaded her luggage into the trunk of the<br />car, and drove off to her parents house. Faris was waiting for them and the<br />second he saw his sister, he saw the hurt in her eyes, the pain in her voice<br />all he could do was hug her.<br />They took her up to her room where she got under the covers to cry her pain<br />away.<br />Dialing Ma2aby<br />ma2ab: 7yatie<br />Rsal: I left<br />ma2ab: are you sure?<br />Rsal: ma2ab I cant walla ma agdar ag3ad ma3ah<br />wna adre ina fee wa7da '3airy ra7 itjesa call me selfish call me childish bs he<br />is my husband, my soul my heart o I just cant<br /><br />ma2ab: I understand rsolty allah e9aber<br />galbich I wish I could be there tabeny ashouf if I can take a week off<br />Rsal: no no intay bs rakzay 3la derastich o<br />3la '9a7y<br />ma2ab: inshalah intay 6amneny 3laich okay<br />Rsal: okay babe, ana banamly shway akalmich<br />b3dain yeah<br />ma2ab: okay rsool I love you<br />Rsal: I love you to ma2aby<br />KNOCK KNOCK<br />"come in" quickly wiping her tears away<br />"7beebat omik" her mother's loving voice shattered her, she couldnt hold it in<br />anymore<br />"mama ana mi7tajlich, ma 3ndy a7ad<br />'3airich 7tan lyth ma yabny mama ma yabny" falling into her mothers lap as she cried her heart out, she<br />kept crying as her mother hugged her.<br />She cried herself to sleep<br />"shlonha?" her father asked lovingly planting a kiss on her forehead<br />"a5 ya faisal bntna shafat il wail b3dha<br />9'3era 3la kl tha" getting up to hug her<br />husband. Her parents left her to sleep soundly.<br />My Everything Calling<br />1 missed call<br />My Everything Calling<br />19 missed calls<br />my baby: PING !!!<br />my baby: RSAL I need you baby please come back<br />to me<br />my baby: ana ta7at I am not leaving 7tan lo<br />anam bl syara rsolty intay 3umry o galby o kily shbaswi mn '3airich<br />my baby: please baby<br />28 missed calls<br />Lyth did end up staying in her house, but he<br />slept in the guest room. He convinced his father to postpone the milcha to his<br />cousin until Rsal came back home and after hours of constant arguing and<br />fighting his parents finally agreed.<br />------------<br />Falak woke up to an empty bed, she quickly<br />jumped out of bed with a heavy heart the babies didnt wake her up which was<br />unusual and of course any new mother would always think the worst.<br /><br />She ran over to their bedroom to find Ghaith<br />asleep on the couch with bader in his hands, and Sadeem laying down next to<br />her. She carefully carried Sadeem and placed her into her crib then took Bader<br />out of Ghaith's hand "ha 7beebty"<br />"good morning 7yatie,<br />rou7 kaml noumtik in bed ana ag3ad ma3a our babies"<br /><br />"la baby 7u6ay bador<br />in his crib o ta3aly insad7ay yamy walhan 3laich"</div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-91394683992526350162012-04-08T00:55:00.001-07:002012-04-08T01:14:45.786-07:00Jawl part 3 ;**<div><br />She got out of the car to find Turki waiting in the elevator in nothing but his<br />jeans and flip flops.<br /><br />She knew this was<br />going to be hard, she knew he was sexy, hot, but seeing him shirtless with his<br />scruffy look turned her insides inside out. He didnt say a word, he just pulled<br />her into him hugging her lovingly.<br /><br />He needed to shower<br />her with love and attention because its what she was lacking right now.<br />She didnt say anything, she was exhausted. She got another beating from '9a7y<br />last night and was soar all over. He lead her into his apartment.<br />"shfeech 7yatie" tucking her hair behind her ear<br />"turki ana ta3bana" she lifted her sleeve up to show him her bruised arm "he hits me"<br />Turki was mad, they<br />never agreed on hitting. He was so engrossed in his thinking, he didnt notice<br />her crying. He pulled her onto his lap and hugged her. He felt bad for her, and<br />he almost forgot about his deal but his bad boy evil side quickly took over<br />him.<br />"baby" he whispered into her ears in the sexiest tone ever, it made her<br />dizzy<br />"mm"<br />"you want to<br />forget everything?" he was daringly<br />staring into her eyes, she knew what he was talking about.<br />"shloun? '9a7y lail7en ma d5al 3lay" getting right to the point<br />"intay mo gltay he comes home<br />drunk?" this was all planned<br />out, he was just reciting his lines<br />"ee bs he goes to<br />bed" waiting to see where<br />this is going "okay uhwa lmn<br />edish il bait go to his room, and he is a man fa he will do anything o intay<br />work your magic"<br />"laa turki 5yfa" what if it didnt work<br />"3la ra7tich" turning his attention to the television<br />Ma2ab stood up, took<br />his hand and led him into the bedroom. He unbuttoned her shirt not taking his<br />eye off her lips. He then slipped her jeans off, grabbed her ass and boosted<br />her up as she secured her legs around his waist.<br /><br />He started to<br />passionately kiss her neck. He gently placed her onto the bed, leaving a trail<br />of kiss that started from her right leg all the way up to her neck. He then<br />whispered into her ears<br />"do you want me"<br />Her insides were on<br />fire, her first kiss, the first time a man touches her, kisses her, sends her<br />on a wild roller coaster was just a random man not her husband.<br /><br />She couldnt bare to<br />say the words yes, so she just nodded. Turki knew she wouldnt turn him down.<br />------------<br />Dialing Saja<br />saja: 7beeby mabrook<br />'3aith: shino mabrook intay mynoon<br />saja: shfeek im39ib 7yatie a5eran fee shay<br />yarbu6na 3shan you leave hathech<br />'3aith: lo 3la ga9<br />irgubty ma ahdha tism3en, shofay sajo fukeny minich o min sharich ana shino<br />ya'9mnly ina mo il zift rylich<br />saja: you wish, its yours 7yatie its ours<br />finally so what will we do now<br />'3aith: shino what will we do ya mama ana ma<br />abech wla aby il ib ba6nich<br />saja: what are you saying<br />'3aith: fhmeha intay<br />mn kaifich bs mo tyeny wtgolen hatha wldik ana I want nothing with him sam3a<br />saja: e9eer 5air ya '3aith, ma a6l3 bnt oboy<br />itha ma 5alaitik itbous rely<br />'3aith: hahah '9ak7teny, wain oboch 3nich<br />Saja shut the phone in his face and was furious, but scared. He<br />might ask for a paternity test and they would then know it was not his baby.<br />She needs to find a way to pin the baby to him, he has to carry '3aith's name<br />to get his fortune.<br />It quickly came to her.<br />His fortune.<br />His grandfather.<br />Perfect.<br />Dialing Tarkan<br />turki: mm<br />'3aith: nayem<br />turki: haha ya3nee 5air<br />'3aith: 3ndy mushkila<br />turki:<br />*sitting up* shfeek '3youth<br />'3aith: int wainik lazem ashofik<br />turki:<br />*looking at Ma2ab who fast asleep with a smile on her face* mm 36ny sa3a bs okay<br />'3aith: okay<br />"why do I smell the beach" she asked him since her eyes were covered<br />"cause i7na 3l ba7ar"<br />"bs ana ma a7ib il ba7ar" pulling his hands away from her eyes<br />He was shocked "mino my7ib il<br />ba7ar?"<br />"ana" she smiled to him<br />"tara sa3a 3n<br />sa3a you are shocking me, shloun mat7been il ba7ar intay akeed kuwaitya?" looking at her like he was upset with her<br />"ee, bs ma a7ib il ba7ar bl kuwait its<br />not clear its scary" looking at his lips<br />"sht6al3n?" he gave her a naughty look<br />"haa" she didnt think he<br />would have noticed<br />"mn gal haa<br />sma3" moving closer to her,<br />she instantly moved away from him. She wasnt afraid of him, she was afraid of<br />her lack of control<br />"7arooth 5ala9" walking towards the beach<br />7arith carried her and ran to the water<br />"agu6ich?"<br />"LAAAAAAAA please 7arith laa laaa"<br />"golay 7arith is the sexiest hottest guy<br />ever"<br />"MABY" she giggled<br />"walla agu6ich" he loosened his grip to scare her<br />"7arooth is the<br />sexiest hottest guy EVER" she quickly yelled<br />out. He placed her down on the sand and kissed the crown of her head "3baly b3d, o dgeega phone call"<br /><br />"aloo .... hala<br />bl ga6i3 .... ana bl shalaih laa bs yay shway o b7ader .... mmm agoul ta3al I<br />want you to meat someone .... yala bye"<br /><br />Rsal was busy playing<br />with the sand "mino byey?" she asked, she knew he wouldnt allow anyone to meet her he must<br />be a close friend.<br />"9a7by bs he is more like a brother, do<br />you mind?"<br />"not at all" she flashed him her beautiful smile<br />"youm 3n youm tid5len ib galby you<br />know" he was holding her<br />hand<br />"ee adree" teasing him<br />"amout 3l theqa ana" kissing the palm of her hand<br />"inzain what are we doing here?" looking around at the empty shalaihs<br />"emshay" he lead her to a back porch where there was a table set for 2 "I hope you are hungry" he whispered into his ear sending a jolt down her spinal cord<br />"someone didnt let me have<br />breakfast" sticking her tongue<br />out to him<br />"hahah thats why I am making it up to you<br />know imshay"<br />He had nothing special<br />just a wide assortment of pastries, juices, jams. He had a variety of cold cuts<br />and fresh veggies.<br /><br />"aswelik<br />sandwich?" she asked him, her<br />question took him off guard he wasnt use to a girl taking care of him, the<br />girls he was with liked him for his looks, his names, his cars or his money. He<br />just nodded.<br /><br />Rsal started singing<br />to herself as she slowly built up his sandwich for him. She poured him a cup of<br />pineapple juice and placed the food in front of him, while she made her<br />sandwich "bl 3fia"<br /><br />"alah e3afech<br />w5alech 7beebty yala ban6urich"<br />He was still taken back buy her gesture, she reminded him of his mother's<br />kindness, and care taking. It warmed his heart.<br /><br />They enjoyed their<br />sandwiches, as they talked about random things. He couldnt get enough of her,<br />his hands were constantly in hers, or playing with her hair or brushing her<br />cheeks. She loved the attention she was getting.<br />-----------------<br />Ma2ab opened her eyes<br />to an empty room. She looked around for Turki then quickly heard the shower in<br />the bathroom. She stretched as she smiled, she made a decision.<br /><br />She was going to<br />ignore the guilt feeling and just have fun, she is too young to over think<br />everything.<br /><br />"9a7 il<br />noum" he said as he hovered<br />his body over hers wearing nothing but his boxers. She just smiled back<br /><br />He leaned in to plant<br />a kiss on her lips, slowly sucking on them to get a taste before he headed out "ana b6l3 for an hour wld 3my yabeny will you be<br />here?"<br />"ee, um maby arid il bait bro7y" her eyes tearing.<br />He quickly wiped her tears "laish wain<br />'9a7y?" he was getting<br />annoyed with this man<br />"safar o maby<br />arou7 bait ahaly o they ask me uhwa wain" her voice croaked as<br />she heard herself, she had no one.<br />"5ala9 3yal tnamen 3ndy okay?" getting out of bed<br />"okay bs my bag ib syarty brou7<br />ayebha"<br />"laa 5al3ch ana<br />al7en a5aly il front desk eyobnha lich, wain your key?" After she handed him her car key, he called the front desk and<br />asked them to bring her bag up to the apartment while he changed.<br /><br />"here is your bag<br />baby, il bait baitich anything you want or need go ahead o ill be back with<br />lunch okay?" blowing her a fly<br />kiss<br />Ma2ab was happy.<br />She was her old self again, the way she was before getting married<br />--------------<br />"haa '3aith<br />shfeek" Turki asked as he<br />placed the cup of coffee in front of '3aith who looked like he has seen a ghost<br /><br />"remember the<br />girl I saw? ily bl bm?" he knew Turki wouldnt<br />judge him unlike 7arith<br /><br />"ee shfeeha" he knew '3aith has been up to something, but he hoped it had<br />nothing to do with the girl<br /><br />"she was my<br />girlfriend for 3 years o b3dain ehy tzawjat o bs I never heard from her until<br />that day ily shfnaha, il muhum ehya dagat 3ly o she wanted to see me o<br />ana..." he dropped his head,<br />he was ashamed with himself<br />"okay fahamt o Falak found out?" it explained why '3aith had changed<br />"ee bs thats not<br />the issue, tarkan she called me itgoly ehya 7amel" Turki didnt know what to say, he was speechless for the first<br />time in his life he was given a problem he couldnt even fix<br />"tarkan shfeek sakit ma adre shsawi,<br />agoul 7g Falak?" he was lost<br />"laa shino<br />itgolaha mynoon int? shouf first thing we need to do is get a test to prove its<br />yours o we will work from there"<br />trying to comfort his cousin<br /><br />"5ala9 okay" not so thrilled with what Turki said<br />"ism3ny you need to act cool my9er falak<br />itshik okay?" Turki knew '3aith was<br />always honest about everything<br />"ee inshalah bs ana 5yf minha, tara saja<br />mo hyna"<br />"lat7aty ya wld<br />3my 5alha 3ly ana" Turki took her number<br />just in case, he needed to think about this "ashofik ib bait yady il laila okay"<br /><br />They each drove off<br />'3aith heading home to Falak and Turki picking up lunch before heading back to<br />Ma2ab.<br />He called a friend and asked him about Saja.<br />-----------------------<br />"baby" '3aith called out for Falak, who popped her head out of the<br />kitchen door "you are<br />early" she said<br />"3la shino" he was intrigued, he never saw her in the kitchen<br />"ta3al"<br />"shino hatha" he looked at her with the biggest grin<br />"I COOKED" she joyfully yelled out<br />"min awalha machbous?" he was at a loss for words<br />"akeed I want to<br />be a good house wife, and I made it the way your mother did she helped me<br />maskeen 2thait-ha kil shway I call her" Falak was engrossed in explaining every detail of this meal,<br />however, he was engrossed in her. She was in a yellow strapless sun dress with<br />a white apron, she had her hair up in a pony tail and just outlined her eyes<br />with kohl. But she had a smile that shone brighter than the sun.<br />"alooo" she noticed he was not paying attention<br />"halaa" he smiled<br />"ma sm3t ayshay gltla?" she was upset<br />"hahah sorry sorry inzain ana yo3an lets<br />eat!"<br />"OKAY" she was excited. She set the table and brought out the food and<br />sat next to '3aith as they enjoyed their meal.<br /><br />"tslam 2edich<br />7beebty" helping her clear the<br />table "baby ma s2ltich<br />you think we need a nanny 3shan itna'9if?" washing his hand in the kitchen sink<br /><br />"it3rf risa ily<br />ib baitna? she cooks as well o mama ma tabeha fa laish ma na5th-ha 3shan she<br />cooks 7gna" loading up the dish<br />washer<br /><br />"I dont mind,<br />5ala9 3la ma asawi her papers inwadeha baitna 3shan tit3lm cham shu'3la" he loved his mother's cooking<br />"yuum okay" pouring the boiling water in the thermos.<br />They headed into their living room to have their afternoon tea before they took<br />their nap.<br />"il salaam<br />3laa......" before Lyth could<br />finish his sentence he was shocked by the person in front of him "RSOOOL" he shouted<br /><br />"heheh hey<br />buddy" she smiled to him,<br />never in a million years did she think 7arith and Lyth were friends.<br />"uhh it3rfoun b3'9?" 7arith was confused<br />"why yes we<br />do" Lyth said as he took<br />a seat next to 7arith "so he is the<br />special someone?" directing his words<br />to Rsal who instantly turned a deep shade of red.<br /><br />"you have neen<br />talking about me?" 7arith was still not<br />sure of his feelings, he had a million question but he knew better than to drop<br />them now.<br />"ee" Rsal said as she moved closer to 7arith and looked deep into his<br />eyes.<br />Lyth felt the emotions<br />in the air, he saw the way she looked at him, the way 7arith watched her.<br />His friend was falling in love.<br />"tara im here" trying to wake them up trance they were in.<br />"so tell me how did you meet?" 7arith couldnt wait any longer<br />"well, remember<br />lmn ri7t bait juwan for a gathering? well your friend here made fun of my<br />singing imagine" placing her hands<br />into his<br />"haha o int sh3rfik ib Juwan?" 7arith asking Lyth<br />"ahal Juwan kanaw<br />ma3na ib amreca, o kanaw sakneen ib nafs il apartment building fa knt al3ab<br />ma3a o5oha o bs we stayed in touch leana they left b3d ma 5ala9 obhum his<br />PHD" grabbing a mini<br />strawberry tart and stuffing it in his mouth<br />"ahaa, small world" looking at Rsal who was gazing at the water<br />Incoming Call Tarkan<br />7arith: hala turki<br />turki: 3sh mn sm3 9outik ya5ee wainik<br />7arith has been avoiding Turki, but he missed him<br />7arith: 3ashat ayamik, at'3ala 3laik<br />turki: hahaha e7iglik, ha wainik?<br />7arith: mako walla yet<br />il shalaih a'3ayer jw bs b7ader al7en warana 3sha bait yady il laila<br />turki: mur il duwanya<br />7arith: inshalah<br />The instant Rsal heard<br />Turki's name, her features changed. Lyth leaned in and whispered "shfeech"<br />"agolik b3dain okay?" before 7arith ended his phone call<br />"everything ok?" Rsal was worried because 7arith stiffened up<br />He smiled to her<br />reassuring her, then took her hand to take her for a walk, Lyth joined of<br />course.<br />-----------------------<br />"mm 7beeby your phone is ringing" Falak moving closer to '3aith<br />"intay rday" crushing her under his arms<br />She looked at the phone and saw it was her mother in law<br />Falak: *clearing<br />her voice* hala 5alty<br />on-'3aith: hala yuma, nymen?<br />Falak: ee walla bs ashwa ga3dtena<br />om-'3aith: ee yuma, knt bs2ilich shloun il<br />'3da?<br />Falak: it was good, bs a7is il 3aish kan lyen<br />shway bs '3aith i3jba,<br />om-'3aith: hny o 3fia,<br />lazem yuma awal mara ekoun il 3aish mo nathry bs ma3a il wagt tit3wdain<br /><br />Falak: ee inshalah,<br />5alty ana sharait 2 mango cheesecakes, a chocolate one 7g the kids o it3rfen il<br />7ilo ily fee cream mn da5el mn baitna 5lait-hum eswoun 7g il 3sha ilyoum kafy?<br />om-'3aith: ee yuma wayed b3d laish kalftay 3la<br />3umrich, a9lan ana hm imswya<br />Falak: ya36ech il 3fia haha ana ma swait shay<br />om-'3aith: 5ala9 yuma a5alekum o ashofkum il<br />laila inshalah mo tab6oun<br />Falak: inshalah 5alty, ma3a il salama<br />Before Falak could<br />even reach over to place the phone on the bed side table, '3aith crushed her<br />with his heavy body.<br />"i cant breathe" barely managing to blurt out<br />"3dy murty 7alaly aswy fech ily aby" kissing her neck<br />"baby ma 3ndina wagt we are going to be<br />late"<br />"laa fee wagt there always is time for<br />this"<br />-------------------------<br />The family started<br />piling up at the grandparents house. The women gathered in the inside guest<br />room, while the men were in the duwanya which was not attached to the house and<br />had its own entrance.<br />"are you ready for the wedding?" Falak asked Njude as she took a sip of the coffee<br />"3dee" Njudes' eyes were sad, anyone could see that<br />"whats wrong?" Falak was concerned, she grew closer to Njude<br />"its a long story" no one knew the truth, except for her parents<br />"I have time, emshay inrou7 il<br />garden" smiling to her<br />"bu il shabab<br />shfeek shayef 7alik 3laina?" Turki nudging 7arith<br />who was engulfed in his phone<br /><br />"ana? laa walla<br />bs int ma adre wainik hal ayam"<br />Turki smiled remember ma2ab who was waiting for him in his apartment.<br /><br />"ahaa tarkan<br />tukfa gole you are being safe" 7arith couldnt be<br />judgmental, he use to do the exact same thing Turki was doing<br />"latwa9y 7are9"<br />"ya 3yal" their grandfathers loud roars<br />"hala yuba" the men headed to their grandfather<br />"wain Rakano?" their grandfather's weekly dinner was a must and no one would<br />dare miss it<br />"al7en akalma yuba" answered '3aith<br />The men socialized and<br />welcomed the visitors while the women did the same. Before they knew it they<br />were all called out for dinner which was always a buffet set outside in the<br />fancy tent.<br /><br />7arith, '3aith and<br />Turki were sitting next to their grandfather talking "yuba '3aith wain Falak?" '3aith stood up to call his wife.<br /><br />"il salam<br />3laikum" her gentle soft voice<br />welcomed them as she sat down next to '3aith's grandfather "shlonik yuba"<br />she felt safe and loved around him.<br /><br />"ib 5air dam 3ainy shaftich, intay shlonich inshalah<br />mirta7a ma3a waldna" Turki looked down as<br />Falak smiled and answered.<br />"yuba it3rfen Turki o 7arith" Falak smiled to each of them and nodded.<br />----------------<br />Lyth: you ok?<br />Rsal: ee laish<br />Lyth: whats up with Turki?<br />Rsal: long story<br />Lyth: I have time<br />Rsal: okay wainik?<br />Lyth: bl bait I can meet you, Starbucks Plaza?<br />Rsal: okay ill see you there<br />"oh bs thats the<br />story with Turki" Taking a sip of her<br />iced venti caramel mochiatto as she admired Lyth's looks. His eyes naturally<br />attracted people, it was like they were flirting nonchalantly, his dark<br />complexion, dark eyes, darker hair and the thing she found the most attractive<br />on every man was his smile. His smile shined brighter than the sun.<br /><br />"sm3eny Rsal,<br />intay it7ben 7arith?" he needed answers<br /><br />"um ma adree if<br />its love bs I care a lot about him laish" she was afraid of the question<br />"na9e7a, itha<br />Turki 7a6 ib balah shay aw a7ad he wont drop it 9adgeny o itha Turki dara inich<br />intay o 7arith a couple ra7 emout and he will do the impossible to break you<br />apart 9a7 7arith is his cousin Tarkan e7ib yit7akum fena e7ib ekoun il mas2oul<br />3na ka2ana uhwa o5ona il kber o since 7arith ma3nda 5wan Turki steps in for<br />that role ma3ana ma bainhum ila cham shahar"<br /><br />"so what are you<br />saying?"<br /><br />"nothing, you<br />heard what I had to say and I will always be here for you bs you dont want to<br />be on Turki's bad side, nor would you want that for 7arith leana if it comes<br />down to it 7arith will side with his cousin 9adgeny their family has a strong<br />bond no one can break it, they cover for each other and will do the impossible<br />for each other. ana I am not blood bs they do that for me" Lyth was being hard on her but she needed to know the truth, he<br />had to be there for her<br />Rsal got a phone call and excused herself<br />Rsal: hala mama<br /><br />mama: zain thakrty<br />omik inti wain?<br /><br />Rsal: starbucks laish<br />mama<br /><br />mama: mita raj3a?<br /><br />Rsal: mama is<br />everything okay?<br /><br />mama: aywa mama bs<br />nib'3a ni6la3 3l 3sha<br /><br />Rsal: okay mommy al7en<br />ayey<br /><br />mama: 6yb la tsr3en<br /><br />Rsal: inshalah<br /><br />"Lyth ana<br />5yfa"<br /><br />"Rsool ana ma<br />gltlich to scare you, intay mithel i5ty and I had to tell you shofay for now be<br />extra careful okay o anything you need im here, yala gomay"<br /><br />Lyth walked her to her<br />car, giving her a reassuring smile before she drove away.<br />"7beebty wain<br />rsal?" Faisal hugging his<br />wife<br />"kalamt Rsal o hy<br />jaya wain Faroos?" running her hand<br />through her husbands hair<br />"ana mwjoud,<br />intaw ma tmloun mn b3'9 kil ma adish 3laikum masken ba3a'9?" Faris loved teasing his parents<br /><br />"akeed laa bshouf<br />int kaif itha jt 7urmtik"<br /><br />"laa tw il nas<br />3ly b3dy shaab ma malait mn 7yat il 3zobya" kissing his fathers head<br />"bs yuma Faris<br />ab'3a afra7 feek wshouf bizranik"<br />tearing up<br /><br />"inshalah yuma<br />3ndich Rsal 7u6ay 7ailich feeha"<br /><br />"shfeeha Rsal?" Rsal danced into the house<br />"7beebat galby,<br />baba wainich hal ayam ma ashouf dalo3ty walhan 3laich" hugging his daughter, Rsal felt guilty for neglecting her family<br /><br />"baba wain<br />ma2aby?" Rsal trying to change<br />the topic before she cries<br /><br />"galat she will<br />meet us there, yala imshaw"<br /><br />Faris drove his<br />parents and his sisters to marina waves. As soon as they got settled into their<br />seats, Ma2ab joined them looking glamorous<br /><br />"wain rijlik laih<br />ma ja m3ik?"<br />"7yatie '9a7y ra7<br />il Ba7rain 3nda shu'3ul" flashing them a smile<br /><br />"mama kaif 7alik<br />inshalah mirta7a o mabsou6a ma3a?"<br />her mother was worried about her daughter, she didnt want to marry her off at<br />such a young age but she knew ma2ab wanted this<br />"akeed mabsou6a<br />mama il 7imdilah mny im3nsa mithel b3'9 il nas" looking at Rsal<br /><br />"ma2ab Rsal<br />tawnha 9'3era o ma yaha il rayal ily yswaha" Faris defending his sister who looked hurt<br /><br />"aywa daf3 3nha<br />ma ka2ana ana i5tik zyha" looking at the menu<br />"i7na yayen<br />nit3sha as a family aw are you going to be arguing all night?" their father mad at their daughter's relationship<br />"ana ma3ndy kalam<br />agoula ana ma a7u6 rasy ib rasy bazaren" pulling her phone out<br />"ya bnt<br />5ala9" her mother snapped at<br />her<br /><br />Lyth: how is dinner?<br />Rsal: HELL, kl shway<br />itsameny il 3nis :p<br />Lyth: 5ala9 ill make you a deal, if you turn<br />40 and you are not married (which I doubt it) ana I will marry you shrayich :p<br />Rsal: ya3ne?<br />Lyth: ee e7a9lich Lyth mil7 il dinya ;)<br />Rsal: mada7 nafsa yabela .... shino??<br />Lyth: BOSA akeed :D<br />Rsal: hahah go call one of your girl friends<br />Lyth: I am meeting one now 3n ithnich shway ;p<br />Rsal: BE SAFE :$<br />Lyth: loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool<br />shakoo just because bshoufha doesnt mean you know ;) tara walla im a good guy<br />bs a7ib il banat shasawi ya7lokum uggggh :$<br />Rsal: duuude BOUNDARIES please<br />Lyth: inzain go eat, iklay il risotto 3jeeb o<br />akalmich b3dain 6yb?<br />Rsal: 6yb ;)<br />"Rsal wsh 3ndik<br />maska telefonik mn it7aken?" Ma2ab being nosy<br /><br />"I dont think its<br />any of your business, itha mama o baba ma s2louny inti wsh da5lik?"<br /><br />"intaw laish<br />taglboun s3ody lmn titnajroun?"<br />Faris curiously asked<br />"ee hm ana la7a'6t haha" his father laughed<br />------------------------------<br />After their<br />grandfathers house the guys hopped into their cars and headed out for a cruise<br />on the gulf road to check out the action.<br /><br />Turki knew ma2ab<br />wouldnt be back for a fre hours and decided to have some fun with the guys,<br />they were more thrilled that '3aith joined them.<br />They drove around then headed to Coffee Bean when a friend informed them they<br />were there.<br />"wain lyth" Rakan asked his couisn as they settled down on a table outside,<br />the men caused such a rucous when they walked in, they grabbed every females<br />attention.<br />"ma adree al7en akalma" 7arith answered<br />"ha ya bu 7arith shloun il zawaj ma3ak?" asked one of their friends<br />"9aber 9aber masra3 ma 9ar bu 7arith uhwa<br />bu turki il kil 3arif"<br />"laa laa uhwa bu Rakan" everyone was jumping in, naming his unborn, unproduced on.<br />"la int wla uhwa a9lan '3youth Bu Lyth<br />msh hairk?" Lyth intupting them<br />"haik haik ya<br />7beeby haik" '3aith standing up to<br />hug his friend since he hasnt seen him in a while<br />"shftaw<br />keef?" welcoming his other<br />friends<br />"int da5alt malyoun lahja ib ba3a'9"<br />7arith teasing him<br />"shaswi kila mn il 7ub" winking to him<br />"min haik" 7arith nudged him<br />"aywa haik"<br />The men laughed out loud and continued teasing each other.<br /><br />Incoming Call Njude<br />7artih: aloo<br />njude: 7arith shlonik<br />7arith: tamam<br />njude: mash'3oul<br />7arith: ee walal 5air<br />njude: next week is my<br />wedding<br />7arith excused himself<br />and walked away from the table so he could talk to her freely<br />7arith: adree<br />njude: akeed mo hamik<br />7arith: shloun myhmny<br />intay bnt 3mity<br />njude: aha wily baina<br />7arith: njudey mako<br />n9eb<br />njude: bs 7arith ana<br />lail7en a7ibik o abeek<br />7arith: ana shino<br />ib2dy ya njude yady mo ra'9y<br />njude: wnt shako mn<br />yady itha 5aly gal ee<br />7arith: laa ana ehmny<br />ry yady<br />njude: o obok?<br />7arith: 3la 3ainy o<br />rasy bs yady '3air<br />njude: 6oul hal wagt<br />int ma tabeny adre feek, akeed fe a7ad ib 7yatik<br />7arith: la mako<br />njude: la ana mit2kda<br />o 9adgny ra7 tindam ya 7arith<br />7arith: njude allah<br />ewafgich ib 7yatich<br />njude: raby ya7rig<br />galbik mithel ma 7argt galby ya 7arith<br />Njude shut the phone<br />and threw herself in bed weeping her heart out as she remembered 7arith and the<br />time they spent together.<br />It was years.<br />----------------------------<br />Incoming Call 7beebat<br />galby<br />'3aith: hala bl zain,<br />hala bl 7ub hala ib om 7arooth<br />falak: hala feek ya bu<br />7arooth<br />'3aith: 3edeha mara<br />thanya<br />falak: bu 7areth<br />'3aith: wainich?<br />falak: in bed, wearing<br />nothing but my black lace panties<br />'3aith: o foug?<br />falak: mm nothing, im<br />in my robe albis wla an6urik<br />'3aith: dgayeg wna<br />3ndich wala itha ma ni6rtay az3al<br />falak: mm okay yala<br />"yala<br />wa9lony" he wanted to be home<br />now<br />"imsh ana awdek<br />ya bu 7arith" 7arith thrilled that<br />'3aith wants to name his son after him<br />"tislamly ya bu<br />'3aith"<br />"aah ya3ne wa7da<br />ib wa7da" 7arith and '3aith<br />elft the men after they said their goodbyes. 7arith was to drop '3aith off then<br />head over to the duwanya to the guys<br />'3aith walked into the<br />house, took off his shirt, his shoes and his shorts and stayed in his boxers as<br />he ran up the stairs into the bedroom. He saw Falak in the middle of the bed in<br />nothing but her black lace panties, she was laying on her tummy flipping<br />through a magazine.<br />Candles lighting the<br />room.<br />She looked like an<br />angle in his eyes. He smooth flawless body glowing on the crisp white sheets,<br />her hair resting on her right shoulder. She lifted her gaze up when she saw him<br />walking in to the room and flashed him a smile that shattered his insides.<br />He couldnt think, he<br />couldnt move, he couldnt do anything.<br />She looked breath<br />taking, he wanted to hold her in his arms and never let her go. He wanted to<br />lock her up in their house and spend eternity with her.<br />"hii" she greeted him<br />"ya hala" walking to her<br />She sat up and wrapped<br />her arms around his neck "you like" she asked shyly<br />"I love" he whispered into her ear has he grazed her ear lobe light with<br />his teeth, she tilted her head to the left and let him work his magic. She lost<br />her focus when he kissed her neck, it left her paralyzed.<br />He grabbed her ass and<br />wrapped her legs around his waist and pushed her against the way, he wanted her<br />to feel him before he explored her.<br />He kissed her.<br />He devoured her.<br />He owned her.<br />She let go of<br />everything inside and released herself to him. He saw a new side to her, a sexy<br />side.<br />He took her to their<br />bed, but this time she took charge she positioned herself on top of him kissing<br />his neck, coller bone, chest, abs, pelvis. With every kiss she gently used the<br />tip of her tongue to give him a tantalizing feeling, one she could clearly see<br />he was enjoying.<br />She then took his<br />boxers off, as he literally ripped her panties off he couldnt wait any longer.<br />----------------------<br />Compose message<br />ana rada il shiqa<br />al7en<br /><br />Reply<br />yala ana al7en yayich<br />;)<br /><br />Compose message<br />mm I have a surprise<br />for you<br /><br />Ma2ab headed to the<br />apartment since he left it unlocked for her. She took a quick shower and<br />slipped into a red bustier with its maching panty. She let her curly brown hair<br />as it is and applied her red stain lipstick. She sprayed herself with some<br />perfume and headed to the living room to wait for him.<br />She greeted him as<br />soon as her walked into the apartment with a sexy, passionate kiss. He was<br />taken off guard but quickly took control, he pushed her against the wall as his<br />hand grabbed her ass. He placed his full lips in between hers tasting her lips,<br />using his tongue he sweeped her bottom lip then sucked on them.<br />He heard her moan with<br />desire, he then carried her into the bedroom taking his clothes off.<br />He wanted to please<br />her, he wanted her to want him.<br />Need him.<br />Desire him.<br />Love him.<br />----------------------<br />Rsal: PING !!!<br />Rsal: PING !!!<br />Rsal: PING !!!<br />Lyth: haa<br />Rsal: PING !!!<br />Lyth: PING !!!<br />Rsal: PING !!!<br />Lyth: I can go ALL night<br />Lyth: PING !!!<br />Rsal: what you doing?<br />Lyth: nothing chillin at the holiday in<br />Rsal: who you with ;p?<br />Lyth: ooh 9aa7 you listen to english songs<br />nisait<br />Rsal: :O<br />Lyth: I know :D<br />Rsal: im bored<br />Lyth: amurich ;p?<br />Rsal: do you want me to die?<br />Lyth: hahah mm<br />Rsal: HEY<br />Lyth: SORRY :S<br />Rsal: inzaaaaaaain<br />Lyth: hala<br />Rsal: how was your date?<br />Lyth: oooh im still on a high ;)<br />Rsal: wy3a<br />Lyth: you asked<br />Rsal: dude<br />Lyth: hala<br />Rsal: shft up?<br />Lyth: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .... SQUIRREL<br />Rsal:hahahahaha its AMAZING I laughed so much<br />Lyth: ee 3jeeb shfta ma3a my sisters<br />Rsal: 3ndik sisters ;p?<br />Lyth: yes ma'am 3ndy 3 sisters o 1 brother but<br />he is half of a twin who is a girl<br />Rsal: COOOL I always wanted a twin boy brother<br />Lyth: haha laish<br />Rsal: ma adree<br />Lyth: okay<br />Rsal: are you close ma3a your sisters?<br />Lyth: ya3ne bs they are younger fe big age<br />difference<br />Rsal: how come<br />Lyth: my mom had miscarriages a few times<br />leana her immune system is week o 3aljiat then she was able to get pregnant<br />Rsal: oh, sorry for asking ma kan qa9dy I be<br />nosy<br />Lyth: la bl3ks i5thay ra7tich ask away my dear<br />Rsal: what else<br />Lyth: ma adree<br />Rsal: Turki ma3akum?<br />Lyth: laish tis2len?<br />Rsal: just wondering<br />Lyth: aha, shouldnt you be asking about<br />7arooth<br />Rsal: it was just a question Lyth<br />Lyth: bs a wrong one<br />Rsal: okay 5ala9, ana banam gnite<br />Rsal quickly changed<br />her status to unavailable.<br />She was upset with<br />herself mosty.<br />Why was she now asking<br />about Turki?<br /><br />She was unaware of her<br />surrounding, she was dancing then she felt his rugged hands around her waist as<br />he pulled her into a private room "lat5afen" he reassured her.<br />He looked at her as if she were the only girl his eyes has soon.<br />He looked at her as if she was the only girl his eyes wanted to ever see.<br />He was hungry for her.<br />In love.<br />In lust.<br />So was she.<br />He inched closer to her pushing her towards the wall, she had nowhere to go.<br />She was scared, yet<br />excited at the same time. The effect he had on her was intangible,<br />unexplainable. He slipped his hand around her waist moving her closer to him,<br />she could feel his groin. He moved her hair away and started sucking on her<br />neck.<br />"dont leave a hickey" she managed to say<br />"gltlich lat5afeny"<br />He carried her up so<br />that they were eye to eye right now. He gazed into her grey eyes, he was always<br />mesmerized by them. He leaned in to lick her lips with his tongue, he could<br />tell she wanted him bt he wanted to play hard to get.<br /><br />As soon as she moved<br />closer to fully engulf his lips he would pull back. Hearing her moan with<br />desire only excited him more.<br />"baby" her breathing was getting heavier<br />"mm" was all he could let out<br />"kiss me" He didnt need to be asked twice he leaned in devouring her lips<br />between his lips, alternating between the top and bottom lip. He was forceful<br />but passionate. She let him take the lead and just followed.<br /><br />He carried her into<br />the bed, slowly unbutton her shirt, placing a kiss as he slowly revealed her<br />body. He then cupped her breast in his hand as he sucked on the other.<br /><br />She slipped her hands<br />into his boxers grabbing his behind, she knew he liked it. He took this as a<br />sign for him to keep doing what he was doing.<br /><br />Next came her jeans,<br />slowing tugging on them placing a kiss on her thigh, her knee, her shin, then<br />he feet. He sat down on the bed pulling her on top his lap, she wrapped her<br />hands around his neck as she gently rocked her body against his. She did this<br />for several minutes until she could it was time.<br />He stopped her, holding her waist "baby I want you<br />now"<br />Incoming Call 7arith<br />1 missed call 7arith<br />Incoming Call 7arith<br />2 missed calls 7arith<br />Incoming Call 7arith<br />Rsal: *with<br />her groggy voice* aloo<br />7arith: shako 6al3a ma3a lyouth?<br />Rsal: 7arith?<br />7arith: ee 7arith 3balich mino 7beeb il galb<br />lyouth<br />Rsal: il sa3a cham?<br />7arith: 5 il fayer<br />Rsal: you woke me up for this?<br />7arith: EE<br />Rsal: *sitting up* 7arith min 9ijik lyth<br />is my friend o I went out with him whats the problem?<br />7arith: ahaa o you dont see it as a problem<br />Rsal: honestly laa<br />7arith: okay 5aleh uhwa yinf3ich<br />He shut the phone in his face.<br />Rsal was preoccupied with<br />the dream she had, and the dream itself didnt scare her it was the man in the<br />dream.<br />Turki.<br />Rsal: ga3ed?<br />Lyth: ee shfeech?<br />Rsal: how did he find out ina I went out with<br />you?<br />Lyth: I told him<br />Rsal: SHAKO<br />Lyth: I am not hiding<br />anything from him b3dain lazem e3rf he is your boyfriend o ana 3baly you told<br />him<br />Rsal: my god lyth<br />Lyth: laish sh9yer?<br />Rsal: nothing 5ala9<br />Lyth: honesty intay il '3l6ana you should have<br />told him<br />Rsal: FINE 5ala9 Lyth ana banam okay !<br />--------------<br />Falak woke up at 3 am<br />to drink some water. She sat back into bed and watched '3aith as he slept. He<br />was sexy.<br />He was hot.<br />She wanted him.<br />He was naked.<br />She sat down thinking of ways to "waken" him up, she wanted him<br />desperately.<br />She leaned over to him<br />kissing his neck ever so softly, gently sucking before her lips left his skin.<br />She then slipped her hands down to his privates hoping this would work.<br />Bingo.<br />"yal shai6ana" he smiled with his eyes shut<br />"shino" she innocently answered<br />"shtsween"<br />She hopped on top of him and whispered<br />"rayle 7alaly asawe fek il aby"<br />What she said was a switch that automatically turned him on.<br />---------------<br />"shloun il 3sha" Turki asked Ma2ab as he smoked his cigarette after their<br />intense hour<br />"good I guess, il zifta Rsal<br />7alyana" annoyed with her<br />sister<br />Turki quickly turned her attention to Ma2ab "i5tich?" as if he didnt know<br />"ee bs ana lail7en a7la" turning to face him<br />"intay wayed ma'3rora o yah il rayal il yaksirich" his words were a knife that jabbed her heart, she couldnt<br />answer because she knew he was right.<br />"shfeech mo 3jbich kalamy?" he wanted to annoy her<br />"ana banam" giving him her back as tears strolled down her face<br />He spooned her, kissing her neck "latnamen ma<br />shb3t minich" he was like an animal<br />"ana ta3bana Turki please" she didnt want him to see her crying<br />"bil6agag" Turki stood up and headed into the bathroom to take a shower<br />----------------<br />Compose message<br />muruj<br />reply<br />na3am<br />compose message<br />ithe teqadmtlich ter'6ain feny?<br />reply<br />akeed<br />compose message<br />a7ibich :*<br />reply<br />me too :*<br />Dialing Mama<br />mama: aish tb'3ain<br />Rsal: mommy<br />mama: 5al9ena<br />Rsal: fee dress I like<br />mama: 6yb ok<br />Rsal: bs ma adree itha 7ilo 3lay, wainich<br />mama: ma3a obok inti ma3a mn?<br />Rsal: bro7y please mommy<br />mama: o lah ri7tay mn '3air 7d inti fain<br />Rsal: Adolfo Dominguez I love you<br />"shfeha rsool?" Faisal asked his wife<br />"tb'3ana nrou7 laha" annoyed with her daughter's phone call<br />"laish shfeha?" worried<br />"dalo3a"<br />Lyth: I DONT NEED NO LOVE ALL I NEED IS THE DJ<br />.... sing it with me girl<br />Rsal: im not doing this<br />Lyth: SING IT WITH ME<br />Rsal: this club is outta control<br />Lyth: she sent a dirty text ;)<br />Rsal: No im not doing this<br />Lyth: ha wainich<br />Rsal: shopping<br />Lyth: alone?<br />Rsal: the parents are coming<br />Lyth: aww you cant buy a shirt without mama or<br />baba? :p<br />Rsal: may I know what you want?<br />Lyth: nothing im bored<br />Rsal: and I come to mind when you are bored?<br />Lyth: YES<br />Rsal: YOU NEED TO GET A GIRLFRIEND<br />Lyth: FORGET ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND AND MEET ME<br />IN THE HOTEL ROOM<br />Lyth: agoul itro7en party?<br />Rsal: party mino?<br />Lyth: mine ;)<br />Rsal: seriously<br />"al7en i7na jyen nitfaraj 3laiki maska<br />jawalk ya bnt?"<br />"ma shftkum,<br />ta3aly mama shofay" pulling her mothers<br />hand "shrayich?" after trying on the dress<br />"al7en hatha nafnoof?" her father questioned the barely there dress<br />"ee baba shfeek mo 7ilo?" looking down at the dress<br />"kaifkum kaifkum ana bara"<br />"ha mama?" Rsal liked the dress and was planning on buying it either way<br />"3ajbik?" it clearly showed she was getting impatient<br />"ee" smiling to her mother<br />"6yb lah it7akeny<br />wtgolen ta3aly shofe ya bnt 6afashtne ana 6al3a ma3a obok" her mother didnt even listen to what she had to say and just<br />walked out of the store<br />"okay then" she said to herself as she walked into the fitting room to get<br />out of the dress<br />Faris: PING!<br />Rsal: yes?<br />Faris: wainich?<br />Rsal: 6al3a<br />Faris: alone?<br />Rsal: ee<br />Faris: ta3aly wasabi ilbd3 we are heading<br />there ma3a 3lawi o 7mayn<br />Rsal: 6yb<br />-------------------<br />"bu ilshabab"<br />"shtabe?" '9a7y answered<br />"ana b3rf damik it7ibha laish hal<br />safra?" his cousin could tell<br />'9a7y was not his usual self<br />"mino gal a7ibha?"<br />"ana agoul,mn yena wnt ya bl '3urfa aw 3l<br />pool"<br />"aha mashalah 3laik" laying down on the bed, with one hand behind his head<br />" '9a7oy<br />shfeek?" '9a7y juggled the<br />idea of telling his cousin everything, he couldnt take it anymore.<br />So he did.<br />He told him about Turki.<br />Ma2ab.<br />The plan.<br />The job.<br />Everything.<br />"awal shay<br />insawee inridla kil shay o itha 3l ilwa'9efa lat7aty ana 3ndy ma3arif" reassuring his cousin "a9lan<br />int laish ma yetny '9a7y ana wld 3mik o itrou7 7g il '3reb? tadre il 7imdilah<br />mo ga9erna shay"<br />"ana 3aref bs ma adre laish re'9ait"<br />"leanik 7bait il bnt" intrupting his thinking<br />"yimken"<br />There was one thing to do, and '9a7y knew what it was.<br />----------------<br />"baby .... baaby" '3aith called out for Falak from the upstairs living room<br />"hala baby" showing up in her apron<br />"shtsween?" he was enjoying the idea of seeing her in the kitchen<br />"I am making a chocolate fudge cake from<br />scratch" smiling proudly<br />"oh sh6ary?" pulling her close to him<br />"ma adree I had time on my hand before<br />larou7 bait baba"<br />"ilyoum yady<br />s2alny itha int mirta7a ib dawamich yabech tyen 3ndina il sharika, our<br />marketing department is weak and he wants you to shake things up"<br /><br />"bs ana I didnt<br />major ib marketing, I do the PR work for our firm" clarifying her job to her husband<br />"nafs il shay ya mama" pinching her nose<br />"la mo nafs il shay" defending her job<br />"okay wla tiz3len<br />mo nafs il shay, shrayich?" he didnt want to<br />pressure her into anything<br />"mm but I like where I am its a small<br />firm and I know everyone"<br />"7beebty itha<br />intay mirta7a 3la ra7tich bs yady kan yabech ta7at 3aina, wayed e3izich"<br /><br />"ana b3d a3izah<br />but for now I want to stay where I am" her mother in laws words kept ringing in her head, how she<br />needed her own personality, her own person and working in her husband's family<br />will not allow her to be Falak.<br /><br />As much as '3aith<br />wanted her to work with him, he was proud of his wife and the progress she had<br />accomplished at work. He kept a copy of all the articles she has published.<br />---------------------<br />Rsal headed out to her<br />car and noticed a man leaning against her car. At first she was scared, she<br />hated being in these situations. She recited the words she was to say to the<br />stranger.<br /><br />Just as she approached<br />her car, and built up the courage to talk she looked up at his face and she was<br />speechless.<br />"wa5er 3n syarty" unlocking her car<br />"shlonich?" he cockily asked<br />"mo zaina, wa5er 3n syarty please" her voice was shaky<br />"mashy ana al7en<br />a5alech bs baina kalam" Just like that he<br />walked away from her leaving her in her thoughts.<br /><br />She drove over to<br />Wasabi with a million thoughts in mind, how did he know where she was? Why is<br />he showing up now?<br />Did he know about her and 7arith?<br />She parked her car and<br />headed into the restaurant and saw her brother and uncles at a table.<br />However, someone else caught her eye.<br />7arith.<br />She walked over to the<br />table greeting everyone, and to her luck she was left facing 7arith who was<br />sitting with his family.<br />He didnt take his eyes off her, and she didnt take her eyes off her food.<br />"shfeech?" Faris asked<br />"nothing laish?"<br />"ma 5alaity lna akel and you only eat<br />when you are nervous" laughing at his<br />sister<br />"sorry bs yo3ana im not nervous" looking up to meet 7arith's gaze<br />Throughout their<br />dinner he didnt take his eyes off her. She was beautiful, anyone could see but<br />to him, in his eyes she was so much more.<br />She took over him.<br />Over his heart.<br />He missed her.<br />Her voice.<br />Her funny comments.<br />Her innocent nature.<br />He knew he over reacted, but she made him feel that way.<br />Compose message<br />im sorry<br />"Rsool 7amany<br />yaby yitzawaj" Faris finally blurted<br />out, it was the reason they wanted her to join them.<br />"9dg?" she was surprised<br />"ee walla, o lgait the girl" 7amany flashing her a smile<br />"mino?" curious<br />"muruj"<br />"as in ma2abs friend muruj?" shocked<br />"ee shfeech" 7amany was scared<br />"nothing, but ...." she didnt know what to say<br />"but shino rsool?" 7amany was on his nerves<br />"she is ma2ab's best friend do you really<br />want that?" stating the facts<br />"ya bnt" Faris gently pushed her<br />"sorry" flashing him an apologetic smile as she pulled her phone out,<br />and as soon as she saw the message she looked up at him with teary eyes.<br />She missed him.<br />She smiled to him and answered his text<br />reply<br />ana b3d :(<br />compose message<br />b3d ahaly intay aby asma3 9outich il laila :$<br />reply<br />AKEED<br />Rsal: he apologized<br />Lyth: he better I gave him a lecture<br />Rsal: thanks lyth :$<br />Lyth: ya3ne mista7ya ma3a wayhich mo lyig yala<br />go attend to your boyfriend<br />Rsal: is your party still on?<br />Lyth: yes<br />Rsal: mm is 7arith going to be there?<br />Lyth: he better laish?<br />Rsal: lat39ib ... will Turki be there?<br />Lyth: laa Turki ra7 il s3odya<br />Rsal: bs I saw him an hour ago<br />Lyth: wain?<br />Rsal: 3ndy my car!<br />Lyth: aha, ma adre he called me half an hour<br />ago min the airport galy brou7 il s3odya<br />Rsal: okay<br />Lyth: swalich shay?<br />Rsal: la bs galy baina kalam<br />Lyth: alah yaster<br />Rsal: yaa, agoul 7g 7arith?<br />Lyth: not now<br />Rsal: 5ala9 okay<br />"ri7may telfonich ya bnt" 7amany said<br />"sorry, inzain so muruj did you talk to<br />her?"<br />"laa lail7en bs<br />kalamt omy o galatly she will call her mother 3shan ta56ubha" taking the bill to pay after endless arguments of who will pay<br />"alah yaktib ily feh il 5air" giving him one of her smiles<br />"inshalah" getting up "ha chocolate<br />bar?"<br />"laaa mafeny<br />6af7ana" Rsal said placing her<br />hand on her stomach, 7arith heard her and smiled<br />"mino gal nabech ma3ana" Faris placing his arms around her shoulders<br />"fine" pretending to be upset<br />-----------------------<br />Ma2ab left Turki's<br />apartment after they had a major argument, she walked out of the bedroom to<br />find him with another girl and when she confronted him all he had to say was "you mean nothing to me and bs knt aby your virginity o<br />al7en intay wla shay"<br />She headed to her empty apartment. A place that scared her, a place she hated.<br />A place she missed.<br />She took a shower and<br />made her a cup of green tea and settled in front of the television to watch<br />Catch and Release, one of her favorite movies. She fell asleep in front of the<br />television, but she heard someone walking in.<br />"ma2ab" his warm voice called her<br />" '9a7y?" she was not expecting him<br />He pulled her into his lap and hugged her as she cried.<br />An hour later she was done crying and ended up sleeping in his<br />lap. He carried her to the main bedroom where she was sleeping and he slept<br />next to her.<br />For the first time.<br />Calling Juwany<br />Juwan: well hello there sunshine<br />Rsal: hala 7uby feech party?<br />Juwan: sure, whose?<br />Rsal: Lyth<br />Juwan: o he's a hottie<br />Rsal: I guess so 3dee yala get ready 3shan I<br />pick you up I wanna leave in an hour<br />Juwan: okay<br />Rsal: DUDE<br />Lyth: hala<br />Rsal: I am bringing a friend 3dee?<br />Lyth: ee, gltay 7g 7arooth?<br />Rsal: ee he asked me to come :D<br />Lyth: okay yala I gotta go make sure<br />everything is set up<br />Rsal: you positive Turki wont be there?<br />Lyth: ee ee we9al il s3odya b3dain 7rooth wont<br />let you come if Turki was there<br />Rsal: okay see you soon :D<br />Rsal wanted to wear<br />her new dress, it was a little shorter than usual and less conservative but she<br />had a cardigan that would work wonders with it. It was a olive green strapless<br />extremely hugging dress that bubbled out just a little bit and fell above her<br />knees. She paired it up with a grey cardigan. She sweeped her bangs to one<br />side, and braided the other side of her hair and put it up in a lose messy bun.<br />A thick coating of mascara, vibrant red lipstick, blusher and she looked<br />H-O-T-T HOT!<br />7arith was going to die.<br />She drove over to Juwan's house to pick her up "fuck you look hot"<br />"chubay yal kalba you look hot" Rsal blushing at her friends comment, yet she was thrilled.<br />"la seriously seriously you look hot kl<br />hatha 3shan 7arith?" raising an eyebrow<br />"no, bs I wanted to look good" making her way to the highway<br />"honey you passed good you look<br />sexy" applying her lipstick<br />"you remember 7amany 9a7"<br />"your hot uncle?" fidgeting with the ipod<br />"ee yaby ya56ub muruj" looking over at her friend to see her reaction<br />"ma2abs muruj?"<br />"ee" Rsal stepping down on the accelerator<br />"why?"<br />"he likes her b3d why" laughing at her friends comment<br />"yeah but she is ma2abs friend" checking out the hunk next to them<br />"ee adree I said the same thing lo<br />5a6bich a7san" shooting her a smile<br />"laa ma abe 7amany"<br />"shloun 9a7ibna?"<br />"9a7bina zain ya 7ilwa o ya 7ilo boza mmm<br />latheeth"<br />"I didnt need to know that juj"<br />"have you kissed 7arith yet?" she knew her friend didnt but she was curious<br />"nope" flashing her a smile<br />"and how is that going for you?" holding her laugh back<br />"not so good he is so sexy" smiling<br />The girls arrived to<br />the shalaih and made their way inside. It was filled with people, dancing,<br />talking. Rsal was too busy looking for 7arith and before stepping out onto the<br />patio she was wrapped by his muscular arms and carried to the dance floor.<br />She turned around to face him giving him one of her smiles "hii"<br />"halaa" moving her away from his body as he openly checked her out. Her<br />face lit up.<br />"shino?" she innocently asked<br />He pulled her into his<br />arms and whispered into his ears in his sexy tone "you are going to kill me, that outfit...."<br />"7arith bs" she was blushing<br />The party was great.<br />Juwan and Rsal didnt leave 7arith's side. They talked, joked, danced, ate they<br />were having fun.<br /><br />At 10 7arith pulled<br />Rsal out into the patio, her back was resting against the railing as he stood<br />in front of her. She had her arms around his neck, while his were around her<br />waist "I wont kiss<br />you" she teased him<br /><br />"walla adree, o<br />you know I wont force you but that dress" this time she didnt look down she looked straight into his eyes<br />and it made her heart drop down to her tummy.<br />"shino?" he asked, he knew the effect he had on her. He felt it.<br />"nothing" smiling. She straightened herself up hugging him tightly as she<br />played with his hair.<br />"sha3rik 6yel" twirling his hair around her finger<br />"ee adree maly 5ulg aqu9a" hugging her tighter.<br />Rsal was looking down,<br />but she felt someones gaze on her. She slowly lifted her eyes up and her eyes<br />fell into his. It was the first time he ever saw her like that.<br />It was the first time she saw just how attractive he was.<br />She stood there staring at him.<br />He stood there staring back at her with his cigarette in between his lips.<br />10 minutes later,<br />7arith pulled her away placing a single kiss on her neck. It left her with<br />tingles all over.<br />She smacked his shoulders "3n il<br />shi6ana"<br />"I couldnt help myself" kissing her forehead<br />"we should go" intertwining her fingers with his<br />"now?" he didnt want her to leave<br />"ee 7beeby ma aby at25er wayed" hugging him one more time<br />"9ber shino?"<br />Rsal didnt know what he meant, so she moved closer to him "shfeek 7yatie?"<br />7arith pulled her even<br />closer to him, their bodies were touching. He was staring into her eyes with<br />the sexiest grin on his face "ana mino?" he whispered.<br />Rsal looked up at him with her big innocent grey eyes "7beeby" she placed a kiss on<br />his left cheek "o 7yatie" a kiss on his left cheek and then she let her lips hover inches<br />away from his, looked up at him and said "inta<br />7arothi" she then walked away<br />leaving him in a daze.<br /><br />"ahh rasool you<br />are killing me laish itsween feny chithi" looking at her with admiration "yala emshay"<br />pulling her back inside to find Juwan.<br />"you are coming with us?" she was surprised when she saw him heading towards his car<br />"akeed, ra7<br />amashekum its late ... Lyouth" he called out for<br />him. I didnt want to see him, after the stare down we had.<br />"hala 7arooth ha wain ray7" avoiding Rsal's eyes<br />"bamashe rsool o radlik, taby shay?"<br />lighting a cigarette<br />Lyth looked over at<br />Rsal, whom at that second was looking at him as well. He smiled "la salamtik 7u6 balik bl darb"<br />"thank you lyth for the party" Rsal quickly said before heading into his car<br />The second they drove away from the shalaih her phone vibrated she knew it was<br />from him<br />Lyth: no thanks needed ;)<br />Rsal: it was fun<br />Lyth: glad to hear that<br />Lyth: anyways drive safely<br />Lyth changed his status to unavailable and headed up to his<br />room, even though the party was still going he needed to be alone.<br />He felt something tonight.<br />Something he need to bury deep down.<br />No one can know.<br />Ever.<br />----------------<br />"baby"<br />"hala 7beebty" answering her from the bathroom<br />"matabena insafer?" carefully applying nail polish onto her toes<br />"I was going to surprise I booked a<br />flight Australia" getting under the<br />covers<br />"9ij?" blowing on her toes<br />"ee walla next week we leave bnrou7 for<br />10 days 3dee?" moving closer to her<br />"akeed 3dee aw 7yatie .... 9aber 9aber<br />can I get a holiday?"<br />"already called your boss, it was part of<br />the surprise" stroking her arms<br />"7ilo the color?" showing him her toes<br />"ee ma3a iny ma a7ib red bs kil shay 7ilo<br />3laich"<br />"you are not getting some tonight" flashing him a smile<br />"o mino gal I want some" trying to keep a straight face<br />"laa?" leaning in closer to him<br />"shofay what you are doing, shaklich you<br />want some"<br />"laa ma aby a9lan I cant" getting up to turn the lights out<br />"wai3" giving her a look<br />"shino wai3" annoyed<br />"I dont want to talk about it 5ala9 lets<br />sleep"<br />She moved closer to him to snuggle but he moved away "shfeek?"<br />"you are on your you know fa no<br />touching"<br />"I wont bite '3aith laish we cant<br />snuggle?"<br />"bs ma a7ib" giving her his back<br />Falak went to bed annoyed with him.<br />------------------------<br />Lyth: ga3da?<br />Rsal: ee twny wa9la<br />Lyth: ahaa<br />Rsal: shfeek?<br />Lyth: la nothing just asking<br />Rsal: you sure?<br />Lyth: ee :D<br />Rsal: okay<br />They both were avoiding the matter at hand<br />Lyth: good morning :D<br />Rsal: :(<br />Lyth: shfeech?<br />Rsal: im sick ;(<br />Lyth: matshofen shar ... shfeech?<br />Rsal: I have a fever o my throat hurts o my<br />head hurts ;(<br />Lyth: haha 3n il dala3<br />Rsal: HEY :O<br />Lyth: I JOKE ! taben ayeblich shay?<br />Rsal: 7arooth :(<br />RSAL<br />I know I shouldnt have<br />said that .... but I need to make things clear ... the look we shared yesterday<br />was not a friend to friend look it was something else and I just want to forget<br />it ...<br />Lyth<br />ana 7mar ... AKEED<br />taby 7arooth ..... bs lyth 5ala9 5if 3l bnt .... mala da3y kl il msgs .....<br />Lyth: inshalah ;)<br />compose message<br />7aroothi :(<br />reply<br />7aytie .. galby ... my 3ainy shfeech??<br />compose message<br />im sick :(<br />Incoming Call 7arooth<br />Rsal: aloo<br />7arith: shfeeha 7beebty<br />Rsal: mare'6a<br />7arith: b3d galby inshalah feny wla feech<br />Rsal:<br />*coughing* bsmilah 3laik 7beeby<br />7arith: it5afen 3ly?<br />Rsal: ee inta 7arothi, aby ashofik<br />7arith: shloun 7beebty you are sick<br />Rsal: 3dee please<br />7arith: okay amurich o ayebich il bait ahaly<br />ams safiraw ma buga a7ad ib baitna<br />Rsal: a5aly il driver egu6ny 3nich<br />7arith: okay<br />7arith headed to the<br />supermarket and asked their cook to prepare tomato soup. He placed some candles<br />in his bedroom, bought some flowers, some movies, he told them to make a pot of<br />jasmine tea and waited for her.<br /><br />An hour later she<br />showed up in her track suit with her hair up in a bun, her face pale. He<br />carried her into his over sized bed, covered her up and brought her a bowl of<br />tomato soup.<br />"how did you know a7ib tomato soup?" with her squeaky voice<br />"wild guess, taben b3d?"<br />"la bs shb3t<br />maybe later" moving closer to him<br />as he hugged her "a5af I make you<br />sick" she said looking up<br />at him.<br /><br />He placed a loving<br />kiss on the crown of her head "dont worry<br />7yatie aham shay 3ndy your health"<br /><br />He pressed play on the<br />remote control and they watched the Transformers, his ultimate favorite movie.<br />Half way through the movie he wanted her to drink some tea and when he looked<br />down at her she was fast asleep in between his arms. He kissed her one more<br />time, wrapped his arms tighter around her and continued to watch the movie.<br />-----------<br />Things were better<br />between Ma2ab and '9a7y. She was worried about breaking the news to him about<br />her affair, she was determined to tell him.<br /><br />'9a7y was struggling<br />with himself, he didnt want to tell her he knew and he wanted to be with her.<br /><br />There was one last<br />thing to do. He came home pretending to be drunk and as soon as she saw him<br />slurring with his words she took the chance to seduce him.<br />"7yatie '9a7y ta3al nam 3ndy ana<br />5yfa" she said in her most<br />dal3 voice<br />"tabeny yamich?" he gave her a naughty look<br />"ee" she smiled as she led him to their bedroom.<br />'9a7y wanted to scream<br />out, not only did he have to pretend to be drunk he had to pretend not to<br />notice his wife was not a virgin.<br />---------------<br />"9ba7 il 5air 7beebty" '3aith getting out of bed<br />Falak ignored him and headed into the bathroom "za3lana" he asked<br />"la walla?" she was still furious<br />"7beebty ana ma glt shay bs its<br />disgusting"<br />" '3AITH you are not helping the<br />situation" slamming the bathroom<br />door<br />KNOCK KNOCK<br />"ba6lay il bab"<br />" MA ABY " he screamed from behind the door<br />"yala 3d 7beebty sorry but its true"<br />She unlocked the door<br />and shouted "when I come out<br />of the shower I dont want to see you here" she locked the door once again and stepped into the shower to<br />cool down.<br /><br />Half an hour later she<br />stepped out of the bathroom with a smile on her face she managed to cool down,<br />but as soon as she saw him in front of her she screamed.<br />"I heard mo zain you shower 9ij?" with a cheeky smile<br />"ana balbis o brou7 bait ahaly at'3da" walking into the walk in closet<br />He followed her and<br />locked the door behind him and moved closer to her cornering her "wa5er 3ny"<br />"many, dafi3 fech mahar aswy fech il<br />aby" moving closer to her<br />"WA5ER 3NY"<br />"ya mara" pretending to be mad<br />"na3am?"<br />"hahah ta3aly 7beebty ill hug you<br />matabeny?" pouting<br />"I do bs shino ya mara?" moving closer to him<br />He pulled her into his<br />chest and squished her as he planted a kiss on her neck "libsay before you get cold 7uby" rubbing her back<br />"inshalah"<br />"a7ibich"<br />"a7ibik bs still za3lana"<br />"5ala9 we will have make up sex awal<br />mat5al9en okay?" thrilled with the<br />idea<br />"haha inzaain and<br />I will make it worth it" as she pushed him out<br />of the closet to get dressed<br />---------------<br />Rsal opened her eyes<br />forgetting where she was, but the second she heard his heart beats she hugged<br />him tighter as she inhaled his scent in "9a7<br />il noum 7beebty"<br />"9a7 ibdanik laish ma ga3dtny?" running her fingers along his forearm<br />"lntay ta3bana o abech tirta7ain" kissing her wrist "you feeling<br />better"<br />"of course i woke up in yours nothing can<br />beat this"<br />"b3d ahaly" he shifted down the bed so that he was now laying down next to<br />her and she was resting on his chest while he played with her hair.<br /><br />They spent the<br />afternoon in each others arms until she had to leave at 10:30, and as much as<br />she wanted to stay she was looking forward to her phone at home and the<br />messages she might have received.<br /><br />As soon as she got home, she head up to her floor she didnt even<br />want to see her parents. She wore took a warm shower, wore her PJ's and cuddled<br />under her blanket.<br />Rsal: lyth?<br />Rsal: I hope everything is okay<br />The messages were not delivered to Lyth and when she called his cell his phone<br />was off<br />"7yatie itwadeny<br />il 9aloin aw arou7 bro7y?" Falak asked '3aith as<br />they were having their tea at her parents house<br />"laa ana awedich o 3la mat5al9en arou7 il<br />jam3ya ashtery groceries okay?"<br />"okay yala namshy<br />3shan yamdena" taking the last sip of<br />her tea "mama you are<br />coming ma3a il banat 9a7?"<br />"ee yuma, b9aly o arou7 il 9aloun"<br />Today was Njude's<br />wedding, and even though her father didnt want to throw her a wedding, their<br />grandfather stepped in and ended up paying for the wedding. It was to be held<br />in the grandfathers garden, which was bigger than any ballroom. The garden was covered<br />with an off white tent, chandeliers were hung, AC's were put up, speakers,<br />tables, and the dance floor was clearly outlines with purple roses.<br /><br />The men were having<br />theirs at the families duwanya which was down the street from the house.<br />Everything was in check.<br /><br />Njude's wore a<br />traditional lace strapless dress. It was simple yet elegant. She had her hair<br />pulled to a low side pony tail. She was a beautiful girl and didnt need much<br />make up, so she stuck to the more natural look with a daring matte red lipstick.<br /><br /><br />She was done with<br />crying, she was all cried out so now she was just going with the flow. They<br />told her smile, she smiled. They tell her walk, she walks. They tell her eat,<br />she eats. She was lifeless.<br /><br />She smiled, took<br />pictures, even danced but was dead on the inside especially when the men came<br />in and she saw 7arith dancing like nothing happened.<br />----------------<br />"ma2ab"<br />"hala 7beeby" sitting down next to '9a7y<br />"I want us to<br />travel and start out everything fresh, o ra7 nasken bl villa ily wara bait<br />ahaly leana my brother is moving out fa before we leave we will chose the paint<br />colors and we will buy new furniture"<br />he knew she had questions, he could tell it in her eyes.<br />"tawna sharen our furniture 7aram" confused<br />"adree just pleae<br />do what I want min '3air questions 7yatie 3shany" laying down on her lap<br /><br />"okay 7beeby ily<br />tshoufa" running her hands<br />through his hair<br /><br />"7beebty mn ziman<br />mo ry7en bait ahalich lets pick up dinner and spend the evening ma3ahum<br />shrayich" he truly did want to<br />start fresh and the reason they were traveling was for his cousin to deal with<br />Turki and give him back everything.<br /><br />He was thinking about<br />completing his education and was going to apply for the spring semester, for<br />both himself and Ma2ab.<br />"ee please wala iny walhana 3laihum"<br />lighting up to the idea of going home and<br />seeing her parents<br />"yala gomay call them and we can pick up<br />something"<br />Ma2ab floated to her<br />phone calling her mother to inform her about their plans. Her mother was<br />thrilled, she missed her daughter and felt she was being distant.<br />Rsal was also going to be home.<br />----------------<br />"ha shloun il 3rs?" '3aith picked up his wife and her family<br />"wala 5oush 3rs o il 3rous mashalah<br />7ilwa" his mother in law<br />answered<br />"alah ewafghum" falak said as her heart ached for Njude, she knew the truth.<br />----------------<br />Ma2ab and '9a7y picked<br />up food and headed to her parents house. Rsal has been frantically worried<br />about Lyth but did not want to ask 7arith about it especially since he didnt<br />mention anything.<br /><br />"rsal e9er<br />akalmich bara please" Rsal freaked out, but<br />by now she was use to her sister and her attitude. As soon as they walked out<br />into the garden Ma2ab hugged Rsal and apologized.<br />She apologized for everything.<br />Rsal cried with her sister and apologized for not putting in the extra effort.<br />Half an hour later<br />they walked in hand in hand to join the family around the dining table. When<br />their mother saw them she cried herself and the girls joined her once again.<br />"walain laish tabchoun?" The father asked<br />"faisal 5alna ib 7alna" hugging her daughters<br />Faris and 7amany<br />joined them at dinner and all in all it was a pleasant dinner. At 12 '9a7y and<br />Ma2ab headed to their apartment.<br />"aby agolik shay" looking into his eyes as they sparkled<br />"golay ily tabena" smiling back at her<br />"a7ibik '9a7y and<br />I want us to start fresh aby nabdy mn il awal aby kil shay perfect baina abena<br />in3esh like a married couple" tearing up<br />"hm ana 7beebty sam7eny 3la how I was bs<br />mo ib 2edy walla" looking down<br />She wasnt one to<br />judge, she did the unspeakable "we both made<br />mistakes and now we are starting a new page" hugging him<br /><br />"emshay<br />ma3ay" He led her into their<br />bedroom where he slowly undressed her revealing her flawless, sexy, feminine<br />body. She danced around until she settled on his lab straddling him.<br />"you are so sexy" he whispered into her ear as he nibbled on her ear lobe<br />"yeah" kissing his neck<br />"uff you are driving me crazy with that<br />body" kissing her breast<br />"bs my body" slowly grinding herself against him<br />"o your lips" grabbing her ass<br />"mm"<br />He couldnt take it<br />anymore, he wanted her. He stood her up peeled her panties off, unhooked her<br />bra, slipped his boxers off sat her on top of his.<br />He made love to his wife.<br />-----------------------------<br />Lyth was laying on the hospital bed in the intensive care unit. He was between<br />life and death.<br />-----------------------------<br />(THE NEW CHARACTERS)<br />"babe" Joury called out for her cousin Jana<br />"7yatie dgeega I am talking to<br />3zooz" Jana answered.<br />Joury was an interior<br />designer who was lost in her painting world. She kept to herself, but loved her<br />friends. She recently opened up a designing store where she would be the<br />personal designer for those who needed her help. She hired 2 of her friends<br />with her.<br /><br />She was an only child.<br />Her father was in the oil field, and was always traveling around the world and<br />his wife owned a wedding catering business. Joury learned to cook from her<br />mother, it was her second favorite pass time.<br />Jana was her cousin, her father and Joury's mother were siblings.<br />Life was going for<br />Joury. She was happily adjusting to her new business and working on her second<br />exhibition.<br />All of that changed when 3bdul3ziz came into the picture.<br />Tarkan Calling<br />7arith: haa<br />Turki: ya5ee goum lyouth bl mustashfa<br />7arith: shinoo<br />Turki: ee walla ya goum goum bamurik al7en<br />Turki picked up 7arith<br />and they headed to the hospital. Lyth was still in the ICU and was not<br />responding. He had gotten into an accident, he was speeding and drove right<br />into the traffic light. He broke 3 ribs and fractured his rib cage which cause<br />his internal bleeding which is why he was in the ICU.<br /><br />The doctors managed to<br />control the internal bleeding, but he had fallen into a coma and now all there<br />was left to do was wait.<br /><br />The arrived at the<br />hospital to find his family there. His mother was in no state to be seen, she<br />looked dreadful. His father didnt look any better.<br /><br />"3my intaw rdw il<br />bait ry7aw o ana o tarkan ma3ah lat7atoun with 9ar shay inkalmkum" 7arith said<br /><br />"ya36ekum il<br />3fia, 5ala9 i7na inrid il39er inshalah" His parents looked exhausted and they needed to rest.<br />Compose message<br />baby<br />reply<br />hala<br />compose message<br />lyouth bl mustashfa :s<br />reply<br />WHAT?<br />compose message<br />ee walla he is in the ICU alah yaster<br />reply<br />alah egwma bl salama inshalah!<br />Rsal wanted to go see<br />him even if she was just in the same hospital she just wanted to be close by.<br /><br />She got up and wore a<br />dress and headed to the hospital. She saw Turki and 7arith there, she asked the<br />nurses about him since she was sitting on a different floor she didnt want to<br />run into them.<br /><br />She spent 5 hours in<br />the hospital, and would walk down every hour and peer around the corner to take<br />a look. At 8 everyone was gone, including his family. She headed over to the<br />window where Lyth was and she just watched him.<br /><br />He was hooked up to a<br />million machines, he couldnt even breathe on his own. She grabbed the Qur'an<br />that was on the windowcill and she read. An hour later she felt a pair of eyes<br />staring at her.<br /><br />"so we meet<br />again" he said as he<br />approached her. She was scared, she flinched away from him. She wanted to run<br />away but her feet were planted on the floor.<br />"ana ry7a" she was about to walk away when he pulled her in<br />"why are you here?" you could tell he was mad<br />"lyth is my friend" she quietly said<br />"bs your friend?" questioning her<br />She looked up at him with a disgusted look "ee he is my friend, wa5er 3ny Turki"<br />"sim3eny Rsal ana<br />bhidich al7en leana i7na bl mustashfa bs word of advice you should walk with<br />your eyes looking over your shoulder"<br />he tightened his grib on her arm and moved her closer "you never know when I might be watching" He gave her a look that would wake the dead from their grave "ana 7a6ich ib baly ya Rsal o I wont stop until I get what<br />I want from you"<br /><br />At a different side of<br />the floor, 7arith stood in place staring at the little moment Rsal and Turki<br />had and he did nothing.<br />He turned around and walked out of the hospital with a million thoughts in<br />mind.<br />-------------------------<br />"Bu Rayan fe<br />wa7da ismha Saja taby itshofik"<br />The secretary announced over the intercome to the grandfather.<br />"5alha itdish"<br />Saja walked into his office with a plan in mind. If she wanted '3aith this was<br />the only way.<br />"il salam<br />3laikum" she said in her<br />innocent voice. He was taking back by her attractiveness and in the end he was<br />a man.<br />"3laikum il salam, tefa'9ly"<br />"dam fa'9lik ya Bu Rayan" flashing him a smile<br />"Can I help you with anything?" he was curious about this woman<br />"walla ma adre shagolik" pretending to be shy<br />"5air inshalah?"<br />"walla ya Bu<br />Rayan, ana 7amel o '3aith is the father" she was looking dead into his eyes when she said that<br />"SHINO?"<br />"a39abik bs its the truth wna mi7tara ma<br />adre shasawi o glt akeed inick tigdar its3deny uhwa wayed yitkalm 3n yada fa<br />yet ashofik" faking tears<br />"shino hal mu9eba! uhwa yadre?"<br />"ee ana gltla o<br />uhwa galy he wants nothing to do with me ta5ayal, wala ma adre shaswi shloun<br />agoul 7g ahaly?" now she was fully<br />blown crying<br />"bs bs la tabchen ana a7ilha inshalah,<br />5alely raqmich o ana akalma inshalah"<br />"mashkour walla ma knt adre shbaswi ma<br />3ndy a7ad arou7la"<br />"lat7aten inshalah"<br />------------------<br />"Joury mama come<br />into my office I need to talk to you"<br />her mother called her up in her art studio.<br />"inshalah mama"<br />Joury washed her hands<br />off from all the paint, and left her studio to head up to her mother's office.<br />She was waiting for her with a cup of green tea and some madeline.<br />"whats up" as she stuffed a madeline into her mouth<br />"mama aby a6lb<br />minich 6alb o ma abech itrideny"<br />worried about what she was about to ask her daughter<br />Jana stormed into the office "3mity you told her?"<br />"la you stormed in" Jana sat next to Joury and looked at her with a smile<br />"shfekum?" Joury was scaried<br />"you know 3zooz 9a7?"<br />"wld 5alich?"<br />"EE, well he just<br />got his masters and came back a few weeks ago and is interested in you" flashing her cousin a smile<br /><br />"interested in me<br />for what?" looking at her mom<br />with a terrified look "mama whats<br />happening"<br />Her father walked in with a huge smile "mabrook<br />7beebty"<br />She stood up "shino??"<br />"mama 7beebty wld<br />5alty s3oud dg 3la oboch o 56ubich 7g wlda 3ziz o i7na wafaqna"<br />"mama .... I .... shino??" she looked over at her father, eyes filled with tears "baba b3tny?"<br />They looked at her<br />with cold eyes, she didnt find the love and comfort her parents gave her. She<br />ran out of the office and into her studio where she was alone and safe.<br />She cried.<br />-------------<br />"yuba int shsawait?" 3ziz screaming out<br />"la tinsa ga3id<br />itkalmny ya 3ziz" sitting down "yuba ana maly '3airik omik alah yur7uma twaft 12 years<br />ago and its been me and you since o al7en you are opening up the hotel o ana<br />abeek titzawaj o Joury 5oush wa7da, darsa o fahma o mitrabya o oboho wl ni3m<br />fee everyone knows him in the business market o omha it9er bnt 5alty"<br />"bs ehya mo bnt Al- shloun atzwjha?" he needed any excuse to get out of this marriage<br />"3de yuba il3yal<br />bsheloun ismna mo ism oboha" standing up and<br />facing his son "yuba ana kalamt<br />ahalha o 36ait-hum kilma"<br />3ziz looked over at his father then walked away.<br />----------<br />Juwany: babe I just saw 7arith with a girl and they drove to a<br />building and parked bl underground parking, im guessing he is heading to an<br />apartment<br />Rsal: what?<br />Juwany: sorry 7yatie :S<br />Dialing 7arith<br />1 missed call<br />Dialing 7arith<br />2 missed calls<br />Dialing 7arith<br />3 missed calls<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />10 missed calls<br />She called and called and 7arith didnt pick up. He was preoccupied with<br />something else.<br />She headed into her<br />bathroom to take a long warm shower to take her mind of 7arith and Lyth. As<br />soon as she got under the covers she dozed off to sleep.<br />1 message received<br />I cant talk to you now I need to cool off<br />That was all he had to say.<br />------------<br />"7uby"<br />"hala '9a7y" stepping out of the walk in closet in her robe<br />"come here" patting his lap<br />She took her robe off and sat on his lab<br />"it7ibny?"<br />"amout feech" pulling her in for a hug<br />They had moved out of<br />the apartment Turki had given them, and settled into his room for now since he<br />applied for his masters.<br />-------------<br />Dialing Tarkan<br />Turki: hala '3aith<br />'3aith: ha tarkan shloun lyth?<br />Turki: il 7imdilah 6ali3o mn il 3nya o wdaw<br />private room<br />'3aith: il 7imdilah, shloun ahala?<br />Turki: alah e3enhum ... int shlonik? shloun il<br />ahal?<br />'3aith: b5air ma 9ar shay 3la ily 5ubry 5ubrik<br />Turki: ana dzait laha wa7id e5ar3ha shway o so<br />far all is well<br />'3aith: il 7imdilah, o il yahel?<br />Turki: ehya mo ra'9ya itswy test fa mny 3rf<br />shasawi<br />'3aith: alah yaster, galby mo im6amny o ana<br />5yf ina Falak tadry o she leaves me<br />Turki: laa lat7aty inshalah 5air<br />'3aith: inshalah, yala it2merny 3la shay?<br />Turki: abd salamtik<br />'3aith: alah esalmick fman il alah<br />Turki: fman il kareem<br />Little did '3aith know what Saja has already done.<br />--------------<br />Their grandfather was<br />wrestling with his thoughts. As much as he wanted to confront '3aith he didnt<br />want Falak to know, especially since she was pregnant.<br />There was only 1 thing to do.<br />He would marry Saja so<br />they baby would be raised within the family. He will keep it a secret, putting<br />her in her own house and provided everything she needed.<br />------------<br />Rsal woke up stunned<br />with the message she received from 7artih. She opted to answer him and just got<br />ready to head to the hospital. She headed to the ICU to check on him, but her<br />heart skipped a beat when she didnt find him in his bed.<br /><br />"excuse me where<br />is Lyth?" she was asking the<br />nurse with shaky hands, afraid of what she might hear.<br />"he got moved to a private room, its on<br />the 5th floor"<br />"is anyone there?"<br />"no miss he is alone"<br />Rsal walked up to the<br />5th floor to the room she was told knocked gently on the door and when she<br />heard nothing on the other end she walked in. She quickly pulled a chair next<br />to his bed and held his arm as a tear escaped her.<br /><br />He looked pale, they<br />had shaved his head and there was a scar across his head, and across his chest<br />and abs. He was no longer on the respirator she could see him breathing.<br />"he is your friend haa" came the voice she didnt want to hear<br />She got up grabbed her<br />bag and headed towards the door, but he was faster than her "wain ry7a ya Rsal"<br />"Turki please wa5er aby a6l3" she was terrified and it showed on her face<br />"haha la laa 7beebty ana gltlich 76aitich<br />ib baly" inching closer to her<br />"Turki" a low raspy voice<br />Rsal froze in her<br />place, then turned around with a smile plastered across her face. She ran over<br />to him "Lyth?"<br /><br />His eyes were closed, he<br />looked weak and all she could hear him say was "e6la3" she looked over at<br />Turki who had fiery eyes. He gave her a look and left the room.<br />"lyth can you hear me?" he nodded<br />"are you okay?" he nodded<br />"are you tired" he nodded<br />"are you just nodding" he smiled and nodded<br />She leaned in and<br />placed a kiss on his forehead. He smiled at her opening his eyes to look at<br />her. The look he gave her gave her goosebumps but before she could say anything<br />he fell asleep.<br /><br />She left his room with<br />a smile on her face. She was happy, but a grey cloud came to rain on her<br />parade. Turki pulled her into the elevator then into his car. She was squirming<br />in his hands trying to losen his grip but it was a hopeless case.<br /><br />Just as she was about<br />to open her mouth to scream for help he slapped her so hard, she passed out<br />instantly. He drove her to his hospital, carried her up into his bedroom and<br />placed her into his bed and watched her.<br /><br />She woke up an hour<br />later with a heavy head, as soon as she saw him in his bed she thought the worst<br />and cried.<br /><br />He ran over to her<br />placing his hands into hers as he sat down next to her "rsoolty 7beebty dont cry ana ma swait shay walla"<br />"wa5er 3ny please turki aby arou7"<br />"bs ana a7ibich<br />rsal ana abech o ra7 akalm ahaly"<br />he looked like a lost child in need of guidance<br />"bs ana ma a7ibik Turki MA A7IBIK" hysterically crying<br />"mo ib kaifich" walking out of the bedroom leaving her in her own misery<br />The more she screamed, the longer he ignored until he heard nothing from her.<br />Dialing 7arith<br />7arith: hala tarkan<br />turki: wainik<br />7arith: rad il bait int wainik<br />turki: ta3al il shiqa abek ib shay<br />------------------------------<br />"7uby jourety" Jana's loving voice filled her room<br />Joury was in bed,<br />under her covers since her parents dropped the bomb on her, she has been crying<br />nonstop. She wasnt in love with anyone, nor was she in a relationship with<br />anyone but the fact that her parents were forcing her was something she couldnt<br />wrap her head around.<br />"7yatie walla 3zizan is a great guy" trying to make this easier on her cousin<br />"I have nothing<br />against him but I dont want to get married" placing her head onto Jana's lap<br />"why not?" stroking her tangled hair<br />"I am not ready janoon" looking up at her<br />"7yatie intay you<br />dont have a man in your life 9a7?"<br />Joury nodded "so you wouldnt<br />mind an arranged marriage right?"<br />Joury nodded once again "okay so why are<br />you against 3zizan? he is family in a way b3dain he knows how much you mean to<br />me he wouldnt do anything to harm you" smiling at her cousin<br />"adree bs..."<br />"mn '3air bs o<br />min '3air dal3 il rayal beyey il laila ishofich you better dress up fahma"<br />her mother's cold tone of voice shook her<br />right out of bed and into the shower<br />----------<br />"3ziz"<br />"na3am<br />yuba?" 3bdul3ziz was just<br />annoyed with the whole situation. He just got back from the states, he just got<br />his masters and was thrilled because he was about to open up a hotel in Miami,<br />he was going to be the youngest hotel owner in the world and that required his<br />undivided attention and now his father was forcing him to marry a girl he saw<br />once when they she was still in her diapers.<br /><br />"il laila bnrou7<br />bait ahal joury 3shan itshofha sam3?"<br />His father meant the world to him, he was all he had left. His mother passed<br />away 12 years ago and he didnt have any siblings and even though his father has<br />remarried he never had children.<br /><br />"inshalah yuba<br />ily it2mra" he never stood against<br />his father and he sure was not going to start now<br />-----------<br />"faloook"<br />"3youny"<br />"7beebty i7na<br />ry7en 10 days laish kil hal clothes?"<br />looking at the 2 filled suitcases on the floor<br />"I dont know what to take" frowning<br />"you are aware<br />ina you arent going to be in much clothes 9a7?" giving her a naughty look<br />"hahah '3aaith" pushing him away from her<br />"galby intay lail7en ma 5al9tay?"<br />"haha laa twny thalith youm" pulling out a skirt<br />"walain" leaving her in the middle of her mess<br />"I love you" she called to him<br />"sure sure" laughing as he settled in front of the television flipping<br />through the channel<br />---------------<br />"tarkan ha sh3ndik?" 7arith walked into the apartment<br />"mako, agoul 7aroth yeb il laptop mn my<br />bedroom"<br />7arith walked into<br />Turki's bedroom to bring his laptop, but something else was in his face. Rsal<br />laying on the bed, sleeping soundly unaware of her surrounding. 7arith kept a<br />straight face and walked out of the bedroom and sat next to Turki<br /><br />"7arooth I didnt<br />want you to find this way bs knt bwarek ina all girls are the same o hathy mo<br />'3air ana mo dymen agolik girls cant be trusted?"<br />7arith didnt say a word, he was just clenching his fist.<br />"ism3"<br />Turki edited Rsals<br />words into "Turki<br />a7ibik" 7arith got the proof,<br />her voice, her words what more reassurance did he need?<br />-------------<br />3ziz and his father<br />dressed up in their dishdasha's and sham'3s and looked handsome as ever. They<br />got into his Austin Martin and headed over to Joury's families house.<br /><br />They were welcomed by<br />her mother who looked stunning, she sat them down in their lavish guest room<br />where her husband was there. After their greetings they sat down and talked.<br /><br />"Remy please call<br />Joury let her come down" their nanny went up<br />to Joury's room he was staring at her reflection. She looked stunning in a<br />cream colored dress, hugging her curves and showing off her goods. She had her<br />long curly hair as it naturally is and applied very little dress since she<br />didnt need much.<br />She headed into the room with Jana on her side "il salam 3laikum" they both said<br />"w 3laikum il<br />salam" everyone answered Jana<br />headed to her uncle and cousin kissing them, Joury was behind her. She greeted<br />her uncle with two cold kisses on each cheek and stood in front of 3ziz who had<br />his hand out for her to shake. She didnt look up at him.<br /><br />She sat down next to<br />her father with her eyes glued to her lap. She didnt join the conversation, she<br />just laughed when appropriate. They headed into the dining room for dinner, and<br />she was mute as well staring at her plate.<br /><br />3ziz on the other hand<br />was enjoying her shyness. He had heard about her beauty, everyone talked about<br />it the way they talked about her mother's looks but seeing her in front of him<br />he was speechless.<br />He watched her as she quietly munched her food clearly not savoring the taste.<br />He watched her as she twisted a strand of her hair around her<br />finger when they talked about her.<br />He watched her as she played with the ring on her finger in an attempt to<br />lessen her nervousness.<br />He just watched her.<br />"ha 7uby shrayich?" Jana sitting on the bed<br />"3dee" What could she say, she didnt even glance up at him and when he<br />talked she was too nervous to pay attention.<br /><br />"shino 3dee ma<br />shal 3aina 3nich" Joury looked up at<br />Jana to make sure she was saying the truth<br />"ahaa" glad she got her attention<br />"joury" her mother waltz in to her room "b3d shahrain il milcha inshalah o next week bnrou7 France<br />injahiz, janoona can you come with us?" Joury heard those words and passed out on the bed.<br /><br />A few hours later she<br />woke up and found the family doctor by her side and she was hooked to an IV "jana?" she completely avoided<br />her mothers gaze<br />"7yatie how are you feeling?" holding her hands<br />Joury looked up at her with teary eyes "I<br />dont want to get married please janoon I know he is a good guy bs ma aby a'6lim<br />il rayal ana I dont know him"<br />"joury il milcha<br />b3d 2 months 3jbich wla mo 3jbich"<br />her mother walked out of her daughters bedroom before she broke down herself.<br /><br />"jana please dont<br />leave me" burying her face into<br />her pillow she really didnt want to get married<br />---------------------<br />Rsal woke up with the<br />worst headache, she looked around the room and she quickly recalled everything<br />that happened, and once again she burst out into tears. She heard a muffled<br />noise and when she looked to her left she saw Turki asleep, shirtless next to<br />her.<br /><br />He woke up when he<br />heard her cries and hugged her "LATJESNY aby<br />arou7 il bait turki please 5alny arid il bait please turki ana ma a7ibik ma<br />abeek please" covering her face<br />with her hands as she cried, she broke his heart.<br /><br />He got up, got dressed<br />and took her back to the hospital since her car was parked there. Rsal needed<br />to see lyth, she needed someone to console her. She headed to his room and<br />asked the nurse if he was alone, and when they confirmed she stepped into his<br />room she threw herself next to him and cried.<br />She felt his hand playing with her and she looked up at him with her blurry<br />eyes "lyth"<br />"why are you<br />crying?" he was concerned and<br />she knew he was exhausted. All she could say was "turki"<br />Lyth has had it with Turki, he couldnt believe 7arith was not standing up for<br />Rsal.<br />------------<br />"bs ana lail7en bl jam3a"<br />"adree 7beebty<br />thats why I applied for the both of us, ana basawi my masters wntay itkamlen<br />your undergrad since most of your credits transferred" playing with her hair<br />"bs mama o baba o rsal o faris o .."<br />he placed his index finger on her lips<br />"o ana?" running his index finger across her lips, she planted a kiss on<br />his finger and said "inta 3omry"<br />"then 5ala9 7beebty" flashing her a smile before leaning in to kiss her neck<br />"mm b3d wa7da mny" pointing to her right cheek<br />"o here" pointing at her lips<br />'9a7y carried her into their bedroom.<br />------------------<br />"falak walla ra7<br />nit25ar" '3aith was annoyed,<br />they had to be in the airport and Falak was still in the shower<br /><br />"dgeega bs I<br />promise" she stepped out of the<br />bathroom in her towel and hair tied up "I<br />promise I wont take long" she ran into the<br />closet quickly getting into her track suit and air drying her hair. She applied<br />her make up in the car since they were going to be late<br /><br />"ashwa iny wadait<br />il bags earlier lo sam3 kalamich we would have missed our flight"<br />She leaned in to kiss him, and all it took was one kiss for him to smile again.<br />------------------<br />"ha saja shrayich?" he asked her<br />"ily itshofa ya<br />Bu Rayan" Her plan was working,<br />and he didnt even ask her for a paternity test<br /><br />"la mn '3air Bu<br />Rayan, ana Mo7amad" he kept convincing<br />himself he was doing this for the sake of the baby. He was determined not to<br />tell anyone about this, its not the first time he has married secretly.<br /><br />"5ala9 youm il<br />athain inshalah ayekum il bait ma3a il shai5" Saja stood up and kissed his right cheek "mashkour 7moudy 3sa raby ma ya7rumny minik"<br /><br />Their grandfather was<br />use to giving, and he loved it and since his wife passed away 10 years ago he<br />pushed aside any feelings for the sake of his family but now Saja was starting<br />something.<br />Before she stepped out of his office he handed her a credit card, an envelope<br />filled with money and car keys to her brand new S class.<br />---------------<br />"ha yuba shrayik?" s3oud asked his son while they were having lunch<br />"mashalah il bnt<br />ma 3laiha shay" He did think she was<br />pretty but he didnt know anything about her<br />"ee mashalah wayed 7ilwa alah<br />e7af'6ha"<br />"bs yuba" drinking some water "ma<br />sm3na 9out-ha"<br />"ee kanat mist7ya<br />ya7laila, 3dee yuba b3d il milcha inshalah tit3rf 3laiha" 3ziz was happy,but after hearing his father's word the tightness<br />in his chest reappeared.<br />"inshalah, il 7imdilah ana shb3t" leaving the table<br />Dialing Janoon<br />jana: ha 3zizan<br />3ziz: hey babe shlonich<br />jana: uggh ive been better and you<br />3ziz: oh ive definitely been better<br />silence<br />jana: so<br />3ziz: so<br />jana: 3zooz pick me up lazem we talk, ta3aly<br />in 2 hours please<br />3ziz: yala okay al7en amurich<br />3bdul3ziz and Jana's<br />relationship was tight. She was his unborn sister, he went to her for<br />everything and she did the same.<br />-------------<br />7arith was in<br />Starbucks waiting for his flight to London "lwsm7t o5oy are you done mn il newspaper?"<br />"ee tfa'6al" 7arith noticed the man's S3ody accent "rad il s3odya?"<br />"la ry7 3la<br />london, knt ab'3a atzawaj bs il bnt ra7at mny" remembering Rsal. 7arith held back his tears, he remember Rsal sleeping<br />in Turki's bed. She played him, and he cursed himself for believing her and<br />loving her "il banat ya5ee<br />mushkila" he chuckled.<br />Yasser and 7arith continued talking as they waited for their flight to start<br />boarding.<br />--------------<br />"ha 7jy" jana nudged him as she got into the car<br />"ha 7ajya, sh3ndich ib bait the future<br />madam" lifting an eye brow<br />"hey 7dik 3la jourety"<br />"pretty soon btkoun jourety ana" he wanted to tease her<br />"LA she is mine, o tara 6a7at<br />3laina" hoping to arouse a<br />feeling<br />"laaa??" was all he said<br />They drove in silence until they arrived to Johnny Rockets Al manshar, it was<br />their spot.<br />"3zooz"<br />"janoon I dont<br />wanna talk about it okay 5ala9 I am doing what is asked of me and that is more<br />than enough dont you think?" taking a sip of his<br />vanilla milkshake<br /><br />"no its not,<br />ism3ny 3zooz int mithel o5oy bs ehya she means more o trust me you are getting<br />the better end of the deal lo itlif il 3alam kila ma tilga wa7da mithlha"<br /><br />"hahah laa?" he understood Jana and Joury were close, but for her to defend<br />her this much he was surprised and interested<br /><br />"ee and I dont<br />appreciate you talking about her like that, if I were you I would send her<br />flowers and chocolates she likes chocolates" taking a bite of her fries "did<br />you know she is an artist? her art work is hung ib XYZ gallery again I think<br />you should go check it out"<br />"shfeech im39ba?"<br />"also<br />mr.successful she owns her own party planning/interior designing shop she<br />borrowed the money from her father and is paying him back and its very<br />successful she only has a quarter of the amount left to pay" taking a sip of her diet coke but maintain her angered gaze<br /><br />"also, she doent<br />drink soft drinks leana she is anemic, and she has to take blood pressure pill<br />because its hereditary what else, she is super sweet and she cooks, boy does<br />she cook lo itro7 the best restaurants ma takel a7la mn akelha and she is<br />caring and thoughtful and she will always put others before herself" she was in tears now<br /><br />"3ziz, she is being forced to marry you and when I talked<br />to her she had a smile on her face and said ana ma aby a'6lm il rayal sm3t 3na<br />a lot of good things o oboh wl ni3m fee bs I dont know him and im scared" wiping her tears "thats<br />what she said 3ziz, and you what did you say?"<br />He was speechless, he didnt know what to say.<br />what is there to say?<br />"faisal?"<br />"hala 7yatie"<br />"laih refa'9t yasser?" sitting in front of him<br />"shino laish,<br />intay sm3te? egoul he wants to take her ma3a il s3odya, o ma yabeha itkamel<br />derast-ha o the only time bnshoufha when he has time off work sijin mo<br />zawaj" attending back to his<br />lap top<br />"6yb 3rfa bs hw rjal kways" She just wanted her daughter to get married<br />"mako '3aira<br />ya3ne? ana yayeb bnty 3shan abe3aha? shamou5a 7uby ya um 3yaly ana bnty rsal<br />'3air 3ndy o abeha yamy o inshalah byounha ily a7san mn yasser tawha<br />9'3era"<br /><br />"il nas aish<br />btgoul ma2ab a9'3ar o itjawzt" leaving<br />the office before her husband answered her.<br /><br />Faisal left her to<br />cool off while he finished the business proposal he had on hand. Once he<br />finished everything he headed up to their bedroom to find her sitting on the<br />couch her mind not with her "7beebty" moving closer to her<br />"mm" looking away from him<br />"7yatie" sitting down next to her<br />"aish tb'3a?"<br />"ab'3ak" hugging her<br />----------------<br />A weeks passed along.<br />'3aith and Falak enjoyed their trip and things were working great for them.<br />7arith and Yasser were traveling around Europe and were later joined by Turki.<br />Lyth left the hospital and hasnt heard from Rsal. He didnt go looking for her.<br />Their grandfather<br />married Saja and moved her into a 2 floor house in Salwa it had a view of the<br />beach. Her sister moved in with her. Her plan was set.<br /><br />'9a7y and Ma2ab were<br />getting their paper work down, they set the appointment to get their visa. They<br />were thrilled, even though their parents didnt want them to leave they were<br />supportive.<br />"7uby shfeech?" '9a7y concerned<br />"ma adree I dont feel well"<br />"you look yellow,<br />emshay inrou7 il mustashfa" before he could get<br />up, she fell to the floor in front of him. He quickly carried her and drove off<br />to the hospital in a frenzy. He was terrified.<br />They took her into the operating room while he waited.<br />and waited.<br />and waited.<br />"dictor 6amny shfeeha?" running to the doctor<br />"int knt 3rf inha<br />7amel?" '9a7y stood in front of the doctor, jaw dropped, eyes bulging "7amel?" he asked<br />"kanat 7amel bs il yahel 6a7 ana<br />asif"<br />"agdar ashoufha?" he was now thinking about ma2ab<br />"a5aly il nurse itwadik awal ma ewadounha<br />il '3urfa" leaving '9a7y in his<br />own thoughts<br />Half an hour later the<br />nurse called '9a7y, and with his heart pounding he stepped into the room to<br />find her sleeping peacefully. She still looked frail and yellow.<br />He sat next to her stroked her face, and playing with her hair watching her.<br />He fell asleep by her<br />side, and at 7 am he heard the nurse coming in to check on her "9ba7 il 5air"<br />"9ba7 il nour" she answered with her weak voice "what happened?"<br />"7yatie ma adre<br />shagolich bs you lost a baby" he had to fight back<br />his tears. Ma2ab's eyes started tearing up, but then Turki came to mind and she<br />knew there was a huge change this was Turki's child and not '9a7ys and that<br />eased her.<br />"dont cry 7beebty inshalah raby<br />e3w'6na" placing a loving kiss<br />on the crown of her head.<br />"aby a6l3 aby arid il bait please"<br />'9a7y went to find the<br />doctor and ask him if she could leave. She placed her hand on her stomach but<br />quickly snapped back into reality.<br />-----------<br />Rsal spent most of her<br />days in bed crying. She didnt talk to anyone. She didnt see anyone and when her<br />parents asked her she told them she was catching up on her reading.<br />Lyth: hey stranger<br />Rsal: LYTH<br />Lyth: why yes ;)<br />Rsal: are you out? where have you been your<br />phone has been off ;s<br />Lyth: baaih 5ubrich qadem mn ziman bs someone<br />was a bad friend :(<br />Rsal: im sorry but ...<br />Lyth: adree<br />Rsal: I missed you<br />Lyth: yeah?<br />Rsal: LYTH<br />Lyth: hahah I missed<br />you too, so when will you come see me im all banged up in bed but I can keep<br />you company<br />Rsal: tabeny ayek il bait?<br />Lyth: ee 3dee ill tell<br />my parents il shabab yayen b3dain I have my own apartment bl bait fa no one will<br />see you<br />Rsal: okay, ill change o come :D<br />Rsal jumped out of bed<br />and into the shower. She then wore a pair of jeans with a navy blue buttoned<br />shirt her ballerinas and headed to the supermarket to buy a whole load of junk.<br />She then stopped Johnny Rockets form milkshakes, Paul for tarts then finally<br />Lyth's house.<br /><br />She followed his<br />directions, parked by the back door struggling with the amount of food she<br />bought, up the stairs and into his apartment.<br /><br />She found him sitting<br />in the living room watching TV and when he saw her she saw his shining smile "hi stranger"<br />"hala feech, come here" she placed everything in front of him and sat down next to him<br />"can I hug you or will it hurt?" not knowing what to say<br />"aked it will hurt bs it will be worth<br />it" opening his arm up<br />for her<br />She hugged him and before she knew it she started crying "laish the tears?"<br />"Lyth ana wayed<br />5yfa you dont know what Turki did, I havent left the house since" her voice croaked as she remember Turki<br />"just forget about him Rsal, dont worry I<br />will take care of everything"<br />Here is the situation,<br />Lyth was thinking the worst. He thought Turki actually did something to her and<br />now he felt bad for her.<br />In a way he pitied her for what happened, and he didnt want to talk about it<br />more.<br />"shfeek lyth?" he looked at her differently<br />"salamtich, so whats to eat im<br />starving"<br />Rsal knew something<br />was up, she could easily tell how differently he was treating her but she<br />thought it might had something to do with the accident and she didnt want to<br />push him further especially since he has been through a lot.<br />They watched TV in complete silence. She decided to leave, she was feeling very<br />uncomfortable.<br />"ha 3la wain?"<br />"o lazem arid il bait ill see you later<br />okay?" leaving before she<br />heard what he had to say<br />She stepped into her car and poured her heart out.<br />She had no one.<br />She had never been so alone.<br />She had been calling<br />7arith none stop but his phone was always off. Its been off since the day with<br />Turki, but she didnt link it.<br />-------------------------<br />3bdul3ziz's mind was<br />on over load for the past two weeks. His cousins words about Joury kept ringing<br />in his mind. He headed over to the exhibition to check out her art and he wsa<br />mesmerized by her work.<br />He also passed by her store to take a look at what they do, and was again he<br />was impressed.<br />Joury, her mother and<br />Jana were on their way to France to prepare for the milcha and wedding. Joury's<br />friends were taking care of her the milcha preparations since they worked with<br />her and knew the requirements and her likes and dislikes.<br /><br />3ziz hasnt contacted her since the day he came over with his<br />father to see her, and she was not expecting to her from him.<br />"INTAY 6ALIG" he<br />screamed out from the bottom of the stairs.<br />"LAISH?" she cried back<br />"haha laaish??<br />shino uhwa il laish ana ma abeech MA ABEECH wala lo 3my mo daf3ly ma 5thaitich<br />yala bara BARA IL BAIT a9lan lo ekoun ib 3lmich ana mitzawj 3laich" He walked over to the kitchen to bring out his second wife. She<br />was a young girl, not 5alejy.<br />"INT 7QEER MO RAYAL"<br />"ahaha ana mo<br />rayal ya njude?" he ran after her<br />grabbing her from her hair and shoving her into their bedroom. He held her<br />fragile arms over her head while he forced himself into her. Since she married<br />him, more than 2 months ago, he has never touched her. He spent every night out<br />of the house and if he did sleep in the house he would bring another woman with<br />him.<br />Now that he decided to divorce her, he raped her as well.<br />"3shan mara thanya it3rfen mino il rayal,<br />6l3ay bara baity"<br />Njude packed her<br />clothes and headed to her grandfathers house she knew if she headed to her<br />parents house her father wont let her in.<br /><br />With a frightened<br />heart she rang the bell and walked into the living room to find her grandfather<br />and 7arith sitting having a deep conversation. The instant she saw 7arith and<br />lost it.<br />She ran into his lap crying hysterically.<br />Her grandfather saw<br />the cuts and bruises all over body, he was frightened he pulled her into his<br />chest and hugged her "shfeech<br />yuba??"<br /><br />Between her tears she<br />managed to say "yuba 6alagny<br />.... i3tida 3ly o 6ALAGNY" burying her face in<br />his chest as she sobbed.<br /><br />7arith carried her<br />into one of the bedrooms, and called the nannies to help her shower and change.<br />He came back with the first aid kit to sanitize her cuts.<br />"6al3eny" he asked her<br />She couldnt look at him.<br />"judey look at<br />me" she lifted her gaze<br />up to meet his, her eyes were teary "smile<br />for me" he asked.<br /><br />She looked down again,<br />she couldnt. She once gave him her heart, and she never got it back. He stayed<br />with her until she fell asleep then walked down to his grandfather.<br /><br />"yuba, ana<br />btzawajha o itha int mo ra'97 kaifik ana kint abeha, knt shareha o int ma<br />5laitny o nisait-ha o lmn 7bait '3airha TURKI 5THAHA MINY al7en ana b5ith<br />njude" he stormed out of the<br />house and into his car<br />Dialing Lyth<br />Lyth: hala<br />7arith: hala feek, ha wainik<br />Lyth: hamik?<br />7arith: shino<br />Lyth: ta3aly il bait<br />7arith drove over to Lyth's house and made his way up to his apartment.<br />"ha lyouth shlonik" sitting down on the one seater<br />"7artih aby as2ilik so2al" he couldnt believe these men were his friends<br />"shfeek lyouth?" resting his arms on his knees<br />"int 3rf sh9ar m3a Rsal o Turki?" 7arith cringed when he heard there names together<br />"ee" he coldly said<br />"o ra'9y?" Lyth was annoyed<br />"b3d il shay 9ar o<br />ehya kanat ra'9ya itha il bnt '9y3a b3d ana shbaswi allah yaster 3laiha" lighting a cigarette<br />"agolick shay int o wld 3mik mo reyayel<br />til3boun ib banat il nas"<br />"haha lyouth 7beeby la tinsa 7alik" standing up<br />"agolik shay gd<br />mara shftny ma3a wa7da 5alejya? gd mara shftny adf3 for a girl? gd mara shftny<br />al3ab 3la 5awat? int kint 3arif mn il awal ina Turki kan 7a6 3aina 3la Rsal o<br />you risked the girl for your mere please, arid wgoul INT MO RAYAL, il 5aneth<br />wld 3mik e'9y3 il bnt o esafer ma3ak wnt ra'9y ?"<br /><br />Lyth didnt see it<br />coming, 7arith punched him causing him to lose his balance and fall, 7arith<br />jumped over him beating the living day light out of him "7AROUTH" came turki's voice<br />from behind him.<br /><br />7arith stopped and<br />looked down at his bloody lifeless friend. He quickly got up and saw his hands<br />covered with Lyth's blood, he then looked up at Turki for answers. "ana maly shu'3ul itha 9ar shay bagolhum int knt<br />mwjoud" and turned around to<br />walk away, 7arith pulled his arm and punched him causing him to tumble down the<br />stairs.<br />"INT 7MAR it6ig wld 3mik?" turki screamed<br />"ana ma 3ndy wld<br />3m, wla ekoun ly il sharaf akoun wld 3mik int mo rayal!" 7arith stepped over him and spit on him before he headed into<br />his car to drive off.<br /><br />He called the<br />ambulance and told them about Lyth from a local phone and headed to his<br />grandfather's house to see Njude.<br />Rsal: Lyth?<br />Rsal: PING !!<br />Rsal: I guess you dont<br />want to talk to me, ana basafer ma3a juwan I need time away from everything and<br />everyone.<br />--------------------<br />Dialing 7arith<br />7arith: shtaben<br />Rsal: what the hell is going one<br />7arith:<br />*chuckling loudly* intay shtben bl'6b6?<br />Rsal:<br />*crying* 7arith shfeek?<br />7arith: Rsal alah<br />yaster 3laich jd intay wayed 6yba o shofay sh9ar ana 3arif kil shay Turki galy<br />and I hope you are happy ana 5ala9 ba5ith bnt 3mity ma aby asm3 minich Rsal<br /><br />He shut the phone in<br />his face, pressing down on the accelerator. He parked in the underground<br />parking and headed up to Njudes room. She saw him in his bloody clothes and<br />bloody fists, her eyes opened wide "shfeek<br />7beeby?"<br />He ran to her hugging her "itha it7ibeny<br />golay tm"<br />She looked at him with confused eyes<br />"tm"<br />"I was with you<br />all day okay? ana knt nayem 3ndich please judey I need you o ana kalamt yady<br />5ala9 ba5thich no one will take you away from me" Hugging her<br /><br />"7yatie o your<br />clothes shloun?" They decided they<br />would wash his clothes instantly he stepped into the shower to wash off his<br />friends blood, Lyth was one of his best friends and now he might have killed<br />him.<br />He wore a pair of pants he found in one of the rooms and got into bed with<br />Njude.<br />---------------<br />Lyth was rushed to the<br />hospital, his right jaw and cheek bone were broken, his nose was broken, and he<br />bruised two ribs just when they were beginning to heal.<br />-----------------<br />"7uby I dont<br />think he will answer, we need to board now" Juwan said as she placed her hand on Rsal's back to usher her<br />into the plane<br />"I have a bad feeling babe" looking into Juwans eyes<br />"do you want us to stay?" hesitant<br />"no no, inshalah<br />everything is okay lets go '9a7y ma2ab o faris are already waiting for us"<br /><br />Juwan's boyfriend<br />broke up with her, and since her and Rsal were feeling down and low they<br />decided to join '9a7y and Ma2ab who were in Dubai to get Ma2ab's mind off what<br />happened, and their brother, Faris decided to join them.<br />---------------<br />Once again Lyth was in the ICU, this time the people that truly loved him were<br />praying for him.<br />His family.<br />--------------<br />Turki was shocked at<br />what his cousin did, he drove over to his apartment but he had a hard time<br />breathing. He felt something pressing down on his chest, but chose to ignore<br />the feeling. He took a shower and jumped into bed to fall asleep.<br />--------------<br />Joury, her mother and<br />Jana spent every day for 3 weeks in the boutiques. She literally bought a whole<br />new wardrobe. She sketched out her wedding gown and was having it custom made,<br />she also sketched out her engagement party dress since her parents were having<br />a lavish party at their house.<br /><br />Even though she was<br />enjoying all the new things she was terrified of whats to come. There was 3<br />weeks left to the milcha, and they were staying in France for another week,<br />they were just waiting on the engagement dress to be done before they headed<br />back. After the engagement party she had 2 months before the wedding.<br />She layed in bed thinking about 3ziz and her life with him "janoony"<br />"hala 7yatie" looking up from her book<br />"3ndich picture of 3bdul3ziz?"<br />"I do but its a<br />few years old" She sat down next to<br />Joury and showed her 3bdul3ziz's picture. It was him and Jana in Water World 3<br />years ago.<br /><br />"thats him?" Joury was surprised, he was handsome. Manly, rugged, her had an<br />aura to him and his smile, oh his smile was simply heart melting.<br />"ee laish?" smiling<br />"la bs just<br />wondering" she glanced at the<br />picture one more time before snuggling into bed. She was hoping she would get<br />to know him, that he would have asked for her number but nothing. She gets her<br />knews from Jana, and she was postie he didnt ask about her.<br />------------<br />'3aith walked into a<br />dark house, the only light was shining from the upstairs. He walked up the<br />stairs and into their bedroom to find Falak wearing barely anything, surrounded<br />by rose petals around the floor and candles.<br />he flashed her a smile.<br />"is it my birthday?" walking closer to her<br />She took his hand and<br />placed it on her stomach, and looked up at him with a smile "are you ready to be a father"<br /><br />'3aith stepped back<br />looking at her, he then pulled her into his chest hugging her "9ij baby you are pregnant?"<br />"ee" her eyes tearing up "are you happy?" she was worried that it might be too soon to have a baby they<br />barely have been married for a year<br />"mn 9ijich"<br />he sat her down on the bed and sat down in front of her kissing her hands "I love you Falak amout feech and this is the best thing<br />that is happening to me, after you of course"<br />She leaned in and planted her lips onto his "a7ibik"<br />Lyth was out of it for 3 days.<br />7arith spent ALL his<br />time with Njude, and their grandfather has grown accustomed to the idea of both<br />of them together.<br /><br />Turki admitted himself<br />to the hospital since what he was feeling was getting worse. The doctors took<br />some tests and will contact him once they know. He wasnt worried about his<br />family because they were on their summer vacation.<br />------------<br />Rsal was having the<br />time of her life with her newly changed sister, her brother, her best friend<br />and her brother in law.<br />She saw some sparks between Faris and Juwan and she coulnt be more thrilled.<br />Dialing Lyth<br />1 missed call<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />10 missed calls<br />Nothing.<br />She was worried, she knew<br />something was wrong but she had no one to ask. She was done with 7arith and<br />would never call him.<br />She didnt expect him to side with his cousin especially since she had nothing<br />to do with it.<br />"rsool aby akalmich" Faris interrupting her<br />thoughts<br />"whats up faroos" sitting next to him on the tanning bed<br />"um Juwan" flashing her a shy smile<br />"shfeeha?" she knew where this was going and she was thrilled<br />"shino shfeeha? ya3nee its clear" pushing her<br />"ee its clear and<br />if you are asking if she is single then yes she is single and yes she is great<br />and I love her and I love you and and .."<br /><br />"bs bs siktay<br />shgaitna ib kalamich mat3arfen itjwben il jawab lazem itzyden mn 3ndich?" standing up to walk over to Juwan<br />-------------<br />Message received<br />you said you dont want<br />me or my baby right? you send your filthy cousin to get rid of me guess what I<br />did?<br />reply<br />saja shtaben<br />message received<br />is2al 7moody , ugh I mean yadik m7mad ;)<br />'3aith couldnt believe<br />the message he got from Saja what was she up to. Turki assured him everything<br />was okay so why is she showing up now?<br />He left his office and headed up to his grandfather's office<br />knock knock<br />"tefa'9al"<br />"il salam yuba shlonik?" '3aith was on edge<br />"b5air sh3ndik?" he was never one to socialize at work<br />"yuba sh9ayer ma3a<br />saja?" His grandfather<br />dropped his pen and looked up at him with a disgusted look "haha tis2lny ana sh9ayer ma3a saja ya jleel il 7ya?<br />e'9ehar ana ma rbait ryayel ily ma3rfaw eraboun i3yalhum, algaha minik wla mn<br />7arith wla mn tarkan wela wa7id feekum agdar ashid il'6aher fee"<br />"haa shfeek yady sh9ayer?" sitting down in front of him<br />"sh9ayer? til3b<br />ib thailik wt-hid il bnt lmn tyek itgolik ana 7amel LAISH??" he was clearly pissed<br /><br />"haa yuba, mn<br />9ijik int im9adgha? tara 6alagha ma 9ar 3ly wayed int chaykt mino obo il yahal<br />ana watheg itha 7alalna btshouf ana mo il oboy, yuba int shsawait?" he knew his grandfather dealt with the situation and was<br />worried about what he had done<br />"achathib murty?" just like that he dropped a bomb on '3aith<br />"m .. murtik??" '3aith stood up<br />"ahah ee 7beeby murty, itha int mo rayal<br />o mataby wldik ana 5thait-ha"<br />"laa e'9her ehya<br />sa7ritik int ga3d tisma3 shga3id itgoul?? int ma 7alalt 7g il bnt? ehya ma3rouf<br />3nha yuba il3bt ib 2edha o relha o yaya al7en itgu9 3laik"<br />"e6l3 mn il sharika o lat5alny ashouf<br />wayhik ihny mara thnya sam3?"<br />'3aith stepped out of<br />his grandfathers office and headed home. He didnt know what to do, or how to<br />act. Of all the people who had shocked him and hurt him in his life, his<br />grandfather?<br />Never did he think this would happen.<br />-------------<br />"rsool laish ma tyen ma3ana?" ma2ab hugging her sister<br />"wain ayey<br />ma3akum 7uby intay ry7a ma3a raylich I dont want to be the third wheel"<br />"you wont, intay i5te" giving her a loving smile<br />Rsal was emotional, and hearing her sister say that made her cry.<br />"shfeeech?" ma2ab was scared, she never knew how to deal with someone<br />crying. Juwan stepped in hugging Rsal as she cried, Faris was touched by her<br />concern.<br /><br />"rsolty 7uby<br />please stop crying" trying to comfort her<br />friend. Juwan took Rsal to their room so she would rest.<br />"juwan im worried about Lyth ma adre<br />shfee"<br />"rsal?" tucking a strand of free hair behind her ear<br />"mm" wiping her tears<br />"you love him<br />dont you?" Rsal didnt even look<br />up at her friend, she has been avoiding this issue.<br />"how about we go back so you tell<br />him?" smiling down at her<br />friend<br />"juuj I wanna<br />sleep okay?" turning around and<br />snuggling under the blanket as she looked at the undelivered message to Lyth.<br />Rsal: I miss you :(<br />Even though she knew he wouldnt get it, she sent it!</div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-69883157136304703622012-04-08T00:49:00.001-07:002012-04-08T01:14:36.908-07:00Jawl part 2 ;**<div><br />7arith headed over to Bu 3ziz's apartment, he needed to<br />"release" some stress. Chasing girls was not something he was<br />enjoying.<br />Incoming Call Tarkan<br />7arith: haa tarkan ya5e int wainik mn ziman<br />3nik<br />turki: wainik 7arooth<br />7arith: brou7 3nd bu 3ziz laish<br />turki: hahah laaish 7beeby '6abi6lik wa7da<br />laish itro7la?<br />7arith: ya5e maly 5ulg teye wa7da wtgoly la o<br />ma adree shino int wainik?<br />turki: bl bait, agoul murny ayey ma3ak<br />7arith: haha laa laish mat'6ab6lik wa7da haa<br />turki: kil tibin o ta3al<br />I guess our men aren't angels, when the going gets tough you can easily pay for<br />a girl<br />Days passed by and<br />Rsal heard nothing from 7arith, since he didnt look for her she didnt bother.<br />7arith on the other end was dying with anticipation, he didnt know what was<br />happening and when the guy was coming to see her. He began to panic, he was losing<br />her for good and not even to his cousin to a total stranger.<br /><br />Turki was lost in his<br />own thoughts, was he bold enough to go through with his plans? He wanted to<br />marry Ma2ab, not out of love, but because he knew he could, and he knew she<br />wouldnt say no to him. She loved the attention, and marrying him meant getting<br />his name, his money and of course a Greek god as a husband. For him, he would<br />get the pretty wife with the name and the money, but he would also get Rsal as<br />his sister in law. He wanted to make Ma2ab's life a living hell, she wasnt the<br />one to play him and he was planning on showing her that.<br />He reached a decision and was going to talk to his father.<br />----------------------------------<br />"7beeby tara<br />malait mn il hotel, lets just go home" Since they got married they have been living in a hotel since<br />their house was not furnished and they still did not plan their honeymoon.<br /><br />"ay bait ma3ndna<br />furniture" stepping out of the<br />bathroom with nothing but a towel around his waist.<br /><br />"ya rayal cham<br />mara agolik if we are going to have a decent conversation PLEASE cover up" she couldnt concentrate on anything with him walking around<br />half naked.<br />"mm laish?" being naughty<br />"cause I cant resist my hunk of a<br />husband" she couldnt.<br />"inzain you cover<br />up as well, shino labsatly hot shorts that barely cover anything and a tight<br />tank top tabeny ayin?" she rocked the hot<br />shorts and was loving it.<br /><br />"okay fine" reaching out for her robe while he wore his boxers and a black<br />wife beater "7beeby I have my<br />bedroom a small living room, my walk in closet and a bathroom at our house and<br />we just remodeled fa the furniture is new so we can stay there 3la ma we decide<br />where we want to go and furnish the house" sitting in his lap as he rested his back against the bed's back<br />board.<br /><br />"mm fikra, bs<br />a5af 5watich ma ya5thoun ra7at-hum if I slept there" at the same time he didnt want her to be uncomfortable at his<br />house around his brothers.<br /><br />"bs 5waty mo<br />mit7ajbat fa its not a problem bs ana aham shay 3ndy ra7tik ana I dont mind<br />itha ri7na baitkum ana bs glt baitna leana we will have our privacy especially<br />with our own living room" resting her head on<br />his chest as he played with her hair.<br /><br />"ana I have my<br />own floor ib baitna, my bedroom, my bathroom o 9ala 9'3era bs il mushkila ina<br />its not closed, shofay kalmay your parents o ana akalm mine o inshouf what<br />happened shrayich?" holding her tighter<br />"inzain, can we go get ice cream and<br />drive around zahgana mn il hotel"<br />"akeed 7beebty, yala gomay" gently slapping her ass<br />----------------------------------<br />"shabab" Turki calling out for his friends as he walked into the duwanya<br />"hala tarkan" lyth answered him<br />"barkoly nawey<br />atzawaj" 7arith's heart<br />literally BURST out of his chest and landed on the floor in front of him. All<br />he could think about was if he was the one who approached Rsal, and Rsal didnt<br />want to tell him.<br />"shfeek 7arouth shd3wa mi5tr3?" Turki surprised with 7arith's attention<br />"mabrook, sh6ary 3laik titzawaj?" congratulating his cousin<br />"mako walla 7baina ya o5oy" sarcasm could easily be sensed in his tone<br />"o mino hal<br />magrouda I mean sa3edat il 7a'6 hahaha" fidgeting with his phone to cover up his discomfort<br /><br />"you saw her,<br />tathker ily bl hotel?" talking about ma2ab,<br />but of course 7arith automatically thought it was Rsal. He stood up after<br />excusing himself, hopped into his FX and lighting a cigarette.<br />--------------------------<br />Today was the day the<br />possible "hubby" was coming to see Rsal. She was nervous, but excited<br />at the same time. She imagined his looks, and his personality and if things<br />work out their life together. She was lazing around the pool when ma2ab joined<br />her. At first no words were exchanged, then Rsal decided to break the ice.<br />"shino ra7 talbsen for today?" hoping to engage her sister in a normal sisterly conversation<br />"haha lat5afen I<br />will try not to dress up so you look prettier, which is hard since its clear<br />ana a7la" looking at her<br />reflection in the mirror<br /><br />"laish il '3ror,<br />dont forget I have the prettier eyes"<br />Rsal knew how much her sister was envious of her grey eyes<br /><br />"kili tibin yal<br />zifta, ana lail7en a7la minik" splashing<br />water on Rsal<br />"ya 7mara I have my phone" quickly wiping her phone<br />"hahah ily ysma3<br />egoul 3ndich a7ad hamich telefonich"<br />tying her hair up as she got into the water<br />"shdarach, yimken I do" wearing her sunglasses as she smirked to herself<br />"hahah ta7limin ya zifta" swimming away from her sister<br />"Rsal" Faris called out for her<br />"mm faris" getting up to hug him<br />"mama tabech foug<br />ana mashy I will come back in an hour" completely ignoring Ma2ab.<br /><br />"inzain, please<br />mo tit25ar I need you here" grabbing her phone<br />and walking in to see her mother.<br /><br />Her mother was going<br />above and beyond. She asked the nannies to sweep the floors, the stairs,<br />tables, she made sure the mirrors were spotless. She used the best incense,<br />spraying the finest mixtures she had.<br />"mama aish kil hatha? tarahy bs<br />5u6ba" she was on cloud<br />nine, she felt so important.<br />"aish bs 5u6ba<br />mama every mother dreams of this day"<br />hugging her daughter as tears stung her eyes.<br />"mama la tibiki alah e5aliki" crying with her mother<br />Ma2ab walked in, grunted at the sight of them and headed upstairs to her floor.<br />"does she have to be there tonight?"<br />annoyed with her sister<br />"hahah ee ya<br />mama" she was worried, she<br />knew what her daughter was capable of.<br />------------------<br />7arith drove around for hours, never in his life did he feel so alone.<br />Incoming Call Lyth<br />7arith: haa<br />lyth: wainik<br />7arith: 6al3 5air<br />lyth: 7arouth murny il bait<br />7arith: maly 5ulgik<br />lyth: latridny ya o5oy yala na6rik<br />7arith u-turned and headed to Lyth's house.<br />"shfeek 7arouth<br />int mo 3jbny" Lyth noticed 7arith's<br />swinging moods and he hated seeing his friend like this. 7arith confided in<br />him, telling him everything from Njude to Rsal and to the 5u6ba. Lyth just sat<br />there, chain smoking listening to his hurt friend. He felt helpless he couldnt<br />even offer advice because he hasnt been in such a situation, come to think of<br />it he was never in love. He had girlfriends but not once did he feel attached,<br />or feel a bond stronger than physical one.<br /><br />Hearing his friend<br />made him question his life. Maybe he needed someone, maybe he should change the<br />way he lived. Now Lyth was lost with his own thoughts, completely ignoring<br />7arith.<br />"hahaha yal 7ywan ana yaybik 3shan<br />t7ager?" nudging Lyth<br />"7arouth, tara<br />7ytna ma95ara mn bint lay bnt mo 7ala" he knew he would drop this mentality the second he saw a hot<br />girl, and boy was he right. A blond in a Land Rover drove past them, and the<br />instant Lyth saw her he asked 7arith to follow her and after an hour of following<br />her she gave in and gave her number to Lyth.<br />"what were you saying about out<br />lifestyle?" giving him a look<br />"hahah haa??" pretending to play dumb<br />---------------<br />"mashalah 3laich gumar la ilah ilah<br />allah"<br />"tslmeen<br />5alty" Rsal has never been<br />more embarrassed in her life. She didnt even look up at the hunk wearing a<br />dishdasha, but she could smell his masculine perfume which reminded her of<br />7arith. It stung her heart, but she quickly pushed the feeling away when her<br />mother asked her to sit next to the stranger to get to know each other.<br />"guwa" came his masculine voice<br />"ahlain" Rsal still looking down<br />"shlonich Rsal 9a7?" He was nervous himself but they had to get to know each other<br />"b5air il<br />7imdilah uggh" she looked up at him<br />and was taken back by his looks. He had dark eyes, dark facial hair and sharp<br />features.<br /><br />"wa'9a7" flashing her a smile, even though he was mesmerized by her eyes<br />something or rather someone else caught his attention.<br />Ma2ab.<br />Since ma2ab walked<br />into the room wa'9a7's eyes was glued on her. He stared at her openly,<br />completely ignoring Rsal's presence. Ma2ab was thrilled at the fact that he was<br />not interested in her sister, but in her.<br /><br />She looked at her sister "mo<br />intay il titzwajain gably yal zifta, Turki o ana 7a9alta o al7en 5a6ebich he<br />will be mine" victoriously saying<br />to herself as she gave wa'9a7 a naughty smile<br />"ha yuma shrayik feeha?" '9a7y's mother asked him as they drove home.<br />"mashalah jameela" thinking about ma2ab<br />"knt 3rfa ra7<br />ta3jbkum, bs il 9ara7a ana knt abeha 7g o5ok mo 7gik bs int na6ait o glt taby<br />titzawj" her initial plan was<br />for Rsal to be for her eldest son, but her second son '9a7y told his mother<br />that he was the one who wanted to get married and not his brother.<br />coincidence? hmm<br />"9aber ana mo g3d<br />atkalam 3n Rsal, ana aby i5t-ha"<br />smiling at the thought of Ma2ab being his wife<br /><br />"NA3AM? int<br />yanait?" screaming at her sons<br />devious thoughts<br />"ee shino, Ma2ab dashat 5a6ry shl<br />mushkila" pulling out his phone<br />to send Turki a text.<br />"yuma shagoul 7g<br />il om walla fashla"gazing out of her<br />window trying to fathom what her son is asking of her.<br /><br />'9a7y didnt pay<br />attention to what his mother was saying. He wanted Ma2ad, that was part of the<br />deal and for Turki to pay the money he has to get Ma2ab to marry him.<br />-----------------------------<br />"5thaitay kil<br />shay?" '3aith looking around<br />the room making sure they haven't forgotten anything<br /><br />"yup yup, I cant<br />believe bnrou7 bait oboy" she was thrilled to<br />the idea of going back to the house she was raised in with her husband, she<br />also missed her sisters.<br />"haha walla ana 5ayf itgolenly I just<br />want to live there" walking out of the<br />room<br />"laa aby I live with you alone" smiling to that idea<br />"yal shai6ana" raising an eye brow<br />"wala inta il shai6ain akeed ra7 balik<br />ib3eed" smacking him gently<br />"aa7 3wartny" rubbing his forearm<br />"yal 3yar I didnt hurt you" worried<br />"embala" pouting<br />"7yatie im sorry<br />I didnt mean to hit you" hugging him, letting<br />go the second she heard him giggling<br /><br />"yal 5ayis why do<br />you do this to me walla 3baly I hurt you '3aith" pretending like she was upset<br /><br />"ya galby goulay<br />ismy b3d mara" she put him on a<br />natural high, and to hear his name dancing out of her lips went right to his<br />heart.<br /><br />"mm what do I<br />get?" they were now in the<br />car with their luggage heading to her parent's house. The second the drove away<br />from the hotel he slipped his hands into hers, intertwining their fingers and<br />enjoying the electricity traveling back and forth with each touch.<br />"you get me" flashing her a dorky smile<br />"hahah '3aaith" looking at him shyly<br />"aah galby" placing their intertwined hands on his heart<br />"smilah 3la galbik 7beeby" knowing what those words would do to him<br />"b3d 3umry, it5afen 3ly?" Typical 5alejy man needing reassurance from his wife<br />"shrayik?" playing with her hair, something that drove him insane<br />"mm ana agoul la" glaring at the guy checking out his wife<br />"then I guess I dont" loving the jealousy fact<br />"fine" looking away as if he was upset<br />"7yatie"<br />"mm" ya3ne im39eb<br />"3umry" uping the dala3 tone<br />"na3am" with an attitude<br />" '3youthy" smiling to him as she kissed each finger<br />"amout ana walla bmout"<br />----------------<br />Incoming Call '9wai7y<br />Turki: haa bsher<br />'9a7y: halaa Turki,<br />kil shay okay il walda btkalmhum 3la asas iny a5ith Ma2ab, int min 9ijik ma<br />tabeha?<br />Turki: int malik shu'3ul sw ily giltlik 3laih<br />mn '3air kalam fahem<br />'9a7y: shda3wa yuba, inzain mita bt7wely il<br />flous?<br />Turki: already b7sabik<br />o il syara ti6l3 b3d cham youm bs bagy il shi8a 36ny cham youm 3shan a'6abi6 il<br />masa2al<br />'9a7y: 5oush yala akalmik b3dain<br />Turki: bye<br />Yes, Turki thought<br />about and the more he thought about getting married the more trapped he felt.<br />So, he thought and thought and '9a7y came to mind. A few years ago, '9a7y got<br />into some trouble with his cousin and Turki came to the rescue and now he it<br />was pay back time. Keep in mind '9a7y did not need the money, nor did he need<br />the car but they always say ziyadt il 5air 5airain. In the world we live in<br />today, who will say no to more money.<br /><br />Here is the plan, or<br />part of it at least. '9a7y was to marry Ma2ab, that is if she said yes. Well,<br />that is all that shall be revealed.<br />For now.<br />--------------------------<br />To say 7arith was<br />sitting on fire would be the understatement of the year. He couldnt sit down,<br />he drove around for hours. Parked his car and walked and walked. He smoked<br />about 10 packs in a matter of 6 hours.<br />message received<br />7arith<br />"arid<br />3laiha?" he thought to himself<br />"la abeha it7is bly ana 7asa." He switched his phone off and headed home to get some sleep.<br />Just as he was about to get out of his car, he saw his father walking out of<br />the house.<br />"hala yuba" kissing his father's crown.<br />"hala 7arooth,<br />yuba int wainik ma ashoufik bl bait"<br />7arith's father was young for a man who had 6 childen, but 7arith was his<br />eldest.<br /><br />"ma3a 3yal 3my aw<br />3nd il shabab shlonik yuba? wain ray7?" 7arith needed a distraction and was hoping he could join his<br />father wherever he was heading.<br /><br />"brou7 Il Faris<br />ashouf shay 7g omik o 5awatik tyey ma3ay?" Hoping his son would tag along<br /><br />"akeed hathy il<br />'3lya, dgeega yuba bayebly my" running into the<br />house to grab a bottle of water<br /><br />7arith and his father<br />enjoyed their outing together. They bought a ring and necklace for his mother<br />and ear rings for both his sisters. 7arith lived for his sisters, you would<br />think he wouldnt treat girls the way he did but boys will be boys.<br /><br />7arith and his father<br />met the rest of the family at Vila Fairouz for dinner. It was something he<br />needed, to take his mind of Rsal, howeber throughout the dinner he was itching<br />to pull out his phone and text her but he couldnt.<br />He wouldnt.<br />--------------------------<br />The next day<br />--------------------------<br />"faisal 7yatie" his wife comfortably sitting close to him<br />"hala 3umry" He thanked god every morning for his wife and children.<br />"om '9a7y 7aktny<br />o il walad yb'3a Ma2ab msh Rsal"<br />It broke her heart, but she wasnt going to force the boy.<br />"bs ma2ab wayed 9'3era 3l zawaj" his heart ached for Rsal<br />"3rfa bs itha il walad 3jbha laih<br />la?" she was confused, she<br />didnt know what to do<br />"kalmeha shofay, aw tabeny ana akalmha?" gazing at his wife's beauty<br />"la ana a7akeha,<br />bs lazem a7aky Rsal" Dialing Rsal's room on<br />the house phone. She asked Rsal to get ready so they would go out for coffee.<br />------------<br />Incoming Call x5<br />ma2ab: 7beeby<br />x5: hala 3umry, ha shlonich<br />ma2ab: il 7imdilah inta shlonik?<br />x5: tamam, ha wainich<br />ma2ab: fl bait 6afshana o juju mash'3ola aby<br />a6l3 ma3ak<br />x5: b3d 3umry ma agdar<br />mash'3oul ma3a il ahal awal ma a5al9 minhum akalmich<br />ma2ab: ifff bye<br />Who was he to turn her down? No one turned her down.<br />compose message<br />Tarkan<br />reply<br />rou7y<br />compose message<br />6afshana :(<br />reply<br />yala badly bwdech mukan<br />compose message<br />wain :D?<br />reply<br />surprise, bs libsay jeans aw shorts ya3nee, bs<br />mo dress!<br />compose message<br />okay give me half an hour<br />She jumped out of the<br />couch, got into her jean shorts wore a yellow short sleeve pregnant top, her<br />white ballerinas. She pulled her hair up into a messy bun applied some mascara<br />and she was done. She looked like a million dollars.<br />Simple.<br />Gorgeous.<br />Confident.<br />---------------------------------------------<br />"mama mo 3jbatny,<br />shfeech?" Rsal's heart was<br />pounding. She knew '9a7y was not interested in her but she didnt expect what<br />her mother was about to say.<br /><br />"mama, ilyoum<br />7kat ma3am om '9a7y" looking up at her<br />daughter "o il 9ara7a 7beebty<br />Ma2ab da5alt 5a6ro" worried about how<br />these words might affect her daughter.<br /><br />"jd walla? 6yb<br />kwayis alah ewafghum" Rsal was actually<br />thrilled. As much as she was trying to fight it, 7arith kept popping in her<br />mind and in her heart. She wanted to call him and tell him about the pleasant<br />news she just heard.<br /><br />Her mother saw Rsal's<br />smile, and knew that '9a7y was not the one for her "7bebat omik"<br />"hahaha na3am mommy" she loved it when her mother called her that.<br />"inti 3ndik<br />7d?" She had an open<br />relationship with her daughter, and she knew her daughter wouldnt lie to her.<br /><br />"mm not really mama I dont know" turning a bright shade of red<br />"ya b3d galb omik inti laish<br />5ajlana?" enjoying their little<br />confession moment.<br />"mama 5ala9 I will come to you if something<br />happens okay"<br />"Ma2ab aby<br />akalmich ib shay" Faris walked into his<br />sister's room and closed the door behind him.<br />"bsr3a aby a6l3 ma3a Muruj" applying her mascara<br />"Muruj 3ndaha a7ad?" getting straight to the point<br />"laih?" surprised with his question<br />"jwbeny" annoyed with her lack of conversation<br />"laa bs laih ts2al?" getting impatient<br />"7amany yaby yitzawaj and I thought of<br />her" pulling out his phone<br />"hahah no<br />way" admiring her<br />reflection "mino muruj to<br />end up marrying 3my?" she thought to<br />herself<br />"laish no way? she might like him" not understanding his sister's objection to the matter<br />"leana 3my lazem<br />yitzawaj bnt san3a mo wa7da mithel Muruj" A little lie wont hurt anyone, will it?<br /><br />"shino yan3ee bnt<br />san3a, tawich itgolen ma 3ndaha a7ad"<br />confused at the whole matter<br /><br />"now she doesnt,<br />but it doesnt mean she didnt! listen Faris she is my friend and I hate talking<br />about her bs alah yaster 3laiha walla" smiling to herself proudly for stirring something up<br />"3yal laish tit6l3en ma3aha"<br />"mm maskeena ma3ndaha a7ad '3airy" playing the helpless role<br />Faris walked out of<br />his sister's room annoyed with his sister. He pulled his phone out calling his<br />uncle to him what he heard.<br /><br />"ma7ad ra7<br />yitzawaj gably, o b3dain mino ehya it7a9el 3my ana, malyoun wa7da titmna 3my and<br />she wont be the one who ends up with him" Ma2ab was sick, she always wanted to be the best and if that<br />she had to step on others for it, she didnt care.<br />------------------------<br />compose message<br />7arith :D<br />reply<br />hala...<br />compose message<br />are you mad at me?<br />Incoming Call 7arith<br />Rsal: hii<br />7arith:...<br />Rsal: 7arith please talk to me<br />7arith: agoul mabrook?<br />Rsal: 3la shino?<br />7arith: haha mn 9ijich?<br />Rsal: if you mean the guy that came, then no<br />it didnt work out<br />7arith: ahaa<br />Rsal: 7arith shfeek<br />7arith: abd salamtich ma feny shay<br />Rsal: laish il nafsya<br />7arith: Rsal intay shtaben mny aby afham?<br />laish it3thbeny ma3ach<br />Rsal: shino?? what did I do ?<br />7arith: mino ily yalich mo Turki?<br />Rsal: WHAT, Turki shako?<br />7arith: 3yal mino yach<br />Rsal: wa7id is '9a7y oma shaftny ib 3rs<br />ri7nala<br />7arith: so intay mo ma56ouba?<br />Rsal: haha laa<br />7arith: so you are single<br />Rsal: well not really<br />7arith: shino?<br />Rsal: I was wondering,<br />7arith would you want to go out on an official date with me?<br />7arith: mn 9ijich?<br />Rsal: ee walla, ma taby?<br />7arith: agdar ashofich al7en, lw bs sa3a aby<br />a36ech shay<br />Rsal: inshalah give me<br />half an hour to get read o I will meet you ib second cup ok?<br />7arith: okay<br />-------------------<br />"baby shfeek?" Falak hanging her clothes was worried about '3aith he seemed<br />different<br />"mafeny shay 7beebty laish" laying down on the bed<br />"mo 3ajbny a7is something is on your<br />mind" snuggling down next<br />to him<br />"b3d 3umry,<br />mafeny shay I guess I miss il shabab"<br />smiling as he hugged her closer to him<br /><br />"laish ma ti6l3<br />ma3ahum 7yatie, I dont want you to feel suffocated with me abek you go out and<br />have fun" smiling at him<br />"hahah wdy bs galby my6aw3ny a5alech<br />bro7ich" kissing the palm of<br />her hands<br />Sitting up, crossing<br />her arms across her chest " '3aith we both<br />had our own lives before we got married, ma abeek you baby me o it7is ina lazem<br />tg3ad 3shan you will end up hating me" moved closer to him "o<br />ma abeek you hate me" looking down<br /><br />'3aith sat up and<br />pulled her into his lab and hugged her tightly until she screamed "lo shino ma akrihich sam3tny" kissing her back<br /><br />"inzain 3yal yala<br />call the guys o rou7lhum o ana ba6l3 ma3a my cousins" kissing his neck<br />"mm inzain b3d shway" taking her shirt off and laying her down.<br />"haha '3aith" enjoying his warm lips on her cold skin<br />"mm" too busy enjoying her soft skin to pay attention to what she<br />was saying. Before she could even tell him what she wanted they were both naked<br />in bed, enjoying one of life's most intimate moments.<br />-----------------------------<br />"MA ABY ATZAWAJ<br />.... yuma alah e5alech ana aby 7arith a7ib 7arith ma aby atzawaj wld 3my" Njude crying her heart out in front of her mother, hoping she<br />would sympathize with her.<br /><br />"SIKTAY ...<br />siktay la yismi3ch oboch walla emwtich mn il 6ag judo" covering her daughters mouth, but it was too late. Njude's<br />father came storming into her room, eyes fiery red with a bamboo stick in his<br />hand. He shoved his wife out of Njude's room and gave his daughter a beating of<br />the lifetime. By the time he was down, she couldnt even move a muscle.<br />Sha just laid there on the floor.<br />Her body on fire.<br />Her heart broken.<br />"7arith" she cried to herself as she closed her eyes and drifted into<br />her dream world where she was married to 7arith, and nothing mattered.<br />---------------<br />"Tarkan" Lyth called out to Turki<br />"hala" turki was busy thinking about Ma2ab, she has been on his mind<br />and was going back and forth about the decision he had taken. Was it right? Was<br />it wrong?<br /><br />"wain<br />we9alt?" Lyth noticed that<br />Turki has also changed, and was wondering if he too was in love like 7arith<br />was.<br /><br />"hahah mako kany<br />3ndik, wain 7arouth min ziman 3na"<br />pulling out his phone to call 7arith, he missed his cousin.<br /><br />"ma adre 3na,<br />al7en laish '3aith shaf 7ala 3laina okay tizawaj bs shda3wa nisana" annoyed with his friends, or maybe himself. He had nothing to<br />do, no drive, no motivation he was simply bored with his life.<br />Incoming Call bu'3aith<br />lyth: yalaitny 6alib malyoun<br />'3aith: haa?<br />lyth: wainik ya5e, okay tizawajt bs laish<br />nisaitna?<br />'3aith: il 7ub ya lyth<br />il 7ub mushkila e5alek tinsa ahalik hahah haa wainkum<br /><br />lyth: mako walla bl<br />duwanya ga3den mur 3laina aw emshaw inrou7 il gahwa akeed il shabab ehnak<br />'3aith: yala amurkum al7en, Tarkan 3ndick<br />lyth: ee kaho ekalm 7arith, yala na6renik<br />Lyth smiled, he missed<br />'3aith he always saw him as an older brother even though he was only 3 years<br />older. 7arith was going to see Rsal and then meet the guys, of course he kept<br />her as a secret he didnt think it was suitable to tell anyone.<br />Not now.<br />--------------------<br />"mama" Rsal calling out for her mother<br />"hala ya mama im in the kitchen"<br />"mommy im going<br />out, t2mrny 3la shay? also did you tell ma2ab yet?" rummaging through her bag for her chap stick<br /><br />"tell me 3n<br />shino?" Rsal jumped when she<br />heard Ma2ab's voice from behind her<br /><br />"bsmillah<br />5ara3tny, um mama itgolich ana 6al3a bye" Rsal wanted to get away before she was dragged in to the<br />conversation.<br />compose message<br />ana twny 6al3a<br />reply<br />im almost there<br />"mama whats going on?"<br />"mama '9a7y's<br />mother called me and it turned out ina il wld yb'3aki inti msh i5tik" smiling and hoping for the best.<br /><br />"ahaa, 6yb ma<br />3ndy mani3 bs aby akalma at3rf 3laih"<br />she wanted to scream out, first she got Turki, and now '9a7y, Rsal will never<br />be happy as long as she was around.<br /><br />"okay mama ana<br />a7aki your father wnshouf inshalah"<br />worried about what her daughter was up to.<br />compose message<br />guwa ma2ab, ma2ach<br />'9a7y mn ams .... ana asif I hope I am not being forward bs intay 9ij dshaity<br />5a6ry :$<br /><br />Ma2ab smiled at the text she just received, excused herself and<br />headed to the pool to talk to him with no interruptions.<br />"ya um faris"<br />Faris yelling out to his mother as he stood at the bottom of the stair well.<br />"na3am ya Faris" annoyed with the screaming<br />"yah yah yah kil hatha 7gy?" flirting with his mother who turned a bright shade of red<br />"ya walad" his father pretending like he was mad<br />"sh9ar ma3a '9a7y o Rsal?" stuffing a cheese pastry in his mouth<br />"um, mama msh '9a7y o Rsal, '9a7y o<br />ma2ab" fearing his reaction<br />"NA3AM?" yes, what she feared came out<br />"mama mn '3air<br />kalam il rjal yb'3a ma2ab" walking out of the<br />front door heading to her husband's car leaving him to deal with the situation<br /><br />"yuba ish-hal<br />ma95ara? ga3den bl soug i7na ma 3jbta Rsal y5tar Ma2ab? shloun tur'6a?" Furious with his parents<br /><br />"Faroos yuba<br />5ala9 9ar ily 9ar o mafy n9eeb ma3a Rsal? o b3dain bainy o bainik ana ma aby ay<br />wa7id ya5ith Rsal ehya '3alya 3ndy"<br />reading an email he just received<br />"ya salam o Ma2ab?"<br />"yuba akeed ma2ab<br />'3alya, bs Rsal a7is she is still a child at heart and I need to protect her<br />a5af wa7id egu9 3laiha, Faroos yuba ana o omik 6al3en akalmik b3dain btrou7<br />duwanyat bait yadik?" not waiting for an<br />answer he just walked out<br />------------<br />Incoming Call 7amany<br />ma2ab: aywa 3my<br />7amany: 7amany cham mara agolich ya bnt, haa<br />shlounich?<br />ma2ab: kwysa inta kaif 7alik<br />7amany: walhan 3la bnt o5oy, wainich aby<br />amurich<br />ma2ab: ana 6al3a 36ny sa3a o ta3al il bait<br />7amany: 5ala9 okay ashofich<br />Ma2ab knew why her<br />uncle suddenly has taken an interest in his niece.<br />Muruj<br />She had a plan set out.<br /><br />"tawna 6al3en shino<br />an hour" Muruj hasnt seen<br />Ma2ab in a while and she knew it was because of a guy but she had no proof.<br />"a9lan intay mintay shyfa 9a7bik<br />ilyoum?"<br />"ee 9a7 bs at 7 not now" smiling at the thought of seeing her new man<br />"mm wain btro7oun?" This was brilliant<br />"pizza express"<br />--------------------<br />7arith drove to second<br />cup looking like a dork. He couldnt stop smiling, he couldnt help but be proud<br />at the fact that he won, and not Turki. Usually Turki always got the girls and<br />7arith was content with that to a certain extent, but with Rsal he wanted to<br />win. She was different. He never approached the innocent nice girl, he was<br />liked the bold gutsy girl who took charge.<br />He was swimming in new waters.<br />Rsal was thrilled, she<br />was following her heart and as much as she was afraid, she was excited as well.<br />She parked her car, and was greeted by 7arith looking stunning in his jeans,<br />black button down shirt and white loafers. She wanted to walk over to him and<br />just hold him, he was welcoming.<br /><br />"laish<br />it5izeen?" giving her a naughty<br />smile. Rsal just blushed she didnt know what to see. He came closer to her,<br />placed his hand on her back and ushered her into Second Cup. He got their<br />orders and so began their "date"<br /><br />He talked and talk,<br />but she noticed how self centered he was. He shied away from family related<br />topics. It bothered her, however, it still was their first official date and<br />people date to get to know each other. Every female that walked in, regardless<br />of age did not take her eyes off him and even though he did not directly look<br />back at them he acknowledged their presence. Rsal said nothing, she just sat<br />there listening to him.<br />"shfeech sakta?" curious to what her thoughts were about<br />"nothing" she smiled at him "I just like<br />hearing your voice" looking boldly into<br />his eyes.<br />"and why is that" leaning forward, and dropping his tone of voice.<br />"I feel like you<br />are a puzzle, and I am slowly putting the pieces together" taking a sip of her coffee and as she looked at him, she just<br />couldnt take her eyes off him.<br /><br />"ta3aly ma3ay<br />bara I need to smoke" telling her not<br />asking. He just walked out not waiting for her, sat down on the first chair he<br />saw and lit a cigarette. She followed him and stood in front of him with her<br />arms crossed.<br />"7arith" looking down at him<br />"Rsal" exhaling before looking up at her<br />"you need to cut<br />this bad boy attitude, its not working for me" pulling a chair and sitting in front of her "listen, I like you but this whole attitude doesnt work for<br />me, and if this is how you are then I dont think we work together" Getting up because she knew the answer.<br /><br />He pulled her back<br />into the seat "Rsal" he sounded helpless, like he was in need of guidance, love,<br />attention. It broke her heart "I like you too,<br />a lot actually and I am trying here but this is how I am I know I might not be<br />the best boyfriend bs I will always make you smile" looking down as if he was ashamed.<br /><br />"boyfriend?" she was taken back by that word, it warmed her heart. Was it a<br />smart idea to have such a bad boy as her first boyfriend? Was she thinking<br />carefully about this, or was she taken over by her attraction to him.<br /><br />"haha ee<br />boyfriend" moving closer to her,<br />she could now smell his perfume, the cigarette on his breathe, and felt the<br />hunger in his eyes "3ndich<br />mani3" in a sultry sexy<br />voice that made her insides tingle.<br /><br />She just shook her<br />head, and smiled to him. He placed his hands into hers, the touch of his warm<br />skin against her cold skin gave her shivers, he pulled her bangs to the side to<br />get a better look at her eyes "6al3ny" she just looked up at him, she could hear her heart pounding,<br />she felt the cold sweat at the back of her neck, she was nervous she forgot to<br />breathe.<br /><br />"rsal" not removing his gaze from hers "breathe" smiling to her. She<br />flushed with embarrassment, she looked up at him and stroked his scar. He<br />placed his hand on top of hers, leaving hers on his face and just closed his<br />enjoying the feel of her soft skin against his scar. He kissed her palm, then<br />placed their intertwined hands on his lap. They sat there looking at each other.<br />She took in his features, from his lazy eyes, to his broken nose, his long<br />hair, the shape of his full set of lips. He just couldnt stop looking into her<br />eyes.<br /><br />"yala<br />mishaina?" he knew the guys must<br />be worried since he put his phone on silent, he didnt want anything to<br />interrupt their evening.<br />She nodded.<br />He took her hands and<br />walked her to her car. He pushed her up against the car, and leaned in close to<br />her. Their bodies were dangerously close. She began to panic "mm 7arith"<br />he shushed her by placing his fingers on his lips "shh dont talk."<br /><br />He pushed her hair to<br />one side, leaned in close to inhale in her scent. She felt his warm breathe<br />against her skin, it drove her insane, he just stood there, eyes closed,<br />enjoying the way she smelt, the way her body was trembling with fear, her rapid<br />breath. He pulled away, and was now inches away away from her face "5yfa?" licking his lips as<br />he uttered the words, he was looking at her lips.<br /><br />"7arith, mm if<br />you think I am going to kiss you I wont, I dont want our relationship to be<br />physical" she sounded like a 5<br />year old girl confessing something to her parents.<br /><br />"you just killed<br />it" leaning against the<br />car next to her "I wasnt going to<br />kiss you" looking down. She<br />stood in front of him, waiting for him to look at her, but he didnt.<br />"7arith"<br />"mm" looking away from her<br />"7arooth" smiling<br />"7arooth mara wa7da?" running his fingers through her soft silky hair<br />"mm<br />7arothy?" looking down. He<br />placed his fingers under her chin, and lifted it up. He just looked at her and<br />smiled.<br /><br />"sameny ily<br />tabena il muhim im the only one you call at night before you go to bed"<br /><br />She just smiled. He<br />opened her car door for her watched her as she got in. He squatted down to meet<br />her eye sight "I have something<br />for you" reaching into his back<br />pocket to reach out for something. He pulled a leather bracelet, with an<br />engraving of his name. He tied it around her wrist smiling "you are now mine, o 6oul ma intay ma3ay ma abech you take<br />it off ok?" kissing her wrist.<br /><br />She smiled, and just<br />nodded in consent. He planted a loving kiss on her forehead, asked her to<br />message him as soon as she got home. He watched her drive off as he lit a<br />cigarette while dialing Turki's number.<br />--------------------------<br />The guys were driving around for hours waiting for 7arith to join them.<br />"shouf ily bl<br />Porsche" turki nudging '3aith who was driving, '3aith gave him a look and<br />just went back to focusing on the road.<br /><br />"laish il nafsya,<br />9arlaha sa3a it5izik" lowering the volume<br />of the radio. Something made '3aith turn to his left and look at her, and when<br />he did, it was like the colors drained out of his face. She smiled and sped up,<br />he followed her until they parked somewhere. The guys were shocked with with<br />'3aith's action.<br /><br />'3aith stepped out of<br />the car, walked over to the girl's car. She was already standing outside<br />waiting for him and the second they saw each other, he pulled her into him. The<br />guys were speechless.<br />"hahaha '3aith you are hurting me" Saja laughed<br />"kaifi" hugging her tighter<br />"shfeek<br />7beeby" happy she finally saw<br />him, the last time she saw him was 5 years ago. He realized what he was doing,<br />and pushed her away looking at her with pain in his eyes. She just smiled and<br />moved closer to him.<br />"I am married Saja and so are you" looking down in shame<br />"not anymore" you could detect the pain in her voice. He looked up at her "you left him?"<br />She smiled as she<br />placed her hands in his "yeah I did, he<br />use to hit me and at first it was fine, a bruise her or a broken bone there but<br />the last time it got really bad I was hospitalized and that was when my father<br />stepped in and forced him to divorce me. mabrook you got married"<br /><br />'3aith couldnt believe<br />his ears, he just hugged her lovingly "did<br />you change your number" she boldly asked. He<br />shook his head "can I call you?"<br /><br />"yes, bs.." before he finished his sentence she interrupted him "adree, I will send you a joke if you dont answer I will<br />know you are with her, but if you are alone I will wait for you ok" He just nodded, he couldnt never say no to her.<br />She lightly kissed his right cheek, said her goodbye and got into her car.<br />'3aith got behind the<br />wheel and rushed off, before any of the men could say anything he roared at<br />them "ma shiftaw shay<br />fahmen, o ily 9ar ma yo9al 7g a7ad"<br />The guys just stayed quiet.<br />-----------------<br />7amany was sitting with ma2ab, not knowing what to say.<br />"7amany, look I<br />know you like muruj o ana kalamt-ha and she wants to meet you" she needed to keep a straight face for him to believe her<br />"9ij?" he was thrilled with the news his niece just gave him<br />"jd walla o she<br />will meet you at 7:30 at pizza express okay?" smiling at how perfect this plan will be<br /><br />"b3d 3umry, I knew I could count on you" walking out of the living room and heading to Faris's room.<br />"hala<br />7yatie" Falak welcoming<br />'3aith. The instant he saw her he was disgusted with himself, he smiled to her<br />and headed into the shower immediately. He locked the door after him in case<br />she was thinking about joining him.<br /><br />Falak knew something<br />was wrong, he was not acting normal. She quickly regretted the idea of pushing<br />him to go out with his cousins, she saw them at the wedding and at the<br />grandparent's house they were attractive and was positive that girls were drawn<br />to them. She quickly shook those thoughts out and slipped into a black lacy<br />night gown hoping to arouse something in him.<br /><br />He stepped out of the<br />shower with his towel around his waist. He saw her sitting on the bed wearing<br />barely anything, he was a man in the end, he dropped his towel sat on the sofa<br />and called for her to come to him. She slipped out of her night gown and stood<br />naked in front of him. She climbed onto his lap, and looked at him.<br /><br />"shfeek<br />7yatie" running her fingers<br />across his lips. He bit down on her finger, and when she cringed he kissed it<br />and smiled at her. What was he thinking, he couldnt go back to Saja, he couldnt<br />hurt Falak she was his angel, she loved him, scratch that she adored him. How<br />could he even think about cheating on her.<br />"wilaht 3laich" running his fingers down her bare back<br />"ana akthar" kissing his neck. He tilted his head back, closed his eyes and<br />enjoyed her soft, sensual, mind blowing kisses. She left a trail of kisses,<br />starting from his neck and working down until she got to his belly button. She<br />looked up at him with the sexiest smile ever, sat on his lap one more time<br />straddling him and ordered him to take her.<br /><br />That night, she felt<br />something else. Something she hadnt experienced with '3aith. It was rougher,<br />more raw not as gentle.<br />She enjoyed every second of it.<br />She fell asleep in his<br />arms, unlike him. He stayed up all night watching her sleep innocently, he<br />noticed that when her eye brows furrowed she clinched harder to him, when she<br />smiled her cheeks turned red. He loved everything about her from her tiny<br />straight nose, to her big warm loving heart.<br />He held her tighter to him and fell asleep, just as he was about to doze off he<br />got a message.<br />message received<br />'3aith I want you now !<br />reply<br />please dont message me saja I cant<br />message received<br />please 7yatie, I cant stop thinking about you!<br />abeek, I can have you now !!<br />reply<br />la you cant, im happily married<br />message received<br />she wont know, I wont<br />tell anyone walla bs 1 night let me experience what she gets every night!<br />I just want you for a night I promise I will make it worth it ;)<br />"baby shfeek mo nayem" squinting her eyes<br />"7arouth dag<br />3ly" was the only thing he<br />could think of, he quickly switched his phone off and kissed her.<br />"baby im sleepy" hugging him as he laid on top of her<br />"3dee I will do everything" whispering into her ears as he took his wife once again.<br />Was he aroused by his wife, or by the message he received from Saja.<br />----------------<br />compose message<br />7yatie wainha?<br />reply<br />mm, mino 7yatik?<br />compose message<br />ma2ab ;)<br />reply<br />na6ritik<br />compose message<br />wain yal shai6ana?<br />reply<br />in the garden, can you pick me up?<br />compose message<br />10 minutes akoun 3ndich ;)<br />--------------------<br />Rsal kept checking her<br />phone, waiting for a call or a message from 7arith but nothing. Then she<br />remember she didnt message him when she arrived home, but that could not be the<br />reason why he hasnt messaged.<br />compose message<br />7arith?<br />reply<br />na3am?<br />compose message<br />shfeek?<br />reply<br />tis2lny shfeny?<br />compose message<br />um ee<br />reply<br />fakray feeha 3del o ta3al tis2lny! ana banam!<br />compose message<br />what the hell!!<br />seriously??<br />----------------------<br />"Tarkan mita il shiqa it5al9?" '9a7y was beginning to get cold feet about their plan.<br />"laish mist3yl?<br />intaw lail7en ma sawaitay shay?"<br />annoyed with '9a7y's constant nagging.<br />"il ahal kalimaw ahalha o ana dazaitlaha<br />message"<br />"NA3AM?? shakoo??<br />i7na ma itfaqna 3la chithi, '9a7y isma3ny 3del int ra7 ta5ith il bnt o mint<br />jays-ha FAHEMNY?? ehya ly ana ma7ad ejesha wla a7ad ekalmha" screaming<br />"3yal laish ma titzawjha" '9a7y was welcomed with a punch the second he said that<br />"kil 5arak, ma<br />aby asm3 mnik kilma inta itnafith ily agoula mithel il chalb fahem?" spitting on him and walking away into his car<br />Posted by love ;**<br />"yuma alah<br />e5alech ma aby wld 3my mama shloun baskin ib bait-hum mama please" Njude was shaking, pleading her mother hoping her motherly<br />instincts would kick in.<br /><br />"njude, 7arith ma<br />yabeech ya omy laish tark'6en wara?"<br />making sure all her clothes were packed<br /><br />"Don't I even<br />deserve a wedding mama? May9eer b3d il milcha seeda btwadouny bait 3my" every girl deserves her wedding day<br /><br />"o tben 3rs b3d,<br />7imday rabich re'6a fech wld 3mich"<br />said her dad, trying to maintain his temper<br /><br />"ana ma swait<br />shay yuba laish it3amlny chithi?"<br />Njude lost everything, what more could she lose right now<br /><br />"ya bnt il kalb<br />b3d zawajich malich da5la ib hal bait tisme3eny?" slamming the door behind him<br />----------------------------<br />"Falook" '3aith called out for her from the walk in closet<br />"hala 7yatie" placed his t-shirts in the drawer<br />"wain my black shorts?"<br />"mm, is it not in the cupboard?" going back to what she was doing<br />"Falak akeed its not or why would have I<br />asked you" irritated by her cold<br />front<br />"okay laish im39ib al7en anzil il laundry<br />room o ashouf if its there" walking away<br />"shino laundry room ya mama, lazem you<br />dry clean it" clenching his fist<br />"oh, um akeed the nannies yadroun int<br />shfeek im39eb?"<br />"3la birodich, iff ana brou7 3nd il<br />shabab" pulling the first<br />short he saw<br />"okay allah ma3ak" locking herself in the bathroom<br />--------------------------------<br />message received<br />ma2aby 7uby mita namlich ma aby an6ur<br />reply<br />um, lazem your mother talks to mama b3dain<br />in7adid mw3id il milcha<br />message received<br />ya3ne tabeny? :$<br />reply<br />akeeeed inta '9a7y il '3aly ;*<br />Dialling Tarkan<br />turki: hala bl zain<br />ma2ab: hala feek<br />turki: shloun il 7ub<br />ma2ab: mm zaina, aby ashofik lazem akalmik ib<br />mw'9ou3<br />turki: 5air<br />ma2ab: ashofik o agolik<br />---------------------<br />7amany headed out to<br />Pizza Express to meet Muruj, that was the plan. Or so he thought. He stepped<br />in, looked around and there she was sitting looking radiantly happy.<br />But she was not alone.<br />7amany, raging with<br />anger, walked over to her and pushed her boyfriend yelling out "hatha mino anisa muruj?"<br /><br />Muruj was confused,<br />why would Ma2ab's uncle care who she was with and why was he furious with her<br />sitting with her boyfriend "7amany?" was all she could say<br />"ee 7amany, mino hatha?" grabbing her arm and shoving her into the car<br />"shfeek 7amany?" she was terrified and didnt know what to do<br />"siktay wla kilma" racing her back home<br />-----------------------------------<br />"Juwany" Rsal was running out of resources, she had to confide into her<br />friend<br />"hala 7uby" turning on to her stomach and lifting her glasses up to look at<br />her friend<br />"mm, 7arith hasnt<br />messaged me since we saw each other"<br />trying desperately to avoid her glare<br />"say what?" sitting up<br />"mm 7arith is my boyfriend" sitting up and crossing her leg on the tanning bed<br />"MIN MITA?"<br />"um well 2 days<br />ago kinda, but here is the thing lail7en he didnt message me, is this a normal<br />thing to happen?" tears filling her eyes<br /><br />"no, you guys<br />just started dating o already he isnt messaging you?" dazzled by the news her friend just told her<br /><br />"ma adree juju he<br />is your typical bad boy and I dont think he really dates he just plays around<br />and now I am worried, I mean does he think I am just another girl?" she couldnt hold her tears back<br />"babe, you need to talk to him" moving next to her to hug him<br />--------------------------<br />" '9a7oy mita il milcha ya5e?" Turki whispering into his ear<br />"ma adree il<br />walda im3nda" annoyed with this<br />matter. Over the past few weeks he has gotten closer to ma2ab and has become<br />attached to her, and he doesnt feel comfortable with what the plan set out<br />"il walda aw int im'3ayr rayik?" Turki was getting impatient, he wanted her<br />"la ya5ee shako, int jahazt il<br />shuqa?" trying to diverse his<br />attention<br />"kilshay jahiz, '9a7oy 5ali9 il mw'9ou3 hal youm mafeny<br />an6ur ana mishtehy il bnt" '9a7y just stood up<br />annoyed, he walked out of the duwanya without saying a word.<br />-----------------------<br />compose message<br />7arothy<br />reply<br />hala<br />compose message<br />agdar ashofik ilyoum?<br />reply<br />sure mita?<br />compose message<br />after lunch 3al 5?<br />reply<br />ee okay<br />"mino kan ily m3ach" 7amany gritting his teeth<br />"awaln int malik shu'3ul!" yelling at him<br />"shino maly<br />shu'3ul ana il 7mar ily knt imfaker feech" stepping down on the accelerator<br />"na3am?" taken back by his words<br />"shino na3am itswen rou7ich ma<br />tadren?" lighting a cigarette<br />"7amany what are you talking about b3dain<br />please slow down"<br />7amany was furious,<br />his niece told him Muruj would be waiting for him in Pizza Express and when he<br />saw her sitting, laughing, shining with another man it made him mad.<br />He has been thinking about Muruj for a while, and he knew she was still young<br />but he was hoping he would get to know her for a year and then have a formal<br />engagement then get married once she graduated.<br />--------------<br />"hala bl 7ub"<br />"hala feek" thrilled to hear his voice. She knew he would call. She knew he<br />couldnt resist her.<br />"shlonich?" ignoring the guilt feeling that was slowly crawling up his<br />veins<br />"walhana 3laik<br />7yatie laish 6walt?" heading to her closet<br />to look for something sexy to wear, she knew '3aith more than she knew herself<br />and him calling her only meant one thing.<br /><br />"leany 7maar<br />wainich?" already driving to<br />her apartment he knew she would be waiting for him in something sexy.<br /><br />Saja had this power<br />over '3aith, ever since he met her 8 years ago. They dated for 2 years and<br />fought everyday but the second he saw her he forgot everything and they would<br />start over.<br />'3aith loved Falak, but having Saja reappear into his life again made him<br />question his marriage.<br />He parked his car and headed up to her apartment, and just like he guessed<br />there she was waiting for him in her black lace bustier and matching undies,<br />her hair worn down no make up but a red lipstick. It drove him insane, without<br />even saying a worried he carried her into the bedroom.<br />"dance for me"<br />Saja headed to her<br />ipod, scrolled down to find the perfect song that suited the situation they<br />were in. 112's Sweet Love.<br />She headed to him straddling him as he sat on the bed admiring her curvy toned<br />body, she slowly took his shirt off revealing his chiseled body. She bit her<br />lips as she ran her finger down his abs, then looked up at him with hungry<br />eyes. '3aith sat back, letting her take control. She pushed him down, kissing<br />his neck and making her way down his body, she unbuttoned his shorts and slid<br />them off. He pushed her onto the bed "I<br />cant wait" he whispered into her<br />ears.<br />-----------------<br />7arith scared Rsal.<br />She was physically attracted to him, which is normal in every relationship<br />especially one that has just started. His attitude however, worried her.<br />She walked into Starbucks and found him sitting there, looking handsome in his<br />black shorts and white t-shirt, she noticed he never wore colors. He was absent<br />minded, didnt even notice her walking in. The rest of the men in Starbucks<br />couldnt take their eyes off her, the only thing she thought of was him, his<br />eyes, his scar, his lips she wanted him but wouldnt give in no matter how much<br />he pushed, no matter how tempted she was.<br />"hii" she shyly greeted him<br />"ahlain" smiling back at her. The men were disappointed she was meeting<br />a man<br />"shlonik?" he was distant, not the 7arith who pursed her<br />"walla<br />b5air" he was annoyed with<br />the men eying his woman "gomay<br />ni6l3" pulling her out with<br />him<br />"um, wain bnrou7?" scared<br />"shfeech 5yfa mny 3a'6ich rikbay" getting into his car<br />Rsal didnt know what<br />to do, she has never been in this position before. Should she get into the car<br />with him? why did they even leave starbucks. Despite her better judgment she<br />got into car, terrified of all the things he would be able to do.<br />"7arith" she couraged up<br />"hala<br />7beebty" lighting a cigarette<br />as he drove out of the parking lot heading the Gulf Road<br />"ma aby nitmasha 3l 5aleej please" wearing her over sized sunglasses.<br />"3balch 7mar jdamich?" annoyed with her remark<br />"what the hell is<br />wrong with you? shfeek 3ly 7arith ma 9arlna sbou3 dating o mn al7en il nafsya<br />ana shsawait?" trying to hold her<br />tears back<br /><br />"intay<br />shfeech?" he coldly answered,<br />he was doing this on purpose, he knew Rsal was not the girl to be played and he<br />was worried about falling in love with her, he was already attached to her and<br />the more he thought about it the more he believed that if he acted cold with<br />her she would be more attached than she was.<br /><br />"shino shfeny<br />7arith why am I with you? ma a7is 3ndy boyfriend you dont ask about me you dont<br />care about me, itha ma tabeny gouly bs lat3lgny chithi please" looking down, she was confused and lost. 7arith came into her<br />life and managed to shatter her into pieces, she no longer was confident about<br />anything all she knew was that she was slowly falling for him, and for now it<br />was mostly an attraction but something about him called out for her she knew<br />that under the bad boy exterior was a lost boy who needed someone to love him,<br />and the motherly instinct in her was kicking in. She wanted to take care of<br />him.<br /><br />7arith saw the pain in<br />her eyes, he even heard it in her voice and it broke his heart. He didnt want<br />her to be miserable already, they were at the beginning of the road and only<br />god knew where this road was going.<br />He parked in an isolated place, took her hand and gently kissed it "ana asif" kissing<br />every finger. With each kiss, Rsal felt the fireworks in her stomach "shloun you think I dont want you Rsolty ana ma 9adagt 3la<br />alah ter'6ain feny, bs ana ...."<br />before he continued she placed her index finger on his lips "shhh 7arith we will take it one day at a time ok"<br /><br />"3n il shi6ana if<br />you wanna kiss me you can just tell me laish hal 7arakt" biting down on her finger<br /><br />"7arith" pulling her finger away, but before she could he pulled back to<br />his lips and kissed it. That kiss sent shivers down her body, she knew if she<br />didnt say something she was going to do something she might regret. She looked<br />away from him "wain<br />bnrou7"<br /><br />"rsal" she turned to look at him, she saw his sexy lazy eyes looking<br />at her with passion, love, lust and hunger. She saw his lips slowly curling up<br />into a naughty smile it made her heart beat faster "mm" was all she managed<br />to say<br /><br />"shfeech<br />5yfa" leaning closer to her<br />as he stroked her cheek which instantly turned red "mo 5yfa" looking into his eyes<br /><br />"mistansa?" he asked her looking at her lips, he noticed how red and juicy<br />they looked all he wanted to do was bite them. She was overtaken by his close<br />presence to her, the mixture of his perfume and cigarettes sent her into a<br />whirlwind of feelings she wanted to reach over and bite his lips<br /><br />"tabenhum?" he knew she wanted him well his lips at least, he knew she was<br />fighting back her hormones but he wanted to taste her lips so badly.<br />"laa" she answered loudly hoping to assure her feelings<br />"wdy a9adgich" whispering into her ear as he inhaled in her scent<br />"7arith" she needed fresh air<br />"golay ismy b3d mara" hearing her say his name turned him on<br />"7aroothy" she knew what she was doing to him, she felt the same way when<br />he said her name<br />"3youny" looking dead into her eyes<br />------------------------------<br />3 days passed, and for<br />3 days '3aith stayed with Saja he forgot he had a wife called Falak. She had<br />sex appeal, she worshiped the floor he walked on and anything he asked of her<br />she would do.<br />On the third morning he woke up smiling, pulling her into her arms but the<br />second she was in his arms she felt different, she smelt different. This was<br />not his wife.<br />He quickly opened his eyes and saw Saja sound asleep in his arms, he shook his<br />head hoping this was a dream and he would soon wake up. The events of the past<br />3 days came rushing back to him, he ran to the bathroom he felt sick with<br />himself. He took a shower scrubbing his body over and over again but with every<br />scrub he remember what he did with Saja. He got dressed and left the apartment<br />heading to 7arith for help.<br />------------------------------<br />"lyouth yuma ta3al abeek" lyth's mother called out for him from the living room<br />"hala bl '3alya, hala ib um lyth" kissing her hand "2mreny yal<br />'3alya"<br />"yuma aby afra7 feek mita ra7 titzawaj?<br />ana mo '6amna 3umry"<br />"b3d 3umry yal<br />'3alya, latgoleen chithi b3d 3umrn 6weel inshalah, intay dwrely o my9er 5a6rich<br />ila il 6yb" he was the eldest of<br />his siblings and he knew this was bound to happen especially since he was<br />graduating soon.<br />"ana legait bnt il 7alal" smiling to him<br />"hahah bsmillah<br />wain shyfat-ha? latgolen mn il ahal ana mny ma5ith a7ad mn il ahal yuma" that was his only rule<br /><br />"laa laa mo mn il<br />ahaln, a9lan banat il 3yla ma yistahlonik" she was proud of her son, if she only knew what he was up to.<br />"3ayl mino?"<br />---------------------<br />"tarkan ana btzawaj<br />fa ma agdar akalmik" ma2ab confidently<br />told Turki who was looking sizzling in a black tshirt and his dark jeans.<br />"laa ma2aby ana abeech" playing the game<br />"sorry 7yatie, bs<br />already 5a6beny, you snooze you loose 3n ithnik" getting up and walking towards her car.<br /><br />Turki laughed at her, she believed that '9a7y loved her and<br />wanted her, little did she know what the men were planning to do to her.<br />Turki wanted her to regret the day she thought about playing him<br />"yuma wain<br />rylich?" Falak was busy<br />thinking about her newly husband, who decided to go MIA for 3 days without a<br />warning or a phone call. She didnt want to call his cousins or his grandfather<br />fearing it would cause more trouble. She believed that no news is good news.<br /><br />"um raye7 il<br />shalaih ma3a 3yal 3ma" what else could she<br />say, my husband disappeared on me and I havent heard from him<br /><br />"mn awalha ray7<br />il shalaih o im5alech?" how strange of him<br />her mother thought<br /><br />"ee mama shl<br />mushkila, i7na 9'3ar o aby he has fun ma3a his cousins o ana ma3akum mo ga3da<br />bro7y aw ib bait 3my ily ma3ndy a7ad"<br />fighting her tears, she heard her phone excused herself into the living room.<br />Incoming Call '3aith<br />falak: ...... (she decided to stay quiet)<br />'3aith: 7beebty<br />falak: ....... (her heart ached her to hear those words from him, she loved<br />him but he left her for 3 days with nothing)<br />'3aith: ana yay il bait<br />falak: ana glt 7g ahaly inik knt bl shalaih fa<br />itha sm7t lat fashleny<br />Falak hung up before<br />he answered. She told the nannies to prepare a fresh pot of tea, after all she<br />was a new bride and had to act proper in front of her family. '3aith showed up,<br />guilt filling him from head to toe, who couldnt even look at Falak in the eye.<br />They had a cup of tea with her parents then excused themselves up to their<br />room.<br />She didnt scream.<br />She didnt cry.<br />She sat down crossing her arms and just eyed him, she was hurt, she felt<br />lonely.<br />"Falak<br />ana..." he didnt know what to<br />say, nothing will justify what he did and lying was out of the question.<br /><br />"how was<br />she?" she asked, every<br />woman knows when her husband is cheating you can see it in their eyes.<br />"Falak" taken back by her question<br />"HOW WAS SHE?" she stood up not able to control her temper<br />"what do you want me to say?" sitting down on the couch<br />"s2altik so2al, o jawbny" looking away<br />"falak im sorry" defeated<br />"shouf '3aith,<br />ana bg3ad ma3ak mo leany abek aw a7ibik, laa ana akrihuk bs 3shan ahaly o<br />ahalik o far7at-hum sam3ny, hal yomain nafrish il bait o inta in a room o ana<br />in a room o kil wa7id lah 7yatie, if you want to screw whoever it is kaifik I<br />honestly dont care, you find me a job 3shan ma ajabil wayhik 6oul il youm. This<br />is what I have, if you dont like it 6algny" she managed to blurt all of that out without a single tear, and<br />that was what scared him he saw the seriousness in her eyes.<br /><br />"hathy mo<br />3esha" how could he live<br />with her and not be with her, he cheated but he loved her, he worshiped her but<br />Saja.<br />"take it or leave it" running into the bathroom and slamming the door behind her<br />She left him<br />speechless. He felt his heart tighten, his breath was short and before he could<br />even call out for her he fell cold on the floor.<br />------------------------------<br />Incoming Call '9a7y<br />ma2ab: hello<br />'9a7y: hala ib hal 9out<br />ma2ab: hala feek 7yatie, wainik mn ziman ma<br />shftik<br />'9a7y: sam7eny yal '3alya bs knt lahy ma3a il<br />shiqa<br />ma2ab: bs firashnaha o 5al9na 7yatie, we9al<br />kilshay?<br />'9a7y: yup, ilyoum il<br />athath we9al o everything is cleaned bs omy galat she will stock it before you<br />come<br />m2ab: and when is that<br />'9a7y: mita ma taben ya galby, il bait baitich<br />ma2ab: il bait baitna 7yatie<br />'9a7y: ya b3d 3umry 7beebty shway o akalmich<br />bdish il duwanya al7en<br />'9a7y's feeling grew<br />with every conversation, and so did ma2ab's. She stopped calling Turki and her<br />X5 guy, she even changed her number. She wanted to start off with a clean slate<br />with her husband. At first '9a7y was just a goal she wanted to achieve, but she<br />is slowly falling for him.<br />----------<br />Muruj has not seen<br />daylight since 7amany dropped her home. Her parents locked her up in the house.<br />She was to talk to no one, see no one and do nothing. She was lost and confused<br />and needed her best friend Ma2ab to cheer her up.<br />Little did she knew, the source of all her misery was her best friend ma2ab.<br />7amany kept going back<br />and forth with the decision he took. Was it right, was it his place to ruin her<br />life. He just couldnt get her out of his mind.<br />---------<br />Incoming Call BMW<br />turki: hala bl zain<br />girl: hala feek<br />turki: shlonich?<br />girl: zaina<br />turki: shfeech mista7ya<br />girl: la 3dee<br />turki: wainich?<br />girl: 6al3a atmasha<br />turki: laish ma giltay?<br />girl: ga3da agolik al7en<br />turki: inzain wainich 3shan ayelich<br />girl: ta3ly Starbucks ily ym laila gallery ok<br />turki: yala dgayg wkoun 3ndich<br />Dialling '9a7y<br />'9a7y: haa turki<br />turki: hala '9a7oy, ha sh9ar ma3ak<br />'9a7y: mako walla kil<br />shay jahiz, b3d isbo3ain il milcha b3dain il 3rs b3d cham shahar<br />turki: 5oush ma awa9ek mo tinsa ily itfiqna<br />3laih<br />'9a7y: inshalah<br />turki: yala bye<br />Turki headed over to<br />Starbucks to meet the newest girl he encountered, she was pretty but not smart<br />and not much of a talker.<br />------------<br />compose message<br />il 7ub wainha?<br />reply<br />bl pool you?<br />compose message<br />ohh, shino labsa ;p?<br />reply<br />my bikini :$<br />compose message<br />aby ashouf :D<br />reply<br />NO ;p<br />compose message<br />afa :( you say no to the 7arith? ;p<br />reply<br />hahah ee I say no to the 7arith ;p<br />compose message<br />mm baby ?<br />reply<br />yes 7arothy<br />compose message<br />36eny bosa :$<br />reply<br />mwaaah ;***<br />compose message<br />you taste good ;)<br />reply<br />so do you ;$<br />compose message<br />wala 9ij ay loun your bikini?<br />reply<br />haha RED :D<br />compose message<br />you want me to die ?<br />reply<br />:o<br />laish ;s?<br />compose message<br />that hot tight sexy body in nothing but a red<br />bikini AMOOOOOOOOUT :p<br />reply<br />hahahah :$<br />what are you wearing :p?<br />compose message<br />3n il shi6ana ;p<br />reply<br />kaifi 3ndik mani3?<br />compose message<br />haha akeed LAAA ;D<br />7uby, bdish il duwanya al7en akalmich awal ma<br />a5al9 ok?<br />reply<br />mm 7arothy?<br />compose message<br />galby<br />reply<br />can I see you?<br />compose message<br />AKEED, awal mat5al9en mn il pool give me a<br />call<br />"yal 5arouf sa3a<br />ga3id bl syara yala inzil" lyth screaming out to<br />7arith as he threw a water balloon at his car<br />"yal tibin tawny im6al3 il syara"<br />reply<br />okay ;*<br />"sh3ndaha il madam" teasing 7arith<br />"ya5ee shtaby?" getting out of the car<br />"7arooth ya5ee il7ag 3ly" Lyth quickly got down to the matter at hand<br />"shfeek?" 7arith worried about his friend<br />"il walda legatly wa7da" running his hand through his growing beard<br />"hahah tabek titzawaj? 3dy ya5e meet her<br />she might be hot" teasing him<br />"akeed btkoun hot bs shino zawaj" walking into the duwanya<br />"shouf '3youth mistanis ma tadre yimken hathy itry7ik" he pulled him aside before they entered the main door "meet her, talk to her and shouf o b3dain latgoul 7g a7ad<br />lain e9er shay" he specifically meant<br />Turki, he knew the affect he had on Lyth and 7arith didnt want Lyth to miss out<br />on an opportunity of a good girl, as 7arith thought of it no harm in marrying<br />the good girl and screwing around with the bad ones.<br />Falak walked out of<br />the bathroom after spending 15 minutes there to calm her nerves down. She found<br />'3aith out cold on the bedroom floor with his hand placed on his heart. She<br />screamed out for her family, who instantly called the ambulance.<br /><br />He was taken to the<br />hospital, and into the operating room. Falak was not told anything, she didnt<br />shed a single tear she was too paralyzed she just stood there waiting for the<br />doctor to come out. She was quietly preparing herself for the worst possible<br />news.<br /><br />The doctor came out<br />and informed them he had a nervous breakdown due to a stress overload. Falak<br />cringed at the news, she knew the only stress he put himself under was his mere<br />pleasure. She followed his family into the room he was in, he was still under<br />the drugs and was not aware of his surrounds, all he would say every few<br />minutes was "Falak .....<br />Falak...."<br /><br />Falak decided to spend<br />the night with him, not because she wanted to but she didnt want to explain<br />anything to their family. She switched the lights off and sat by his bed<br />admiring him, he was handsome anyone could see that but she saw something in<br />his features, loss, confusion, hurt he kept calling out her name.<br /><br />She laid down next to<br />him placing her head on his chest, watching it rise with each inhale and before<br />she knew it tears made their way down her face. She cried for him, for her, for<br />their love and their lost trust.<br /><br />A few hours later<br />Falak woke up, and moved to the couch she didnt want him to see her on his<br />chest, she hasnt forgiven him yet, and she wont.<br />Not anytime soon.<br />-----------------------<br />Ma2ab's wedding was<br />finally here. She looked stunning her gown, she looked like a queen. The ball<br />room was done to perfection, from the lighting to the music, the decorations to<br />the caterers.<br />Everything was done according to Ma2ab's desire.<br />"mama rsal ro7ay<br />shofe i5tik lazem tid5al" Ma2ab's mother<br />looking glamorous, all the mother's were envious of her beauty and her luck.<br /><br />Rsal made her way up<br />to Ma2ab's room. For once she hoped her and her sister could have a sisterly<br />relationship especially on her wedding day.<br />"ma2aby, 7uby jahza?" being as sisterly as she could<br />"mm aywa" not even looking at her<br />"mashalah 3laich '9a7y ra7 emout" smiling to her sister<br />"adree, inzain mumkin it5alena<br />l7alna?" getting up and giving<br />her sister her back<br />"ma2ab, can we<br />leave our differences aside just for tonight its your wedding and your my<br />sister and aby afra7 feech 7beebty"<br />moving closer to her sister ans adjusting her veil.<br /><br />Ma2ab wanted to ignore<br />her sister, but something deep down inside stopped her, she needed her sister,<br />just for tonight. Rsal hugged her sister, and the girls made their way down to<br />the ball room. Ma2ab's heart was racing, she couldnt believe she fell for the<br />man who was suppose to be a goal for her, and tonight he will be hers.<br /><br />She walked into the<br />ballroom, eyes on her she loved it. She made her way to her finely decorated<br />kousha. Rsal was quickly by her side adjusting her dress and the cushions<br />behind her as Ma2ab sat down comfortably.<br /><br />"ya bnty" an elderly woman called out for Rsal, Rsal knew she was one of<br />their S3ody relatives<br /><br />"na3am<br />5alty?" kneeling down besides<br />her. The elderly woman cupped her face and looked into her eyes<br />"bsmilah 3laik mashalah gamar inti bnt<br />shmou'3 w faisal?" not letting go of her<br />face<br />"aywa 5alty tabeny anadelik mama?"<br />"laa 7beebty<br />mashalah 3laiki raby e7af'6ik mn il 3ain golay ameen" lovingly kissing her cheek. Rsal was taken back by her move,<br />she felt so much love from this woman, even though she didnt know who she was.<br />"ameen" placing her hand on top of the woman's hand<br />"il fal lik" finally letting go of her face and just smiling to her<br />"tslmen, 3n<br />ithnik" Rsal slowly walked<br />away but noticed something, all eyes were on her. She looked around thinking it<br />was a coincidence, but no everyone was looking at her.<br />"rsaly" Juwan called out for her friend "intay la7a'6tay ina il kil ga3id e6al3ich?"<br />"ee my god how embarrassing" sitting behind her friend in an attempt to hide herself<br />-----<br />7arith looked handsome<br />in his navy blue dishdasha with grey undershirt and his shma'3. He walked into<br />the hotel, and instantly every female looked at him. Girls that were covered<br />up, accidentally dropped their shawls or 3bayas in an attempt to get his<br />attention, but 7arith was after one girl and one girl only.<br />Rsal.<br />Rsal walked out of the<br />ballroom heading towards the rest room to check her make up before the men<br />walked in, she turned her head slightly to the left and saw him standing there<br />looking handsome as ever.<br /><br />He smiled to her, a<br />smile that shook her insides, a smile that made her heart flutter, a smile that<br />made her want to run up to him and just look at him.<br /><br />She smiled back shyly,<br />quickly rushing to the rest room. 7arith admired her body in the black dress<br />she was in, it was literally painted on to her body, he wanted to hold her, he<br />wanted everyone to know she was his.<br /><br />The men walked in to<br />the ballroom following the groom, of course the men of our story took the<br />opportunity to walk in and eye all the beautiful woman. 7arith wanted to walk<br />just to see Rsal, he still didnt enough of her.<br /><br />"a5eeran ya ma2ab<br />bt9ereen ly ... ma7ad '3airy ra7 ejesich .... walla la a5alech tabcheen dm ...<br />abech itbosen rely 3shan ar7umich mn hal '9a7y" Turki admired Ma2ab from a far, she noticed him but could care<br />less all she wanted to do was be next to '9a7y.<br /><br />'9a7y was on cloud 9<br />he couldnt believe this beautiful woman was his, for him to take care of, love,<br />spoil and pamper but before he could even enjoy his wedding day he looked over<br />and met Turki's gaze and remember the deal they had.<br />-----------------<br />Falak and '3aith<br />settled into their house. She started working in the marketing department of a<br />small private company and was getting along famously with her new co-workers.<br />She would come home for lunch not because she wanted to but because she still<br />was considered as a new bride. She canceled their honeymoon claiming that they<br />would be taking it later. '<br />3aith went back to work feeling lifeless, Falak wouldnt talk to him, she<br />wouldnt even look at him. Their form of communication was through post its<br />around the house or through messaging she wouldnt even answer his phone calls.<br />Every night she would cry herself to sleep.<br />Every night he would sit outside her bedroom door waiting for her, but nothing.<br />--------------------<br />compose message<br />roorty<br />reply<br />lol ya3nee bdal3ny?<br />compose message<br />ee shfeech mo 3ajbich?<br />reply<br />laa<br />compose message<br />mm 6yb ;p<br />haa ma7ad i56ibich?<br />reply<br />shdarany :p<br />compose messsage<br />3laina, il kil ma shal 3aina 3nich<br />reply<br />jealous?<br />compose message<br />laish jealous, ana mazyoun o 2lf wa7da tabeny<br />;)<br />reply<br />ahaa, okay alah ehaneek ma3ahum<br />compose message<br />rsal<br />compose message<br />rasoolty<br />compose message<br />roorty<br />compose message<br />7beebty :(<br />reply<br />mm<br />compose message<br />ya3ne za3lana?<br />reply<br />ee :s<br />compose message<br />ma 3ash ily eza3lich mino hal 7mar?<br />reply<br />7arith :(<br />compose message<br />mouta 3la edy<br />reply<br />bsmilah 3laih<br />compose message<br />it5afen 3laih?<br />reply<br />ee :$<br />compose message<br />laaish? wa7d 7mar shtbeen feeh?<br />reply<br />kaifi ana 3ajbny<br />compose message<br />mm ya ba5ta o ana?<br />reply<br />sorry i aint no player :p<br />compose message<br />ya intaaaaaaay ! inzain shrayich feeny ilyoum?<br />reply<br />you are very self centered tadry<br />compose message<br />ahaa and thats what you love about me<br />reply<br />mino gal?<br />compose message<br />ana agoul oo ana il rijal fa kalamy yamshy<br />reply<br />rjaal haa??<br />compose message<br />ajal rjal wla mo 3jbik?<br />reply<br />la 3jbny<br />compose message<br />mm 3baly b3d ;p<br />inzaaain tara edy 6a7at wana I message aby<br />asm3 9outich<br />reply<br />okay let me get into bed o ill call you<br />--------------------------<br />"yuma .... YUMA" Yasser called out for his mother<br />"5air ya yuma" answered his mother<br />"5air ib wajhik,<br />kaif il 3rs?" taking his shma'3 off<br />as he sat comfortably down on the couch next to his mother, after he kissed her<br />hand<br /><br />"mara jinan<br />mashalah 3laiha il 3rous 6al3a gamar"<br />remembering Rsal "yasser, yuma wsh<br />rayik itha 56btlik w7da mb s3odya?"<br />testing the water<br /><br />"wsh jalsa t7ken<br />ya yuma, aish mo s3odya mn hal bnt?"<br />trying to understand what his mother's intentions were.<br /><br />"i5t il 3rous, t9er omha bnt i5t jadatik allah yur7umha il<br />bnt mara jinan ya yuma wla ti6waf" hoping<br />her son would finally consider getting married.<br />"RSAAAAL" Juwan hollered<br />"haaa" welcoming her from the indoor balcony<br />"shino haa? would<br />you at least come downstairs to welcome me?" walking up the stairs to lead to the balcony<br /><br />"I knew you were<br />coming so laish I come down" welcoming her best<br />friend with a warm hug, one would say they havent seen each other in days.<br /><br />"sim3y I am<br />having a gathering at home our high school friends the whole gang and my<br />brother is going to be there with his grade as well shrayich?" popping a grape into her mouth<br />"im in, I miss them im going to make<br />CUPCAKES" Rsal's eyes lit up<br />like a 3 year old kid<br />"okay ana ry7a<br />ashtery endless amouts of junk while you bake like a good housewife" Juwan quickly bit her tongue as soon she said those words, its<br />true Rsal felt nothing for '9a7y but the fact that her younger sister<br />"stole" her potential husband was another thing.<br />--------------------<br />"shlonik<br />al7een?" Falak coldly asked<br />'3aith as he sat in front of the television staring aimlessly at nothing in<br />specific, he was so out of it he didnt even realize she was speaking to him. It<br />broke her heart seeing her husband this way.<br /><br />"um '3aith" speaking in a louder tone of voice. He quickly turned to her<br />smiling, but she didnt smile back she didnt even meet his gaze.<br /><br />"hala<br />7beebty" he uncontrollably said<br />then apologized. Falak couldnt hold her tears back, she looked down at her<br />hands and cried. '3aith jumped up and sat down by her feet, resting his head in<br />her lap she could tell he was in pain, she slowly placed her hand on his head<br />and whispered "I think you<br />should get some sleep you look tired"<br /><br />She stood up, took his<br />arm and led him to his bedroom, the guest bedroom, she removed the covers and<br />waited for him to get in, she gave him is medicine he just looked at her<br />lovingly. She placed the glass of water on the bed side table, but before she<br />managed to leave the room he grabbed her wrist and pulled her into his lap and<br />just hugged her.<br />She cried, and cried. and cried.<br />He just held her tightly<br />wiping away his tear, he didnt want to cry in front of her. Ever since he was 6<br />his father told him only woman cried, men never cried. Behind her broken tears<br />she mumbled "laish '3aith<br />walla a7ibik" and cried some more.<br /><br />She cried herself to<br />sleep, and for the first night since the incident happened '3aith slept soundly<br />because Falak was in his arms.<br /><br />For the first time<br />since the incident, Falak dreamt about '3aith and their life together the way<br />she use to when they first got married.<br /><br />Things were not<br />cleared up, and she still hadnt forgiven him but for tonight they needed to be<br />with each other, they were both suffering emotionally and just for one night<br />they could take a break from their internal struggle and just slept.<br />--------------<br />'9a7y took Ma2ab to<br />their apartment. She was nervous, happy, scared, excited, it was just a mixture<br />of emotions but mostly she was thrilled that she chose '9a7y and that she left<br />all her old stories.<br /><br />Then '9a7y said<br />something that shook her speechless, he looked coldly at her and told her "sm3y intay bl main bedroom o ana bl guest room" he just said it and walked into the guest bedroom completely<br />ignoring her.<br /><br />Ma2ab looked around<br />their furnished apartment, the one they recently furnished together, she<br />recalled their late night calls planning their future and how many children<br />they wanted, their million messages about how their day was going.He kept<br />telling her I cant wait to have you in my arms, and now this. She walked into<br />her bedroom and threw herself into her king sized bed and just cried herself to<br />sleep.<br />Incoming Call Turki<br />Turki: haa yal mi3rs<br />'9a7y: turki wli e3afek ily feny imkafeny 5air<br />inshalah<br />Turki: hahaha kil hatha, il muhum wain<br />3rousatna?<br />'9a7y: shdarany ana 6il3t min il shiqa brou7<br />il shalaih a'3ayer jw<br />Turki: 5oush bye<br />Turki shut the phone<br />before '9a7y could even answer him. '9a7y wore a pair of shorts and a t-shirt<br />and headed to the shalaih where he knew his cousin would have a party his<br />weekly parties and their will be enough drinks and girls to make him forget.<br />-----------<br />"rsal mama" her mother called out for Rsal<br />"na3am mama" kissing her cheek<br />"your father is<br />having a dinner for the whole family in 3 days for i5tik o '9a7y 5abry Juwan o<br />ana a7aky ahalha" sipping on her<br />cinnamon tea<br /><br />"mama kan fee<br />mara who freaked me out maskeena kanat loving bs in a scary way" twisting her hair around her finger<br />"mm mn thee?"<br />"I dont know, bs mn ahalich shaklha<br />s3odya" grinning<br />"ahaly mb hum ahalik?" pretending to be upset<br />"laa ana ahaly kuwaityeen" teasing her mother<br />"ya bnt i7tarmay<br />nafsich hathy il '3alya" her father loving<br />looking at his wife whom instantly turned red<br />"amout 3ly tist7y" kissing her cheek<br />"get a room" Rsal ran out of the living room before her father yelled at<br />her.<br />------------<br />"ta3aly aby I<br />show you something" He took her out back<br />and stood there eying what looking like a bicycle, but had a motor like a<br />motorbike. She looked at him with a confused expression.<br />"umm" expecting him to explain what they were standing in front of<br />"you dont know what it is?" shocked<br />"umm laa is it a bicycle?" trying not to sound like an idiot<br />"well shofay, say<br />you were driving on your handy motorcycle okay and faj2ag il bike stopped 5ara<br />9a7? laaa because this thing right here turns into a handy dandy bicycle all<br />you do is peddle away" giving her his<br />biggest smile<br />"hahahaha mo mn 9ijik?" Rsal laughed back<br />"shfeech, inzain dgeega" He ran over to his car and pulled out his shma'3 from the<br />backseat, ran back to her "tilathmay" he ordered<br />"ma a3rif" he helped her cover up with the shma'3 and off they went for a<br />ride around the block.<br /><br />Since Rsal arrived to<br />the gathering, she hit it off with him and not in "I am attracted to<br />him," his sense of humor, he carefree nature and his presence comforted<br />her, she was herself around him even though she had just met him.<br /><br />"ya wail 7aly<br />walla lo o5oy dara chan thiba7ny"<br />she casually said laughing at herself. He stopped short, which frightened her<br />and in a shaky face "3ndich<br />o5o?"<br />"ee shfeek" she was confused<br />"akbr minich?"<br />"hahah ee shfeek?" she was now scared<br />"ya wail 7aly<br />ana, ly 7oushik bs 3ndich o5o o ana imrakbich 3l bike" he turned the bike around and headed back to Juwan's house to<br />join the gang.<br />--------<br />Ma2ab woke up after a<br />restless night, and headed out to the living room where she found '9a7y passed<br />out on the floor in front of his bedroom. She ran over to him frightened " '9a7y .... '9a7y feek shay?" she was scared and was shaking him vigorously.<br />"haaa" he yelled out rattling her<br />"7yatiee wsh feek" lovingly stroking his hair<br />"wa5ray 3ny walla<br />maly 5ulgich" He got up and headed<br />into his bedroom, slamming the door after him.<br />Ma2ab cried once again, who could she tell?<br />Who would comfort her?<br />who would make her feel better?<br />Turki<br />-----------<br />Dialling +96599123456 <br />+96599123456<br />Turki looked down at his ringing phone, smiled pleased with the caller.<br />"ma 3ndich a7ad '3airy ana ya ma2ab, walla ra7 a6yn<br />3shtich" he smiled<br />victoriously to himself before heading out of the duwanya to answer her.<br />"wain kintay"<br />Juwan asked Rsal as she walked into the living room with him<br />"shfeech?" Rsal was irritated with Juwan's question<br />"nothing babe bs<br />6waltay and I was worried sorry"<br />Juwan stood up and headed out to the garden to make sure dinner was set.<br /><br />The group headed to<br />the garden to enjoy their dinner, even though it was summer there was a light<br />breeze in the garden. Rsal sat down, and he joined her "so tell me about yourself" she asked<br /><br />"well, I was<br />brought up in the states cause my dad was working in the embassy then moved to<br />il kuwait when I was 15 and my parents decided to enroll me in a public not<br />private school, haha awal youm dshait mit9arwi3 leana ya an6ag aw a6ig fa mn<br />bara ily eshoufny egoul im cool bs min da5el galby e6ig i6bool" he stopped for a few minutes remembering his first day, she<br />respected his silence and just looked at him.<br /><br />"lain I met<br />Turki, kint in my math class o il mudaris m36ena a test o ana yebt 100 leana im<br />a math freak, fa Turki s2alny itha agdar as3da o gltla okay abeeha mn allah<br />a7ad ekalmny haha o bs 3rfny 3la his cousins leanhum ma3ana bl thanwya o bs<br />6againha 9u7ba o al7en they are like my friends" taking a drag from his cigarette<br /><br />"o al7een?" she asked? It was strange to her just how comfortable she was<br />with him, she was not attracted to him even though he was a hunk, he reminded<br />her of her brother.<br /><br />"al7een ana bl<br />jam3a, majoring in architectural engineering o bagely 2 years inshalah" smiling at that thought<br />"cham 3umrik" she was interested in her new friend<br />"la ti'97keen bs im 23"<br />"laish a'97ak?" she didnt understand his remark<br />"leany mo<br />mit5araj, bs ti25art bl thanwya o b3dha safarna for a year then fit7ana ma7al<br />ba7ar related min fishing rods to boats and jet skis ma3a the guys" what days they were "and you little<br />missy tell me about yourself"<br /><br />"mm nothing<br />special im a middle child older brother younger sister, went to private school,<br />typical good girl straight A's 5wafa haha and I always put others before<br />myself" it hurt admitting<br />that, but it was a fact.<br />"and how is your relationship with your<br />brother?" he asked<br />"amazing, we are<br />super close unlike my sister and I"<br />she missed ma2ab as harsh as she was "all<br />she cares about are her looks, her clothes, her friends and she will step on<br />anyone to get what she wants"<br /><br />"3dee twkum 9'3ar<br />you have time to improve your relationship" trying to be optimistic<br />"I doubt it, she got married a few days<br />ago" still shocked at that<br />fact<br />"no way?" he was surprised<br />"haha why do you sound shocked?"<br />"I dont know,<br />cause she is younger I guess were they dating?" he didnt mean to overstep his boundaries, but he was curious<br /><br />"no, its funny<br />actually he came to see me and liked her hahah" laughing<br />"ayshay? il 7beeb dash soug yi5tar?"<br />"3dee honestly I<br />want to marry out of love" she remembered<br />7arith, who hasnt messaged her all day<br /><br />"is there a<br />special someone?" he wasnt being<br />intrusive, he saw her as a friend<br /><br />"there is, bs ma<br />adree ma a7is he is my boyfriend, we just started dating and I see my friend's<br />boyfriends who constantly call and message and ask about their where abouts, I<br />told him I was coming to the gathering today and I mean I didnt want him to get<br />jealous but I was hoping he would ask me more questions and he didnt" she looked down, she was upset with her relationship with 7arith<br />its not what she wanted<br />"mm, yimken he isnt used to dating?" not knowing what to say<br />"I guess, I mean<br />he is your ultimate bad boy and I worry that he sees me as just another girl<br />fahem 3ly?" she was enjoying<br />talking freely about 7arith<br /><br />"okay agolich shay,<br />how about you make him feel like you are not like the other girls, give him<br />what is missing in his life like stability"<br /><br />"I guess so, ma<br />adree I mean the first few days he was amazing b3dain once he got me he stopped<br />putting the effort" hearing herself say<br />those words ached her heart<br /><br />"shofay rsal bl<br />awal we all act like the perfect man to get the girl we like and awal ma we get<br />her we fall back on who we really are but not because we arent interested but<br />because the hardest part was over, hooking her in" he burst into a boisterous laugh<br />"wayed 3laikum" hitting his shoulder lightly<br />"keep in mind,<br />i7na il reyayel mithel il yahal naby attention o love o care we are suckers for<br />it 9adgeny" smiling at that<br />thought<br />"ma3ndik someone special?" she truly was a lucky girl who would end up with him<br />"naah, tw il nas ym3wda banat il deera<br />are gorgeous let me have fun"<br />"aham shay,<br />listen its getting late I need to head back home honestly I truly enjoyed<br />myself with you and sorry if I rambled on" her face turning a light shade of red<br /><br />"bl3ks walla I<br />just gained a friend, ma aby ama95ha bs can I get your pin? email? number?<br />anything?"<br /><br />She added him to her<br />blackberry messenger contacts list, and took his number. She wasnt much of a<br />msn person so she didnt take his email. She left the gather content with her<br />behaviors she did gain a friend<br />Just as she was about to drive away her phone vibrated, a message from 7arith.<br />message received<br />il 7ub wainha<br />reply<br />heading home :D<br />message received<br />sam3ena 9outich<br />It gave her chills<br />whenever he said those words. She called him immediately with a smile on her<br />face, as cold and distant as he was she genuinely liked him.<br />--------------<br />Falak woke up to find<br />herself in '3aith's arms. She hugged him tightly and smiled she loved the way<br />he smelt, the way she perfectly fit in his muscular arms, hearing his heart<br />beats, the heat radiating from his body.<br />She just loved him.<br />Before she could enjoy<br />the moment, she remembered everything that had happened and quickly jumped out<br />of the bed, causing '3aith to wake up alarmed "shfeech 7beebty?"<br /><br />"haa nothing, I<br />guess I fell asleep in your arms sorry" she ran out of his room and into her room locking the door<br />twice, then headed into the bathroom for a warm shower where she cried quietly<br />to herself, like she did every time she was in the shower.<br /><br />She calmed herself<br />down, changed into a white cotton dress, applied very little make up and headed<br />out. She was heading to her parents to spend the day with her sisters, they<br />were the only ones who knew everything.<br /><br />"ana ry7a bait<br />oboy" she told him as she<br />grabbed her keys. '3aith thought the worse, he thought she was leaving him. He<br />ran over to her, got down on his knees hugging her waist, begging her not to<br />leave "Falak please we<br />will work it out bs lat-hdny 7beebty ana maly '3airich ib hal dnya walla mist3d<br />asawi ily it2mreny 3laih bs dont leave me"<br />Her hurt literally broke into a million<br />pieces, she got down next to him and looked into his teary red eyes "im not leaving you '3aith ana brou7 bait oboy for lunch<br />with my sisters" and for the first<br />time since the incident she lovingly smiled to him<br /><br />He hugged her before<br />she got up, planting a warm kiss on her forhead "allah e7af'6ich"<br />she just smiled and headed into her car, where again she broke down in tears.<br /><br />She just couldnt<br />forgive him, every time he was around her it sent chills down her spine she<br />just couldnt be with him without thinking of her.<br />------------------------------<br />Turki decided to<br />ignore Ma2ab's call, he wanted her to reach her absolute lowest so that his<br />plan will play out.<br />-----------------------------<br />'9a7y walked into the<br />apartment smiling lovingly at his sad wife, he then remembered Turki and there<br />and quickly turned his smile into a frown<br />"gomay bdly" he grunted<br />"laish 7beeby<br />wain ry7en?" she was happy he was<br />talking to her, never in her life did she ever feel so alone and there was no<br />one she could go to, well there was but he wasnt answering her phone calls.<br /><br />"ya sheen hal<br />kilma minich, bnrou7 bait ahaly aby asalm 3la il walda" Ma2ab was shocked at his behavior, she nodded in compliance and<br />headed into her bedroom to change.<br /><br />A few minutes later<br />she walked out look breath taking, '9a7y had to avoid looking at her just to<br />control himself. Being in an enclosed space like the car didnt help matters, he<br />was slowly losing himself as he inhaled in her scent.<br /><br />once they got to his<br />parents house, he turned into the '9a7y she knew and loved. Holding her hands,<br />keeping her close to him, feeding her. She was on cloud 9 and was thrilled with<br />this change, but deep down inside she knew it wouldnt last "7beebty mishaina 3shan inshouf ahalich b3d" Ma2ab missed her room, her house, her parents.<br /><br />"okay 7yatie"<br />she smiled back at him, sending '9a7y's heart into jitters. He loved her, but<br />he had a deal with Turki<br />Dialing 7arith<br />7arith: hala bl zain kila<br />Hearing his deep<br />masculine voice drugged her, a smile automatically appeared and she instantly<br />went into the ultimate girly trance.<br />Rsal: hala feek<br />7arith: shlonich<br />Rsal: zaina, inta shlonick<br />7arith: aaah shloun ma akoun zain wna akalm il<br />7ub golely bs<br />7arith felt her smiling<br />7arith: ista7aity<br />Rsal: 7arith<br />7arith: 3youn 7arith, galb 7arith, wainich<br />Rsal: rada il bait tawny 6al3a mn bait juwana<br />7arith: 5alny ashofich<br />Rsal: tomorrow<br />7arith: laa al7een shino tomorrow<br />Rsal: its almost 11 shino itshofny al7een<br />7arith: 3dee, bs shway<br />Rsal: la sorry 7arith ma agdar<br />7arith: shda3wa ana mo 6alb minich shay bs aby<br />ashofich<br />Rsal: ana ma glt laa bs mo hal 7za<br />7arith: shino mo hal<br />7za itha intay shyfa ina il wagt mit25er mfrou'6 itkoneen bl bait min ziman ya<br />i5t Rsal<br /><br />Rsal: what the hell is<br />wrong with you, hathy 7altna as soon things settle down baina nirja3 ly wara<br />7arith: ma adre 3nich laish it9a3ben il 2mour<br />Rsal: ana? 7aram 3laik ya 7arith<br />7arith: ee intay ya mama, ana il'9aher ma36ech<br />wayed waih tara fee '3airich<br />Rsal: ahaa, okay rou7 lhum<br />7arith: arou7 ma 3ndy<br />mani3 bs itha 9ar shay mo tyen wtgolen f3litik o tarkitik kaa intay ily gltay<br />rou7<br />Rsal: inta laish ma tebny<br />7arith: mino gal ma abeech<br />Rsal: inta<br />7arith: laa ana ma glt<br />Rsal: inta taby '3airy<br />7arith: ma aby '3airich bs intay lat9eren 3sra<br />Rsal: al7en ana 9rt 3sra<br />7arith: o a7la 3sra 3younich im3thbtny<br />Rsal: na3am<br />7arith: 3younich rsoolty 3yoounich im3thbeny<br />Rsal started to look around at the cars next to her<br />7arith: ana mo yamich<br />Rsal: 3yal waray?<br />7arith: nope bs close by smile for me<br />Rsal's face lit up like a Christmas tree<br />7arith: amoout 3ly tisti7y<br />Rsal: 7aroothy<br />7arith: galby intay<br />Rsal: wainik my9er you see me and I dont<br />7arith: ee e9er aham shay 3ndy ashoufich<br />Rsal: inzain bs bsr3a na'6ra wa7da<br />7arith: mm afaker<br />Rsal: yala 3ad im almost home<br />7arith: give me a kiss bl awal<br />Rsal: mwaaaaah<br />7arith: bs ri7t feeha<br />Rsal: haha 7aroooth please<br />7arith: mmm golay ismy<br />Rsal: 7arith<br />7arith: la yuba shino 7arith 7asiseny iny<br />9a7bich wt5afen 3laiy dal3eny<br />Rsal: mm 7aroothy<br />7arith: mm<br />Rsal: 7arthy<br />7arith: na3am<br />Rsal:<br />*whispering* 7beeby<br />7arith: lat5aleny at-hawar<br />Rsal: hahaha inzain baby ana wi9alt ill get<br />into bed and call you<br />7arith: okay na6rich<br />-------------------<br />'9a7y and Ma2ab headed<br />back to their apartment, they informed their parents they wont be heading on<br />their honeymoon anytime soon due to his work. Ma2ab was worried about going<br />back home, she already saw him changing back into his cold nature.<br />"um '9a7y is everything okay" she reluctantly asked<br />"ee laish" he hated treating her like this, he just wanted to reach over<br />and hold her hands, stroke her face. He wanted to be the reason for her smile,<br />but he couldnt not now not before he secured his new position, and yes Turki is<br />helping him with that.<br /><br />"a7isik mit'9yig<br />aw feek shay a5af ana im2thetik ib shay" fighting her tears back, since when did she care about others<br /><br />"la mafeny shay,<br />yala wi9alna" He headed to the<br />elevators, not bothering to wait for her. As soon as they were in the<br />apartment, he grabbed a bottle of water, changed and headed out "ana 6al3" he said before<br />slamming the door after him.<br />The only thing he could do was drink, it was the only think that made him<br />forget.<br />He needed to forget.<br />----------------<br />lyth: yoo<br />rsal: well hello there<br />lyth: we9alty?<br />rsal: ee I did, banam so BYE ;p<br />lyth: haha gnite<br />Dialing 7arith<br />----------------<br />Falak walked into the<br />house feeling better, she enjoyed her day with her sisters. They headed to Spa<br />Time for a few hours, then got their nails done and went out for dinner. She<br />was thrilled for the new pair of heels she bought, she also bought '3aith 2<br />t-shirts<br />"hii" she said as she walked into the upstairs living room<br />"hala" he said so lifelessly<br />"ma 6al3t?" she didnt want to show him she cared, but she did.<br />It was that simple.<br />"laa inshalah istanasty?" he could tell she did, he saw it in her eyes<br />"ee il<br />7imdilah" she turned around "I bought you something, its nothing big but um, I hope you<br />like it" she gave him the bag<br />and headed into her room, she didnt lock the door after her because she was<br />going to make herself a cup of green mint tea.<br />"falak?" he called out her name as he knocked on her door<br />"tfa'6al" falak was wearing a blank strapless tank top and red hot<br />shorts, her body was tight and fit.<br />Simply, she looked irresistible.<br />"uggh, knt<br />bwarech il shirt" he walked in wearing<br />one of the tshirts, he was sexy no matter what he wore "does it look good?" he asked her<br /><br />"ee wayed" she smiled back to him "show<br />me the other one" before she could even<br />finish her sentence he took his shirt off revealing his ripped abs, you could<br />clearly trace each pack on his stomach, the way his muscles showed as he took<br />his shirt off she couldnt help but stare at him.<br /><br />Before wearing the<br />other shirt, he looked up at her and saw the look he saw the first night they<br />were together.<br /><br />She sat down on the<br />bed and cried, she was sick with crying, everything ached her, she missed her<br />husband she did nothing to deserve this at all "walla ta3abt '3aith ana ta3bana kil shay e3werny malait<br />wna abchy, malait wna I miss you, malait wna afaker .... bs ana malait"<br /><br />She laid her head down<br />on the pillow, her head felt heavy, '3aith came running to her "7beebty falaky are you okay? feech shay? 7beebty .. baby<br />... please look at me" Falak slowly opened<br />her eyes to see him next to her, she reached out for him and traced his jawline<br />and his lips, feeling her warmth on his face awoke '3aith up.<br />He wanted to be the best husband he could for her.<br />He wanted to start fresh.<br />He needed her.<br />"you look<br />tired" she weakly said to<br />him with her hands still on his lips as he planted kisses on her finger tips<br /><br />"dont worry about<br />me, aham shay 3ndy 9i7itich, tabeny asawelich green mint tea I know you need it<br />to fall asleep" more tears formed in<br />her eyes, for him to have noticed something so small meant the world to her.<br /><br />She smiled and nodded<br />to him. He quickly ran down the flight of stairs heading to the kitchen to fix her<br />a cup of her favorite tea.<br /><br />Falak stood up, washed<br />her face and comfortably got under the covers and before she knew it she was<br />fast asleep smiling because she could still smell him.<br /><br />"7uby ma legait<br />your mug sorry" he looked at his wife<br />sleeping peacefully, he kissed the crown of her head switched the lights off<br />and snuggled into bed with her, holding her tightly to his body.<br /><br />Her eyes fluttered<br />open as she looked up at him, he leaned down to kiss her nose "your nose is tiny tadreen" she smiled to him and nodded "adree"<br /><br />She moved even closer<br />to him, lifting her head up as she gently placed her lips on to his. She just<br />wanted to taste him. He did nothing, he missed her the way her small yet full<br />lips fit in between his, the way she scrunched her nose right before she kissed<br />him, the way she always kept her eyes closed even after they were done kissing.<br /><br />He moved his lips away<br />as he inhaled in her scent, and as always her eyes were still closed "falak" he couldnt help but<br />smile. She finally opened her eyes and quickly buried her face in his chest.<br /><br />"ne'6ar 3ainy" he whispered, she looked up at him with her big innocent<br />eyes and once again placed her lips onto his.<br /><br />"hold me" she asked him as she<br />rested her back against his chest, he scooped her close to him not wanting to<br />ever let her go.<br />---------------<br />Compose message<br />nisaitny?<br />reply<br />si2lay nafsich, intay ily b3tena 3shan shino?<br />Compose message<br />im sorry ;s<br />reply<br />its too late<br />Compose message<br />please tarkan, I need you !<br />Falak woke up to the<br />gentle, loving kisses of her husband. She smiled and turned around to face him "9ba7 il 5air"<br /><br />"9ba7 il<br />nour" he looked at her<br />lovingly, he looking at her hungrily.<br /><br />They communicated with<br />their eyes, just looking at each other. As if asking for permission, she understood<br />what he wanted and just nodded.<br /><br />He hovered his body on<br />top of hers, as she slipped his boxers off, she looked at her husbands body,<br />his ripped muscles, his dark flawless skin, his full lips, his glowing eyes.<br />She smiled, he started with a single kiss on her neck, all it took was a single<br />kiss from him for her body to explode.<br /><br />He slipped his hand<br />under her tank top, gently cupping her breast. He took her tank top off and<br />starting nibbling on her breasts, alternating between lightly grazing to fully<br />blown sucking on them. She moaned with desire. He then left a trail of wet<br />kisses down her belly until he reached the rim of her hot shirts, with his<br />teeth he peeled them off giving her the sexiest look ever.<br /><br />She pulled him up to<br />her once again biting down on his lips, hearing him moan with ecstasy she<br />slipped her tongue into his mouth exploring his tongues with hers. She wanted<br />to take control, she was hungry for him.<br /><br />"I cant wait<br />anymore" she whispered into<br />his ears, sending him into a frenzy he quickly ripped her panties off, wrapped<br />her legs around his waist pushing himself deep into her.<br />---------------------<br />Lyth: dude<br />Rsal: dude<br />Lyth: or dudette?<br />Rsal: hmm<br />Lyth: my thought exactly what you doing<br />Rsal: pool :D<br />Lyth: lat9ereen souda b3dain ma7ad ya5thich :p<br />Rsal: already hooked the dude :$<br />Lyth: ya intaay ma chinich ams complaining<br />3laina ya rsal?<br />Rsal: today is a new day mr<br />Lyth: truue<br />Rsal: what you doing<br />Lyth: on my way to il shalaih to get my tan on<br />:D<br />Rsal: lat9er aswad b3dain ma7ad yabeek ;p<br />Lyth: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ahaa :p<br />Rsal: glad to make you laugh<br />Lyth: hala wala<br />Rsal: haa<br />Lyth: salamtich<br />Rsal: dude<br />Lyth: haa dude<br />Rsal: taby ice cream?<br />Lyth: ay flavor?<br />Rsal: mm fee strawberry, chocolate, vanilla,<br />coffee and bs<br />Lyth: laa ma aby not an ice cream dude<br />Rsal: MORE for me :D mwahahah<br />Lyth: ya3ne evil laugh?<br />Rsal: ee :$ you like?<br />Lyth: no not really ;p<br />inzaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain ana brou7 at'3da brb<br />Rsal: tyt o bl 3fia ;)<br />"mama" Rsal walked into the house to grab an ice cream bar<br />"na3am ya rou7 mama" pouring herself a cup of camomile's tea<br />"mita il guests byoun tonight?" sitting down in front of her<br />"aish hal so2al?<br />mn jdik 7na 3mlen 3sha aimta wagt il 3sha?" talking to Rsal like an 8 year old<br /><br />"mm ma adree,<br />shofay shamou5 bs ana bl bait fa lazem you be nice" hugging her mother<br /><br />"shamou5 mara<br />wa7da ya bnt, e'6aher ma rabainach"<br />her fathers loud voice filled the kitchen<br />"m3laish fa9oly kilha km sina wnkoun<br />la7alna" giving him a look<br />"o ana wld il 5idama?" Faris kissed his father's head, then hugged his mother<br />"la int waldy ana" his mother proudly said "tb'3a<br />takel?"<br />"laa yuma, kalait<br />ma3a 7amny o 3lawi o b3dain warana 3sha il laila" grabbing an ice cream bar<br />"ila wain 5alak o 3amak?"<br />"bl duwanya" Faris casually said<br />"aaish?? da5alhum ya rijal" screaming at her son<br />Faris headed out to<br />call his uncles, as the parents headed out the patio to have their tea as Rsal<br />swam around the pool.<br /><br />The house and the<br />garden were getting set up for the dinner tonight, everything was in check. The<br />DJ, the caterers, flowers, and seats. Rsal made sure everything was set then<br />headed up to take a shower while waiting for the make up and hair stylist to<br />come.<br /><br />Ma2ab and '9a7y showed<br />up before the dinner since Ma2ab was getting her hair and make up done after<br />her sister.<br />"shlonich ma2aby" Rsal asked bubbly<br />"wsh rayik? akeed<br />kwaisa ana mitzawja msh zyik 3anis fe bait aboha" giving Rsal her back as she got ready<br />She was use to this, was she expecting her sister to act differently because<br />she got married.<br />Rsal: evil kanevil is back<br />Lyth: did she say anything?<br />Rsal: samatny 3anis :p<br />Lyth: LOOOOOOOL 3anis 3d mara wa7da<br />Rsal: shft ishloun<br />Lyth: agolich shay, honestly a7is-ha yahel o I<br />feel sorry for her<br />Rsal: I just dont understand laish itkaber and<br />she acts the way she does, mala da3y ya3nee<br />Lyth: alah ehadeha for herself and her husband<br />Rsal: ameen inshalah ... okay I gotta go look<br />pretty choud alga wa7id e5a6bny ;p<br />Lyth: LAA wain your dude?<br />Rsal: dont know, he usually messages me when<br />he misses me ;p<br />message received<br />IL 7UB<br />Rsal: speaking of the devil ;p<br />Lyth: he msged you?<br />Rsal: ee lool<br />reply<br />yes?<br />message received<br />waaainich??<br />reply<br />home, room, changing ;)<br />message received<br />mm, shino labsa?<br />reply<br />nothing<br />message received<br />NOTHING :o??<br />tara al7en ayeech<br />reply<br />7YAAAAAAAK bs there<br />might be a small issue of the brother, the uncles and the father<br />message received<br />ly7oushik ;p<br />ha jahzen 7g il 3sha<br />reply<br />everything is set, I just need to change and<br />head down<br />message received<br />inzain, mo tg3den o you smile to everyone o<br />tis7renhum ib 3ainich ana a'3aar ;s<br />reply<br />I only have eyes for you ;*<br />message received<br />walla me too baby ;*<br />His last message made<br />Rsal's heart beat faster. She slipped into her strapless mauve dress that<br />hugged her body, wore her heels and walked downstairs.<br /><br />Their families started<br />to arrive one after the other, and Rsal was socializing, taking pictures and<br />making sure everyone had everything.<br />"kaif 7alik ya bnty?" the older woman from the wedding asked her<br />"kwasia ya 5alaty inti kaif 7alik ?"<br />" il 7imdilah,<br />mashalah 3laiki 6al3a a7la min il 3rous" Rsal blushed "yasser yuma<br />ta3al salim 3la rsal he i5it il 3rous bnt shmou5" Yasser had his eyes fixed on Rsal which made her uncomfortable.<br />"hala yasser, shlonik" she decided to break the awkward silence<br />"il 7imdilah,<br />kaif 7alik?" he couldnt look away,<br />he was mesmerized by her beauty. His mother picked up on their sparks and was<br />thrilled, this is what she wanted.<br />"yuma wain rjlik?"<br />"um ma3a<br />baba" Ma2ab was loving the<br />attention, this dinner was going to be talked about for months, and for the few<br />hours she was spending here she forgot about the bruise on her thigh, the one<br />she got when '9a7y pushed her away from him.<br />Once again, '9a7y was the perfect husband, and he was enjoying it.<br />-------------------<br />7amany has been<br />preoccupied with Muruj since he saw her in Pizza Express, but couldnt do<br />anything. He couldnt take the idea of her being with another man, they were<br />holding hands, she was happy he just couldnt stop thinking about that.<br />--------------------<br />'3aith stepped out of the shower with a smile on his face, he<br />walked over to Falak and hugged her from behind "baby ana yo3an"<br />planting a kiss on her cheek<br />"me too, tabena ni6la3 aw we order<br />in?"<br />"laa lets go out in'3ayer jw<br />shrayich?" heading over to the<br />dresser<br />Lyth: PING!!!<br />Lyth: PING!!!<br />Lyth: PING!!!<br />Rsal: shtaabeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee<br />Lyth: MORNING :D<br />Rsal: Lyth aby anam<br />Lyth: im bored<br />Rsal: mako '3airy?<br />Lyth: I pinged il kil ib my bbm list bs you<br />are the only one who answered<br />Rsal: YOU NEED A GIRLFRIEND<br />Lyth: eooow NO aby I play around, bs 9a7<br />kalamich mn ziman mo im'6ab6ly wa7da ;)<br />Rsal: 3fia 3laik go get a girl and let me<br />sleep<br />Lyth: okay<br />Incoming Call 7arith<br />Rsal: walla feny il noum<br />7arith: aa5 9outich<br />Rsal: heheh good morning sleepy head<br />7arith: intay sleepy head, shofay il sa3a cham<br />mita ni6la3<br />Rsal:<br />*yawning* 7arooth its 12 its<br />early b3dain where are we going<br />7arith: mukan<br />Rsal: walla jd<br />7arith: ee walla, bs its a secret fa itha<br />3lamty a7ad I will have to mmm<br />Rsal: shino<br />7arith: kiss you<br />Rsal: laa no kissing<br />7arith: mo ib kaifich<br />Rsal: 3yal ma a6l3 ma3ak<br />7arith: hm mo ib kaifich<br />Rsal: shouf<br />7arith: ya3ne im39ba<br />Rsal: ee myloug 9a7<br />7arith: laa, inzain yala gomay o get ready<br />Rsal: shino albis<br />7arith: baby I dont know your closet<br />Rsal: haha 7arith I mean shorts, jeans, dress<br />7arith: oo aaah ayshay<br />yinfa3 bs itha short aw dress ana agoul the shorter the better, o itha jeans<br />the tighter the better<br />Rsal: BYE<br />------------------<br />"9ba7 il<br />5air" he smiled to her as<br />he left his bedroom. She was paralyzed, he was actually talking to her.<br />"9ba7 il nour" she hesitantly answered, even though her insides were in a<br />frenzy<br />"shfeech 5yfa<br />7uby" he hugged her from<br />behind and planted a kiss on her cheek. She turned around and they were now face<br />to face. She didnt know what to say so she just smiled.<br /><br />Just as he was about<br />to lean in to give her her very first kiss, he remembered Turki and their deal<br />and his job, and just like that his features instantly changed. He backed away<br />from her, as if repelled, he quickly grabbed his car keys and wallet and headed<br />out.<br />compose message<br />turki<br />reply<br />3youni<br />compose message<br />ana mi7tajtlik please aby ashofik<br />reply<br />wly 3ndich?<br />compose message<br />malik shu'3ul fee can I see you today?<br />reply<br />akeed, meet me ib my apartment ill send you<br />the address<br />compose message<br />ok<br />Incoming Call Tarkan<br />'9a7y: halaa<br />Turki: amout 3l nafsya, isma3ny ilyoum ana<br />bshoufha o ba5al9 il mw'9ou3 okay<br />'9a7y: ........<br />Turki: okaay 3yal<br />'9a7y didnt want to be anywhere near her, he called his cousin<br />then they both headed out to the airport, and booked the first flight to il<br />ba7rain.<br />He needed to be far away.<br />He needed to forget.<br />-------------------------<br />message received<br />'3aith, im pregnant!<br />Compose message<br />YALA YALA YALAAAAAAAAAAAAAA<br />reply<br />hahah inzaain hold your horses al7een im<br />parking iff what car you in?<br />Compose message<br />il wanait il aswad, ya mama mako syara '3air<br />syarty bl parking lot<br />Rsal took a last<br />breath and headed out of her car, and into his. The second she saw him, her<br />heart pounded faster, and her cheeks turned to a crimson red color. 7arith<br />loved to see her blushing.<br /><br />"hala bl zain<br />kila" taking her sunglasses<br />off to look into her sparkling grey eyes, he couldnt get enough of them.<br />"hala feek 7arothy" sitting back and wearing her seat belt<br />"shlonich?" reversing out of the parking lot<br />"zaina, wain<br />bnrou7?" playing with the<br />bracelet he gave her, as soon as he saw it he placed his hands into hers which<br />sent an electrifying jolt all over her body.<br />"mo gltlich surprise?" running his fingers along her bare arms<br />They drove in silence for a few minutes, but it was comfortable. It felt right.<br />"ma3ndik english songs?" taking his ipod<br />"hahah no3ich english songs?"<br />"ee laish?" 7arith quickly parked the car on the side and looked at her<br />with an angry stare<br />"nizlay."<br /><br />Rsal was terrified and<br />thought he was serious, and being the sweet and naive girl that she was she got<br />out of the car.<br />"yal mynooon rikbay, intay shino you do<br />everything people ask you to" yelling at her<br />"ee" Rsal managed to say with tears striking down her face. 7arith's<br />heart ached, he was just joking around with her and never thought she would<br />take the situation seriously.<br />He quickly hugged her, crushing her against his toned upper body.<br />"you are hurting me" she barely mumbled<br />"kaify" kissed the top of her head "im sorry walla I didnt mean to scream at you a9lan ana bs<br />knt atqashmr ma3ach I didnt think you would get out of the car baby" wiping her tears away<br />"bs ana I trust you and I will do what<br />you tell me to" sounding like a young<br />girl.<br />He just smiled, kissed her wrists and drove away.<br />"it3rfeen 3bdul3ziz il'9wai7y?" he randomly asked<br />"um I dont think<br />so, laish uhwa e3rfeny?" she seriously asked<br />thinking it was someone with her in university.<br /><br />"ahahahahahahah<br />min 9ijich?" his loud laugh was<br />contagious, she couldnt help but giggle herself<br />"ee, wait" and she sat there trying to think if the name sounds familar<br />"rsal oboy he is<br />a singer so akeed he doesnt know you, and if he does then b39ib" flashing her his heart throbbing smile.<br /><br />"7ariiith walla<br />3baly its someone I know o g3dt afaker" crossing her arms across her chest as if he was mad<br /><br />"laish bala intay<br />how many guys do you know ily you have to think about names?" his tone was angrier now<br />"mm, too many to count baby" wiggling her eyebrows to him<br />"you are crazy" loving everything about her<br />"and you are beautiful" holding his hand<br />-----------------------------------<br />Dialing Tarkan<br />turki: ma2aby<br />ma2ab: hala, um ana ta7at<br />turki: okay I told<br />them you are coming so just park bl underground parking 36A o ana ill be there<br />ma2ab: okay<br />Ma2ab parked her car<br />nervously, she didnt know what she was doing but she needed to feel loved,<br />comforted.<br />Wanted.</div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-89274613868766318462012-04-08T00:41:00.002-07:002012-04-08T01:14:24.688-07:00Jawl part 1 ;**<div><div><br />"akrihuch laish matmoten o niftak minich" she spat the hateful words at her sister ma'ab<br />"leana abech<br />itmoten gably intay ishtaben a9lan ya mama il kil emout 3lay ana o il 3ain 3ly<br />ana wla nasya ina baba imsamen DAL3 ilfaisal" coldly answering her older sister.<br /><br />"intay wa7da '3bya<br />kil hamich il 6al3a wl shabab" walking<br />away from her sister and heading into her room. It was her haven, her shelter<br />her home away from home.<br /><br />"laish il 9ra5 ya<br />banat, e'6aher ana rabait banat shuwari3, ma'ab mama laish lail7en ga3da o wain<br />risal, Shadia ra7 teyey itswy sha3rna al7en" their mother calmly called out at ma'ab as she pranced in her<br />elegant dara3a into the living room summoning her daughters to get ready for<br />the hair stylist since they had a wedding to attend to.<br />--------------<br />"malait aby atzawaj" 7arith blurted out randomly to his friends<br />"ya5e fal allah<br />wla falik, shlik bl zawaj o 3war il galb 5alek imrafih 3la nafsik tawna<br />9'3air" Turki answered him as<br />he eyed the attractive girl in the adjacent car<br /><br />"la adree bs<br />zahgan malal mako shay insawe o a7is il zawaj wanasa, haha na6er inshouf '3aith<br />shgoul" 7arith chuckled as he<br />took a long drag on his cigarette<br /><br />"hahhaha, 7ilwa<br />hathy, tarkan aby zigara wgef 3nd ay baqala" announced Lyth from the backseat<br />------<br />7arith and Turki were<br />cousins, neighbors, best friends. Simply put they were inseparable. Lyth was<br />tagged along on the way since in high school you were either part of the<br />"group" or you werent and Lyth needed to fit in since he lived in the<br />states until he was about 12 because of his mother's education and father's<br />work.<br /><br />Lyth was your typical<br />Americanized Kuwaiti, but when it came down to the nitty gritty yaglub the<br />typical kuwaiti with his smooth talk, flirty eyes, attractive smile, dark<br />complexion, dark hair and even darker hair and always up for a fight.<br /><br />7arith had fair hair,<br />scruffy "dirty look", always had his hair longer than usual, he had a<br />crooked nose that only enhanced his sizzling factor. He had a lazy eyes, that<br />only attracted more girls to him, and lastly to boost up his bad boy image was<br />a scar under his lazy eye which he got from Turki when they were younger,<br />fighting over a girl.<br /><br />Turki, what can I say<br />about Turki, heart throb? lady killer? ULTIMATE bad boy? sexy? cocky? yes, he<br />was all and many more things. Killer looks, looks that made any women of any<br />and every age stop and look at him. He also sprung the dirty look but always<br />had his hair short, he hit the gym on a daily basis and ran every morning to<br />keep his sculpted body to perfection.<br />Ladies, you can tell these men are not the men you want to cross paths with.<br />-----<br />Risal was older than<br />Ma'ab, but Ma'ab demanded everyone's attention. Risal had pitch black straight<br />hair, fair white flawless skin, big light grey eyes, a petite nose, and full<br />red lips. Ma'ab had long wavey light brown hair, flawless white skin, big hazel<br />eyes, small pointy nose and big red luscious lips. The girls were gorgeous, and<br />everyone was envious of their looks and their lifestyles.<br />----<br />"mama ana mo mabsou6a<br />mn libse, laish 5alaity il zifta talbis il Chanel dress ana knt ba'3ya albsa<br />mama laish itgoly la 7g dala3?"<br />Ma'ab complained on the way to the hotel for the wedding<br />"i7tarmy nafsich ana il kber ya<br />ma'abo" her sister couldnt<br />stand her<br />"ismy dal3 mo ma'ab yal zifta intay zy mtgoul<br />hiyam grwya hahah" Trying to copy their<br />cousins s3oudy accent.<br />"iff intay o wyha 5wat? isti7aw 3la<br />7alkum ana msh mwjoda?" their mother's sharp<br />tone muted the girls for the time being, their mother fell back on her S3oudy<br />roots only when she was mad.<br />-----<br />"laish '3aith tizawaj?" turki's loud voice filled the Hummer<br />"wna shako ya5ee,<br />3mity 5a6batla o uhwa ma shaf il bnt a9lan ila bl milcha" 7arith answered his cousin in the same tone of voice<br />"sh3ndkum it9ar5oun?" Rakan's voice followed theirs<br />"la salmtuk"<br />The cousins, Rakan, Turki and 7arith headed to their other cousin, '3aith's<br />wedding.<br />-----<br />"ana 5yfa ma aby atzawaj mama<br />please" falak's soft femine<br />voice shook as she pleaded with her mother<br />"ya yuma ahla nas<br />shyfen 5air, o b76ounich ib 3ainhum b3dain ma3nda 5awat e2thounich bs shabab o<br />5altich 5oush wa7da wayed 6yba mama ma ra7 tilgain a7san mna 9adgeny" her mother tried to calm her daughter down<br /><br />Falak was not against '3aith at all, but the idea of getting<br />married at such a young age to a man she hasnt truly seen. A stranger.<br />'3aith was stunned by<br />Falak's beauty. She was tiny, petite, such a girl and '3aith felt like a giant<br />next to her and was afraid to hold her fearing he would break her under his<br />masculine arms.<br /><br />Turki, lyth and 7arith<br />amongst many men walked into the ballroom to congratulate the newlyweds, and of<br />course sneak a few glances at the beautifully made up girls in their finest and<br />brightest.<br /><br />"7arooth t5ayl<br />egi6ouna ib hal ga3a o kila single girls o e5alouna ni5tar ily nabeha" one can always dream thought Turki to himself as his gaze met a<br />pair of grey eyes. She was looking at him, but her mind was elsewhere.<br /><br />"lyouth yala ya5e<br />tilathem 3shan nargu9, rakano yala .... tarkan shfeek im9a6el" 7arith took his 3qal off and wrapped his shma'3 around his<br />face, attempting to hide his identity. This was every girls highlight of<br />weddings watching the handsome, neatly dressed men dancing and enjoying<br />themselves as their mothers stood proudly cheering their boys.<br />---------<br />"mama mino ily<br />kalamtik ily kanat labsa fustan il Lanvin?" Ma2ab anxiously asked her mother, hoping they were asking about<br />her.<br />"kanat wa7da tis3al 3n Rsal laish?" her mother answered as she got into the car<br />"mino yabe hal zifta,<br />hal 5ysa ana a7la minha akeed ma kanaw ys2loun 3ny? mama a5af they were<br />mistaken with us both" Ma2ab was on fire,<br />how can they ask about her sister.<br />"iff ma2ab intay 9ij bizer wtha s2law 3ny<br />shb9er ya3ne?" Rsal had it with her<br />sister's attitude<br />"hahaha intay ZIFTA<br />shyaboun feech jaikara wayed im9adga 7alik 7tan baba mydal3ik mithel ma<br />edal3ny" ma2ab needed constant<br />reassurance from her surroundings to boost her ego up<br /><br />"BANAT ... ana<br />zhgana mnkum wsh hal kalam isti7w iff" their mother hollered annoyed at their constant bickering.<br />-------------<br />"ya raby .... ya<br />raby ... galby ibyi6la3 mn mukana" Falak<br />nervously thought to herself as her cousin led her, and '3aith up to their<br />room. She was about to excuse herself when she saw Falak's griping hand "shfeech?" her cousin was<br />concerned. "5yfa, lat5alny<br />bro7y please" Falak whispered<br />hoping '3aith wouldnt hear her.<br />"Falak" '3aith called out for his newly bride<br />"faloka 7beebty<br />lat5afen mashalah raylich mazyoun ro7ela" Before falak could answer her, the door closed leaving her, her<br />nerves and her newly husband alone in the suite.<br />"na3am '3aith" her voice shaky<br />"taben taklen?<br />ana yo3an" '3aith portrayed a<br />relaxed, calm exterior but truth be told he was shaking from the inside, her<br />beauty was luring him in, her innocence was welcoming him in, her presence put<br />him on edge<br /><br />"um .... *clearing her voice* ...<br />bl 3fia '3aith ana mo yo3ana" a7ib agoul isma,<br />mashalah 3laih rayal wjouda ewaterny awal mara ib 7yatie a7is ina '3reeb ygdar<br />yajthbny<br />"alah e3afech falak" ya 7ilo ismich<br />"um, ana da5la<br />a'3ayr" She unzipped her bag<br />pulled out her make up bag, and her black night gown, it was the only decent<br />thing she had. She cursed her mother and sisters for taking her to La Pearla to<br />do all her "shopping". "3n ithnik" She walked into the restroom, locked the door behind her and<br />was ready to get out of her wedding gown but was faced with a minor problem "why ya raby FASHLA"<br /><br />She unlocked the door<br />and found '3aith sitting on the bed just staring into space. The instant their<br />eyes met, they both blushed looking away.<br />"um ... '3aith tgdar itsa3dny<br />please" she asked him shyly<br />"ee akeed" he stood up at once<br />"tgdar bs you<br />unzip my dress, mny gadra a6oul il sa7ab" She gave him her back waiting for him to unzip her gown. The<br />second his fingers touched her bare back, her body flushed she felt the heat<br />radiating off her skin. He was beyond nervous it took him 10 minutes to unzip<br />her dress.<br /><br />"mashkour" she skipped to the bathroom, she desperately needed to breathe<br />her insides were vibrating, unfortunately he dont pull the zipper far enough<br />for her to reach and now she had to go out to him once again, she unlocked the<br />bathroom door once again and shook him out of his fantasy and asked him to<br />unzip it further.<br /><br />Falak undressed<br />herself, wiped the make up off, washed her face, undid her hair, brushed her<br />teeth, splashed herself with some perfume and walked out of the bathroom<br />looking simple, yet beautiful. '3aith stood there staring at her, he couldnt<br />believe his eyes she was prettier without make up, and the black night gown did<br />wonders against her crystal glowing white skin, her hair hung loosely and<br />vibrantly just below her shoulders. She shuffled her weight, she was nervous,<br />scared but mostly she was awe struck with her husband never in her life did she<br />imagine her prince charming would truly look like a prince out of a fairy tale.<br />She smiled and placed her make up bag on the table and hung her wedding gown in<br />the cupboard.<br />"ma 6ilabt akel?" she needed to break the silence<br />"embala, laish taben shay a6liblich<br />shay?" his sounded worried<br />"la I was just<br />wondering, since um the food isnt here and you said you were hungry" OH MY GOD aby amout al7een<br />"haha ee wala myet mn il you3 ma mdany<br />akel" ya b3d galby intay<br />They sat outside as<br />'3aith ate his dinner and she stared aimlessly at the television. She was<br />worried about "sleeping time" she was going to lay down next to a stranger<br />and it scared her. Little did she know how nervous '3aith was, he was<br />considering sleeping out on the couch but did not want to offend her.<br />"taben in6al3 film?" he needed to break the ice<br />"ana 3yzana" she has been up since 8<br />"uh, nigdar inshouf il filim da5el itha<br />taben"<br />"ee okay" her heart was literally slipping down into her stomach, she<br />could feel it beating.<br />They headed into the<br />bedroom, he took his PJ and headed into the bathroom where he took a quick<br />shower, washed up and walked out to find her laying in bed. He turned off the<br />bedroom's lights and they settled on watching "I now pronounce you Chuck<br />and Larry." They were both laying down facing each other as they watched<br />the TV. She didnt peel her eye off the TV and he didnt peel his eye off her. An<br />hour later, he noticed her eyes stopped fluttering and that she was fast<br />asleep. He turned the TV off and got up to get him some water from the outside<br />mini bar.<br /><br />Falak woke up<br />terrified, she looked around to an empty bed and a cold room. Her eyes teared<br />up, and just as she was about to scream out she saw '3aith walking in holding a<br />bottle of water. The second he saw her teary eyes, he threw the bottle of water<br />and ran over to her side of the bed. She sat herself up and just flung her arms<br />around his neck.<br />"shfeech falak?" he was confused, scared what happened<br />"please<br />lat5aleny, latrou7" she didnt understand<br />her actions but she felt a connection with her husband and the thought of him<br />not being next to her terrified her. He tucked her into bed, and got into bed<br />next to her. She hated the distance between them, she wanted him closer to her<br />but couldnt bring herself to shuffle down next to him. '3aith noticed she was<br />shivering, he moved closer to her<br /><br />"bardana?" he lovingly asked. She just nodded and moved closer to him.<br />'3aith couldnt restrain himself he pulled her into his arms. She rested her<br />head on his shoulder as he wrapped his arms around her. She felt the warmth,<br />the comfort, the love.<br /><br />"ana<br />adafech" he whispered into her<br />ears sending goosebumps down her body. She smiled, placed her hand on top of<br />his and went to sleep soundly. Falak was the girl who needed complete silence<br />to fall asleep, Falak was the girl who would never share beds when they<br />traveled or went to the farm or the beach house and now she was in a strangers<br />arm, her husband of one day and already he soothed her.<br />-------------------------------<br />"hala ib banaty, hala<br />ib dala3 ilfaisal, hala bl mizayen" the<br />girls fathered welcomed his daughters and their mother.<br /><br />"BABATY" ma2ab ran into her fathers girl "bs ana dal3 ilfaisal mo il zifta hathy"<br />"mino hal zifta, hathy rsal il'3alya" opening his arm for Rsal to hug him<br />"o ana?" asked their mother<br />"intay, intay il5air<br />kila ya b3d 6wayfe" Their parents acted<br />like teenagers in love, constantly flirting with each other<br /><br />"iff ana 6al3a<br />anam t9b7oun 3la 5air" Rsal excused herself,<br />she needed her peace and quiet<br /><br />"ana b3d banam, ila<br />wain faroos?" ma2ab playing the<br />"caring" sister act asking about their older brother<br />"firas ib lebnan" her fathered answered as he was hugging their mother<br />"na3am? o laih ma7ad 5abarny?"<br />"ana ga3d agolich al7en, tawa mashy raye7<br />ma3a o5och o o5oy" pulling his wife to<br />his lap<br />"alah yaster 3laihum" as she gazed into her husbands eyes<br />"ya3, ana 6al3a anam" ma2ab headed to her room, just as she was about to head into<br />her room her phone rang she ran over to it knowing who it would be "hala 7yatie" she<br />dal3ly answered as she slowly sat on her orange one seater<br />"baba" ma2ab's dal3 voice<br />filled the upstairs dining room<br />"na3am ya dal3" her father knew that tone of voice, he knew she wanted something<br />"baba, aby syara" pouring herself a cup of cinnamon tea<br />"tawna fat7enlich il ML ya baba laish b3d<br />syara?" taking a bite of his<br />bagel<br />"adree, bs il ML<br />is a jeep o ana aby syara na3ouma 7g 6al3t il lail 7ba sports car" She knew he wouldnt turn her down, no one ever does<br /><br />"dal3 baba fee akthar<br />mn syara bl bait ist3mlehum mita ma taben" it wasnt about the money, he just didnt think it was necessary<br /><br />"baba, tabeny<br />agoul 7g il banat hathy syarat mama aw baba aw firas? my9er fashla" she was annoyed with his cold answers<br />"iff inzain 5ala9 awal ma arid mn il dawam<br />inrou7 inshoflich syara okay?"<br />"7beeby babty a7ibik" getting up to hug her father<br />"9ba7 il 5air baba" Rsal's femine voice fluttered as she smiled to her father<br />"9ba7 il nour ib 7beebty risal, baba tben<br />syara?" he tried to be as<br />fair as possible among his daugters<br />"laish syara baba I have a car?" she was confused<br />"bnrou7 nishtery 7g ma2ab o knt bshouf<br />itha taben"<br />"iff baba laish il<br />zifta lazem tshtery itha ana aby ashtery, ehya shako" whining like a baby<br /><br />"gu'6bay lsanich<br />ma2ab ana rabait banat o il bnt ma titkalm chithi o b3dain hathy i5tich mo<br />wa7da '3reba" He didnt understand the<br />hatred ma2ab had for Rsal<br />"iff ma a7bha mako shay '39eb, ana 6al3a ma3a<br />muruj a7sanly mn hathy il zifta"<br />"ya bnt wsh hal<br />kalam 3n i5tik wala ink ma tist7y, 9ba7 il 5air 7yatie 9ba7 il 5air rsola<br />7beebty fustanik a5eran lebsty, shaklik jinan" their mother was a bubbly person, a smile never fading her face<br /><br />"9ba7 il nour mama,<br />ee a5eran lbsta leana b6l3 ma3a il banat 9ij 7ilo shakly mama" Rsal hung on her mother's word and knew she would always tell<br />her what she wanted to hear<br />"akeed mama intay 7bebat galby" kissing her cheek<br />"7beebty mama, ana 6al3a itha b'3aitaw shay<br />kalmouny"<br />"5aly jawalik 3ndik mo fl shan6a mithel<br />kl mara" her mother called out<br />after her<br />"a5eran we are alone ya um faris" kissing his wife's hand<br />------------------------------<br />Falak woke up to find<br />herself still in '3aith's warm arms she smiled. She tried to loosen his grip<br />worried that she was preventing him from a good nights sleep<br />"b3d shway" '3aith's sleepy voice roared in her ear<br />"ga3id?" she was worried<br />"laa bs itha wa5arty 3ny ray agoum" he wanted to see her reaction<br />"la 5ala9 yala nam"<br />'3aith pulled her even<br />closer to him, inhaling in her scent and whispered "mirta7a?" he cared about her,<br />it shocked him since he hardly knew her but she managed to find a way into his<br />heart with her innocence, her kind heart and her pure soul. She just nodded her<br />head, worried that her voice would give away just how ecstatic she was at the<br />moment, to wake up in his arms to have him as her husband. She wanted to show<br />him off to the world.<br /><br />"inshalah doum<br />itkoneen mirta7a ma3ay" as he set his head on<br />her shoulder making himself comfortable once again.<br />------------------------------------------<br />"7arooooouth" Turki's annonying voice called out for his cousin who was<br />sleeping on the couch<br />"shtabe"<br />"7aroothy" Turki was starting his morning session of annoying anyone<br />"ya5ee tarkan aby anam" 7arith loved sleeping in, unlike his cousin<br />"7raithan"<br />"wy3a mat3rf<br />itdal3 il sha59, shtaby ya5ee" rubbing his eyes as<br />he pulled his phone from under the pillow<br /><br />"emsh nrou7 bait<br />yady nitrayeg 3mamy kilhim hnak"<br />Walking into the bathroom<br />"yala okay"<br />The men glammed up,<br />Turki in his brown shorts and navy blue t-shirt which extenuated his broad<br />shoulders and built body and 7arith in his dark jeans and white t-shirt which<br />worked wonders with his complexion and looks. The men knew the attention they<br />brought to themselves, they saw how girls looked at them. They walked<br />confidently into their grandfather's house.<br />message received<br />mashalah nawart il mukan 7arothy :$<br />reply<br />ya b3d 3umry, wainich aby ashofich?<br />message received<br />da5el ma3a il 7reem ma agdar a6l3 faj2ah ;s<br />reply<br />ta3lay ashofich ... 3shany ... 3shan 7arothich<br />:(<br />message received<br />wyy amout ana 3la<br />7arouthy ... dgayg w a6la3 bs 5alik wagef bara 3shan tshofny okay?<br />reply<br />okay :*<br />message receieved<br />bdaina bl shi6ana :O<br />reply<br />haha 5ala9 sorry sorry<br />-------------------------<br />Incoming Call x5<br />ma2ab: hallaa 7yatie<br />x5: hala 3umry, wainich<br />ma2ab: ry7a il avenues inta wainik<br />x5: tawny ga3id laish ma gltely btro7en<br />ma2ab: iff ya kirhik 3la hal 6ab3 ma gltlik<br />3dee<br />x5: la mo 3dee lazem itgolelny cham mara<br />agolich ya bnt<br />ma2ab: isma3ny, lmn itba6el hal 7arakat il by5a ta3al kalmny<br />fahem, la tinsa ana mo ... bye<br />message received<br />shaklik 3thab ... mita itkoun ly :( wala<br />malait<br />reply<br />7beebty wain ly wayh atqadamlich wna lail7en<br />mo mit5araj wla '6amin il wa'6efa :s<br />message received<br />bs obok 3nda il<br />sharika o inta o il shabab 3ndikum il ma7al laish b3d nan6er o b3dain yady ma<br />ra7 ega9er ma3ana ;s<br />reply<br />ya galby ya njude inshalah kl shay ib wagta<br />7ilo<br />"7arith" their grandfather's boisterous voice filled the duwanya<br />"hala yuba" 7arith slipped his phone into his back pocket as he headed<br />towards his grandfather. Their grandfather had his presence, he was well known<br />in Kuwait and feared by many. He loved his children and grandchildren and<br />worked for them. He looked around at his son's and his grandchildren proud of<br />each and everyone of them.<br /><br />"7arooth yuba aby<br />ashterly syara sport ashabib 3mry teyey ma3ay?" his grandfather nudged 7arith, of all his children and<br />grandchildren 7arith was the one similar to him, and he saw himself in his<br />grandson and wanted to help mold 7arith into the man he has become.<br /><br />"akeed yuba inta<br />t2mer 2mer mita tabeny amurik?"<br />7arith looked up at his grandfather, and would put him before his own father<br /><br />"b3d 9alat il<br />ma'3arb 3shan yamdeny ag3ad ma3a il 7reem" The guys came from a fundamental family. The men did their thing<br />in the duwanya and the women did theirs in the living room, the only time both<br />sexes socialized was over the meals, and sometimes if no one is visiting the<br />men they would join the women of the family.<br /><br />"yuba, ilyoum<br />3sha il ma3ares" Turki was envious of<br />his grandfather's relationship with 7arith but he knew the love his grandfather<br />had for him.<br />"9a7 nisait, 5ala9 in5aleha mara<br />thanya"<br />"inshalah yuba,<br />tarkan emsh nitmasha, 3n ithnik yuba"<br />Turki, Rakan and 7arith said their goodbye's and headed to the Avenues to meet<br />some friends.<br />-----------<br />"ma2ab shofay ily labis<br />navy blue t-shirt" muruj's delicate voice<br />whispered into ma2ab's ear as she was trying on a pair of heels she eyed. She<br />slowly lifted her eyes up and glanced at Turki in his navy blue t-shirt, his<br />broad shoulders, ma2ab was always attracted to scruffy looking men and Turki,<br />oh turki was the scruffiest of them all.<br /><br />"mm, 3dee" ma2ab didnt want to show interest in Turki because she knew her<br />friend Muruj would never drop it<br /><br />"mynoona intay mo<br />3dee, eyanin o hm ily ma3a mashalah ibayn inhum ahal" Muruj was the type of girl who got what she wanted and now, she<br />wanted Turki.<br />"mshay inrou7 Chocolate bar" she saw the men heading there.<br />"okay bs let me pay for the shoes" ma2ab was oblivious to Muruj's deviant plans<br />----------------------------------------------<br />"juju 7uby yala<br />namshy" Rsal hated being the<br />third wheel on dates, but understood her friend's need to see her boyfriend and<br />she would rather tag along then leave her alone.<br /><br />"okay roro dgeega bs,<br />7yatie lazem amshy maskena Rsal"<br />Juwan hugged her boyfriend, she didnt know when she will see him again. The<br />girls hopped into Rsal's car and headed to Avenues where they were meeting<br />their friends at Chocolate bar.<br /><br />The guys were at<br />chocolate bar, Ma2ab and Muruj were heading there and lastly Rsal, Juwan and<br />the rest of their friends were also meeting there. This cannot be good.<br />-----------------------<br />"'3aith, telfonik erin" Falak's groggy voice shook '3aith out of his dream.<br />"b3dain aby anam" gripping her tighter causing her to laugh<br />"many ry7a mukan shfeek maskny" she loved it but had to play the act<br />"kaify, 7alaly<br />wla mo 3jbich" slowly planting<br />loving kisses along her bare arm, it sent shivers down her spine she just<br />couldnt stop laughing<br />"la akeed 3jbny" as he planted a single kids on the back of his hand<br />"yal b5ela ana<br />cham mara bstich o ana bs bosa wa7da"<br />its strange just how comfortable they were with each other. He was still<br />spooning her, his head resting on her shoulder inhaling in her sent. He loved<br />the way her frail body fit in his muscular upper body. She loved how safe she<br />felt in his arm she knew nothing and no one will ever harm her.<br /><br />'3aith's phone rang<br />again shaking them from the intimate quiet moment they shared. He rolled over<br />to grab his phone from the bed side table "ana<br />insan mitzawaj laish il iz3aj" teasing his cousin,<br />7arith as he heard his loud laughter<br /><br />"ys3dly, 9ba7 il<br />5air mi3rsna wainik yuba ga6a3t il ma5da ir7am bnt il nas" 7arith and '3aith shared a different bond, they had fun<br />together and in the end of the day when one of them was upset the other would<br />be there for him.<br /><br />"ay bnt il<br />nas" as he moved back to<br />hugging Falak "hathy 9art<br />7alaly, bs ibtalshat feny" Falak's hurt<br />fluttered, hearing him say those words she just moved closer to him and closed<br />her eyes to take in his deep manly voice.<br /><br />"ya5e lik wa7sha,<br />il 6al3a malha 6a3m mn '3airik ya o5oy" True, '3aith has only been married for a day but 7arith missed<br />him, he knew things will no longer be the same.<br /><br />"3n il kalak ams<br />mitzawj, o ya 7ilo il zawaj it9ab7 ib wayh hal jamal" Falak nudged him as he left a sloppy kiss on her cheek, her<br />phone rang saving her from the embarrassment she was feeling. '3aith talked to<br />the guys for a few minutes.<br /><br />"ha mno dag<br />3laich" his question took<br />Falak off guard, she wasnt use to being asked but she then remembered that she<br />was now married and things were different.<br /><br />"omy, itsalem<br />3laik is2ltny itha bnrou7 3ndhum ntrayag aw ra7 ni6la3?" Falak rummaged through her bag trying to find a perfect outfit<br />for this perfect morning. She felt his warm arms around her waist "ily tabena ana arou7 wain mtro7en" they both couldnt believe the eruption of feelings they were<br />both experiencing but they didnt question it, it felt right, it felt good and<br />most importantly they were both at ease.<br /><br />"mm 3dee inrou7<br />bait oboy 3shan tit3rf 3la ahaly"<br />she missed being home, and her mother's cooking.<br /><br />"akeed" walking over to the cupboard where he had another dshdasha<br />hanging. Falak walked into the restroom and took a quick shower, washed up<br />applied her moisturizer, concealer and her powder foundation and slipped on her<br />white ruffled dress with a rich olive green waist belt and walked out to apply<br />the rest of her make up and for him to get ready. He was taken back by her<br />simplicity, it only added to her beauty, he smiled to her and headed in for his<br />shower. She placed her belongings in her night bag, applied the rest of her<br />make up and splashed on some perfume.<br /><br />'3aith stepped out of<br />the bathroom with nothing but a towel around his waist, as water trickled down<br />his bare abs. Falak stood there staring at him, she knew she should look away<br />but she just couldnt. He loved the way she was looking at him, he wanted to be<br />the only man she looked at, the only man who had that affect on her. he moved<br />closer to her and took her hand up and kissed the top of each finger.<br /><br />"uhh ... um ...<br />tabeny ada5el your PJ?" she was flushed, she<br />couldnt even gather her thoughts<br />"ee please"<br />---------------------------------------<br />"Rsal" Juwan knew Rsal was her best friend, and she would never hide<br />anything from her but she couldnt believe Rsal was never in a relationship or<br />that she never fell in love<br /><br />"mm juju" Rsal was fidgeting with her shirt, the button came undone and<br />was trying to make it work<br />"intay 3umrich 7baitay?"<br />"nope babe, you know<br />everything about me so laish hal so2al" Rsal was annoyed by this question<br /><br />Rsal stopped suddenly, she saw someone she knew, she saw the<br />eyes that followed her yesterday at the wedding.<br />She saw<br />Turki<br />shoug 7uby this one is for you ;** (I LOOOVE YOU ;D)<br />*jawl is to move freely<br />I love you all ;**<br />ENJOY<br />p.s I am LOVING writing this story (I hope that made sense ;p)<br />p.s.s posted part 4 as well ;**<br />___________________________________________________________________<br />TURKI<br />kahy ... om 3youn il<br />rumadya ... mashalah she is gorgeous .... I have to talk to her .... I have to<br />get her name .... those eyes are driving me insane ....<br />"bl shabab shfeek wain sira7t?" 7arith poked his cousin's shoulder<br />"shofha ily labsa<br />purple" whispered Turki to<br />7arith, 7arith slowly turned around to look at the girl in purple, and boy did<br />he wish he didnt. He was PARALYZED by the beauty in the purple shirt, with her<br />black hair, flawless glowing complexion and those big beautiful grey eyes. He was<br />late however, his cousin saw her first.<br />"shrayik?" Turki trusted 7arith's taste in woman.<br />"mashalah<br />mazyouna, bs shaklha theqela I doubt you will get her number" He hoped, prayed and wished she wouldnt because Turki used<br />girls.<br /><br />"7arouth ana<br />Tarkan ma7ad egouly la, e9bur 3ly bs I will get the girl and she will fall<br />madly in love with me" Typical cocky Turki<br />-------------------------------------<br />"zahgana malait mn il Kuwait, ab'3a<br />asafer" Ma2ab demanded the<br />girls attention<br />"dal3 shofay mino<br />e6ali3 Rsal" Unfortunately Muruj's<br />eyes was glued to Turki and she noticed his sudden attention towards Rsal "i5tich il ma95a w9alt ma3a her friends iff now everyone is<br />going to look at her"<br /><br />"na3am? haha no one<br />looks at il zifta when I am around emshay insalem 3laihum" Ma2ab saw Turki ogling her sister, and she saw this as a<br />challenge she was going to get him no matter what it took.<br /><br />"iff juju shofay<br />mno ehny, ma2ab o her friends wala maly 5ulgha I get enough of her at<br />home" Rsal sat down giving<br />her sister her back as she said hi to her friends<br />"malich shu'3ul feeha her and her silly<br />friends are staring at every ...."<br />before Juwan manged to complete her sentence her eyes met Rakan's eyes. HE was<br />staring at her openly, as if no one was around them.<br />"juwan shfeech<br />sikatay?" following Juwan's<br />gaze only to find a pair of dark sulttery eyes staring at her. She turned<br />bright red.<br /><br />For two hours Turki<br />didnt take his eye off Rsal, and Ma2ab didnt take her eye off Turki, she was<br />furiously mad with jealousy how could he not be looking at her. She clearly was<br />the prettier one, or so she thought. Rakan was mesmerized by Juwan's fair hair<br />and brown eyes.<br />Love was in the air at Chocolate Bar, or was it lust?<br />Jealousy was clearly detected in the air as well!<br />Could there be a good outcome out of this?<br />--------------------------------------<br />"il salam<br />3laikum" the newly married<br />couple said in unison as they entered Falak's parents house.<br /><br />"3laikum il salam<br />hala bl m3arees" Falak's mother<br />welcomed them with a warm embrace, her mother was thrilled about her daughter's<br />wedding. Falak was the youngest of her children and she needed a man like<br />'3aith to take care of her.<br /><br />"3mty shlonich,<br />3sach b5air?" '3aith felt at ease<br />at his in laws house, it was mainly because Falak was still in his arms.<br /><br />"il 7imdilah,<br />inta shlonik yuma inshalah mirta7 ma3a bnaitna?" her eyes started tearing up, '3aith just turned around and<br />looked at Falak with a loving smile.<br /><br />"il<br />7imdilah" Falak looked down<br />with embarrassment<br /><br />"7y allah mn<br />yana, tf'9al '3aith" Falak's father walked<br />towards them to welcome them. The newly weds followed their parents into the<br />guest living room, she felt '3aith's grip tighten she knew he was nervous, all<br />her family were there. She just looked at him with a comforting smile. She<br />introduced him proudly to each member of her family, and he tried his best to<br />remember most of their names. They were loving and welcoming, engaging him in<br />small talk trying to find common things with him and asking him about his<br />family.<br /><br />"7beebty tara<br />ilyoum il3sha ib bait yady, o 3my inta wl ahal kilhum ma3zomen" '3aith comfortably told his wife.<br /><br />"ee il walid<br />kalamny ilyoum" Falak's father was<br />worried at first about '3aith, especially since the couple did not get to know<br />each other but he clearly saw just how caring he was towards his daughter and<br />that was all he could ask for.<br />---------------------------------<br />Rsal and Juwan said<br />bye to their friends and headed towards Rsal's car. Juwan noticed the 3<br />handsome men following them, and automatically thought it was because Rakan<br />asked them to since they exchanged looks throughout their meal.<br /><br />"mm, laish<br />hathoul la7gena?" Rsal was scared, she<br />hated it when men followed her and especially since she was attracted to one of<br />them.<br /><br />"emshay shofee he<br />followed your sister" Muruj nudged Ma2ab<br />who quickly followed the men that were following her sister. She wanted to<br />scream out.<br /><br />Rsal was about to open<br />her car door when she saw a muscular hand closing the door, she looked up and<br />saw Turki's eyes looking at her.<br /><br />"5air?" Rsal had to be stern with him, she didnt want to give in to his<br />mesmerizing eyes, that rugged face his dazzling smile.<br /><br />"mumkin ta36eny<br />raqmich?" he was blunt, right<br />to the point. 7arith on the other hand was DYING he wanted to punch his cousin<br />and let the girl go.<br />"akeed la" she was slowly losing her focus, his presence shook her<br />"o laish la? mo<br />3jbich shakly" he leaned in closer<br />to her, closer than any man should be to a girl he didnt know "I saw you looking at me, so I know you are interested" he was arrogant, he knew the effect he had on all girls, and<br />not once was he rejected.<br /><br />"you must be<br />mistaken" eying him from head to<br />toe "people like YOU<br />dont attract me" she tried pulling on<br />her door once again, but it was a failed attempt.<br /><br />"haha wdy a9adgich,<br />okay mo ila raqmich bs shino ismich?"<br />he wanted any information from her, he was intrigued by this beautiful girl and<br />her eyes.<br /><br />She was hesitant, but<br />could see a few people were eying them and was worried someone she knew might<br />see her, little did she know her sister was watching them "Rsal." Turki opened the door<br />for her and waited for her to get in, he stood there watching her reverse then<br />drive off.<br />"rsal" 7arith said to himself<br />Ma2ab was literally<br />dying in her spot. She pulled out her phone and called her X5 guy, he wouldnt<br />turn her down. All she needed was a man's attention. They decided to meet up at<br />Second Cup.<br /><br />Rsal spent the day at<br />Muruj's house and at 8 headed back home. She wasn't like Ma2ab who would spend<br />the whole day out of the house. She headed up to her parent's floor to find her<br />mother curled up on the couch crying.<br />"mama wsh feek t9e7y?" Rsal was worried, and scared<br />"hahah salamtik<br />mama bs knt atfaraj 3la the Notebook"<br />Hugging her daughter. Rsal curled up next to her mother the way she use to when<br />she was a kid.<br />"mama wain baba?"<br />"safar o 5alny hahaha" playing with her daughter's hair<br />"mm 6yb lets cuddle<br />in bed and watch a movie together"<br />Jumping up excited to spend some quality time with her mother alone.<br />"mm 6yb, yala '3aire malbsik o ta3aly<br />3ndy"<br />Rsal ran up the flight<br />of stairs that led to her floor and got into her PJ and ran over to her<br />parent's room making herself comfortable underneath the crisp white blanket.<br />She felt like she was 2, not 20. Her mother snuggled into bed with her, and<br />just watched her daughter.<br /><br />"t3rfy tshbhy<br />jadatik" Rsal was named after<br />her grandmother Rsal, her mother's mother.<br /><br />"laa mama Rsal<br />wayed a7la mny" She remembers her<br />grandmother, even before she passed away she was breath taking.<br /><br />"mashalah 3laich<br />wntay kaman te6ayery il 3gel" playing with her<br />daughter's silky black hair.<br />"mama, laih jadaty 5that Baba<br />s3oud?" Rsal loved hearing<br />her grandparents story.<br />"il kil kan ena'6er<br />jadatik, bs he makant tna'6er 7d kanat tfaker ib kalam oboho ina hw raba banat<br />nas o msh banat shwar3 ily tna'6er ay rjal, o kan jadik s3oud 5wy 5aly o kan<br />daym yanzil il s3odya, o kan 7a'6er zawaj 5aly o shaf jadatik o inhabal hahaha<br />kalam his father and they flew in 3shan ya56bouha o he rafa'9t they proposed 10<br />times, and she was stubborn she didnt want to marry a Kuwaity man and live away<br />from her family and friends" her eyes teared up "then she asked 5aly ina tajlis ma3a o t7aky and the instant<br />she saw him she knew he was the man for her. They fell in love after they got<br />married and they had all of us"<br />"6yb, and was she okay with living in<br />Kuwait away from her mother?"<br />"aywa at first she<br />cried and cried o your grandfather would take her home every weekend, then he<br />got fed up but after she had your aunt she moved to il s3odya for 3 months,<br />then your grandfather moved with her and they had 5alik a7mad, o 7assan, o 3li<br />and me then they moved back to il kuwait and 18 years later had Layal" That was when her mother passed away, she was too old to have a<br />kid, she passed away right after giving birth.<br /><br />Layal, Rsal and<br />Ma2ab's aunt, was 28 and was close to Rsal, ma2ab of course was envious of her<br />beautiful aunt whom also had grey eyes.<br />"mama"<br />"7ytie intay"<br />"laish ma2ab<br />mat7ibny? intay and Layaly and 5alty Ruba are close and I want to be close with<br />my sister and I try bs ma adre shfeeha" A tear streaked down her cheek<br /><br />"mama, ma2ab is 18<br />she is a child o intay mashalah 3laich you are mature bs ehya ma5that-ha il<br />6ala3t and her friends 5aleha mama"<br />She hated her daughter's relationship but they were still young the both of<br />them and she was hoping that one day they will grow closer to each other.<br />"I hope so"<br />Rsal fell asleep in her parent's bed that night and woke up a<br />few hours later to her vibrating phone.<br />1 message received<br />Rsal?<br />Rsal was surprised by<br />the message she got, it was from an unsaved number. She left the warm bed and<br />walked into the kitchen to grab a bottle of water when she felt someone pushing<br />her against the fridge.<br /><br />"yal zifta 3amla<br />7alik sharefat roma shftik ilyoum ma3a 7beeb galbik bl parking lot" ma2ab reached her limit with her sister, and had to let her<br />out.<br />"na3am?" rsal was taking off guard<br />"Rsal yal zifta<br />shftich o rasy haa mara7 a5alech ta5thena ana shfta o ana abeh o ra7<br />a7a9la" Pushing her sister<br />once again before walking out of the kitchen.<br /><br />Rsal wanted to cry,<br />not because of what her sister's intention but for how her sister treated her,<br />how could she be her sister? She ran up to her bed and silently cried.<br />message received<br />ياللي هوى الغربى يلاعب جدايك واله مادري وش سويت<br />فيني<br />reply<br />mino?<br />message received<br />wa7id myet ib hawach<br />reply<br />a3rfik?<br />message received<br />وما كنت ممن يدخل العشق قلبه ولكن من يبصر جفونك<br />يعشق<br />reply<br />iff mn '3air sh3r kalmny<br />message received<br />inshalah ... laish ga3da?<br />reply<br />knt nyma bs 97ait<br />Rsal couldnt believe<br />she was answering this stranger, but she was taken by the thrill of an unknown<br />admirer.<br />message received<br />laish ga3dtay? fe a7ad im2thech?<br />How did he know?<br />reply<br />laa, bs nmt kfaya ... inta laish ga3id?<br />message received<br />fee a7ad ygdar anam b3d mashaf il gumar !<br />reply<br />hm, so inta it3rfny?<br />message received<br />3ashagich mn awal na'9ra<br />reply<br />sub7an allah<br />message received<br />mo im9adgatny?<br />reply<br />akeed laa<br />message received<br />mm okay shloun athbitlich?<br />reply<br />time will tell<br />Who was messaging her?<br />------<br />"shfeek mistanis?" Lyth being nosey, and bored in the duwanya<br />"wnt shako?" 7arith threw a pillow at him<br />"7arooth shaklik it7ib" Turki wanted to further annoy his cousin<br />"hahah laa laa ana wain o il 7ub<br />wain"<br />compose message<br />njude<br />reply<br />7arith ;p<br />compose message<br />aby agolich shay bs mo tiz3len<br />reply<br />shfeek??<br />compose message<br />walhan 3laich :$<br />reply<br />ya 7MAR 5ara3tny wala 3baly fek shay ;s<br />walla ana akthar ...<br />malait mn hal 7ala 7tan ma agdar a6l3 ashofik o ib bait yady ma agdar asolif<br />ma3ak o hm ilyoum bl 3sha ma midany ashb3 minik :(<br />compose message<br />ana aham shay 3ndy<br />ashoufich o a6aman 3laich njody o alah kareem inshalah, ana bakalm yady o<br />inshalah everything works out, bs adree bgoul iny 9'3eer o 9ij tawny 22 .....<br />7beebty ana ma3a il shabab, agdar asma3 9outich il laila?<br />reply<br />akeeeeeeeeeed :D<br />"7arouth yala nl3ab balot"<br />"yala" 7arith placed his phone in his pocket, he didnt trust his<br />cousin he knew their curiosity might take the best of them, and they would go<br />as far as taking his phone and meddling through it.<br />"buglaib laish telefonik dymen<br />ma3ak" Turki indirectly<br />talking to 7arith.<br />"leana a3arfik<br />inta o lyouth 3de you take my phone you act like kids not like 22 year old<br />men" mo wagta ninfi'9i7<br />al7en<br />---------------------------------------<br />"um '3aith?" Falak called out to her husband<br />"hala, shfeech?" '3aith was taking off his dshdasha in front of her in the room<br />"ugh" she was embarrassed<br />"shfeech falak??" He stood there watching her<br />"7sa ib dou5a<br />tgdar ta5thny il mustashfa please" Falak<br />was nauseous the whole day, and felt light headed and her heart was beating<br />fast but managed to make it through the dinner party with a smile but now, she<br />just couldnt she was feeling horrible.<br /><br />"b3d 3umry ee<br />akeed yala yala" he quickly wore his<br />dshdasha again, and pulled her to the car rushing to the hospital "tabeny akalm ahalich?"<br />"la 7yatie aham shay inik mat-hdny" she held his hand needing his comfort<br />"wain brou7 7beebty" he was worried, thinking of the worst<br />The reached the ER and<br />saw the doctor instantly. The doctor informed her that her blood pressure was<br />high, and prescribed a pill for her to take. '3aith was worried, they just got<br />married but he already was attached to her.<br /><br />"mirta7a?<br />ayeblich shay? taben taklen ma kalaity shay" '3aith bombarded her with a million question as he comfortably<br />set her into their bed, fluffing the pillows around her and massaging her feet<br />for her.<br /><br />"hahah im fine,<br />'3aith please dont worry its only my blood pressure" She loved the attention he gave her<br /><br />"shino bs blood<br />pressure, Falak intay 9irty dalo3ty o ma aby ayshay e9erlich not even a<br />cold" He placed his head on<br />her lap, hugging her feet as she played with his hair.<br />----------------------------------------------------------<br />Incoming Call X5<br />ma2ab: 7yatiee<br />x5: hala hala ib dalo3ty<br />ma2ab: shlonik?<br />x5: mm zain bs za3lan<br />ma2ab: ma 3ash mn za3alik 7beeby<br />x5: wa7da im3thbtny ib jamalha imza3ltny<br />ma2ab: laish?<br />x5: ilyoum shft-ha bs ma malait mnha o ana ma<br />asoufha ila mn wain ly wain<br />ma2ab: bs at least you saw her, so stop being<br />selfish<br />x5: 6il3ay minha selfish mita a5er mara shyfich? o b3dain I only<br />see YOU want to see me hathy mo 7ala<br />ma2ab: iff ana maly 5ulgik zain, bye<br />She had a simple moto she followed. NO<br />DRAMA<br />"mm '3aith" shaking him lightly "<br />'3aith 7yatie goum insid7 3del I dont think you are comfortable this way" '3aith fell asleep on Falak's lap, and she could tell he was<br />not comfortable, but he was holding her so tight and she needed to change.<br /><br />"mm b3d shway<br />dalo3ty please ta3ban" '3aith pulled the<br />covers up to his shoulders, and tightened his grip around her leg.<br /><br />"haha okay 7beeby<br />bs goum nam 3del I dont think sleeping on my leg is comfortable" Trying to gently push him onto the bed, '3aith rolled onto his<br />back pulling Falak onto his chest. She burst into giggles sending a waking<br />electric shock down his spine.<br /><br />"6al3eny" he truly was mesmerized by her beauty and wanted to take her<br />in. He couldnt believe this unique, fragile human being was his, for him to<br />wake up to and sleep next to each night. She was his to take care of her, make<br />her smile, wipe away her tears. He wanted her to have his children, and wanted<br />his daughters to look exactly like her.<br /><br />"wain<br />sira7t?" She was looking into<br />his big dark eyes, and she pictured their lives together, their happy moments,<br />sad moments, their joy and tears and most importantly their children, she<br />wanted her sons to look exactly like him.<br /><br />"i was thinking<br />about our life together" playing with her hair<br />as shay lay on top of him "raby ya7fi'6ich<br />ly" he recited to himself<br />several times wishing no harm will ever come her way.<br />"are you happy?" she saw it in his eyes, but wanted to ask him.<br />"shrayich ya3ne, I have you in my arms<br />what more can I ask for?" kissing her palm<br />They were physically<br />close to each other, and both were thinking about the next step and as much as<br />they wanted it they were both scared, worried what it might do their<br />relationship. They got married 2 days ago, and still dont know much about each<br />other. She slid off him and headed to the bathroom to change, while he got up<br />to answer his phone.<br />---------------------------------------<br />7arith called Turki, who informed him he was at Coffee Bean with the guys.<br />------------------------------------------------------<br />"ma2ab ta3aly bsr3a il mazyoun ib coffee<br />bean" Muruj ran into Turki<br />in Coffee Bean and wanted Ma2ab to come work her magic on him and steal him<br />away from her sister.<br />Ma2ab literally ran<br />out of the house, this was her chance to get Turki. She thought of a way to get<br />his attention, and as she parked she found the perfect opportunity. She saw<br />them sitting on the table next to the few steps that led down to Coffee Bean,<br />she walked down purposely twisting her leg and falling.<br /><br />She screamed out in<br />pain, hoping Turki would come to the rescue. It worked like a charm, Turki ran<br />over to her carrying her into his arm, who was who to not help a damsel in<br />distress.<br />"salamat salamat, shfeech sh3wrich?" in his sexy tone<br />"my ankle" in her dal3 voice<br />"emshay awadech<br />il mustashfa" Turki carried her<br />into his car, and ordered 7arith and Lyth to drive her car to the hospital. She<br />sprained her ankle, and he was there next to her the whole time wiping away her<br />tears and holding her hand. She was pushing the helpless role to get his<br />attention, she had to get him one way or another and what was a little pain?<br /><br />"5a6ach il su<br />ma2ab" Looking dead into her<br />eyes, he knew the effect he had on girls and he always chose his words<br />carefully knowing what girls want to hear.<br /><br />"5a6ak il lash<br />Turki" She looked up into<br />his sexy eyes, gave him a smile "mashkour<br />wala ta3abtik ma3ay" She didnt want to let<br />go of his hand, she wanted to be in his arms. She was drawn to him, the way a<br />kid was drawn to vibrant colored cartoons.<br /><br />"walw ma sawait<br />shay" She helped her down<br />and asked her to lean against him. They decided Turki was going to drive her<br />home, and Lyth and 7arith were following them, 7arith driving her car and Lyth<br />driving 7arith's.<br /><br />They parked in front<br />of her house, 7arith handed Turki his key and just as he was about to get into<br />his own car, he saw her. He saw Rsal walking out of the house wearing jean<br />shorts and an over sized white shirt, her hair was swishing around her. He<br />quickly got into the car and asked Lyth to follow her.<br /><br />"intay mash'3oula<br />al7en?" Turki boldly asked<br />Ma2ab, he could tell she didnt want to leave yet.<br />"mm laa" She loved the fact that he wanted to spend more time with her<br />"3yal shrayich<br />inkamel 6al3tna" before she even<br />answered he held her hands and drove off.<br /><br />Rsal picked up Juwan,<br />and the girls headed to the jam3ya, Lyth and 7arith were behind them. The girls<br />filled their cart up with junk food.<br />message received<br />mashalah 3laich, raby e7af'6ich<br />reply<br />random?<br />message received<br />ma a9adig iny ga3d ashoufich<br />reply<br />you are here?<br />message received<br />did I ever leave?<br />reply<br />5alny ashoufik<br />message received<br />mm, look for me :p<br />Rsal looked up at the<br />people in the jam3ya, she looked at every man holding a phone; old, young,<br />tall, short, fat, thing, bold, hairy, every man but nothing she couldnt find<br />him.<br />reply<br />wainik ;s?<br />message received<br />for now I want to see you mo lazem intay<br />itshofeny<br />He watched the girls<br />argue over who was going to pay for the food they bought. He saw her<br />simplicity, he saw how every man was fascinated by her beauty and how every<br />girl was envious of her style and the Ora she had. He saw how she constantly<br />ran her hands through her hair, how her short bangs bothered her and the way<br />her eyes smiled with her. She didnt walk, she floated around. She was simply breath<br />taking. The men followed the girls back home, and 7arith made sure she was safe<br />inside then he messaged her again.<br />message received<br />al7en agdar arta7, have fun o mo taklen all<br />the food you got ;p<br />reply<br />hahah now you are scaring me<br />message received<br />laish :s?<br />reply<br />cause a7isik my stalker<br />message received<br />I just wanna make sure you are okay, a5af<br />3laich<br />reply<br />mm, mn wain kil hal 7ub o il 7nana 3la wa7da<br />mat3rfha<br />message received<br />as2al nafsy hal so2al kil dgeega o lail7en mny<br />3rf il rd<br />-------------------------------------<br />"ma2ab ism<br />'3reeb" Turki loved the<br />confidence radiating off of Ma2ab, she reminded him of himself when he was<br />younger<br />"unique mthly" typical ma2ab<br />response "laish tena'6erny<br />ktha?"<br />"intay Kuwaitya?" he noticed how she would say a few S3ody words<br />"mm, bs jdaty alah yur7umha s3odya"<br />"ana dymen agoul a7la il banat banat il<br />s3odya" He wanted to see her<br />reaction<br />"o banat il kuwait?" he knew what he did to girls.<br />Turki turned around,<br />moved close to hear inhaling in her scent His gaze shifted from her lips to her<br />eyes. He thin whispered into her ears "banat<br />il Kuwait bl galab" those words melted<br />her, she needed fresh air, she felt the air around her get warmer. Her body<br />temperature raised, what was he doing to her.<br /><br />Turki dropped her<br />home, of course taking her number first. Even though Ma2ab got what she wanted,<br />she wasnt satisfied, she needed to make sure her sister was completely out of<br />the picture. She ran up to her mother's floor, knowing exactly what she was<br />going to say.<br />"hi mama" settling next to her mother<br />"hala 7beebty<br />kaif 7alik?" Her mother was<br />fascinated with her daughter's beauty and would always recite lines from the<br />qura'an when they were around.<br /><br />"kwysa, mama ab'3a<br />a7akeek ib mw'9ou3 7asas" Ma2ab faced her<br />mother, and didnt wait for her response she just blurted out "mama, ana shft Rsal ma3a rjal '3reb fl avenues o kanaw e7ako<br />b3'6 o kanaw bl parking mama t5ayaly wala 3aib 3laiha" Looking so innocently at her mother, as she smiled to herself<br />victoriously.<br /><br />"mama, wsh hal<br />kalam Rsal ma 3ndaha hal suwalif" Her<br />mother was FURIOUS she knew her daughters, and was sure of Rsal's behavior.<br /><br />"kaifik lat9adgeny<br />ana swait ily 3ly o alah yaster 3la bintich" Rsal was always their mothers favorite, well that was what<br />Ma2ab thought and she hated her mother's reaction she was hoping she would get<br />a different one. But she was satisfied with what she did and knew her mother<br />was going to talk to her, she was desperately hoping she would tell their<br />father so that Rsal would not see daylight.<br />-----------------------------<br />message received<br />I will meet you bl garden okay?<br />reply<br />yala im waiting<br />Njude excused herself<br />from her family, and snuck out to the garden to meet 7arith. She has loved her<br />cousin for years, and regardless of all the rumors of how he was a player she<br />loved him, no scratch that she worshiped him and the second he told her he<br />wanted to marry her she couldnt believe it. Life was perfect for her and now<br />she was just anxiously waiting for him to propose so she could show him off to<br />everyone.<br />"shfeech sar7ana, itfakren feny?" 7arith slipped his hand into her soft warm hands.<br />"akeed 7beeby,<br />shlonik?" She looked up at him,<br />she loved every thing about him, his long hair, dark eyes, scruffy look, broken<br />nose, lazy eyes, the scar under his eye. Everything.<br /><br />"il 7imdilah,<br />intay shlonich?" Njude was not the<br />prettiest girl, but she was attractive and her innocence enhanced her<br />attractiveness and the thing he loved the most was how she had eyes for him,<br />and only him.<br />7arith and Njude sat down on the bench and continued their conversation.<br />"7aroooth" they heard their grandfather's angry tone calling out.<br />"bsr3a dshay<br />da5el" 7arith hoped and<br />prayed his grandfather didnt see them together.<br />"int knt ma3a mino??" He saw the anger in his grandfather's eyes and it terrified him<br />"haa, ma7ad yuba shfeek?" Acting dumb sometimes worked.<br />"shayfny 7mar<br />jdamik? shako ga3id ma3a njude bnt 3mitik? shly bainkum?" His breathing got louder, and 7arith truly thought his grandfather<br />was going to bury him alive.<br /><br />"haa, yuba il<br />9ara7a ana shareha o aby atzawajha"<br />The instant he finished his sentence, his grandfather slapped him. 7arith was<br />shocked, hurt and mostly terrified.<br /><br />"isma3ny 3del<br />7aroth, int mnt ma5ith Njude sam3ny? Int lazem ta5ith wa7da bnt nas o laha<br />makant-ha mo bnt hatha il 5ara ily 3mitik shada il '6ahar fee!" Njude's mother was not welcomed into the family house when she<br />first got married because of the man she "loved" who ended up loving<br />her money. His grandfather had high hopes for 7arith.<br /><br />7arith just looked at<br />his grandfather hurt, he couldnt believe this. He loved his grandfather and he<br />knew he wanted the best for him but this was Njude. He knew if he stood against<br />his grandfather he would risk losing everything, but it was Njude!<br /><br />"3n ithnik ya Bu Rayan ana ray7 3nd il shabab" hearing his favorite grandson calling him Bu Rayan, and not<br />yuba shattered him. 7arith just left he couldnt stay there<br />7arith was lost, he<br />needed to talk to someone not Turki or Lyth. He pulled out his phone calling<br />'3aith.<br />Incoming Call 7arith<br />'3aith: hala 7arouth<br />7arith: hala feek, inshalah mo nayem?<br />'3aith: la 7beeby shfeek 9outik mo 3jebny<br />7arith: agdar ashoufik ya o5oy mi7taj akalmik<br />7as ib '9ega ib 9adry<br />'3aith: ee yala murny<br />'3aith heard the<br />sadness in 7arith's tone and was worried about his cousin, at the same time he<br />didnt want to leave his wife behind. He looked up at her and just as he was<br />about to ask her if she was going to be okay alone in the room, she walked over<br />to him kissed his cheek lovingly and said "rou7<br />shouf your cousin o ti6aman 3laih ana I will be waiting for you" Right there he fell madly in love with her, she was loving and<br />caring not only towards her family and friends but to the stranger who was now<br />her husband and his family.<br /><br />'3aith hugged her<br />tightly and stepped out of the hotel room. Falak knew she was ready to take<br />their relationship to the next level, now was the perfect time. She took a long<br />warm shower lathering her body up. She then slipped into her navy blue lingerie<br />set with its matching silk robe, dimmed the lights and lit some candles. She<br />sprayed the room with some perfume and waited for him. A few minutes later<br />'3aith walked into their suite and into their room to find her sitting on the<br />bed. She walked over o him and untied her robe, revealing what layed beneath,<br />'3aith coulnt peel his eyes off her toned sexy body. She slipped her hand under<br />his shirt, hoping he would understand.<br /><br />'3aith pulled away<br />from her, and eyed her "shga3id<br />itsawen?" I think it was pretty<br />clear what she had in mind, but I guess he needed a little more direction.<br />Falak stood there looking at him confused "mn<br />wain lich il jur2ah 3la hal shay, mafrou'6 ana ily ayey o a5tha minich" he slammed the door of the suite and headed downstairs to smoke<br />a cigarette. He pulled his phone off called 7arith. He told him about what<br />happened.<br /><br />7arith: int 7mar?<br />'3by? athwal? hathy murtik ya '3ayooth o 3dee itha taby hal shay wala inik<br />ahbal yala rdlaha masken tilgaha mi5tar3a al7en<br /><br />'3aith knew he over<br />reacted, and he 7arith was right she was his wife and it was her right to want<br />this from her husband what was the big deal? He went up to the room to find her<br />laying on the bed tears in her eyes. It broke his heart. He pulled her up and<br />looked into her eyes "ana asif"<br /><br />He was slowly finding<br />his way into her heart, and she couldnt be mad at him. She didnt say anything<br />she just looked down, with tears in her eyes. He wiped away her tears and<br />kissed each cheek. She looked up at his loving eyes, and smiled to him. He<br />raised his arm up giving her a naughty look. She moved closer to him and took<br />his shirt off. He laid her gently on the bed, eying her body.<br />That night he explored her body in a way no man ever will, well other than him<br />that his.<br />'3aith and Falak fell<br />asleep in each other's arms. They planned on staying in the following day to<br />get to know each other, but to their dismay they were woken up by '3aith's<br />annoying phone. '3aith rolled over, grabbing his phone from the bedside table<br />squinting his eyes trying to figure out who the called was.<br />"hala yuma" finally figuring out it was his mother on the other line<br />"nymeen?"<br />"ee walla nymen, laish 5air yuma?" he just wanted to go back to sleep<br />"ilyoum il '3da<br />3ndna mintaw yayen?" Even though his mother<br />was asking, she was actually telling them.<br /><br />"la inshalah<br />yayen, al7en ingoum" '3aith hugged Falak<br />and kissed her forehead gently as he remember the night they spent together. He<br />smiled, hugging her tighter.<br />"aby anam b3d, ta3bana" Falak's gently voice woke him up from his day dream.<br />"la7gen 3la noum<br />yala emshay we take a shower" She heard the magic<br />words, her eyes sprung open and she jumped out of bed forgetting she was<br />completely naked. '3aith admired her body, she quickly ran into the bathroom<br />grabbing her tooth brush as she turned the water on for their shower. He hugged<br />her from behind as they brushed their teeth, then cared her into the steamy,<br />hot shower where he once again had his wife. They scrubbed their bodies, and<br />she lathered her hair with her favorite honey shampoo.<br />"you dont have any hair laish you use my<br />shampo" teasing his short<br />hair cut<br />"7aram 3laich, kil hatha o I dont have<br />hair?" running his fingers<br />over his hair<br />They stepped out of<br />the shower, changed and headed to his parents house. They were welcomed by his<br />mother who pulled Falak into a warm and loving hug as tears filled her eyes.<br />"shfeech tabchen?" '3aith teasing his mother<br />"5alny mistansa" kissing her son<br />"7y allah mn yana" his father ignoring his son, and kissing Falak<br />"heey tara<br />a'3ar" pulling Falak into<br />his arms. His brothers walked down and welcomed the newly weds, they then all<br />headed into the living room to have some tea before lunch. The family talked<br />getting to know their daughter in law.<br />"yuma dg 3la 3yal 3mik shouf wainhum<br />i6la3 ma3ahum"<br />"laish yuma taben il faka mny?"<br />"haha laa yuma bs<br />ana bg3ad ma3a bnty shway" '3aith didnt have<br />sisters, and he knew how happy his mother was she was finally getting her<br />daughter<br /><br />"mm inzain,<br />7beebty ta3aly aby akalmich shway"<br />'3aith led Falak into the family room "3dee arou7 wla taben ag3ad<br />ma3ach?"<br /><br />"la inta rou7<br />shouf 3yal 3mik, o ana ag3ad ma3a 5alty o mita ma 5al9t mnhum murny" pulling on his shirt<br /><br />"mm inzain" He gave her a quick hug as she walked him to the door, she<br />looked like she was about to cry he didnt want to leave her<br />"7u6 balik 3la nafsik please '3aith"<br />she was already attached to him and it scared<br />her<br />"inshalah 7beebty"<br />She walked back into the living room where her mother in law was.<br />"Falak yuma shftay baitkum?" His parents bought them a house as a wedding gift<br />"la lail7en<br />5alty, bs laish kalaftaw 3la rou7kum ana ma kan 3ndy man3 askin ma3akum" she wanted to get to know her in laws better<br /><br />"la yuma, a5af<br />b3dain ma ta5then ra7tich bl bait m3a il shabab o arya7lkum taskinoun brou7kum<br />bs lazem tafrishoun il bait" pouring herself a cup<br />of tea "intay mateben<br />tshta'3lain?"<br />"ana qadamt bs I still didnt talk to<br />'3aith about it" sipping on her warm<br />cardamon tea<br />"yuma sm3eny<br />3del, il rayal ma yaby il mara il dymen mwjouda, intay lazem itkoun lich<br />7yatich o haibtich sam3tny? 9adgeny lazem e7is inich mo dymen fa'9yatla o ina<br />lich 7yatich o ana 3rfa '3aith he wont say no to you working trust me" she had to pass this advice to her daughter in law, and Falak<br />heard this from her mother and aunts.<br /><br />"ee inshalah ana<br />aklama ashouf bs lail7en ma sm3t mn a7ad fa na6ra" she was interpreted by her phone ringing it was her mother<br />asking if they could join them since the family was gathering for dinner "5alty, tyen ma3ay bait oboy? ilyoum il 3sha ehnal o abech<br />tyen"<br />"ee akeed 5alny bs a'3ayer o anzilich,<br />dgeega yuma"<br />Falak called '3aith to inform him she was going to his parents house.<br />'3aith: hala bl 7ub 7yatie<br />falak: haha hala feek<br />7beeby, um '3aith ana o 5alty bnrou7 bait oboy 5alaty mwjoden o il bajy byoun<br />3l 3sha<br />'3aith: okay ya 3umry, ana ayekum ehnak<br />inshalah 7g il 3sha ok?<br />falak: okay, 7u6 balik 3la nafsik<br />'3aith: inshalah inzain ma taben it3rfen ana<br />wain?<br />falak: akeed I do, wainik?<br />'3aith: ma3a 7arouth<br />bnwady syarta 7g service o b3dain bnrou7 il duwanya 3nd il shabab ag3d ma3ahum<br />sa3a o ayey bait 3my inshalah<br />falak: okay 7beeby ashofik b3dain inshalah<br />'3aith: falaak<br />falak: halaa<br />'3aith: A7IIIIIIIIIIIBICH<br />falak: hhaha 7arith yamik shloun it9ar5 chithi<br />'3aith: kaifee inzain intay mat7ebeny?<br />falak:<br />*whispering* amout feek<br />Falak quickly closed<br />the phone cause she heard her aunt's footsteps against the marble. She grabbed<br />her belongings and they headed to her parents house.<br />-----------<br />"RSAL" her mothers loud voice woke her up<br />"na3am mama" she was welcomed with a slap on her face<br />"mama!" she was surprised<br />"aish mama, mno il rijal ily knt t7akena<br />fl avenues?" she was mad and<br />needed answers<br />"mama ay rayal?" Rsal was confused she didnt know what was going on<br />Ma2ab heard her<br />mother's screams and was thrilled. She closed her bedroom door pulled out her<br />phone and called Turki.<br /><br />"shofay ya Rsal,<br />7u6y fe balik hal kalam o gafily 3ly sm3tny mnty 6al3a mn il bait lain itgolely<br />hal rijal mn" Slamming the door<br />behind her.<br />Rsal cried, she was lost and confused and she knew only one person could make<br />her feel better.<br />Dialing faroos<br />Firas: hala bl '3alya<br />Rsal:<br />*crying* Faris<br />Firas: shfeech rsal laish tabchen?<br />Rsal: mama<br />Firas: shfeha mama, rsal kalmy 5ara3tny<br />Rsal's uncle grabbed the phone from his nephew<br />3li: rasal 5alo wsh feek?<br />Rsal: 3lawi, mama<br />'6arabtny itgoul ana knt akalm rijal fl avenues wala ya 5aly ma 7kait ma3a 7d<br />kan fe wa7d la7gna ana o Juwan o kan masik il bab o ana bs gltla ewa5er<br />3li: 6yb o laih t9e7y? ana a7akeha<br />Rsal: laa a5af it39eb<br />3li: inty malik da5al ana a7akeha<br />Rsal: okay mashkour 5alo<br />3li: aish 5alo ana 3lawi, inti kaif 7alik o<br />kaif il thanya<br />Rsal: haha zainen, yala rdaw walhat 3laikum<br />3li: la ya shai5a fe 7ad yatrik Lebnan o il<br />banat<br />Rsal: 3LI ... 36ny 3my waina?<br />7amany: hala ib bnt o5oy il '3alya, hala ib<br />Rsal<br />Rsal: hala feek 7amany, tadry mama '6arabtny<br />7amany: laish?<br />Rsal: akeed ma2abo il<br />kalba shaftny fl avenues o kan fe wa7d la7gna o kan wagif 3nd syarty fa ana bs<br />giltla ina ewa5er<br /><br />7amany: hal bnt mita<br />btkaber 3gelha, 5al9 al7en 3li ekalm omich o latsheln ham, taben teyena Lebnan?<br />Rsal: haha laa ma aby a5arb 3laikum bs 7amany<br />lat6wloun please<br />7amany: inshalah, yala intay 7u6ay balich 3la<br />nafsich o latsheln ham<br />Rsal: inshalah, bye<br />message received<br />9ba7 il 5air<br />reply<br />9ba7 il nour ;s<br />message received<br />shfeech 3sa ma shar?<br />reply<br />mama '6arabtny ;(<br />message received<br />LAISH<br />reply<br />salfa 6wela agolik b3dain 6yb?<br />message received<br />hahah 6yb ;p<br />------------<br />"ha yuma wain<br />raylich?" Falak's mother called<br />out for her daughter as she was settling into her seat.<br /><br />"ma3a 3yal 3ma,<br />byena 3l 3sha" She couldnt believe<br />she was married, and to '3aith. She smiled to herself as she remembered his<br />eyes.<br /><br />'3aith's mother<br />quickly found herself socializing with Falak's family, an onlooker would think<br />she has known them all her life, her family was loving and welcoming to both<br />her and her son. She felt at ease, and she was internally relaxed that she<br />chose the right girl for her son.<br />Incoming Call '3aith<br />Falak: aloo<br />'3aith: hala 7beebty, ha wainkum<br />Falak: ib bait oboy, int wainik?<br />'3aith: tawny 6al3 mn<br />il shabab, 7beebty yady dag 3ly yaby eshoufich fa bamurich al7en o inrou7<br />inshoufa for an hour and we will head back to your parent's house for dinner ok<br />Falak: okay, yala 7yak<br />'3aith: alah e7yich<br />"tara '3aith yay<br />bl6reej" Telling her aunts so<br />they would cover up before his arrival. 10 minutes later the doorbell rang and<br />in came '3aith looking handsome in his grey long sleeve formal shirt, his dark jeans<br />and his loafers. Falak welcomed him at the door giving him a hug as he quickly<br />pecked her cheek. They walked into the living room, greeting her aunts he then<br />sat next to his mother in law as she poured him a cup of saffron and cardamon<br />tea.<br /><br />He was comfortable<br />around her family, socializing with everyone, sharing some jokes just being<br />himself and that warmed her heart. They excused themselves to head over to his<br />grandfather's house.<br /><br />"yala tell me<br />about yourself" and she did, Falak<br />told him about her childhood, her friends, her cousins, where she traveled,<br />what she did, then she told him about her university years. He watched her as<br />she talked, her eyes lighting up each time she remembered something funny. He<br />loved hearing her voice, never in his life was he drawn to a person. She loved<br />the way he looked at her and how he was hanging on to her every word. They<br />parked in his grandfather's house and headed in to the main living room where<br />he knew his aunts and grandfather would be.<br /><br />They were greeted at the<br />door by his eldest aunt, who called out for the ladies in case some needed to<br />cover up. They walked in and headed to his grandfather he kissed Falak on each<br />cheek then kissed her forehead. They then greeted his aunts and cousins and she<br />sat down next to Njude.<br />"shlonik Falak" Njude's bubbly voice called out for Falak<br />"il 7imdilah, intay Njude 9a7?" she only knew a few of his family members<br />"ee, ta3aly<br />agoulich who is who" Njude started<br />pointing out her aunts and who her their children were, Falak felt overwhelmed,<br />but she knew with time she would learn their names.<br /><br />"Falak yuba<br />ta3aly yamy" '3aith's grandfather<br />called out for her. Falak excused herself from the women and sat in between<br />'3aith and his grandfather.<br /><br />"shlonich yuba<br />inshalah mirta7a? nagu9kum shay, taboun shay?" he always cared about his family<br /><br />"la yuba tslam<br />walla" her delicate voice<br />answering his question as '3aith wrapped his arm around her<br /><br />"il 7imdilah,<br />'3aith yuba athath baitkum 3ly ayshay tabouna ana 7a'6er o lat7u6oun shay ib<br />5a6urkum sam3, ayshay Falak taby it7u6a laha sam3ny?" pulling out a box and an envelope from his pocket.<br />"laish itkalf 3la 7alik yuba" '3aith didnt know what to say to his grandfather's genirosity<br />" '3aith kil ily<br />3ndy likum 5alny afra7 fekum, Falak yuba hathy 7gich" He handed the envelope filled with money to '3aith and handed<br />the box to Falak, it was his late wife's diamond earings. Falak eyes sparkled<br />like the diamond, and she leaned over and kissed his cheek. This was the life<br />for him, seeing his family happy.<br />"inzain yuba ma taben tshta'3lain?" reading a message he got<br />"um, ana imqadma<br />bs lail7en ma sm3t mnhum, o b3dain ma kalamt '3aith" looking up at her husband lovingly.<br />"shino hal kalam, int ma tabeha<br />tshti'3ul?"<br />"la akeed I do,<br />ana bshouf wain she applied o inshalah e9er 5air" He did want her to work, but not just yet.<br /><br />"5ala9 int shouf<br />wain she applied and let me know 3shan akalmhum, ma abeha tsht'3l ib ay mukan<br />hathy il'3alya" glancing at Njude as<br />she socialized with her cousins.<br /><br />"i7na nist2then<br />yuba, il3sha ib bait 3my ilyoum o na6rena it2merny 3la shay?" '3aith was embarresed with his grandfather's genirosity but at<br />the same time he was annoyed he didnt want his wife thinking he couldnt take<br />care of her.<br /><br />They stood up to say<br />their goodbye's and before they left Falak hugged his grandfather. She felt the<br />love and she was thrilled to be coming into the family.<br />------------------------------<br />Incoming Call Faris<br />mother: na3am ya Faris<br />Faris: hala ya um Faris, shlonich yal '3alya<br />mother: kwysa int kaifik?<br />Faris: il 7imdilah, yuma shino hal kalam 9ij<br />6agaity Rsal?<br />mother: aywa '6arb6t-ha<br />Faris: ya omy ya<br />7beebty what is this, you know your daughter and you know shbab il deera shloun<br />aked he followed her and was bothering her<br />mother: bs Ma2ab saw them<br />Faris: did she hear<br />them? b3dain we went to mixed schools it might have been someone from school or<br />someone who is with her bl jam3a did you ever think of that?<br />mother: no<br />Faris: 5ala9 3yal, i7na we never got hit when<br />we were young you wanna hit us now<br />mother: 6yb 5ala9 I will talk to her<br />Faris: mashkoura ya um Faris, yala t2mrny 3la<br />shay<br />mother: la salamtik<br />She rushed over to<br />Rsal's room, she was still upset that her daughter went complaining to her<br />brother.<br /><br />"Rsal irti7tay?<br />you went complaing to your brother if you have a problem with me you come to me<br />not your brother" she was furious with<br />her daughter<br /><br />"laish akalmich,<br />you hit me before you even listening to me so why bother" Rsal was fed up with Ma2ab's behaviour and that she was getting<br />away with it<br />"wala iny ma 3raft arabek" about to walk out<br />"MAMA listen, you<br />know me you know exactly how I am. I come home before 9 every day, I hardly go<br />out at night I always stay home, you never see me clinging to my phone like you<br />know who, my phone is always thrown around the house and when it rings I always<br />ask whoever is close to it to answer never did I run up to my room to answer a<br />phone call, I ALWAYS watch tv in the living room mo mithel il zifta fa if you<br />wanna come in here and smack someone you should think twice because I assure<br />you you are in the wrong daughters room" Rsal fell into her bed and cried her heart out. Her mother just<br />walked out leaving her<br />"aby ashoufich" Turki's deep sexy voice roared from the phone<br />"mm okay ilyoum<br />brou7 party my cousin ta3al 3shan ashoufik" this was perfect, he would see her in her skimpy dress<br /><br />"okay a5alech al7en bs 6arshly message b3dain" he was physically attracted to Ma2ab but there was no<br />connection between them<br />Compose message<br />please aby ashoufik :'(<br />reply<br />okay wain?<br />"7beebty aby<br />awadech mukan" '3aith opened the door for Falak.<br />"okaay" she loved the way<br />they were, she was never in a relationship and even though she always wanted a<br />man to love her when she was in University, she was thrilled she waited because<br />she was given the best gift ever for her patience.<br />'3aith.<br />'3aith drove her to their house in South Surra, the one his parents bought them<br />before they got married. It was a cute house, 2 floors, 4 bedrooms, a guest<br />room downstairs, a small garden and a two car garage. Perfect house for a newly<br />married couple. He walked her in and showed her around, it was empty and you<br />can smell the paint. She fell in love with the house, and started picturing the<br />furniture she wanted, and how she was going to design it. He saw the sparkle in<br />her eye and he wanted to take a picture of her. She was tiny compared to him,<br />he was tall and built and she was the epitome of a female with her delicate<br />features, her dal3 voice just everything about her.<br />"7beeby" she wanted to<br />shout out to the world<br />"3umry" he loved her, he<br />was already in love with her.<br />"I am falling madly and<br />deeply in love with you, and I think I am the luckiest girl to have such a hot<br />husband" walking over to him with a naughty look in her eyes.<br />"ana shagoul? lo alif il<br />3alam kila wala ma alga wa7da itsawy '6ufrich I love you dalo3ty and I cant<br />wait until we move in to our house and we fill it up with children" flashing her a<br />loving smile.<br />"hahah calm down tiger, tw<br />il nas 3la babies" she wanted to live her life with her husband first<br />"adree, aby ashba3 minich<br />b3dain we have kids" planting a sensual kiss on her neck sending shivers down her<br />spine.<br />"shrayik we go back to the<br />hotel?" whispering into his ears<br />"mm yala" pulling her out of<br />their house and into his car<br />"7beeby, laish fee syara<br />9af6a bl garage?" There was a white CL parked, with a red bow and a bouquet of<br />flowers. '3aith looked at her, pulled out a set of keys and handed it to her.<br />"mabrook 7beebty itshofen<br />5airha o ekafech sharha inshalah" it took Falak a<br />while to realize the car was hers, that he bought her the car. She jumped out<br />of the car and hugged him, she couldnt believe it, how perfect can this man be.<br />"7yatie I love it, thank<br />you bs laish kalaft 3la nafsik ana I have a car" her father bought<br />her a car when she went to University, yes its 4 years old but she took good<br />care of her car.<br />"ana mn ly '3airich itha ma<br />dala3tich adal3 mino 7beebty, do you like it? if not I can change it aw change<br />the color aw" before he was able to finish, her lips met his.<br />"I love it, but I love you<br />more" They headed back to the hotel.<br />-----------------------------<br />"Rsal, yala come downstairs<br />Shadia is doing your sister's hair" her mother wanted<br />to hug her daughter, but she just didnt know how to apologize.<br />"laish?" Rsal wanted to be<br />alone<br />"7aflat bnt 3amatik wla<br />nisety?" moving closer to her daughter<br />"mm, ma aby arou7" covering herself<br />with her blanket and flipping through the channels aimlessly<br />"la btro7y, 3aib<br />3laiki" walking out of her smal living room and heading downstairs.<br />compose message<br />I know where you can meet me, I<br />have to go to a party meet me at the hotel I just want to see you please<br />reply<br />okay :D<br />"wain bntik?" ma2ab coldly asker<br />her mother<br />"i5tik nazla, b3dain ma<br />ab'3a mashakil sam3tny?" she was worried about her daughters attending the party<br />"mm mashy" Ma2ab had her<br />wavey hair straightened, and applied natural make up since she was naturally<br />beautiful and didnt need much make up to enhance her beauty.<br />Rsal walked down to get her hair done, she just wanted to put it up in a simple<br />pony tail. She rocked the whole smoky eye make up, blush, and matte red<br />lipstick. She was planning on wearing a short dark grey cocktail dress that<br />hugged her in ALL the right places. She slipped on her extra high red heels,<br />clutch and she was done. To simply put it she looked sexy, the way she wanted<br />her stranger to see her.<br />Rsal picked up Juwan and headed to the hotel. She walked into the lobby to find<br />4 of Kuwait's finest and hottest men; Turki, 7arith, Lyth and Rakan. Rakan was<br />thrilled to see Juwan once again, but that is not the important part. Rsal<br />looked up and saw Turki. Everything fell into place, he was the guy from<br />avenues, the guy she told him her name. She automatically concluded that he was<br />her stranger.<br />7arith couldnt believe the beauty that was standing infront of him, it was her.<br />Rsal. His Rsal. He believed she was looking at him since he was standing behind<br />Turki, but truth be told her eyes were plastered on Turki. Turki on the other<br />hand was thrilled to see her again, the girl with the grey eyes, she was in front<br />of him looking OH so fine, AND she was looking at him. He flashed her a million<br />dollar smile as she headed to the elevator pulling out her phone to text him.<br />message received<br />its you<br />reply<br />ee woow you want me to die?<br />message received<br />lol, laish? ;p<br />reply<br />you look gorgeous mashalah<br />3laich<br />message received<br />thank you :$<br />Rsal thought it was Turki, she thought he was the one messaging her, the one<br />who "loved" her and she smiled at the thought of her mysterious<br />stranger being Turki.<br />message recived<br />meet me at 12 ok? in the lobby<br />reply<br />okay, have fun ;)<br />message received<br />thank you<br />Turki was there to see ma2ab, who was on her way. The second he saw Rsal his<br />world stopped, he thought it was fate that he saw her 3 times. She wasnt the<br />girl you dated, she was the girl you married. He wanted her, and was not going<br />to stop until he got her.<br />"ma2ab shofay Rsal looks<br />pretty" Muruj admiring Rsal, who not only looked pretty she looked<br />gorgeous.<br />"iff ana shakly a7la, 5alha<br />im9adga 7alha" irritated by the attention her sister was receiving as she<br />greeted her cousins and friends.<br />Rsal was goin to enjoy herself, she didnt let her sister's presence annoy her<br />because in a few hours she was going to meet her stranger.<br />-------------------------<br />"ly mita ib ng3ad ehny?" Lyth was irritated<br />by Turki's new "love" interested, why did he have to be dragged.<br />"yala imshaw" Turki didnt tell<br />his friends he was coming back to see her, ma2ab that is. 7arith also didnt<br />mention he was coming back.<br />"agoul g6ouny il bait" 7arith trying to<br />stay calm so they wouldnt pick up his anxiouty<br />"laish sh3ndik?" Lyth being the<br />nosey friend<br />"int shako 3ndy<br />shu'3l" Turki knew his cousin and respected his privacey<br />"lyouth 5ala int<br />shako" as he turned the volume up<br />7arith was lost in his world, he was going to meet her, finally talk to her<br />face to face then it hit him she didnt even know his name. He wanted to shower<br />and dress up for him, he kept looking at his watch, he had 4 hours to go and<br />was on FIRE.<br />---------------------------------------<br />11:45<br />"juju 7uby ana mashya, you<br />want me to drop you?" Rsal was hoping Juwan wouldnt ask her to drop her home because<br />it would mess up her plan.<br />message received<br />ana ta7at :D<br />reply<br />yala I am leaving now<br />"laa roro, mama 3ndaha 3rs<br />and she is picking me up b3d shway thanks babe and call me when you get home<br />please" Juwan always worried about Rsal, she knew how Ma2ab was and<br />felt sorry for her best friend.<br />"inshalah, call me tomorrow<br />beautiful" Rsal's heart was beating she couldnt believe what she was about<br />to do. She headed downstairs looking around for him, and her eyes met his she<br />flashed him a smile as she handed the valet her ticket. He approached her<br />smiling, he couldnt believe he was going to talk to her.<br />"remember me?" he asked her coyly<br />"akeed, shlonik?" she was looking<br />down, she couldnt even look into his eyes.<br />"tamam, I get to see you<br />again its a dream come true" Turki was on edge who couldnt believe<br />she was talking to him, he was also worried that ma2ab migh walk out any second<br />now and he didnt want to explain anything to her.<br />"so I finally meet<br />you" she was confident that this was the stranger that was messaging<br />her, but was taken back by his shocked expression to her last words.<br />"haha ee, yala intay rkbay<br />syartich mo 7ilwa a7ad eshoufna wagfen this late talking" he was worried<br />because he was about to meet ma2ab.<br />7arith, who was sitting on the couches in the lobby saw everything and felt his<br />heart slowly breaking. His cousin got to her once again, he wanted to scream,<br />he wanted to walk over to him and punch him but he knew better in the end he<br />was his cousin and would never let a girl get in between their relationship. He<br />was hurt, but he had to get over it if Rsal wanted Turki he wouldnt stand in<br />her way. He quickly walked out of the lobby before his cousin saw him and<br />headed to his car, he still wanted to follow her home.<br />He followed her home and noticed she was heading into a gas station.<br />"mynoona dasha ma7a6t<br />banzen hal 7aza" he said to himself. He pulled out his phone and sent her a<br />message<br />message sent<br />banzeen hl wagt? mala da3y!<br />reply<br />m3ndy banzeen<br />message sent<br />mo wagta al7en you will get home<br />reply<br />what if my car stops?<br />message sent<br />ana warach dont worry<br />She headed out of the gas station and headed home, looking in her rear view<br />mirror hoping to see him but his head lights prevented her from looking at his<br />face. She parked in her spot in their garage and pulled her phone off.<br />compose message<br />wait for me<br />reply<br />laish?<br />compose message<br />aby agolik shay<br />reply<br />mo wagta its late<br />7arith wanted to scream out. He drove away in anger heading home. He didnt want<br />to see anyone, he didnt want to talk to anyone not even '3aith.<br />Rsal went to bed with a smile, she saw her prince charming. She was interupted<br />by a message.<br />message received<br />7arith ... ismy 7arith<br />reply<br />3ashat il asamy ;D<br />message received<br />3shat ayamich<br />He knew what he was doing was wrong, but he couldnt stop himself. The way she<br />made him smile with just a message he didnt even feel this way with Njude.<br />7arith fell asleep<br />with a heavy heart, Njude was on his mind but not in the usual way. Rsal is<br />taking over his mind, his body, his thinking, his every step. He woke up to the<br />loud ringing of his phone, and answered it in an angry tone.<br />7arith: haa<br />njude: 7arith *crying*<br />7arith: judey shfeech<br />njude: latsameny judey, bs 7arith ra7at 3laik<br />ana btzawaj wld 3my<br />7arith: SHINO<br />njude: ee 7aram 3laik b3tny ya 7arith, laish<br />ma tabny wala iny a7ibik o sharetik bs int ma tabeny 5ala9 ana r7t wld 3my ya<br />5i6abny o oboy gala ee mn '3air my kalmny<br />7arith: judey<br />njude: 5ala9 7arith no<br />more judey, ana 9irt 7g wa7id thany wala ya 7arith no one will love you the way<br />I do, and I will never love him, bye 7arith<br /><br />Just like that, he<br />lost her. He lost his wife, the woman he always thought he would marry<br />regardless of the other girls he talked to, she was the one. She was the mother<br />of his children, that was how he always saw it but now, now she is gone. She<br />was going to marry her cousin, and he had no one. Turki wanted Rsal, and now<br />Njude was gone. He felt his heart tighten, he couldnt breath, like there<br />something pressing down on his chest.<br />Dialling Grey eyes<br />rsal: aloo<br />7arith: guwa<br />rsal: ahlain, shfeek 7arith? 3sa ma shar<br />7arith: .......<br />rsal: 7arith<br />7arith: .........<br />rsal: 7arith please rd 3ly<br />7arith: gouly ismy b3d mara please<br />rsal:<br />*smiling* 7arith<br />7arith: agdar ashofich?<br />rsal: sure, tomorrow works for me<br />7arith: okay t9b7en 3la 5air<br />rsal: winta mn ahla ... 7arith<br />7arith: hala rsal<br />rsal: if you need anything, im just a call<br />away<br />7arith:<br />*smiling* thank you<br />rsal: good night<br />7arith managed to fall<br />asleep once again, thinking of tomorrow he was going to see her and she was<br />going to see him.<br />She will see 7arith.<br />--------------------------------<br />"mimi 7beebty"<br />"na3an<br />tarkan" ma2ab answered in her<br />dal3 voice as she twirled her hair around her fingers.<br /><br />"goulay ismy b3d<br />mara" he loved the way she<br />showered him with attention, but he knew he wouldnt get anything physical from<br />her, not even a kiss.<br />"turki" she knew what her dal3 did to men, and how it drove them insane<br />"wyyy amout 3l dal3 ana" he did, well most men did<br />"mm tarkan,<br />shrayik n6la3 bacher?" she wanted to see him,<br />who wouldnt want to be seen with a hottie like Turki, it will make girls more<br />envious of her and men drool over her and ultimately that is what she wanted<br />from her "relationship" with Turki.<br /><br />"okay ma 3ndy man3,<br />awal ma agoum adig 3laich o n6la3 nt'3da shrayich?" he had nothing to lose.<br />"6yb, ana a5lik aby anam t9ba7 3la 5air<br />tarkan" bored with him<br />"wintay mn<br />ahla" They truly had<br />nothing in common, however, he was bored and her hottness factor intrigued him.<br />-----------------------------------------<br />"7beebty" '3aith called out for Falak, she walked out of the bathroom<br />wearing nothing but a robe.<br />"yes 7beeby" towel drying her hair as she sat next to him on the bed<br />"wain tabena inrou7 for our<br />honeymoon?" playing with her wet<br />hair<br />"mm I dont know<br />inta wain 7ab?" she didnt care where<br />she went as long as she was with him<br /><br />"anywhere with a<br />beach so I see that tight body in a bikini" giving her the naughtiest sexiest look. She pushed him back and<br />hovered her body on top of his kissing his neck till she got to his lips. Not<br />taking her eyes off his lips, she smiled and said "mino gal aby albis bikini?" she then looked up at his hungry eyes and before she could even<br />say anything else she was already naked on her back.<br />She loved him.<br />--------------------------------------<br />Rsal woke up with a<br />smile on her face, which was quickly replaced with a frown. She didnt know if<br />her mother would let her leave the house. She took a quick shower, got into a<br />pair of shorts and a tshirt and headed to the dinning room for some breakfast,<br />she was surprised to see her father back. She ran to him and sat on his lap.<br />"9ba7 il 5air babaty wilaht 3laik" kissing his cheek<br />"ana akthar 7beebty, shlonich yuba?"<br />as he placed a box into her hands<br />"babaty what is<br />this?" looking confused. She<br />opened the box up and it was a set of black pearl earrings. She flashed him a<br />smile, hugged him then sat down in her seat and poured herself saffron milk.<br />"o ana I dont get a morning kiss?" her mother looked upset<br />"kiss o bs?"<br />Rsal ran over to her mother sat on her lap and<br />hugged her tightly as a tear fell down her eyes. Her mother cupped her face and<br />wiped her tear "im sorry ya galb<br />mama inti bt3rfy ini a7ibik o a5af 3laiki mn kalam il nas" Rsal just nodded, kissed her mother and settled back in her<br />seat.<br />smiling.<br />until ma2ab come<br />fluttering down the stairs "9ba7 il 5air ...<br />baba you are here 7imdilah 3l salama" kissing her father, then her mother and giving Rsal a dirty look<br />before sitting down.<br /><br />"o laish ma<br />salamty 3la i5tich?" their father was<br />annoyed by the way the sisters treated each other<br />"9ba7 il 5air ya zif ah I mean ya rsal<br />sorry" smirking to herself<br />"9ba7 il nour ma2aby" purposely annoying her sister.<br />Breakfast was the like<br />every other morning, Ma2ab giving Rsal dirty looks. Rsal didnt care, all she<br />cared about was meeting 7arith, her hunk. She dreamt about him last night, his<br />short hair, fit body, his sexy smile it drove her crazy.<br /><br />"mynoona you<br />smile to yourself?" ma2ab was dying to<br />know the reason behind her sister's happiness<br />"inti wsh da5ilik?" Rsal yelled out at her<br />"banat" their mother trying to maintain the pleasant atmosphere<br /><br />"3n ithnkum ana<br />ry7a Nbar ma3a muruj" leaving the table<br />before her parents answered her, that was how ma2ab was never taking<br />permission, she was simply telling them.<br /><br />Rsal stayed with her<br />parents for a few hours, then headed to Nail Polish alone, she wanted some time<br />alone.<br />compose message<br />random question<br />reply<br />9ba67 il 5air :D<br />go ahead<br />compose message<br />ay color nail polish it7ib ;p?<br />reply<br />a7ib dark colors especially leanich bai'6a ;$<br />compose message<br />hahah okaay dark red aw dark purple?<br />reply<br />red akeeeed ;)<br />compose message<br />yala think of a place to meet .... please :$<br />reply<br />already 3ndy mukan ;)<br />compose message<br />I am nervous :s<br />reply<br />laish?? 5yfa?<br />compose message<br />laa mo 5yfa, bs happy nervous you know :p<br />reply<br />la walla awal mara asma3 ib happy nervous<br />hahah<br />compose message<br />WELL, you shall see today<br />reply<br />inshalah<br />compose message<br />inshalah :D<br />Rsal wanted everything<br />to be perfect for her meeting with 7arith. After getting her nails done, she<br />went to the salon to get a trim, and a deep conditioning hair mask. She headed<br />home and took a warm bubble bath adding salts and flowers to soften her skin,<br />she scrubbed herself down then hopped into the shower booth to lather her hair<br />up. She wore her dark skinny jeans, a ruffled white shirt, her black pearl<br />earrings. Simple make up, two coatings of mascara to help pop her eyes, blush,<br />lipstick.<br /><br />They were meeting at<br />the scientific center. She got behind the wheel with a heart beating so loudly<br />you would say she was giving a speech. She headed over to the scientific center<br />and sat on one of the benches waiting for him. The sun was setting, she couldnt<br />peel her eyes off the view.<br /><br />"guwa" came his masculine voice causing her to smile to herself, she<br />didnt look up at him she couldnt peel her eyes off the floor. He sat down next<br />to her nervous, not knowing what to say. She smelt his perfume and was<br />instantly dizzy. She looked up at him, and stood up scared.<br />"shfeech Rsal?" he was worried, he knew she didnt want him but he had to take<br />this step.<br />"um inta 7arith?" confused, then who was the man she talked to last night at the<br />hotel?<br />"ee, were you expecting someone<br />else?" He asked fearing her<br />answer<br />"um, I have to go" she didnt understand what was going on, she ran to her car<br />confused. Who was this man? who was the man she talked to last night? what was<br />going on? Before starting her engine she heard him knocking on her window. She<br />opened the door and he squatted to look into her eyes.<br />"adree you thought I was someone else, my cousin Turki uhwa<br />ily kalmich bl avenues o ams wintay na6ra your car bs ana 7a9lt raqmich o ana<br />ily I have been messaging you" he took her hand into<br />his "I like you Rsal,<br />o kl shay I said in my messages were true it wasnt because I wanted to see you<br />or play you I just was drawn to you and when I saw you yesterday talking to my<br />cousin I thought I lost all my chances but I had to do this, now you can chose<br />if you want me or him and whatever you chose I will always be here for<br />you" he left her with<br />those words and headed to his car hoping for the best.<br />"oh my god" Rsal cried to herself.<br /><br />Rsal drove around<br />aimlessly for hours, she didnt know what to do she didnt know Turki, wouldnt it<br />be fair for her to give him a shot? In the end she was attracted to him, he was<br />the one eying her, he was the one she kept seeing not 7arith, even though<br />7arith was hot in his own way he didnt get her attention.<br /><br />She found herself at<br />Coffee Bean kaifan, she parked and headed in she needed a cold refreshment, and<br />a caffeine kick to take her mind off things.<br /><br />"hii" came his hot masculine sexy voice, it made her weak in her<br />knees. She just smiled to herself, he had that affect on her.<br />"hala" was she was able to say, she couldnt function.<br />"do you have time<br />to sit and talk or are you in a hurry?" he decided to shed his bad boy attitude and go for the perfect<br />gentleman approach, girls like that as well right? Also, he knew Rsal was<br />different and that his usual ways would not work on her.<br />"sure" again she was at a loss for words.<br />So she sat with him,<br />and they talked. At first she saw his bad boy exterior. He was arrogant, a<br />snob, oozing confidence and as much as he reminded her of her sister's attitude<br />which was something she hated it attracted her to him. She saw how at first he<br />had his guard up, but with each minute that passed he slowly peeled off the<br />tough bad boy exterior and she saw someone different, a man she could have a<br />conversation with.<br />Question is, does she trust him?<br />Her vibrating phone shook her thinking, she excused herself to answer her<br />phone.<br />rsal: hala mama<br />mother: hala 7beebty,<br />mama please go over to your grandfather's house and pick up some food<br />rsal: inshalah mama<br />mother: inti lisa za3lana 3ly ya mama?<br />rsal: laa mama 7beebty<br />inti mn jd itfakeri kitha? ana a7akik awal ma a5al9 mn hna okay?<br /><br />Hearing Rsal speaking<br />S3ody with her mother shattered Turki. He quickly linked that Ma2ab and Rsal<br />are sisters, he felt his body temperature rising, but before he began to<br />internally panic he sat back comfortably glancing at her, he came up with a<br />plan. He would get to Rsal through Ma2ab.<br /><br />Perfect.<br />He smiled devilishly to himself, Turki wanted Rsal and was going to get her no<br />matter what it took, even if he had to step on Ma2ab for that.<br />"wain sr7t? sorry it was my mother" typical polite Rsal<br />"laa i5thay<br />ra7tich ha mishaina?" He had to talk to<br />ma2ab, she has been calling him for 10 minutes now.<br /><br />Rsal and turki stepped<br />out of Coffee Bean, he opened her car door for her she turned her engine on and<br />rolled her window down "thank you<br />Turki"<br /><br />"it was my<br />pleasure Rsal, you drive safely"<br />The perfect gentleman act meant him not taking nor asking for her number, he<br />could easily get her number if he wanted to, but it was not the right time now.<br /><br />Seeing Turki walking<br />away made her think of 7arith and a smile slowly curled up her lips. She hated<br />to admit it, she missed him, but she was confused and didnt know what to do.<br />-----------------------------------<br />"7beeby yalla<br />bsik kasal lets get up" Falak wanted to move<br />in to her house, they had to do some major furniture shopping but she was<br />looking forward to it.<br />"ta3aly namy" '3aith was a morning guy, but he wanted to stay in bed with<br />her.<br />"laa yala goum<br />lets go out for breakfast b3dain inshouf furniture" '3aith gave her a bone crushing look she quickly snuggled next<br />to him "sorry"<br />"hahah 5ftay?" inhaling in her scent<br />"eee" a single tear found its way down her cheek, she quickly wiped<br />it away before he could see it, but she still was too late. He turned her<br />around and hugged her tightly to his bare chest "shfeech?? I am sorry 7uby I didnt mean it bs chithi" and just like an erupting volcano, she burst into tears she<br />didnt know why she was crying, he was great to her always loving and tentative<br />so why these tears?<br /><br />'3aith just hugged her<br />tighter to his chest as she cried, he slowly rubbed her back to console her,<br />honestly he was lost he didnt know what he did it couldnt be from the look he<br />gave her, and he has been controlling his temper with her.<br /><br />"7beebty, 3umry<br />shfeech ana shsawait laish tabchen?" slowly<br />pecking the side of her face. She looked up at him, face covered in tears and<br />just leaned in to kiss him.<br />-------------------------<br />compose message<br />hi ....<br />reply<br />hala wala rsal shlonich?<br />compose message<br />zaina<br />reply<br />doum inshalah<br />compose message<br />7arith<br />reply<br />hala :D<br />compose message<br />how about we go out for coffee tomorrow, we<br />sit down and we talk?<br />reply<br />okay I would love that<br />-----------------------------------------------------<br />"tarkan" Ma2ab was getting frustrated with him, she needed a man to<br />shower her with attention not a snob like her<br /><br />"hala mimi" all he could think about was Rsal and her grey eyes, she was<br />the complete opposite of Ma2ab.<br /><br />"shfeek 3ly?<br />laish ma ts2al 3ny?" she was use to men<br />pampering her and he was the complete opposite, he even canceled their date<br />"la wala ya 3umry bs hal yomain mash'3oul<br />ma3a il ahal" that excuse always<br />worked<br />Ma2ab got another call<br />from her x5 guy, she quickly shut the phone from Turki and answered him.<br />x5: laish mat7ebeny?<br />ma2ab: 7aram 3laik inta ma ts2al 3ny<br />x5: ana kl ma dagait 3laich it39ben o you shut<br />the phone<br />ma2ab: 6yb ana asfa, shrayik n6la3 ilyoum and<br />I make it up for you?<br />x5: you think bgoul la? yala mita amurich<br />al7en?<br />ma2ab: hahaha laa 7yatie aby atrawash o a'3ayr<br />b3dain akalmik 6yb<br />x5: yala okay<br />Ma2ab took a shower,<br />dressed up and went to meet her x5 guy. They had lunch together then drove around<br />for a while. He was holding her hand, sneaking in kisses when no one was<br />around, but little did they know someone was keeping a look out.<br />Turki.<br />He was furious with<br />what he saw, he was not the one to be played he was the one who played girls<br />and seeing ma2ab being touched by another men drove him up the wall. His sick<br />mind went to work, he knew exactly what he was going to do, there only was one<br />thing to do. He called his father informing him of his plan.<br />-----------------------------<br />The next morning<br />-----------------------------<br />compose message<br />juwaaaan come swim 3ndina :D<br />reply<br />yala im coming now<br />Rsal walked down to<br />the kitchen and asked the nannies to take the cooler outside and fill it with<br />drinks, chocolates, and ice cream. She slipped into her navy blue bikini, took<br />her ipod and stepped out into the garden that led to the swimming pool. She<br />hooked her ipod to the outside sound system and dove into the pool, she swam a<br />few laps and sat up on the ledge thinking about both Turki and 7arith.<br /><br />"il 7ilwa itfaker<br />ib shino?" she knew that voice,<br />she just heard that voice. She turned around and was greeted by her brother.<br />She ran upto him.<br /><br />"FARIS I didnt<br />think you would come back so soon"<br />she missed him, the bond between her and her brother was unexplainable<br />"well, 3ndy lich 5abar ib malyoun" flashing her a loving smile<br />"tell me" thinking it was something he bought her, never expecting the<br />bomb he was about to drop on her<br />"yayenlich 5u6ab" grabbing a chocolate bar from the cooler<br />"aish??" stunned at the news<br />"aywa 5u6ab" saying it as is he was informing her that he drank water today<br />"um, baba shino<br />gal?" she didnt know how to<br />react this was too much, she thought she had problems choosing between Turki<br />and 7arith and now a possible husband is stepping in the picture.<br /><br />"mabsou6 bs yabe<br />ekalmich" Ma2ab came prancing<br />out of the house with a smile on her face<br /><br />"farooos 7imdilah<br />3l salama, I missed you" hugging her brother "ngoul mabrook? sm3t ina fe a7ad 5a6bich"<br /><br />Before Rsal was able<br />to say anything, Juwan was by her side. The girls went back to swimming while<br />Ma2ab and Faris walked into the house.<br />"shfeek rsal?" Juwan didnt hear what happened<br />"mm, fee wa7id yay 5a6ubny and I dont<br />know what to do"<br />"7beebty give him<br />a shot, intay you dont have anyone in your life so you have nothing to<br />lose" trying to be<br />optimistic<br />"aywa bs ana lail7en I have a year left before<br />I graduate and I am just too young"<br />"I know bs mo<br />shar6 you get married now b3dain keep in mind you are just getting to know him,<br />ya3ne nothing final"<br /><br />"I know, anyways lets just swim I dont want to think about<br />it" All she could think<br />about was him.<br />7arith.<br />compose message<br />can I see you now?<br />reply<br />akeed, wain taben?<br />compose message<br />mm, it3rf Second Cup ily bl deera?<br />reply<br />ee I think so, 5ala9 ill see you there in an<br />hour?<br />compose message<br />perfect<br />Rsal walked into her<br />parents living room with a million questions in mind, but she just couldnt<br />bring herself to asking them "baba, mama agdar<br />akalmkum please" sitting in between<br />them.<br />"ha baba, shfeech 7beebty?" Hugging his daughter<br />"mm, wain shafny hatha ily 5a6ubny?" was it alright to ask?<br />"Remember the<br />lady who talked to me at the wedding? this is her son" She was thrilled, she heard great things about the family.<br />"shino isma? cham 3umra?" everyone was taking the matter lightly except for her<br />"haha ya mama<br />inta'6ry b3d kam youm o inshalah itshofna o t7ky ma3a o is2ly" Her eyes sparkling thinking her daughter was interested.<br />"haha sorry I am just overwhelmed dont<br />you think I am young?"<br />"yuba lo ashouf<br />3yalich you still will be young ib 3ainy, intay bnty la intay il'3lya<br />Rsal" Kissing the crown of<br />her head. Rsal teared up at her father's words, she couldnt have asked for<br />better parents.<br /><br />"bs 5ala9 or ra7<br />abky ana 6al3a it2mrouny 3la shay"<br />smiling at the thought of seeing 7arith<br /><br />"la salamtich<br />yuba, 7u6ay balich" their parents never<br />really asked where their children were going, or with whom since the girls<br />usually told them, and with Rsal she was always honest, except this time of<br />course, but Ma2ab abused this trust by meeting her guy "friends".<br />message received<br />ana tawny 6al3<br />reply<br />I am leaving now<br />Her heart was beating<br />once again, she knew what she was going to tell him. She was going to be<br />honest.<br />----------------------<br />'3aith and Falak were lazing around in their room.<br />"why did you want<br />to get married?" Falak asked innocently<br />thinking he did want to get married.<br /><br />"I didnt want to,<br />oboy dg 3ly o galy you are getting married o omik ligat il bnt that is why<br />everything happened quickly, I didnt get to spend time with you before il<br />milcha, o we had the wedding the day after the milcha fa ma midany ni6l3" '3aith was just being honest, he didnt think of the words coming<br />out of his mouth, and how they might affect Falak.<br /><br />Falak quickly headed<br />into the bathroom afraid to hear the rest, okay when her mother informed her<br />someone was interested she was taken back because she was not thinking about<br />marriage, but unlike him she did want to get married. '3aith quickly realized<br />what he said, okay it was the truth BUT no bride wanted to hear that especially<br />since they were happy together, and newly weds.<br /><br />He stood up and gently<br />knocked on the door "7uby" flirting was not going to get him out of this "Falak 3n il dal3 its the truth ana ma knt 7a6 ib baly<br />zawaj bs mn 5thaitich wana a7mid raby" Falak smiled to herself she loved him she couldnt be mad at him<br />but still his words cut her deep. She unlocked the door looked him dead in the<br />eye "akeed you are<br />happy '3aith? aw you still wish you werent married?"<br /><br />'3aith approached her<br />cupped her face wiping away her tears "Falak<br />wala iny mistanis a9lan mo im9adg ina you are mine" smiling to her "shino mine I am<br />not a toy mn the shelf" teasing him "dafi3 feech mahar akeed you are mine" We need to take a step back, men joke around about this topic,<br />and they dont mean what they say they are just saying it however, girls take it<br />in a different way<br /><br />"shino<br />ya3ne??" even when she was mad<br />she looked adorable, she was just to petite and girly to pull off the mad look,<br />this sent '3aith into a loud chuckle totally dismissing her "anger"<br />and carrying her into bed.<br />"laa maby ana za3lana you wont get some<br />tonight" trying to keep a<br />straight face<br />"afaa, you say no<br />to this" taking his shirt off<br />and pointing at his perfectly sculpted abs, she quickly looked away and nodded.<br />He took his pants off, he was now in nothing but his Calvin Klein low riser<br />boxer briefs.<br /><br />To see the man you are<br />falling in love with half naked in front of you, flaunting his sexy body,<br />oozing confidence looking at you like you tare the only person he cares about<br />in the world is a look I hope every woman gets to experience. That alone is<br />something worth dying for.<br /><br />'3aith crawled onto<br />bed, until he was inches away from her. He took her shirt off, then slipped her<br />hot shorts off and flipped her onto her tummy. He reached over for her body<br />lotion, placed some on his hand, unhooked her bra strap and gave her a massage<br />she will never forget.<br /><br />"lail7en<br />za3lana?" whispering into her<br />ears. She turned around, pulled him down to her, bit his ear lobe and whispered<br />"I want you now" 4 simple words that will drive any man insane.<br />----------------------------------<br />"Turki int<br />maynoon? shino taby titzawaj int lail7en ma t5arajt" of all his children, Turki's father never thought his youngest<br />son would want to get married.<br /><br />"yuba il bait o<br />mwjoud, o il flous o il 7imdilah mwjouda o bzyada shl mushkila? ma tabny I<br />settle down o aba6el suwalif il shabab?" Everyone knew about Turki's love for woman's attention, which is<br />why his father was shocked.<br />"int mn 9ijick?"<br />"mm ee .....<br />atwa83" Turki thought he was<br />doing the right thing, but if he did this he would lose Rsal, but doing this<br />might be the only way to get close to her without it being suspicious. Well to<br />a certain extent.<br /><br />"yuba il zawaj mo<br />li3ba, my9er ta5ith banat il nas o it'6y3ha ma3ak ya Tarkan faker bl mw'9ou3<br />itha taby na56ubha al7en 3la ma tit3rfoun 3la b3'6 o b3d sina aw sina o nu9<br />e9er 5air shrayik?" Turki informed his<br />father he was going to think about it carefully and will let him know.<br />------------------------------<br />"shlonik?" Rsal was always the quiet one, and was hoping 7arith would do<br />the talking. Also, she was beyond nervous which did not help at all.<br /><br />"tamam, intay<br />shlonich" 7arith never felt<br />this way, he was use to girls throwing themselves at him all he had to do was<br />sit back and enjoy the scenery and the girls would do all the talking, but with<br />Rsal it was different he was nervous.<br /><br />"shfeek sakit<br />7arith you are scaring me" If she ended up with<br />him, is this how it was going to be?<br /><br />"haha ma adree<br />shfeny wayed mitwatr" He didnt even know<br />what he was saying<br />"just calm down, its me the girl you<br />message the girl you are stalking"<br />"you are not<br />making it easier, shofay Rsal il 9ara7a ana mitwatr leany aby a3arf do you want<br />me aw Turki its that simple"<br /><br />"its not 7arith, fee<br />wa7id 5a6ubny and to be honest I want to give him a chance" Rsal's heart was racing she was scared of his reaction.<br /><br />"ya3nee intay<br />sawaity hatha kila 3shan taby a5a6bich? Rsal okay intay dasha 5a6ry o 3ajbtny<br />bs shino zawaj" jumping to<br />conclusions<br /><br />"7arith ana ma<br />glt abek ta56ubny ana ga3da golik ily 9ayer why are you jumping to<br />conclusions" Rsal gathered her<br />things and stood up "ana mashya" she quickly walked out of Second Cup and headed to her car.<br /><br />"bil6agag" 7arith mumbled to himself. He pulled out his phone and called a<br />number he hasnt needed in a few years.<br />7arith: bu 3ziz shlonik<br />man: b5air, int shlonik?<br />7arith: wala abad, lan6wlha whya q9era ana aby<br />bnt<br />man: any specific details?<br />7arith: ee ma abeha filipinia staqfar allah<br />b3dain aby wa7da ni'6efa<br />man: ee ily taby mwjoud int ta3al o naglik<br />wa7da</div></div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-35949101575265214622012-04-06T14:04:00.002-07:002012-04-06T14:09:48.079-07:00The plan ;**First of all to those who have not read my old stories or for those of you who would like to reread them I am working in collecting them and reposting them, m3ny I never officially deleted my blog however I cant seem to find them.<div><br /></div><div>Secondly, I actually dont know what my new story will be about its been so long that I have run out of inspirations bs inshalah within a few days I will come up with something.</div><div><br /></div><div>Thirdly, I missed everyone so much but I have been out of the blogers world so I need your suggestions on blogs to read please.</div><div><br /></div><div>Lastly, I love you all ;** </div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-17741373491079013422012-04-06T06:11:00.002-07:002012-04-06T06:15:01.164-07:00Back ;**Apparently it seems that yes I am back and the stories will be rolling in soon I promise, 3ndy so2al '3reeb does anyone have my old stories saved ? If yes please send them to me.<div><br /></div><div>My email is live.love.28@gmail.com </div><div><br /></div><div>Also 3ndy another blog which is going to be private so email me if you want invites.</div><div><br /></div><div>The other blog is www.behind-love.blogspot.com</div><div><br /></div><div>As always, i love you all ;** </div>love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com23tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7172003388573816556.post-37879950496908062072012-04-06T05:40:00.001-07:002012-04-06T05:40:11.416-07:00Test ;**I7m i7m test test, fe a7ad?love ;**http://www.blogger.com/profile/16282169609964823762noreply@blogger.com8